A few days after the weather was warm, Hongshi changed his identity and became the son of the eighth child.

I knew about this in the depths of my memory. At this time, I was still shocked.

It's true that he hates him and wants to harm Hongwan, and he can't wait for him to die, but the sudden change in front of him is still a little slow.

Yin Zhen didn't say a word when he came back, but asked about Wang's matter, "What did the imperial doctor say?"

I was stunned for a moment, and I reacted to what he asked, and I didn't understand why the imperial doctor didn't reply to him this time or pretended not to know, so I responded truthfully: "The fetal medicine has been changed." ”

He was lying on a cushion, staring at me silently.

Helplessly, he continued: "Otherwise, I will call someone to call the imperial doctor and ask him to tell you about it, so that I don't remember it." ”

"Come here. He stretched out his palm to stop me from going out.

Across the collapsed table, one left and one right, his hands were held on the palms of his hands, and he wiped them with his thumbs for a while. The person who is the emperor is comfortable and reclined, and I will sit after the queen.

After being silent for a long time, Yinzhen opened his mouth, a little dumb, coughed, and I handed over the teacup. He refused to drink, and he didn't know what kind of temper he had, so he had to wait for me to put the cup back on the table before he spoke again, "Who do you think changed it?"

Where do I know.

The words came to his mouth and swallowed back, and he thought about it seriously in his mind, but he still didn't understand, "I don't know." ”

"Not Hiroshi?"

"It's not. ”

He laughed, "You believe in him." ”

I shook my head and denied it, "It's not that I believe him, it's just that he went crazy a while ago and said nonsense, so naturally it's not him." Thinking about it, he was also very scared when he harmed Hongwan Fujin, and it was difficult for him to do it, because he was not that kind of person. ”

The laughing man snorted coldly, cleared his throat and asked, "Then what kind of person is he?"

I barely thought about it, and blurted out, "It's a child, and I haven't grown up yet, just like Hongli Hongday, always hoping to get your attention, and even pampering." ”

His face was not very good, and I made up for it, "To this day, he is to blame, and you can't get rid of it, you didn't teach him well as Amma." ”

After saying that, I regretted it, saying that he loved my children, but I accused him of not taking care of other people's children, even though it was true.

I have a weak heart, but unfortunately as a mother, I only love what I gave birth to, and I can't care about others. He is different, and each one is his son.

Yinzhen was silent for a long, long time, and the hands holding each other no longer rubbed gently, and his eyes fell on the ornamentation of my cuffs, motionless.

From his furrowed brow to his temples, he rubbed and rubbed it, but he couldn't unravel the twisted knot.

I could hear a very light sigh, so long that it seemed like it would never end, but it suddenly stopped with a new question, "What about Hongwan?"

I was puzzled, "What's wrong with Hongwan?"

He leaned over to me, presumably in an uncomfortable position, pulled me closer with his hand, leaned his head directly against his chest, and his voice was buzzing, "Is it Hongwan?"

I looked at the little patch of frost and lost my mind. He asked again, and I understood what he meant, I didn't even need to think about it, and the answer was in my heart, "No." ”

"Why?" he laughed again, half teasing and half serious, "is it because it's your son?"

I brushed my hair to the end of the braid, shook it in my hand and pretended to ponder, "Hongwan doesn't need to do it. If it is said that Hongshi will do it because he is unwilling, he is unwilling to be a son but can't ask for it, he is destined to be born, and he can't even lose, just because he has no possibility of winning at all. As for Hongwan, if you ask me if I believe in him, if yes, I believe in him. I thought...... You believe in Him. ”

He shook his head and laughed softly, buried himself in my chest and hugged my waist and clamped it hard, raising his eyes to meet me, "Do you know your son?"

The words came to an abrupt end.

I grabbed the tip of my braid, pressed it even lower and stared at him, "Yinzhen, you sue me ......" I can't say it, I still can't say it after pressing it in my heart for several years. I believed in him, I always believed him, even though he said that it was Hongyang that day, I still believed that he had another reason, but I couldn't make it clear in front of him.

One hand was around my neck, and the heat of my palm was so hot that I could barely breathe, and I was about to breathe again.

"Hongli. He said lightly to relieve my knots for many years.

"Hmm. I nodded in response, but I was so dumb that I couldn't even hear myself.

Instead, he raised his eyebrows and relaxed, "Didn't you already know that you didn't come to ask me." You believe me so much, but it makes me feel that I can't blame you. ”

"You have your own reasoning, and when you are willing to talk to me, you will naturally say it. I just know, I don't have to ask you. ”

The hand that was pressing on his neck was loose, but he didn't let go, and his fingertips kneaded back and forth to the rhythm of talking to him, "You haven't said yet, what is your son like?"

I thought I could say it when I opened my mouth, but when my mouth moved and moved, I realized that it was difficult, and each was good in its own way, and it was difficult to say it.

He didn't rush me, and changed the question, "Which one do you like best?"

It's harder!

Especially for someone like him who has a knot in his heart, I really can't talk nonsense. Holding his hand and holding his fingers, I tried to answer while thinking about it: "The earliest time was naturally Honghui, until many years later, especially after sending him away, just like Eniang said, the more you are not around, the more you owe it, always afraid that he is not good, afraid that he is cold, afraid of him hot, afraid of him hungry, afraid of him sick...... Even if he is good, I am afraid, afraid that he will complain about me, afraid that he will forget me. ”

Yin Zhen squinted his eyes, and his smile locked into his eyes, as if looking farther through me.

I touched his hair, and the body I hugged became more and more relaxed, and the more casual and comfortable it was on top of me.

I thought he was tired, but I heard him clearly, "What happened?"

"E-niang?" I asked knowingly.

He was silent.

When it comes to children, his sons follow him!

I hugged the big man like a child and continued: "Later, for many years, I only cared about Honghui, just because I was afraid that he would die as early as I knew. It turns out that knowing more things than others is not a good thing, it will make you care more and fear more, and ignore more and lose more. Later, I found out that Hongwan had grown up, so sensible, in fact, he was sensible when he was a child, but when he was with Bang'er, he was like a brother and sister. I can't get back the years I missed, but fortunately, he and Bang'er don't blame me, you taught them well. I don't know which one I prefer, and I don't need to know, they're both my sons, and I love them all. Whoever hurts one of them, I will pay for it with his life. ”

Yin Zhen closed his eyes for a long time, and smiled softly, "Why didn't you mention Hongli?"

"Hongli ......" I sighed, not as relaxed as him, "Hongli is too ghostly, always bullying Hongday, Hongday is not stupid, his heart is still big, he can bear his losses, if he changes the brother next to him, he will not play with him a long time ago." Fortunately, you brought him back then, and the brothers grew up together and had a companion, which is very good. ”

The candlelight is just right, and I don't feel that the early spring night is cold and warm.

The two of them hugged each other, and it was comfortable not to speak.

Sleepiness hit, I almost leaned on the mat, and he held me up and leaned over steadily, hugging me into his arms as if I had just held him. A pair of smiling eyes blinked in front of his eyes, and he blew and said, "You still like Hongyang." ”

I nodded and admitted, "I like it, Hongtian is very good, but sometimes he is too wronged, and he doesn't say it." Hongli looks clever, but sometimes he is very stupid, he knows that he takes advantage of his brothers, and he looks uncomfortable. Whatever you want?"

Yin Zhen snorted and turned his face away.

Yes, even this awkward energy is all with him!

When he was drowsy, he told me about Honghui and Hongwan going to Hangzhou on an errand, there were no details, just mentioned, a brief narrative, during which there was no sigh, for Honghui failed to stay by his side, but he did not feel forced.

I tried to imagine how the two brothers experienced that period of time, how they got along with Nian Qianyao, but I couldn't find the slightest clue. I began to worry that the three of them were going well, but I couldn't believe it at all.

He's right, I don't know as much about my sons as I think I do, especially after they grow into men, but I know Nian Qianyao, and it's hard to keep him in the palm of my hand.

A low chuckle drifted through the air for a long time. Hearing this, Yinzhen whispered a deep laugh in his ear, "Don't think about it, that useless heart, your son is much more ruthless than you think, and he does things neatly." After a moment of silence, he said slowly, "Whatever you want." ”

Honghui? or Hongwan?

I don't care about his vengeful ridicule, I just think about whether he means something. I don't know, and I don't want to guess anymore, as long as they're all good, it's the best.

I grabbed him and wanted to get up, but the person leaning on him refused, pushed harder, raised his eyebrows and said lazily: "You haven't said it yet, who did Wang's business?"

I didn't do anything else this night, I played boring games with him to answer questions, wasn't he tired?

Sleepy and weak, an evil fire surged up in his heart, and he replied angrily: "You." ”

If I put my breath down, most of my drowsiness disappeared, and the broken threads in my brain that were so messy that I couldn't untie seemed to be automatically loosened and connected.

Who dares but him? Who can!

Yinzhen suddenly came to me, the tip of his nose almost touched, and his breathing could be heard, "Don't wronged me." ”

Stretched out his hand and climbed up his face, pointing everywhere along his eyebrows, "Where do I dare, I was forced by you to be in a hurry and talk nonsense." I'm just a woman, I don't have any skills, this queen's seat is still supported by you, in fact, I am very stupid, thanks to you not giving up, where do I dare to wronged you. Yinzhen, don't tease me, I'm tired, so sleepy, I want to sleep. ”

The smile in his bright eyes became thicker, and he stared deeply in front of my eyes, and I couldn't help but cry out with a fierce bite, which turned into two words in his mouth, "Does it hurt?"

I almost burst into tears, "It hurts." ”

The thumb is gentle, and the thin soft lips stick to the place where it still hurts, and the pain between the kisses is even worse.

The black bright pupils flickered in the gradually narrowing eyes, word by word, telling me what I was not, "Say it again, you tell me what kind of person I am, huh?"

"You ......"

As soon as I opened my mouth, I was left to say.

When he was short of breath, he barely got to breathe, and he stared at the beat again. I grabbed his crumpled collar and tried to untie it, and hurriedly replied, "You should let me see what you are like, so that I can remember it clearly, so as not to annoy you." ”

The half-prostrate person smiled hoarsely, shook his head and sighed: "You woman, where are you stupid? Now I understand it, you believe this, and you believe that, what about me? Dare to be affectionate, every son is the meat of his heart, but where did you put me?"

I grabbed his hand and pressed it even tighter to my heart, panting and said, "Here, here, you touch it, are you there?" If not, you must be busy elsewhere, what can I do." Quick, drill back, live for a lifetime, the next life, the next life. ”

The hand slipped like a loach, and with a slick it slipped out from under my hand, and got into my coat faster, pushing the bag hard and holding it in his hand, and said with a smile, "And then?"