43. The heart is restricted
Kangxi 38 leap July
When we were separated, we were still a few children who had not grown up, and now we are all parents when we get together, and time is a wonderful thing. I looked at Tana, who was still radiant in front of me but already had a little more of the charm of a young woman, and I didn't dare to recognize her.
"Siyue, you liar, big liar! When you left that day, you only said goodbye in the future, and you actually made me wait for eight years, I really ...... I don't want to pay attention to you anymore. Tana rushed up to me and shouted, my ears were ringing, but I felt very warm in my heart, and I was really happy to have such a friend.
I took Tana's hand and shook it a few times, and said to her with a flattering smile: "Okay Tana, don't be like this, don't I write to you every year......? You know, if it weren't for that, I'd have come here early and stuck to me until you get tired of me. β
"Anyway, you always have to say, I will spare you first, and the next time I see you do this to me, I will really ignore you. Tana pouted, glanced behind me, and asked mysteriously in my ear, "Why does the fourth elder brother seem unhappy, that boy is the thirteenth elder brother?
I couldn't help but laugh when I heard Tana's words, looking at Yinzhen with a stern face and Yinxiang looking at Tana seriously, it was really indescribably weird. I pulled her shirt and leaned over and whispered: "Now I have to call him Four Belle, their brothers are so good that they shouldn't fight, but their tempers are a little weird, you don't have to pay attention to them." As for your displeasure, he's been like this for a long time, so don't worry about him. When I finished speaking, I saw Tana covering her mouth and laughing, so I said behind her, "Your Burigud is still very handsome." β
Tana's face turned red when she heard this, this is too incredible, when the two were not guessing, there was no such shy expression, this old husband and wife who have two dolls after four or five years of marriage, can they still blush and show me, do you want to show affection and anger at me? Hmm, it seems that Burigud is very powerful, not at all like it looks so cool and handsome and simple, he must have a good way to deal with Tana. But...... Why did Yinzhen become so stuffy? Could it be that it's my reason?
Tana left me and walked in front of Yinzhen, and saluted in a proper manner: "Tana greets the four Baylors and the thirteenth elder brother, the fourth Belle is auspicious, and the thirteenth elder brother is auspicious." β
Yinxiang only smiled at Tana and nodded, and Yinzhen raised his hand to Tana and said, "Get up." β
Tana stood up and said to Yinzhen with a smile: "Si Belle, I won't blame you for saluting now, but I haven't seen you for so many years, so it's okay to borrow your family's fortune for half a day?"
"I haven't seen her for many years, and she still talks about you on the way, and now I'm taking her out to play with you. β
So good? I walked up to Tana and looked at Yinzhen, I was so surprised that I just had to play happily on my vacation today.
"Xie Si Baylor. Tana happily thanked Yinzhen, took my hand and turned to leave.
I looked back at Yinzhen and Yinxiang, who were still standing in place, both of them frowning and looking at us, I hurriedly pulled Tana and stopped and asked her, "Where are you going?"
Tana laughed twice before saying to me, "I forgot when I was happy, quickly call someone to lead the horse, let's go for a lap first, this year will definitely make you heroic." After speaking, he turned to Yin Zhen and shouted, "Four Baylor and the thirteenth elder brother together." β
Just as he was talking, Gao Wuyong and Xiao Shunzi had already led three horses, Tana rushed over and hugged the white dragon horse, and shouted while stroking the horse's mane: "Siyue, you actually brought the white dragon horse, I think about it." β
I embarrassedly stepped forward and explained to Tana: "Tana, now that the white dragon horse belongs to the thirteenth elder brother, I borrowed flowers to offer the Buddha, don't be angry." β
Tana looked back and forth a few times between Ryoma Happy and me and Yinzhen, raised her eyebrows and smiled: "If I were angry, I would have been angry with you a long time ago, I would know that you were happy or false, but I actually liked it very much." β
This girl is old, but her mouth is still so poisonous, is it to say such things in front of everyone with the intention of embarrassing me? I actually clearly reflected those pictures in my mind, and my face was already hot with resentment.
Yinxiang walked up to us and smiled at Tana: "It turns out that the friend of the fourth sister-in-law is the county lord, although this white dragon horse is not for me, but it also allows me to benefit, thank you here." β
"Brother Thirteen is polite, everyone get on the horse, let's go. When Tana's voice came over, the man was already on his horse and galloping away with Burigud.
I walked to Bai Xingxing's side and was about to step on the horse's pedal, I felt a tightness on my waist, and when I turned my head to look over, I saw Yinzhen leaning in my ear and whispering, "Tana really saw it?"
This person is so strange, didn't even Tana feel that he was different, how did he get to this Mulan paddock, but it was a bit of a living frame. I pushed him and whispered, "It's all about my life, you still mention it." β
Yinzhen only chuckled twice, turned to Yinxiang and said, "Yinxiang, let's go." β
Seeing the two brothers sitting on horseback, I grabbed the reins and turned over to the horse, and chased in the direction of Tana together.
"Fourth brother, the fourth sister-in-law has been riding a horse like this for so many years?" Yinxiang's serious voice is still very intimidating, I don't know what Yinzhen thinks, I only feel a little empty in my heart when I hear it, and I hurriedly pulled the reins to slow down the horse, this subconscious reaction is really a habit that has been cultivated for many years, even if Yinxiang's appearance is still among the ranks of young boys, but the strength of the heart is resolutely not to be underestimated.
Yinzhen turned his head to look at me who was behind him, and slowed down slightly before asking Yinxiang, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, it's good. β
The ...... of the red fruit Hypocrisyβyes! Obviously he thinks I'm riding too crazy, but everybody rides like this, isn't it? If I think of myself as those 10,000-year-old creatures, and have a tortoise-hare race with them, I would really laugh to death.
Looking at the tacit understanding of the two brothers riding their horses side by side in front of me, I suddenly remembered the way they sat in front of the coffin and drank wine that day, although I could not participate in that scene, but now I can share the joy of riding a horse, so I suddenly clamped the horse's belly and rushed forward, shouting: "Since it is very good, then let's try it." β
Yinxiang frowned slightly when he looked sideways at me overtaking them, and then laughed loudly, and his voice actually raised a few points: "Okay, let's ride the horse and whip today, just see who is faster." β
With the voice, Yinxiang had already rushed to my side and walked side by side, and after a while, Kung Fu Yinzhen caught up, and looked at the way we ran wildly, and actually pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed.
"Isn't it funny?" At this time, I frowned, and the person who was usually reluctant to smile suddenly showed a smile, which was weird when looked horizontally and vertically.
"No, it's just that it's different when you leave the palace. β
"Of course it's different when you're free, but you're even different. I looked at the left and right people and the vast green grassland, one is a man who wants to be with each other for a lifetime, the other is a brother who has been with each other for two lifetimes, and the straightforward and sincere friend not far in front of me, I suddenly felt that life is so beautiful, but there is a lack of a villain, so I said with some regret: "It would be nice if Honghui was here." β
"If the fourth sister-in-law thinks about her son, let's think about it slowly, I'll go first. Yinxiang's voice was blown a little by the wind sweeping around me, and I looked at the white shadow in front of me for a moment, and it fell N far away in a blink of an eye. I was so angry that I gritted my teeth and scolded: "Damn, I just say that others are crazy, and I don't care about anything when I am crazy." β
Yin Zhen beside me pulled the reins and changed the night time to step on the spot, I didn't have time to retract, so I had to stop in a hurry, Bai Xingxing turned the horse's head and looked at him strangely.
"Come with me. Yinzhen dropped a sentence and ran out in another direction, I didn't know what he was going to do and I didn't know where he was going, I looked at the three people and three horses who had run away on the open grassland, so I had to follow the direction of Yinzhen.
"Where is this going, regardless of Yinxiang and Tana?" I asked curiously, catching up with Yinzhen.
"Don't you want to be free? Then don't pay attention to anyone, don't think about anyone, just follow me. β
Seeing that he was looking straight ahead with a cool face, I had to follow depressedly, and soon I saw a familiar maple forest. Eight years have passed, and some of the beautiful sights still exist, but they are more luxuriant, and the stream is still trickling in the maple forest.
"Why are you stupid every time you come here?"
"It's beautiful, the last time I saw it, and it's still the same now, it's rare that it hasn't changed for eight years...... It turns out that good things are not difficult to last. "I looked at Yinzhen standing beside the horse, and I couldn't help but feel that this is the case, people will change, not to mention that he was just an undetermined hairy boy back then, and now he is about to cross Luo Chengguan, for ancient precocious people, he is already a standard adult. It's just that his changes are too big, if it weren't for Honghui being by my side every day to help me relieve my boredom, I really don't know how to get along with him, but I don't know if I have changed in his eyes.
"Come down. The words that Yin Zhen whispered when he looked up at me actually gave me the illusion of turning back time.
I grabbed the saddle and jumped down, bumped into him as I stepped back, felt him put his hand on my waist, and when I was firmly on my feet, he took me and turned and walked towards the maple grove.
Sometimes it's not a good thing to have a good memory, and I stand here and remember the laughter, the crying, the anger and the feeling of being indescribable.
I subconsciously looked at Yinzhen who was standing beside me, and found that he had been staring at me silently, and I could even see my reflection in my pupils, and the corners of his mouth were relaxing at this time and slightly hooked up a small arc. What would he have remembered here, the unpleasant embarrassment that had occurred between us because of this place, or the leaves that drew us closer to each other?
Whether the beautiful scenery will always create a warm and romantic artistic conception, I don't know what he is thinking in his heart, and I don't want to bother to guess, but at this moment I cherish this tranquility, only me and him rely on each other.
I leaned my head sideways against him, and my ears were pressed against his chest, "Yinzhen, time flies too fast, I never knew that eight years could be over in the blink of an eye." Sometimes I can't even remember what we did, and I'm already grown. β
"Forget about some things that you think are unhappy, just remember to be happy. Yinzhen put his hand on my head and gently pressed it on his chest.
I just shook my head and buried my face in his chest, muttering, "Whether it's happy or unhappy, as long as it's about you, I'm willing to remember that it's all about the past that belongs to the two of us." Life is sometimes short, and no one knows if we can be together every eight years. "What does the history book say? 40 years of husband and wife? There are still four or eight years, and it will pass in a flash.
"Yes. β
Listening to his deep voice, my heart calmed down, stretched out my hand around his waist, and happily replied, "Okay." β
Yin Zhen actually bent over and picked me up and walked towards the maple forest. How long has this not happened?After Honghui was born?Was he also infected by this situation to treat me like this, or did I really only care about Honghui and ignore him for too long? I clasped my hands behind his neck and stared into his eyes, only to see the tenderness in his face, which I couldn't believe even more than I had been years ago.
Yin Zhen hugged me and sat under a very tall maple tree, looked up and quietly looked at the maple leaves at the top of the tree, and only said softly after a long time: "I picked up that leaf here back then, and I originally wanted to write something for you, but in the end I sent it to you like that." β
"I love it, thank you for remembering. I rested my head on his shoulder and looked up as he did, and the dense foliage obscured the afternoon sun almost impermeable, and the occasional glimmer of light only made the leaves brighter, and the veins of the leaves flickered and were clearly visible.
"Yinzhen, where's your purse?"
Yinzhen took off the purse and handed it to me, watched me open it, poured the broken leaves into my hand, and then asked me anxiously: "What are you doing?"
I got up from his lap and crouched down beside him, laughing and saying, "You dig a little hole and we'll bury it." β
"You're crazy. β
Hearing him say this, it reminded me of Daiyu's self-pity, and I couldn't help but think faintly: "Nong is buried today Fengren laughing idiot, who does he know when he buries Nong?"
Yinzhen grabbed my shoulder and said sharply: "You dare to die, I will never care about you, and I don't care about Honghui." β
Honghui ...... I was stunned for a moment before I lowered my head and sighed softly, "It's ruthless...... How can you stop the common things of birth, old age, sickness and death, if there is really a day, even if you don't care about me, there is no way to do it. It's just that...... If there is an afterlife, you remember me, and I will wait for you. It was a joke, but the more we talked about it, the more it became really uncomfortable, I reluctantly stopped, but suddenly remembered that I had been alone for 25 years for no reason in modern times, and then I came to him inexplicably, and I looked up at him and continued: "I promise to wait until you are at least 25 years old." β
Yin Zhenyuan was so awkward that he didn't want to pay attention to me, but when he heard this, he laughed, pinched my face with both hands and smiled: "If you wait until then, I guess no one will want you anymore." β
I shook my head helplessly and smiled, people of different eras could not continue to entangle this issue, so I changed the topic and urged him, "Hurry up and dig it, let's bury it, put a new piece in our purse, and if we can come here again in the next eight years, we will change another piece." β
Yinzhen took the small dagger he was carrying from his belt, dug a small pit in the ground in front of him, and sprinkled the broken leaves in it, grabbed the soil and buried it gently. I picked up a red leaf nearby and wiped it clean with a handkerchief.
"What are you writing this time?" Yin Zhen asked curiously, looking at the leaf in my hand.
I looked at him and thought for a moment, chuckled and replied, "Don't write anything," then put the leaf on his lips and poked my head into it.
Looking at his stunned expression, I happily put the leaves and his broken lotus bag into my small purse, Yinzhen had already grabbed me and sat back on his lap, pressed against my lips and said, "Freedom is indeed good." β
"Of course. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my lips against his, and when I closed my eyes, he reached out with the tip of his tongue into my mouth, and pressed my hands hard against my waist and back, so that I was pressed against him.
"Thirteenth elder brother, this is it, the four Baylors must be here, let's look for them separately. β
Yinzhen and I were abruptly separated, and I even bounced off him in a panic and stood on the ground, looking around to find a place to hide.
I actually forgot that there were three other people who were released by us, and Tana knew about this place and actually came to find it. It would be a shame for them to see us like this.
Yin Zhen was only stunned for a moment, then stood up from the ground unhurriedly, pulled me to stand in front of him, and said in a dumb voice: "Your friend really knows you." β
"Not me...... You brought me here. I just opened my mouth to argue, but I found that Yinzhen actually reached out and grabbed the buckle on my chest, and hurriedly waved his hand away and shouted in a low voice: "Don't make trouble, they see ......"
"Buckle up. Yin Zhen interrupted me, pulled me back in front of me with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and I watched in a daze as he tied the buttons that had been untied one by one.
I suddenly felt as if all the blood in my body was rushing into my head at once, and I just wanted to take his dagger and dig a hole in the ground to bury myself.