Chapter 36: Pretending, Pretending
Is it to blame for the trouble?
Fan Ziling knew that she was just tearing a corner of their disguise. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info once felt as if there was nothing, but they took care of each other's emotions and pretended not to see something, since there was this rift, little by little expanded, torn, expanded, and finally reached the current state that cannot be concealed.
An inescapable state.
He even knew that this was by no means the end, but only the beginning, but he had no choice, he was helpless, he could only watch.
He once again remembered Chen Zhilin's instructions before leaving.
He always knew that Chen Zhi's plans were great, and they knew it, and volunteered to help him. However, at the moment when he said that Zheng Yihao had the right to use his soldiers, Fan Ziling's heart still felt uncomfortable.
He has something to hide, everyone knows.
I know why......
Fan Ziling grabbed her hair and exhaled gloomily. There was a rare anxiety on the handsome face, the eyes that had always been full of fun and smiles were full of tiredness, the straight nose was like a mountain, and the lips were tightly pursed into a straight line.
Maybe it's because he once hid something, because he cares about their feelings. And now that he is no longer hiding, does it mean that he has decided to tear everything apart......
Fan Ziling's heart was irritable and chaotic.
Behind the irritability is a faint fear.
His companions accepted the wandering man's wandering heart, the empty soul that had nowhere to be found, and was not completely lost because of the fence they had enclosed. If this no longer exists...... He never wanted to taste that feeling of being empty again in his life...... The feeling that the world is big, but he is alone and has a blank view, will swallow him from head to toe.
The sound of cups and plates on the table rang out.
He woke up suddenly, his hand was subconsciously placed on his waist, and he looked up vigilantly to see Zheng Yihao's gentle smile.
For a moment, Fan Ziling felt embarrassed to be seen through.
Zheng Yihao looked at the handsome young man lying on the sofa again, covering his eyes with his hands, thought about it, and said with a smile while untying his apron: "Hengyuan, Ziling, let's eat." In the past two days, we have been in a hurry to find someone, and we haven't spoken for a long time. ”
The young man lying there couldn't help but move.
It's a hurry to find someone, and that's true. The corners of Zheng Yihao's tired mouth were foaming, all the cooking responsibilities in the past few days had been taken over, and anyone could see that he was really worried about Gu Lian, but this gentle and generous man who was a little clumsy did not show it on his face at all, he always did things steadily, spoke softly, and tried his best to take care of their feelings.
This kind of spiritual strength, not to mention Bai Hengyuan, who is too young and arrogant, even Fan Ziling, who has gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, sighs to himself.
So what he said, they couldn't refuse. After a while, Bai Hengyuan sat up slowly, met his eyes with Fan Ziling opposite, lowered his head a little awkwardly, and took the chopsticks.
Zheng Yihao couldn't help but smile.
***
"Chen Zhi didn't tell me everything. ”
In the sound of cups and plates, Zheng Yihao organized the language and said slowly. He has always been a man of his own words, and it is not easy for him to untie all kinds of complex knots.
"The reason why he told me about the military was because we were both attached to the territorial base, and we both interfered in the military's affairs. ”
Fan Ziling smiled and said lightly: "I never asked any of you to hide nothing from me. "What you can't do yourself, it's impossible to ask others for it.
"Really?" Zheng Yihao looked at him with a smile, his smile was warm, but his language was extremely sharp, "Aren't you just satisfied with the calm on the surface?"
The rare sharpness made Bai Hengyuan look at him in surprise. Fan Ziling's hand holding the bowl stiffened, lowered his eyes for a moment, and said with a wry smile: "You are really in a bad mood today." ”
Zheng Yihao did not deny it, and after taking a sip of soup, his slightly frowning eyebrows finally revealed a little sorrow in the man's heart.
He changed the subject: "If you want to use the power of the Hongyan base, there is no one more justifiable than you, why didn't you go?"
"Is it my turn to interrogate?" Bai Hengyuan chuckled, tilted his head back slightly, leaned back on the back of the sofa, and avoided the orange light overhead. A shadow covered his handsome brow bones, his long eyelashes drooped, his emotions disappeared, everything was half-light and half-dark, blurring his somewhat gloomy expression.
There are so many reasons to do so.
Chen Zhi's political layout of the Hongyan base.
The old people in the Hongyan base who don't want Bai Hengyuan to go back.
He was in a mood of being anxious and about to go crazy.
The best person to suppress Wei Xuan, whose emotions are obviously wrong.
However. For Bai Hengyuan at this time, the most important reason may be only this reason.
"He's avoiding me. ”
He said gloomily.
"He's avoiding me, he's letting me. Repeating it again, Bai Hengyuan smiled a little weirdly, "I know that she was the first to be found by Chen Zhi, and you are also worried about me, so people have been by your side but have not touched her." ”
Fan Ziling smiled, and Zheng Yihao did not deny it.
In this era, morality and ethics have long been a monument to the past, people do whatever they want, and the girl they picked up on the side of the road should have been their common property, and they could restrain themselves, but it was just because Bai Hengyuan showed his exclusive desire for exclusivity.
"I know it's my willfulness, but ......" Bai Hengyuan grabbed his fingers and closed his eyes, "I still don't want to see that kind of look." ”
Not unaware, but subconsciously ignoring warnings from deep within the nerves. It wasn't until he was in the expedition base, before attending the Su family's birthday banquet, that Bai Hengyuan had to face up to this matter when he saw the two people in the corridor with a delicate atmosphere.
If most of the jealousy towards Fan Ziling comes from Gu Lian's unpredictable attitude, then the vigilance against Chen Zhi is not the same at all. He is not a fool, nor is he a nerd who has not experienced the wind and moon, he can read Chen Zhi's eyes.
In the dark and deep pupils, the turbulent waves rolled up.
You can see the restraint in his eyes, the occasional loss of concentration, the deliberate indifference, and the care.
Once confronted, those clues became clearer, but Chen Zhi was still resolute to the point of almost cruelty. Bai Hengyuan didn't understand why, if it was him, he would definitely not be able to accept that her beloved was lying in someone else's arms, but she was close to others but smiled at others.
Such a close distance.
Just thinking about it made him feel a pain like cutting his flesh.
In the end, Bai Hengyuan could only think of one reason: he was worried about him.
He knew that as a good brother, good friend, and good comrade-in-arms, as anyone with common sense, he should tell Chen Zhi at this time, and he knew everything.
Liberate him from that masochistic restraint.
But -- and then?
Give it up?
Share?
Just hugging her alone, he felt panicked and unsatisfied, let alone separated her......
Bai Hengyuan thought about it for a long time, but in the end, he suddenly found that he had no choice at all. He still stubbornly didn't see it, and asked Gu Lian to look back like a child, and when he carried her back to the room, he was even a little deliberate......
He didn't dare to look at Chen Zhi's expression at that time.
Pretending to be ignorant, he kicked the ball back. It's good if you don't know. Just laugh innocently. Chen Zhihui controlled himself, everything was fine, everyone talked and laughed, and it was the same as before.
Pretending, pretending, everybody pretending.
Despicable?
Yes, very.
But if he were asked to choose again, he would still pretend to be innocent. (To be continued.) )