Whether you care or not, people care a lot.

Zhang Pei Pei knew that he had a problem with his current mentality, no matter what, he looked at the man he liked and hugged other women...... You shouldn't be happy.

But because I was too disappointed and lost before, I will be happy when I get a little sweetness now.

The so-called slap and then a sweet date, this is the case, people often say Stockholm syndrome, isn't this the case?

Everyone in love is a Stockholm lover, and the hypocrisy is that one second you cry because of your words, and the next second you laugh because of your words.

Everyone knows this clearly, but they still can't break free, "The victim is used to the point of being masochistic, and he can endure it for you, and then enjoy it, so what's the matter" ("Stockholm Lover" Eason Chan).

Zhang Peipei is in this state now, knowing that the current situation is not too good for him, but he still can't help but be happy.

There is naturally bitterness in the joy, and I thought, if he fainted, would he be so eager to run to him, hold himself like this, and move forward firmly in the moonlight?

Think about the east and the west, think about the eight and think about the seven.

Just thinking about it like this, Chen Qinglang suddenly turned around, seemed to hold back for a long time, and finally spoke: "That person is not a good person, you usually have to be careful." ”

The expression was deliberately calm, but the tone of concern still revealed his true thoughts in his heart.

It's really cute.

If it's not for a woman in your arms, it's even cuter.

Zhang Peipei nodded: "I know." ”

Then, like all lovers in ambiguous times, it seems to explore more of the true emotions in each other's hearts.

"You don't like me being accosted?" She asked.

Chen Qinglang turned his head and continued to walk forward: "That person just now was not a good person. ”

"If you're a good person, you can talk to me?" Zhang Peipei asked again.

Chen Qinglang pouted: "What kind of good person will a man who has the cheekiness to talk to a woman be?" ”

Many people were killed by this stick, and he himself was killed.

When he had the courage to talk to Jiang Shuqing, he didn't feel that he was a bad person.

Zhang Pei Pei Bingxue is smart and already understands the meaning of Chen Qinglang's words.

That is to say, anyone who accostes him, just ignore it himself, not only don't pay attention, but also treat the other party as a bad person.

This guy is really bad enough.

But Zhang Peipei likes it.

If it weren't for Chen Qinglang holding a woman in his arms, she would have liked it even more.

She really cares about it.

By the time I got home, it was almost twelve o'clock in the evening. After Chen Qinglang put Jiang Shuqing on the bed, he remembered that Zhang Peipei had no place to sleep.

In the past, Zhang Pei Pei was willing to be humble, but definitely not at this time.

"I'm here to watch Sister Shuqing, you go outside to rest."

Chen Qinglang didn't dare to fight for this job, otherwise it would be shameless...... And he is actually a little weak in front of Zhang Peipei now, as if what Jiang Kaile said before was right, he really wants to step on two boats.

When Chen Qinglang sat on the sofa and smoked, he was still thinking about this problem in his heart.

Do you really want to pedal two boats?

Are you really that shameless?

After asking himself, he was shocked.

Indeed, he wanted to step on two boats.

He looked at the bright moonlight outside, and couldn't believe that he was such a person.

I always thought that I was a peerless good man, dedicated and affectionate, but now I ask myself, but I have to admit that I am indeed a scumbag.

A peerless good man?

I'm afraid I can't mix it at all, and I'm 108,000 miles away.

This thing made him unhappy and depressed, after all, he is a modern person, and his cognition of the relationship between men and women when he was a child is monogamy, if a person wants to have two women at the same time, it should be a thousand cuts, and the sky is thundering.

It's not that he hasn't fantasized about the beautiful life of three wives and four concubines, but every time he fantasizes, he comforts himself, YY, where people want, no one can avoid it, he is just idle and thinks about it.

Now I know that it is not a simple thought, it is a despicable desire rooted in the depths of the heart, a dirty dream at the bottom of a man's heart.

In addition to this, how many other ulterior thoughts are hidden in my heart?

This is the inner demon, right?

When cultivating in the future, will there be danger because of this?

Chen Qinglang thought about it, and then thought about the cultivation matter.

Then he suddenly woke up and stepped on two boats, perhaps it was what he thought in his heart, but isn't the reason why people are noble is because they can suppress this desire, strive to improve their morality, not make their deeds despicable, and can always keep themselves clean?

It's like someone peeking at a beautiful woman taking a bath and being discovered, they will refute, everyone is a man, who doesn't want to see a beautiful woman taking a bath, you come to criticize me, isn't it fifty steps and a hundred steps of laughter, isn't it funny?

However, things are not funny at all.

Whether people are shameless or not is one thing, but the specific behavior of the person is the most important thing, isn't it?

The most shameless thing about people is not that they want to peek at beautiful women taking a bath, but because everyone has the same idea, so I don't think this is a big problem, I am shameless, and you are not noble, anyway, you are not qualified to criticize me, I am unscrupulous, this is very funny.

So Chen Qinglang relaxed, and his guilt was much lighter.

No matter what you think in your heart, you really love your senior sister, as long as you restrain yourself and don't do those despicable things, even if you sometimes have some unspeakable thoughts in your heart, you still can't commit a crime and deserve death.

If you are shameless in your heart, you are shameless, the innate possessiveness of living beings is haunted, and you can't suppress it and purify it, so you can only seal it in your heart, instead of doing whatever you want, causing irreparable damage to others.

This is actually a sage.

is like Yanagi Megumi, everyone praises him for not being chaotic, but never mentioning that his heart is chaotic, anyway, as long as he can suppress his ugly desires and not move his hands and feet, it is not easy, as for whether his heart is shaking or not, it doesn't seem so irrelevant.

In this case, don't force yourself to be a saint, being a sage is enough.

At this time, Chen Qinglang was completely relaxed.

Actually...... It's not a scumbag, huh?

Although he is a little lacking in confidence when he says this, he doesn't care about it, cultivation is important, these miscellaneous thoughts will only disturb his mood, and he should think less about it in the future, and he can't be delayed by these chaotic thoughts.

So he recited the [Night Silence Mantra] taught by the master, and the whole heart soon became unwavering.

Next, he did not visualize the glazed soul statue, but entered the jade slip with his divine thoughts, looking for the sword talisman in the jade slip.

The sword rune can be regarded as a rune sword, no matter how powerful it is, it is much more complex and subtle than other thunder runes and fire runes. There are a lot of runes and seals in this jade slip, and it is extremely difficult to find the desired rune seal from them, like looking for a needle in a haystack. And sometimes, things are so wonderful, when you don't want to look for something, it appears in front of you at a high frequency, and when you want to look for it, you can't find it anyway.

Chen Qinglang searched for a long time inside, his soul was exhausted, and he could only find a few of them, some of them were incomplete, some of the runes were too high-level, and he hadn't seen a single sword rune written in the Eclipse of the Present World or the Ancient Raven.

Sitting on the sofa and thinking for a long time, I suddenly had an idea.

This jade slip is also one of the magic weapons, since it is a magic weapon, you can enter the ban, so can you find Zhang Peipei to study and retrieve the ban, and when you want to find what you want, won't it be much easier?

So he immediately got up and walked to the bedroom, just raised his hand to knock on the door, the door had already opened, and Zhang Peipei's expressionless face appeared in front of him.

"Sister Shu Qing is awake, go take a look." Squeezed over next to Chen Qinglang and sat silently on the sofa.

The little warmth that I cared about before, it had completely volatilized at this time, and with Jiang Shuqing's awakening, negative emotions once again occupied the high ground.

Hearing that Jiang Shuqing woke up, Chen Qinglang immediately threw the matter of retrieving the ban to the clouds, just looking at Zhang Peipei's lonely and thin back, and his heart was really uneasy.

But I couldn't think of a good solution, so I could only sigh secretly and go into the bedroom.

Jiang Shuqing leaned his back against the wall, drinking hot water with a cup in his hand, and when he saw Chen Qinglang coming in, he put down the water cup and asked, "Isn't this your home?" Why did you get me here? ”

She rubbed her head with her hands, making a mess of her hair. No way, although I woke up, I was hit too hard before, a little damage, and my head still hurts a little.

Chen Qinglang sat on the edge of the bed: "You fainted, but it wasn't serious enough to be hospitalized, and it wasn't safe to send you anywhere, so I just brought you back." ”

Jiang Shuqing said: "You can send me to the family home of the military region." ”

"In the middle of the night, being seen is not very good?" Chen Qinglang said.

Jiang Shuqing asked: "Isn't there Pei Pei with him, what's not good?" Besides, it wouldn't be even worse if anyone knew that I was carried here by you today? ”

Chen Qinglang couldn't quibble: "I didn't think about it at the time." ”

When the two men spoke, they looked at each other, and in the same way, they were all expressionless.

The whole atmosphere was tense.

Jiang Shuqing looked at Chen Qinglang and couldn't see what he was thinking, this guy became too fast, and in a short period of time, he could already behave so calmly in front of him.

She sighed in her heart, and she didn't know what to sigh, maybe she sighed that Chen Qinglang no longer had the same sense of control as before, or maybe she sighed...... This guy is finally slowly growing.

"Where's Kai?" Jiang Shuqing asked again.

Chen Qinglang was confused: "Who?" ”

"My brother, the one who sat next to me before, Jiang Kaile, studied abroad before, and only came back some time ago, but he has been fooling around, I was just worried about him, so I followed him to Jiahe this time, but I didn't expect to meet zombies...... You...... You okay? The first moment she woke up, the first thing she thought of was how Chen Qinglang was.

But the first thing I saw was not Chen Qinglang, but Zhang Peipei.

Zhang Peipei's sentence "Xiao Lang is outside, I'll call him" made her let go of all her worries. Otherwise, when Chen Qinglang came in, what he saw must have been a little girl who was panicked and afraid that her beloved doll would be lost and could never be found, not a mature girl who drank water and had a calm expression and was completely unflustered.

"I'm fine, I'm not afraid of zombie bites. As for your brother, he is probably sent back to your house now. ”

Jiang Shu looked at him steadily: "I was taken away by you, will he go home with confidence?" ”

The actual situation Chen Qinglang naturally couldn't say, so he could only say: "You can ask him tomorrow to know." ”

Jiang Shuqing said "oh", stopped talking, and kept twisting the corners of his clothes with his two hands shrunk in the quilt.

Chen Qinglang asked, "How are you?" Is there anything uncomfortable? ”

Jiang Shuqing shook his head: "I'm fine, it's just that my head hurts a little." ”

"Oh." Chen Qinglang nodded, speechless for a while.

There was a dead silence in the room.

Chen Qinglang felt a little out of breath, and thought that Zhang Peipei was still sitting outside, so he stood up: "Senior sister, have a good rest, I'm out." ”

From coming in, to speaking, to standing up, it was all an expression - no expression.

Jiang Shuqing couldn't help but have a sense of crisis in his heart.

This feeling has never been felt before.

Because she suddenly found that Chen Qinglang was no longer like before, as if he was a child who was extremely dependent on her in front of her, and he could never leave. Now he seems to have grown up, and he seems to be going against her, and he seems to be able to go away at any time, and he has no attachment to her.

Those who can't get it will always be in turmoil, and those who are favored will have nothing to fear.

Jiang Shuqing's hand twisting the corner of his clothes suddenly clenched, and his bones turned white: "Xiao Lang......"

Her voice was actually a little weak, and when the child made a mistake, she begged her mother not to abandon herself.

Even she herself was taken aback, that Xiao Lang, her emotions were too obvious, and when she talked to people, what she didn't like to show her emotions the most.

Any emotion.

But now...... Good embarrassment.

Chen Qinglang looked back at her: "Senior sister, what's wrong?" ”

Jiang Shuqing tried her best to calm her expression, maintaining her long-standing composure and majesty...... with dignity.

She is a strong person, and strong people always feel that they are stronger than others, and their self-esteem is naturally stronger.

The proud princess never wanted to bow her noble head, even though the beggar in front of her might be richer than the down-and-out one.

But this gesture is also cute, isn't it?

"Before...... I didn't know it was...... Liu Qiyue. Jiang Shuqing said with difficulty.

Although I try not to show my emotions too much, when I say this kind of thing, I always inevitably feel a little weak, no matter how calm my expression is, my voice always follows my heart, and I become weak and weak.

Chen Qinglang tried his best not to let his heart rise with the weakness of others, he tried his best to calm down, wanting to show a broad mind, but no matter how well he was prepared, what he said was still the words he wanted to say most in his heart.

"Hasn't it always been like this? You know that he is Liu Qiyue, or you don't know that he is Liu Qiyue, as long as I don't go up to help, in fact, I don't have a sense of the overall situation. What is the big picture, sacrificing the small self to achieve the big self? Give up personal enmity and fight the enemy together? I really don't have that much awareness. Moreover, it is estimated that in a lifetime, I will not have that kind of awareness. Speaking of which, my emotions were a little uncontrollable, "In your eyes, I will always be an ignorant junior, naïve, immature, nonsense, willful, good-looking, and low-horizon...... It's just a little kid anyway. But how many years older are you? Two years old. Is there really that much difference between people? It's just that everyone's three views are different. You think I should have helped Liu Qiyue kill the zombies at that time, instead of standing aside because of personal vendettas, but I don't think so......"

"I said, I didn't know it was Liu Qiyue at the time, if I were ......"

"Even if you knew, you would still say that I don't see the big picture." Chen Qinglang and Jiang Shuqing confronted each other, "Just imagine that kind of situation, and then think about what kind of words you will say, just because of personal enmity, regardless of the safety of others, regardless of everyone's safety, in your eyes, isn't this naïve, immature, nonsense, willful, low vision, and no overall situation?" ”

"I ......"

Chen Qinglang looked at her and didn't interrupt her, but she couldn't say any more.

Many people are good at deceiving themselves, they like to say they hate it, they hate it to say they like it, they want to say dirty words but they smile at it, they want to be gentle but they pretend to be cold, but Jiang Shuqing is a powerful woman, she completely understands what she thinks in her heart, and sometimes she may run away, but she will never deceive herself.

Chen Qinglang was right, even if she knew that it was Liu Qiyue, her thoughts at that time would still not change.

Maybe it's because she has always had that feeling for Chen Qinglang, or maybe it's just because the three views don't agree, but in any case, this is a thing that makes the two of them feel sad together.

"But even so." Chen Qinglang said, "I still like you." ”

Jiang Shuqing had heard too many men say the same thing, but this time, it seemed that the tip of his heart was trembling by something.

Even if there was no warm foreshadowing and no ambiguous foil before, such a confession did not make people feel abrupt, and even because of the sudden change in words, the sudden change in tone, and the steep change in feelings, Jiang Shuqing felt that it was not an irritating thing to hear someone confess.

It turns out that when someone says the words "I like you", it can make people's hearts so warm and touched.

"But even so, I like you."

The goosebumps all started in an instant, and the whole heartstrings were pulled.

"I'm just naïve, immature, low-visioned, and don't have a sense of the big picture...... But I just like you. Chen Qinglang's face was very bitter and helpless, with the kind of troubles and pain that the humble party in love has, just looked at Jiang Shuqing fixedly, and Jiang Shuqing also looked at him fixedly, unlike other girls who were accused of confession, she would bow her head shyly and be at a loss, she looked at Chen Qinglang intently, and felt for the first time that this was a confession, this was a liking, although he was naïve and immature, although he had a low vision, he did not have a big picture...... But what he likes is what he really likes.

Only such a reckless person can really like it, right?

No matter how you are, no matter how you are, but even so, I still like you.

"I always knew I wasn't worthy of you, so I've always been cautious about what I say and do. But now, I want to give it a try. Chen Qinglang grinned, showing a childish smile, "I want to try, whether you run fast or I chase fast." ”――

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