December 31, 2017, 12 a.m.

Jinling Imperial Capital KTV box.

"Brothers, are you ready to wish our world's first cutie a happy birthday!"

"A must!"

"After all, the world's cutest!"

"Haha! Cute fart, do you really think that if you take a QQ network name to be the world's first cute, you are really the world's first cute! Do you think you are Wang Sicong? Are you rich to the point that everyone loves you? You are just a fool who doesn't say a word!"

"Haha! Brother and sister! You have a fart brother, who would be a brother with you like a poor X!"

"Poor and white! useless waste that disappoints everyone!"

"A coward who even looks down on himself and doesn't even dare to go home!"

"WX screen name quiet otaku? Do you want to be quiet? You don't like to go to the cinema to watch movies, don't you like to travel, don't you like to go to someone's concert? To put it bluntly, you just don't have the qualifications to be quiet, otaku? Do you have a house? A house with a rent of 650 yuan a month?"

"Can you stop putting gold on your face, wake up!

The emotions in his heart made the man's face flush, and his expression of gritted teeth revealed the hysteria in his heart.

I'm drunk and free from time to time

I often make mistakes, love to lie, but always feel guilty

I've met a lot of bad friends

Learn to be greedy for the new and hate the old

I owe a lot of women

I'm afraid that I will only keep my promise for three minutes when I get married

I once said that I wanted to quit smoking, but I said it

Dreams are far from wanting to lose their lows

But tired of rework

I don't plan to do it since I was a child

......

Why do you still like me, a scoundrel like me

Are you stupid or great?

Everyone in the room stepped on me

How bad word of mouth is

But you're never surprised

Why bother with a scoundrel like me

I still failed for most of my life

......

A song that I have always liked so much came out of the noisy stereo, but it makes people feel so ugly when it falls into the ears at the moment!

The middle-aged man usually doesn't drink a drop of alcohol, sitting on the cold floor at the moment, leaning back against the sofa, holding wine in one hand and half a cigarette in the other, the long cigarette ash fell at hand due to inertia, but the owner didn't notice it at all.

Memories of the past flashed in front of me with dazzling sneering eyes, and tears had already flowed down my face!

The man who is venting frantically in his heart is called Wang Haoran, who is thirty-three years old Chinese New Year's Eve, and today is also his thirty-third birthday, but there are no relatives and friends, and he is alone in the empty box to whip himself.

Life is far less poetic and heroic than his name Wang Haoran, there is no twists and turns in the life history of a wealthy son, and there is no tragic blood when his parents died and he grew up alone.

Wang Haoran was born in an ordinary rural family, he had no fine clothes and food, and his parents never went hungry when he was raised by hard work, and then he grew up and entered the society and became a complete failure.

Until he went to high school, Wang Haoran belonged to the kind of person who was considered abnormal when he took the second place exam, and he didn't dare to speak out loud if he didn't take the first place exam.

Not only do you study well, but you also follow the rules on weekdays, in today's words, that is, "someone else's child".

But it's a pity that in reality, there are not only life winners who work hard to learn hard to marry Bai Fumei to the top, but also all kinds of injuries Zhongyong.

Studying in the county No. 1 middle school in high school, Wang Haoran, who was excellent in character and learning, was caught off guard by his youth, and every time he thought about it, he felt a lot of regrets!

Young and frivolous are the most ignorant, and regret is mostly due to youth.

From a good student in the eyes of the teacher to a bad student who smokes, fights, and skips class, the tragic youth brought Wang Haoran an even more miserable high school, and in the end, Wang Haoran could only use his parents' hard-earned money to study in an unknown pheasant university.

I finally graduated, but my job is not as good as my childhood friend who farms at home.

More than ten years have passed, and he has not been given a decent job, and he is still half-dead like a walking corpse.

There have also been many opportunities, but unfortunately the ordinary Wang Haoran has never grasped it, and the opportunities that can be easily seized by ordinary people are not called opportunities.

I have never been able to seize the opportunity, and now this 3,000 yuan a month job is going to be gone.

Wang Haoran, who has worked as a clerk in the decoration work for more than five months, was called to the office by the manager as soon as he got to work this morning, and he was notified that he would have to leave by the end of this month.

Wang Haoran is actually mentally prepared, and he has heard from his colleagues a long time ago that no one can really turn positive.

Although the boss who recruited Wang Haoran to come in swore that he would become a regular immediately after half a year of internship, as long as he didn't make a mistake, the contract was also written in black and white.

But Wang Haoran has not seen anyone who can become a regular for half a year, and he has seen one after another employees who came in earlier than him be forced to resign for one reason or another before the arrival of the regularization.

This society is not as beautiful as it says in the book, and "everyone is indispensable" is just a comforting phrase of chicken soup.

Except for your parents, close relatives and lovers who have a reduced IQ in a relationship, they will think that you are irreplaceable, and no one is indispensable.

If you can't do irreplaceable, then it's too normal to be replaced, this year a large number of college students, just out of school college students can not have any requirements such as regularization, that is, to absorb fresh blood for the company and save the company's costs, in the growth and development of enterprises and immediate benefits, small private enterprises mostly choose the latter.

Wang Haoran has no choice.

"I don't want to turn positive, I can't continue to do it" This sentence is too compromised, not only the boss and colleagues will look down on him, but Wang Haoran's only self-esteem also makes this sentence unspeakable.

has such thoughts, because Wang Haoran is really tired of looking for the next job like this, and continues to play a humble role.

It's just that I can't stand the manager's indifferent tone? Thinking of the scene that happened in the afternoon, I still can't face it calmly.

"Xiao Wang, the company's performance is not good, I won't keep you at the end of this month, you and Xiao Zhang at the front desk should be handed over, okay, you go out." ”

The bad news comes with birthdays, and no amount of psychological preparation will seem a little fragile on such a day, this usually taciturn man has also learned to indulge himself, gritted his teeth and stayed up until work, and found a KTV that he is usually reluctant to come to get drunk and dispel his sorrows.

Yes, there is nothing to slam the door out of a rage, and there is nothing to shout "I don't do it, I don't have a place to keep my grandfather here", "Wait and see, sooner or later you will regret it" and the like, unless you don't want to get your salary smoothly, and saying it will only make people laugh.

"I'm not even qualified to get drunk! I have to go to work tomorrow morning, and the bald man is probably thinking of a reason to deduct my last month's salary!"

"Work honestly until you leave, not only the monthly salary, maybe the bald man can give half a month's severance pay with his kindness,"

Life is so ironic, but that's the reality.

Thoughts tossed and turned, tears rolled through the corners of his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Dad, I'm still working as a coolie in the brick factory in the town at such an old age, I only blame my son for being unfilial, your back pain, I know, it's all because of physical work!"

He has never spoken, but he is powerless, and there is no greater pain in the world than this.

"Mom, I miss you so much, forgive me for not coming home for three years!

No longer contact, just because there is no face to face, no one can know the sourness.

"I'm sorry, dear brother! I put all the burden of honoring my parents and supporting my parents on you! Dear brother, we are no longer as close as we were when I was a child, but I really want to be able to shelter you from the wind and rain like I did when I was a child, and I really want to see my lovely little niece more!"

can't be close, just because of guilt, brotherhood has not diminished in the slightest.

"I'm sorry, Li Xiaoyi!"

"I'm sorry, Zhang Ziping!"

Wu Guifei, Wang Ping, Lv Deyang。。。。。。 I'm sorry!"

"Too many people, too many sorry!"

If there is an afterlife, it will be worth meeting and knowing each other, knowing each other, and falling in love!

If there is an afterlife, you will climb to the top of the peak and take in the beautiful scenery of the world!

If there is an afterlife, may life be happy, and death will be without regrets!

Wang Haoran has always been very strong and alive, and now he is hiding in a corner where no one knows and has taken off his strength in disguise.

Being strong is a pain in itself, so you don't have to praise others for being strong.

If you can't be strong, who wants to grit your teeth and move forward!

If you don't have to overcome obstacles, who wouldn't want smooth sailing!

It's just that most people's lives are not only distant poems and fields, but also the reluctance in front of them, and if they don't move forward strongly, they can only be knocked down by life.

Immersed in his emotions with tears streaming down his face, Wang Haoran, who was exhausted, gradually fell asleep.

The cigarette in his hand that had not been extinguished fell on the carpet at some point, and the flames flew.

"News from this station: On the last day of 2017, a KTV box in our city caught fire. It is reported that the deceased Wang Haoran, born in 84, a person from Anhui Province, worked in a private company in our city, the Public Security Bureau is contacting the family, and has notified the company where the deceased was located, and no one from the company has come at present, this reporter Zhang Furong, Liu Zichen reported in front. ”。