I've been having a bad time lately, as for why it's not going well, well, it's probably related to Shen Jia. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Originally, I was going to give the quota to Shen Jia, but after I heard Shen Jia say those words in order to compete for the quota, no matter what, I couldn't get in anymore. And Shen Jia began to stumble on me quietly, for example, the homework books of the whole class were sent down, only mine was gone. Another example is that everyone occasionally gossips in class, but at the end of the evening self-study summary, I was the only one who was named by the class, and the most wronged thing was that I also talked about things related to studying. It's a small thing, but it's annoying to add up over time.

Although I am also very annoyed, I don't want to be angry with Shen Jia because of these things.

What I want is to defeat Shen Jia with dignity!

In order to fulfill his promise, Xu Huanyi began to listen to me practice the 100-day pledge declaration after giving me a make-up class every day, at first I said that I didn't think there was anything, but then Xu Huanyi asked me to stand in front of him and say, and I started to hiccup before I could say two words.

"Oops" I sighed as I lay on the table, there was really no way, everything else could be controlled, but hiccup, how to control this?

Tsk, what should I do? Is it really a shame?

I don't want to stand on stage and burp while talking, it's too embarrassing.

Don't, I can't help but shudder at the thought that I'm going to be embarrassed on stage.

Hey, but what can you do if you don't get it? Go and give the quota to Shen Jia again? Isn't that a disguised admission that what Shen Jia said is right.

No, I don't want to. Whether you say I'm naïve or unwilling, I don't want to or want to admit defeat.

Even if I hiccup all the time on stage, I admit it.

I sat up again, word by word. I read it twice and memorized it again, and to put it mildly, it's still an old problem, it's okay to be alone, but there is no way to do it when there are too many people, and I not only hiccup but also stutter.

I completely lost my fighting spirit, hey, I really can't do this kind of physical performance.

The whole person completely froze and collapsed on the table.

Xu Huanyi was lying on the table doing the question, and saw me fall on the table and opened his mouth: What? Gave up?

I shook my head weakly: No!

Xu Huanyi suddenly dropped the pen, took out the paper in my hand and glanced at it, pulled me, "Follow me"

I don't know what he wants to do.

"What are you going to do?"

"You'll know when you see it" is again in this contemptuous tone.

I followed him angrily and walked all the way to the study room.

Department of Outreach

Stop at the entrance of the Liaison Department.

"What are you bringing me here for?" I glanced at Xu Huanyi and felt that he was nervous.

He gave me a blank look.

Pushed open the door and walked in. I hurriedly followed.

When we pushed through the door, none of the people in the External Relations Department noticed our entry, and everyone was engaged in doing their own thing.

Writing for manuscripts, there is a constant stream of people coming and going, and it seems that everyone is busy.

Walking inside, I seem to understand what Xu Huanyi means a little bit.

Xu Huanyi walked inside.

A small round platform was crowded with people.

I went inside, a long-haired girl dressed in white.

I was standing on the stage giving a speech, very engaged, as if no one was around. Let the people around unconsciously stop to look at her.

Because I was a little far away, I was short-sighted, and I couldn't see the girl's appearance clearly, but I felt that she was very imposing for no reason. What can I say about that momentum, a little aggressive but not to be ignored.

I patted the people around me on the shoulder, "Hey, classmate, let me ask you, who is this?" ”

The people around me looked at me with great contempt, "You don't know this?" This is a famous beauty in our school, Shen Shuangshuang in Class B of the third year of high school. ”

I almost choked to death in one breath, as for despising me so much? She's not Obama again? Why can't I not know each other?

Is! What a look!

I turned my head to look at Xu Huanyi, but found that Xu Huanyi was also watching her speech intently.

Focus! Right! I used Focus! That kind of look, close to a little obsessive. But almost in a moment, Xu Huanyi withdrew that look.

"How?" He turned his head to look at me.

"Well, I understand a little." I nodded.

From the moment I first came in, I understood Xu Huanyi's intention, which was nothing more than to let me learn to ignore the oppression brought by the environment and the people around me, and create a kind of self-momentum to oppress the surrounding environment and people, so that I would no longer be affected, but could be controlled by myself.

"Okay, then you go up." Xu Huanyi looked at me.

"What?" I lost my voice and looked at him sheepishly, "But there are so many people, I... ”

Xu Huanyi interrupted me, "Where there are not many people, you can look at it from an idealistic point of view, you feel that there is no one around, and there is no one around,"

I understand what he says, but ... There are so many people, I really don't dare. Besides, the teacher said that idealism is fake! Everything in the world really exists!

Xu Huanyi saw that I was hesitant, and suddenly stood on the round platform with long legs and said: Everyone be quiet, there is a student in the music class who wants to challenge this student Shen, I don't know if everyone is welcome? ”

"Hey" I didn't have time to stop it, so I could only cry silently.

Don't bring such a cheat!

"Okay, welcome, welcome."

"Come on, come on"

"Here's one, here's one."

"Oooh, pick."

The commotion on all sides was louder than louder.

I had to smile bitterly and walked onto the round platform under the pressure of Xu Huanyi's eyes. Seeing me on stage, the girl named Shen Shuangshuang also stopped her speech and made way for me.

If I could, I really wanted to strangle Xu Huanyi to death on the round platform.

Seeing me walk on stage, Xu Huanyi spoke, "Let's start by introducing myself." ”

I took the microphone and glared at Xu Huanyi.

"Great, hello everyone, I'm me," he began to stutter before he could say a word. I frowned in annoyance. What should I do? I looked at Xu Huanyi.

Unexpectedly, Xu Huanyi did not despise me anymore, but cast a very warm gaze, a gentle, encouraging gaze.

I was infected by this gaze, and I couldn't help but open my mouth: Hello everyone, I'm Li Jiayi.

Slowly, I began to speak naturally, stammering, but not hiccups.

Little by little, not only do you not burp, but you also become fluent.

"Thank you, I'm done."

Finally, I was relieved. Although the applause was sparse, I was quite satisfied.

I stepped off the stage and smiled happily at Xu Huanyi.

"Thank you, Xu Huanyi."

Thank you for helping me, thank you for being with me, and thank you for being so nice to me.

Looking at Xu Huanyi, I don't know what else to say.

Xu Huanyi raised his eyebrows, and the smile on his eyebrows couldn't be hidden.

I turned around and ran away humming a song and jumping.

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