When the day is dull, time seems to slow down, but in fact, it passes just as fast. You don't have to deliberately grasp or grasp it, just quietly let a qiē happen.

Occasionally, life will still unexpectedly throw a whip, ruthlessly, with the so-called fate arrangement, and mock together.

Does it hurt? It's fine. It doesn't seem to feel anything anymore, but when I inadvertently hear someone mention it, I think of it in passing.

Laughing, or crying?

I would laugh before I put it aside, and I smiled and said that I would take it home and enjoy it slowly. Now, it's difficult, because I'm at home, all the time, no matter where I go, I have to go back, go back to eat, go back to sleep, go back to make my grandson go back and continue to live. It's just that I won't cry either.

October 21, towards the end of the year, I am a year older, and I no longer count how long I have lived here, or even how old I am now.

Honghui brought a letter to ask Yinzhen to take me to his house, there are many sons, daughters and grandchildren, and I saw many people on this day.

Double Happiness is here...... If my age keeps increasing, it can be considered happy, of course, the most important thing is that my daughter-in-law Agarwood is two months pregnant, which is indeed happy. Not only Honghui, but even Yinzhen is very happy, and everyone is happy.

Su Changqing's seventeen-year-old sealed wine was brought out from the entire jar, and countless large and small tables were placed on the table.

I don't know what to call it, but the men drank beautifully, at least to me.

Gao Wuyong, who walked in with his head down, stood behind Yinzhen's side, I don't know what he said, but I saw him holding a wine glass to his lips when he saw Honghui smiling. It seems that he is silent and still has not said much, but I seem to see the small buds that bloom slowly in his heart, well, the mood is ...... It's really good.

Yinzhen turned around a little and said something in Gao Wuyong's ear, and soon, when he turned around, he saw me looking at him, and there was still a smile in his eyes and explained, "Yinxiang's gift was sent directly to the house, saying that there was something at home, but he didn't come." ”

I nodded before I could say hello, and a lower sentence of happy birthday blew into my ears without warning, and the spicy wine seemed to spread out and wrap around my body.

Hongwan looked at us and smiled, took a wine glass and walked behind Yinzhen, begging for a drink, the reason was that she hadn't seen Ama drink like this when she was pregnant. If I hadn't been old enough to lose my memory, it would seem that she was about to give birth before rushing back to the capital, and she would still be able to laugh unreasonably. Of course, because someone is petted.

I haven't seen him drink so much, but fortunately, he looks sane and clear, walks without shaking or shaking, and before leaving, he asked Honghui a few words very seriously, and smiled very strictly, just like he usually does. I just got into the carriage and hugged me to my body, and my face was buried deep in my shoulder socket that I couldn't see. Even when he was thirteen years old, he had never seen such a look, like a child, and even took my hand and put it into his cloak and put it to his heart, pressed it against my chest and whispered a voice like a name that I couldn't hear clearly. Maybe he didn't say anything, I guess I imagined it myself.

I think my worries are a bit unnecessary, he is not drunk, his heartbeat is calm and powerful, but it is a little too fast, and I guess if he is in good shape, he can take advantage of this momentum to drink again.

When he returned to the mansion and was about to enter the door, Su Peisheng was already waiting in front of the door, not pacing around nervously, standing there fixedly, looking at the eyes and silent under the lowered face.

Yin Zhen stopped in front of him for a moment, his eyebrows were slightly raised, and he helped me walk in straight without asking, and raised his eyebrows when he looked at me, "Tired, go back to sleep for a while." ”

"It's okay, I'll go back by myself, and if you have something to do, go and get busy. ”

He said that it was okay, and took me back to the room, and walked without hurrying.

I lay on the bed and didn't see him leaving, closed my eyes and adjusted my breathing, and waited really sleepy to sit on the edge of the bed.

When I woke up, it was sunset, and the night was low, and the people were still there. Haven't left, or have you returned?

I never ask about him, it was, it is, it still is, and it seems to have become a habit for a long time. The so-called husband and wife, I don't know what others are like, maybe his brothers are the same behind closed doors, after all, in this era, the meaning of women is not as good as many things, even if the status is noble and worthy of marrying into the royal family, it is still an ornament for the prince, and even some kind of meaningful decoration.

Some people make couples partners? mutually beneficial? maybe.

There are many such outstanding representatives of the princes I have seen, who can speak well, dignified and elegant, have a good temper and temperament, and are more and more sleek and ingenious over time.

Who said that the effort is proportional to the gain? Who dares to do business with the prince and bargain with the emperor at a clear price, in the final analysis, it only depends on what the person is asking for and whether he gets it. If the position of the wife is unshakable, it is also self-deception, God knows when Kangxi or his husband is unhappy, it is still very likely to happen to the next cousin, although I haven't seen it yet. Even if he didn't go to court when he was born, after death, the man would find a suitable replacement, regular. Husband and wife are just husband and wife, whoever goes earlier first, the rest is someone else's. If you think more thoroughly in this era, it is that even if you are alive, he is still someone else's, just sharing.

Yinzhen, it is already my accident in this era, is my husband is a family member and a loved one, what are you still struggling with? If you think about it, you can't think about it for a lifetime, we have wasted too much time, and there is not much left. Although there are still such and such unsatisfactory things in life, he is trying his best to make a qiē wishful, and so am I, so it is worth loving, loving well.

I haven't seen Yinxiang's gift yet, is there really something or Yinzhen's kind reassurance? In fact, it's good to have a heart, and if you don't tell me, you don't need to know it, and he doesn't need to explain many things to me, and I won't ask, just do what I should do, and try to do it well.

The person lying beside me pulled me into his arms, and I was so refreshed that I couldn't smell the wine, as if I had been bathed.

"Hungry, get up and eat, Meiyu has cooked noodles for you. ”

The wishful thinking that I just thought of in my heart, and the reciprocal treatment, collapsed in an instant because of such a gentle and soft whisper.

On the soft small table, there is more than a bowl of noodles, a few dishes and two dim sum...... And wine.

I didn't see that he loved wine so much. The occasional drink is just a light drink, and he has never had to drink twice a day, which is not considered indulgence for a person like him who has strong self-control. It seems that he didn't have this on his birthday last year.

I just remembered it in my mind, my heart skipped a beat, it was not right to sit on his lap, and when I was pulled against my chest and faced each other to see clearly, my face became hot, as if I had drunk wine and burned from my throat to my heart and lungs, and even the noodles I swallowed seemed to have some taste of wine.

Today's wine is a little different, after drinking it, I look at everything in a daze, I wonder if he is the same as me. Obviously, I didn't drink a drop of wine from Honghui, but I actually ...... Maybe I'm really old, and I'll get drunk after two drinks, or maybe it's because of happiness.

The words in my ear were extremely low, but clear, and my heart was suffocating when I heard it. I thought that my life was good now, my family and friends had no worries about food and clothing, and love, but it turned out to be better. The love words in my lover's ear are unexpected, maybe this is happiness, in my hands.

When I woke up, there was no one around me, the warm winter sun basked the doors and windows, and I slept until dawn when I was drunk, and I didn't even know when he left, when he slept and how he slept. It seems that I ate noodles and drank wine last night, and I was carried back to bed before I could say a word......

It seems to be, it seems to be undressed, it seems that I hold his head and does not let it shake, it seems to ...... I didn't look like the one I wore last night. God, it's better to forget what I think of in my head, but I sometimes recall, fragments, can't be connected, and my face is still hot and my heart is burned.

When sitting in the outer hall, there were already people waiting outside the door, and the faces of several women were flushed on the cold day, and they did not see Nian. After scolding everyone to go back to help their foreheads, she was about to give birth, and I asked her not to come again to say goodbye.

It is estimated that it is only a matter of the past few days, I was too busy to see her yesterday, so I had to go out to see and hear the good news, it turned out that I had given birth last night......

Three joys are coming!

- These are the four words that come to my mind.

She gave birth to a son, on my birthday, dying. She almost lost her life for this son, tired of the subordinates in the hospital, and even Li Fu and Imperial Doctor Su guarded for nearly a day and didn't dare to leave the door for half a step. Yinzhen should have also been to see it, and the final mother and son are safe, lucky?

Perhaps, this is the real destiny. I've had that luck, I've lost it, she's lost it and I've gained it. There is no so-called god and Buddha protection, feng shui just takes turns.

Yinzhen, you were busy with this yesterday?

I really appreciate this kindness.