In the face of the college entrance examination approaching day by day, the panic is not a little nervous, but the only thing that is gratifying is that the cold that has been tossed for so long is finally cured. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoBut insomnia is getting worse and worse, for no reason, obviously at the end of the day, I am really tired and tired, but when I lie in bed, I am more awake than anyone else. I just can't sleep, and I finally stayed up until I wanted to sleep at 2.3 o'clock, and it was very good to get four hours of sleep. Tossing and turning like this, his face became more and more ugly.

My life is getting more and more regular. It's not brushing up on the test paper or catching up on sleep. Brushing test papers is routine, and as for catching up sleep, it is making up all the time.

By the third year of high school, the only feeling I had every day was sleepiness, very sleepy. As long as I don't brush the test papers, I will be on the table for Zhou Gong.

Downstairs for the Dawen Dali exam, Xu Huanyi gave me three days off in a row, and I was happy and relaxed.

Go to the boiling water room and fetch water. As soon as I turned around, Zheng Yun stood behind me, startling me.

I pretended to tighten the cup with a calm face, and turned sideways to get around him. Zheng Yun stopped me as if he had expected it. I looked at him stunned.

"Dry dry. "I don't know why I have an indescribable fear of Zheng Yun, my teeth are cold when I see him.

Zheng Yun stared at me for a long time before he said silently: What's wrong with you in the past two days?

Hearing this, I touched my face with both hands, is it so obvious? didn't care about Zheng Yun's attention at all, and fell into the path of self-spurning.

"No, kidding you. Zheng Yun made a joke in a rare good mood.

"Huh?" I had to hold my cup tightly and disperse as soon as I realized that I had been deceived.

In fact, it's okay to get along like this, there are no so naked eyes and an embarrassing atmosphere, and there will be no embarrassment between each other.

"Although the dark circles are not noticeable, they look very haggard. What's wrong with you?" Zheng Yun slowed his voice.

"Well, it's a little uncomfortable, it's okay, it's okay. I waved my hand to say it was okay. After waving his hands, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and hurriedly walked forward, not wanting to stay longer for a moment.

Two steps forward.

"Li Jiayi"

I turned my head to look at him, and he was looking at me with a thick emotion in his eyes that seemed to drown me.

I'm not a hypocritical person, although I'm always yelling to find a partner, but I never want to take the initiative to hook up with anyone, I'm afraid of separation, I'm afraid that in the end I will recognize someone else but there will be no freshness. For example, Zheng Yun, I'm afraid I can't afford his feelings.

There are many kinds of feelings in the world, and not all of them can be accepted. Love the right people, and love the right people who can respond to you. I am a person who is very afraid of ambiguity, so I never delay others, I like it if I like it, I don't like it if I don't like it, and I am not ambiguous or pretentious. I'd rather no one love than fast food-like love.

"What's wrong?" I seemed to know what he was going to say, but I couldn't help but listen.

After staring at me for a long time, Zheng Yun suddenly walked over and raised his hand, and I took a step back in fright and stared at his hand.

He smiled self-deprecatingly at my dodgy gaze.

"Li Jiayi, I sometimes wonder why it's you, why the person I like is you, how can there be such a ruthless girl as you. His gaze suddenly became gloomy, and he brushed my shoulder and walked over, stubborn, resolute, walking past me like a knife.

Forgive me for being a person with a very low laughing point, originally according to the development of the plot, I should have responded to Zheng Yun's affection, such as rushing up and throwing himself into Zheng Yun's arms like a novel in a romance drama and saying Zheng Lang, I was wrong, we are not separated from each other for life or something. But because of my IQ, I have a limited IQ. I only think of the line that came to mind.

Oh, yes.

"You are ruthless, you are cruel, you are vexatious"

"Where am I ruthless, where am I cruel, where am I vexatious?"

"Where are you not ruthless, where are you not cruel, where are you not vexatious?"

So, I couldn't help laughing, and the consequence was that I was heard by Zheng Yun who hadn't walked in yet, probably, maybe, maybe I misunderstood something, because I heard Zheng Yun walk into the classroom, and there was a sound of the bench being hammered in the classroom. I sincerely feel that Zheng Yun definitely has violent tendencies. Hey, I'm strong-willed. After admiring myself for a short time and clearing my thoughts, I calmly walked into the classroom.

As soon as she sat on the bench, Fu Wan floated over.

"Hey, what's wrong with Zheng Yun?" Fu Wan looked situational.

I flew to Fu Wan and was ready to tease her.

"Want to know?" squinted at her.

"Mmmmmmmm

'Squeeze my shoulders,' I straightened my back.

Fu Wan immediately pounced on me and pinched my shoulder. I snorted in satisfaction.

"Pinch the point, oops, over here. "I tried to restrain the urge to laugh in my heart, and at the same time commanded Fu Wan with arrogance.

After pinching it for a while, I laughed twice.

"Okay, okay, I'll tell you," I pretended to be serious.

"Tell me quickly, sister, my hands are sore. Fu Wan ignored her image and sat on me with her legs open.

"Get out," I lifted her away.

"We, three words. I whispered close to Fu Wan's ear.

Fu Wan was as excited as if she had been beaten with chicken blood when she heard this, and pointed at me with a trembling hand: "You guys, what did you say?"

I wanted to laugh when I saw Fu Wan's adulterous face, so I looked at her all day, "Guess what"

Fu Wan stood up with a high spirit: "Judging from this girl's experience in the romance world for so many years, Zheng Yun must have confessed to you just now, but judging from the face he just came in, you must have rejected him sharply, right? There are not many people who are as beautiful and intelligent as this girl now. ”

I couldn't bear to hit Fu Wan, so I had to take out the test paper from the drawer and do it.

I'm starting to find a pattern, all questions actually have their own fixed way of answering and fixed templates. You only need to understand the questions, understand the most basic knowledge in the book and then apply it, although this will not get a full score, but for art students like us, all the basic points are more than enough.

After brushing the test papers, it was already dark, took out the calendar, crossed out the red one by one, it was only 103 days away from the college entrance examination, every time I saw the date on the calendar, there was an inexplicable short-term palpitation, it was not just a date, but also represented all the bits and pieces of my three years of high school, happy, unhappy, unforgettable, unbearable, but no matter which one it is very precious to me, like a kind of life footsteps, imprints. No matter how many years later, when I pick it up and look at it again, I will still cry, laugh, and be reluctant.

I remember reading a passage a long time ago, and I can't remember exactly who said it, but I remember the words on it clearly.

The book reads:

Something that is too late or too early will not stop you from becoming the person you want to be, and there is no time limit to the process, and you can start whenever you want.

You can start whenever you want.

As long as you want.

I wanted to have some voice constantly attacking in my heart, and I wanted to break through the shackles and burst out of the little dream that was wrapped in my heart, I covered my chest, and there was a warm glimmer of light slowly flowing out of it. There are my dreams in it.

Warm, the only one, my faith.

Whenever I am tired and want to give up, I think of the small and persistent voice in my heart. In a moment, it was full of power, and I couldn't give up, and I didn't want to give up.

The thing you're willing to do is where your talent lies.

Tomorrow will be the first joint entrance examination.

Sitting in his seat, the head teacher walked in and handed the list to the class leader.

"Now I'm going to read everyone's exam room and seat number, and let's write it down by yourself. Shen Jia's voice was unhurried.

"Wang Kai, 121705 in the 17th examination room, Lu Yao in the 17th examination room 121725 Xia Shuang in the 18th examination room 121808 Lu Yue in the 18th examination room 121822..." There are many types of students, some are diligent, and they all rely on their own hard work to make progress little by little, and there are also talented people like Lu Yao, who don't pay much attention on weekdays, but no matter how bad they are, they are not far behind, and they are always hovering in the top few.

"Li Jiayi, 20 examination room 122001" When I heard my name, I hurriedly took my notes.

"Zheng Yun, the 122002 of the 20 examination room" Shen Jia paused deliberately, and the eyes of the class came from all directions. I quickly buried my head and pretended not to see.

Fu Wan slammed my arm hard, and I reached under the table and stepped on her.

"Ah" Fu Wan obviously didn't expect it, and shouted.

The head teacher raised her eyes and glanced at Fu Wan, Fu Wan smiled awkwardly, turned her face and glared at me. I looked at her with a blank face.

Fu Wan was defeated with a face full of resentment.

In the evening self-study, everyone fell into a harmonious review. I'm fine with everything else, but the math is, oops. I don't know if the exam will be difficult tomorrow, and whether I will do it. Holding his head and thinking about it, he opened the notebook Xu Huanyi gave me, and reviewed the topics he told me during this time.

After class, I was carried out of the classroom.

I turned my head and saw that it was Xu Huanyi.

"Eh, why are you here?

Xu Huanyi returned to the cold side of the others, and handed me a notebook with no expression.

I reached out and took it and looked at the book, the cowhide was still very new, only some very shallow creases.

"What?" was frightened by Xu Huanyi's expression.

"See for yourself, I'm leaving. After speaking, he glanced at me, put his hand in his purse and left.

What, it's cool.

Having said that, I walked into the classroom with a leather book, sat down and opened it, and almost knelt down to worship Xu Huanyi.

It seems to know that my math is very bad, and I have memorized a lot of commonly used and difficult to remember formulas and some very classic example problems in the kraft book, but in fact, this is nothing, the key is that Xu Huanyi wrote detailed steps and small details to pay attention to next to each question.

Usually I read some example problems myself, but the process of the example problems is always too brief, and I can't understand it if I skip one more step. Xu Huanyi is really my intimate little padded jacket. It's so distracting. Fu Wan saw that I was concentrating and came over.

She looked at it for a moment and exclaimed, "Wow, you're hiding your secrets, where did you get such a good note?"

I hurriedly hugged the notebook, "I, I... I can't do it on my own. ”

Fu Wan sneered, "Who are you fooling, I don't know you yet, it's not your word at first glance." Oh, I know which god it must be. ”

I was speechless for a moment, the dead girl guessed so accurately.

"Said: "In the face of Fu Wan's coercion and temptation, I was powerless to parry.

"Xu Huanyi gave" I pursed my mouth, I really didn't want to tell her, like some treasure was going to be snatched away.

"What?Xu Huanyi?" Fu Wan's eyes widened in disbelief.

I didn't pay any attention to Fu Wan and looked at the notebook calmly.

When the class bell rang, it was already twilight. I closed my notebook.

Come on, Li Jiayi, don't be afraid that you will be able to tomorrow, come on, come on, come on!

I didn't see Zheng Yun behind me who had been listening to me and Fu Wan talking, I didn't see his sad expression, I didn't see him so much affection.