190. Lang love concubine (II)
What Feng Zilong said is true, wandering outside all these years has made him see too much death, and it has also made him have the feeling of having a good home. In www.biquge.info the past, he never thought of forming a home of his own, but now he is particularly eager to have a home that belongs only to him and Zhao Min.
"Am I not already married to you?"
In Zhao Min's heart, the word marriage no longer belonged to her, - since Ouyang possessed her, she had no intention of marrying, because she had already understood the hearts of men by living in the pile of men.
On the surface, every man she has dated is very good, and she never cares about her relationships with other men, but she knows that this is before marriage, and once they are married, they will have a new view of her, and the most important point is that they will care a lot about what she has done in the past, because it is a sign of what she may do in the future.
"Although I am already that with you, this is not the same as getting married, because ......" Feng Zilong quietly admired the beauty in his arms and said, "We are married, and you belong to me alone......" Zhao Min didn't listen to a word of what he said later, but his previous words had told her very clearly - he was as selfish as other men, and he longed for someone to possess her body alone.
It is okay to say that everything else, but this is not the only one.
Zhao Min once swore in secret that he would never marry in this life, so he would live his life like this. The reason why she chose not to get married was not because she saw through the red dust, not because she was tired of life, not because he was afraid of getting married, but because she spied on the life of men who wanted to possess a woman's body alone, she dispelled the idea of getting married and stopped marrying men.
Although she knew that Feng Zilong loved her very, very much, she still wouldn't agree to marry him, because Feng Zilong couldn't get rid of the world's views and just wanted to possess her alone.
She didn't want to give herself to a certain man!
Once you marry Feng Zilong or another man, you are destined to be able to lie by his side for the rest of your life, even if your favorite man comes to you, you still can't be by his side and share the happiness of life with him. This kind of boring and boring lifestyle, even if he dies, Zhao Min will not agree.
"I have to warn you in advance, you are you, I am me, I don't belong to you, and you don't belong to me, please don't have such dirty thoughts. Zhao Min hugged Feng Zilong tighter and muttered, "Isn't this bad?
Feng Zilong was silent.
It seems that Zhao Min has really changed over the years, and she is no longer the Zhao Min of the past. In the past, Zhao Min, who regarded chastity as his life, was dead, and Zhao Min, who curled up in his arms like a bird, was another Zhao Min, this Zhao Min was Zhao Min who did not have any concept of chastity, and Zhao Min who only pursued physical pleasure.
Time can really change a person's. In the past, Feng Zilong never believed it, but now he finally believes it. Zhao Min's change is a testament to time. Since she is not married, she will inevitably be forced to do so, so that everyone will not be happy when she gets it.
"Actually, that's pretty good. Feng Zilong smiled bitterly, pushed the woman in his arms, and said in a somewhat unhappy mood, "I will go to you when I miss you, I can also call me if you want, everyone will take what they need, and when they are done, they will pat their butts and leave, and no one owes anyone." ”
"If you don't think it's good, you can also find a woman to marry. Zhao Min heard that there was a sour taste in Feng Zilong's words, and couldn't help but kiss him lightly on the lips, "I don't mean to push you to other women, I mean that if you need me, you can still call me, I am still on call, even if you marry other women, I still have a part of yours, and I will not change for the rest of my life." ”
Feng Zilong knew that what she said was true, but what he was worried about was not this, but that once he got married, if one day she didn't want to live a single life anymore, and happened to meet the man she liked, then he would lose her forever. But he can't say this kind of thing, and even if he says it, she will veto it, because she has already said that she will never marry in her life, although he knows that she said that she will not marry now, but this does not mean that she will not marry in the future!
"No, I'm destined to give you one in my life. Feng Zilong gently pushed Zhao Min away, leaned on the head of the bed, lit a cigarette, and took a puff, "No matter what you think, I only want you alone, I only hope one thing, no matter whether you marry someone in the future or not, and no matter which person you marry, but you have to leave half of the bed for me." ”
The smoke spreads out in the neon light, and the shape of thousands of threads floats in it, which is very beautiful. Zhao Min reached out to grab one of them, and before his fingers touched it, it broke silently, and then also scattered.
Men and women who are not married! In fact, it is like this thread of smoke, even if neither of them touches it, it will still dissipate one day......