A big dream, separated by yin and yang.

It's just autumn, and the Forbidden City is frosty white.

In just a few years, I can't tell how many people have died, and those who are alive are left to mourn.

Eniang went, but Ama seemed to be alive.

Yes, lived.

In this world, life and death have long been seen, and parting is not a problem.

On the day that Uncle Thirteen went, he took two people away, and Aunt Thirteen followed, so that we really saw the couple. Why did E-Niang go too?

I knew those secrets for a long time, but I couldn't understand this, and Amma was the same, I'm afraid I still have unwillingness.

E-niang is still there, but she has changed someone, and she can't see the smile and joy of the past, and she is left with an empty shell.

Ama refused to see him again, and stayed in the warm pavilion day and night, not even going to the garden, and was most endured in the palace in the summer. Occasionally, stepping out of the door, it is self-evident where to go.

People still live in the original place, and they are still serving the original aunts, but there is no more fresh popularity in that room.

I saw Amma slamming the door in a rage, eager to smash everything, only clutching a ring. What to do, everyone in the palace knows.

The last time I was like this, when E-Niang was there, Ama was so sick that she refused to take medicine, I came to persuade her, and E-Niang persuaded her, and she was finally better. Now that I see this scene again, I'm afraid that it will be difficult for me to reach the sky alone.

No filial son in front of the bed for a long time?

For such a willful emperor, it is difficult for my eldest brother and I to fulfill our filial piety.

Don't take medicine, don't ask a doctor, in addition to ignoring the government and politics, and even refusing to sleep, the emperors of the past dynasties are also difficult to find.

The eldest brother was so angry that he snatched the ring that he often held in the palm of his hand and threatened him with medicine, but Amma still refused to give in.

The Son of Heaven is angry, and there is nothing to be afraid of, but our brothers are really helpless.

The eldest brother rolled up the letterhead in the ring, handed it to Amma, who was red-eyed, and left a sentence and turned away, "The letter left by Eniang originally said that she would be handed over to Ama after a hundred years, and it is the same now." ”

Amma clenched tightly, looking at it over and over again, just a few numbers.

Since I was a child, I haven't seen Ama like this, I didn't see E-Niang when I left the house for the first time, and I didn't see it when I left the house again, I'm afraid I can't really come back this time......

Men don't flick if they have tears?

Sure enough, it didn't get to the sad place.

The brothers are also heartbroken, and they cannot be compared with Amma.

The queen who still lives in the palace of nourishing the heart is not as good as before, and as the condition deteriorates, Amma is getting better day by day, occasionally going over to sit for a while, and then standing in front of the door when she comes out again, not moving for a long time.

It was in vain that the hospital devoted itself to diagnosis and treatment, and no one could keep it for only one year.

I thought that Amma could be calm, after all, the person in his heart was long gone, who thought about it or was sick like a mountain, and he was always a mother between words, and he was in a hurry to even have a name and a surname, and he was inseparable from each other.

We all thought that Ama was going to go with Eniang, but Imperial Doctor Zhang didn't know what elixir he used, okay. I couldn't find it everywhere, and everyone was in a hurry, and I appeared in the Old Summer Palace two days later, as if I had never found death.

The eldest brother once guessed that he went to Xishan, only to say that there was a maple forest there, saying that Ama and Eniang had made an appointment, maybe they didn't meet in a dream and asked Ama to go to the appointment.

It's too mysterious, and there is no other solution.

Since then, Amma has added a person to her side—a woman.

It turned out to be a person in the harem, and it was not uncommon that there was no shortage of women on the side of the emperor. Liu's resemblance is very much like Eniang, and it is more like a god, and it is not uncommon to be favored by Amma.

When Amma looked at her, he was clearly looking at Eniang.

Who doesn't know this?

I'm afraid it's hard to wake up from this dream!

Even Mo Han said: "Concubine...... I'm afraid that I will have to be promoted to the concubine position again. ”

In the palace, she never said much, even if it was only me, it was difficult to see who she mentioned to anyone, it can be seen that the Liu family is strange, how could Ama not know.

It's just a dream, and if you do it one more day, Amma will feel comfortable.

Accidents will arise.

The newborn prince washed the three children, the garden was very lively, and the brothers were too old to congratulate the young mother, and the blessing of Jin said on his behalf, and somehow the baby in the swaddling clothes cried, and tossed so many hospital envoys were busy for a day and night before they could save their lives.

Mo Han only said that no one had touched it, and he had never even entered the house. I am confident that she will not give up, and the fifth brother and wife will be involved.

Amma's dream is to wake up eventually, no one is Eniang, no!

Things in the palace, but people's hearts. Liu's smart and good at understanding people's hearts is difficult to understand the previous situation, how can Eniang be suspicious of the fifth brother, which has always been no different from her own son.

The fourth brother came to me and the eldest brother, saying that the fifth brother was crazy, crying, laughing and thinking about Eniang. That's because he didn't see Amma's appearance, if this is the case, it is considered crazy, Amma is afraid that he will enter the demon realm early.

No, I have been working day and night for two years, not caring about my own body, still looking for death, but I refuse to die.

I still remember when I was a teenager, when Huang Mafa and his uncles mentioned Ama in the past, what I said in the laughter was what I saw on weekdays, joy and anger were in the form of color, long stories, love and hate, and I believe it today.

is terminally ill, and there is no taboo, the idealism is not forgotten, the hatred that has not been mentioned cannot be fully expressed, and the intermittent sighs and regrets.

It rained that day and night, and when Eniang returned to the palace, she happened to see Liu's in the warm pavilion...... E-Niang was aggrieved, Ama was also aggrieved, and the two of them were as awkward as a young couple, and no one would say a word, and they were as good as before in a few days. E-Niang was fine, but Ama was sick in her heart, until E-Niang couldn't find it anymore, and she didn't understand.

My eldest brother and I both believe that Ama has a deep affection for Eniang, but he also knows the nature of men, not to mention that he is the emperor.

It's okay not to persuade it, this persuasion is ...... Nearly drove people crazy. Where did the strength come from? Everything that could be touched at hand fell over, and the more he scolded, the quieter he scolded, and he was as aggrieved as a child, and he clasped a pair of rings that had never left his body, and murmured, which made both of us brothers feel sad when I heard it: "Only you believe in me, only you." ”

There was silence for a long time, and his breathing was so light that he could barely hear it.

I went out and listened carefully, and sure enough-

"In this world, there is no second person who believes in me, you don't want me anymore, don't want me. You blame me, don't you? I didn't do it after I answered you, and I ended up losing you, even if you were no longer there. Yue'er, where there are so many bizarre, where there are so many fates, you simply complain about me and refuse to see me again, I know. Liu's ...... Not you, never, I know. I wish she were, always looking forward to your return, but you refused to come back...... Self-deception, nothing is right. You wait for me, I'll look for you, the ends of the earth, heaven and earth, I'll look for you. Smile, do you know what it's like to count the days? I didn't believe in the number of fate, but now I believe in it, and it's almost here, and when the time comes, I'll naturally see it. You wait for me, but don't forget me, you have to forget...... Just forget all the bad things that I used to be, okay...... It doesn't matter if you forget it, let's start over again, for a lifetime, for another lifetime, never leave in life, and never give up in death. I didn't believe it, and no one could live without it, and then ...... I believed it all. ”

Amma will never speak these words to us, even if he doesn't care who listens to them.

These words have been held in his heart for too long and too heavy. If you don't talk about it, I'm afraid I'll really have to save it for the next life.

Hopefully, as he wished.

Our brother didn't know his fate, so we had to keep it, hoping that he would get better, even if it wasn't good, and not suffer any more.

Eventually, he chased after her.

What was left behind was pinched between the fingers, not a ring, but a letter - in the next life, just me and you.

Eniang's words have always been similar to Amma, but now when I look at it, I can't tell who wrote it. Amma is right, how can the husband and wife distinguish you and me, you laugh and I laugh, you hurt me and I hurt.

So much for.