60. Ji Yu Fanwai - Yinzhen

This woman is taking revenge on me, I know.

Xiao Jiu? What kind of name is this? Even his mother won't call it that, when she is a sister-in-law, she actually calls her brother-in-law like this! What about being good-looking, as the son of Huang Ama, you don't just need to be good-looking, and you can't just do business!

The beautiful woman has seen a lot, and she hasn't stared at it, and it has become normal for her to look at Lao Jiu a few more times in her mouth, doesn't she know how to avoid suspicion if she marries? Even if she is not afraid of other people's jokes, she has to think about it for me, don't I really care?

But she actually said that it was not the same thing as love, and asked me if I understood.

What is love? In the palace where I grew up, there were all kinds of people, from the mother and concubine of the emperor and the mother, down to the palace maids and eunuchs, and in the middle, there were my brothers, and there were countless ministers, and everyone had a different relationship with each other, and I had never heard of the word love.

It's just that when I heard her say this, the anger, jealousy, irritability, and restlessness in my heart all disappeared, and there was only one picture in my mind, that is, the moment I gave birth to Honghui, she actually held my head in her arms like a child, although the voice was small and weak, I clearly heard her say that she loved me.

I can still clearly remember the shock of that moment, this woman who only belonged to me gave birth to a child for me, and the child I was looking forward to, although it was a few years late, finally came true. But she didn't look good at all, so weak that she didn't even have the strength to reach out and touch my face, as if she had just been fished out of the water, but the expression on her face was so satisfied, and I finally believed that she wanted a child with all her heart, and would not ignore me as she had done at the beginning.

Looking at the woman wrapped around me in her arms, well, now she is really a woman, no longer the underdeveloped little girl when she married me, although she gave birth to a child, although she is still very thin, her figure has become very different.

Does this woman know what she's doing? She knows I'm angry, and she's shivering from the cold, but she's still tired of me, and she's running away on her own.

No, she knew, she did it on purpose.

When I entered the door, I was still in control, and it was only from the moment she said that I was jealous that it became different. It's all messed up, what" if you're still angry, throw me back into the water, and go to bed if you're not angry. "What else do you want to make her like this now? She also knows that I am a man!

I don't even know what I'm swearing, this damn woman actually pushed me away at such a critical moment, even a man would go crazy! But I didn't have anything to do, she knew that she was pregnant with a child and deliberately seduced me, just because I ignored her a while ago, so she took revenge on me like this, and she wanted to ask me why.

If I could say that I had said this reason a long time ago, would I still have to wait until now to suffer this crime? Which clear-eyed person doesn't know why, Huang Ama knows, Yinxiang knows, that hateful Lao Jiu also knows, even Yinzhen, who is only 11 years old, understands what is going on, but this woman who seems to be shrewd and calculating is actually so stupid that she doesn't understand.

Ye is jealous, what's the matter! I ate it as early as when she gave Wan Xianglou to Lao Jiu, can I tell her!

Who is Lao Jiu, that is the person who hangs with Lao Jiu, giving him a gift, it is my duty as a brother, and it is worth her to spend so much effort, even my two younger brothers have to play lions for him. That's it, but he bought a Wanxiang Building in order to give him the money of the head of the hall, and finally even gave him the sale, and the dividends should not be all cheap That kid, he also deserves it.

It's okay if you don't feel embarrassed for two days, ignore her for fear of getting angry with her and having a right and wrong, she can come over to please me, as long as she plays a trick, it's over, it's also her duty to be a woman, and she is still competing with me. Then it depends on who lasts a long time, anyway, it's the trouble she finds out, so she can't let me bow my head first and make peace.

It's just that some people don't open their eyes.

The Song family has had a lot of life in the past few years, and I haven't thought about her for so long, and this time I actually dared to find her to provoke. But when I heard her mention Lao Jiu again, and even a dog couldn't be beaten because it was given by Lao Jiu, although I understood that she was reminding the Song family to make trouble with her at the same time, it was also necessary to see if I agreed, but I was still very awkward in my heart.

It's just that I didn't expect that just because I called Song's name and ignored her, she would be able to fall like that when I returned to the hospital. What I didn't expect was that she was pregnant again, and she almost dropped the baby this time.

My arrangements are all messed up, although I am dealing with her, but I am also busy planning for her birthday these days, ignoring her is just convenient to prepare, otherwise with her pestering energy, I will have to be found out.

I don't understand, I can endure her secret without asking, why do you have to bite and let go when you come to me, can't I still have a little secret?

Looking at the woman who was lying next to me honestly and was full of unwilling but didn't dare to touch me indiscriminately, I really couldn't do anything about her. Fortunately, she is still afraid, as long as it concerns her children, she can give up anything. And she is not only afraid that I or others will hurt her child, but also afraid that I will find another woman behind her back, and she alone has already messed me up, do I still have the heart to cause trouble for myself?

As for the child in her womb now, I don't look forward to it, Huang Ama and Eniang have also mentioned the issue of the royal heir to me more than once, but I really don't dare to think about her again.

Honghui is not my first child, the Song family gave birth to before, Lan Si also gave birth to Shushen, and other brothers' families continue to have women who give birth to different children for them. So I only said that it is natural for a woman to get pregnant and give birth, and I never thought about how hard it was, until I stood outside her room and couldn't hear a sound, and then I began to worry and even fear.

Yinxiang only told me that it would be fine, but the worry on his face was no less than mine, this brother who was close to me had a good relationship with her, and he didn't have a family, so he didn't understand what was going on.

When she fainted before, the doctor said that she was afraid that she would not be able to hold on, and I was really afraid that there would be an accident, although I did not allow it, but at this time I couldn't do anything and couldn't change it, so I could only stand outside the door.

Hearing the cry, the two of us who couldn't bend our legs outside reacted, I didn't care about Yinxiang leaving, and I didn't care about the joy of the grandmother and the palace maid, only to see the woman who was paralyzed on the bed actually biting a handkerchief in her mouth, covered with sweat. I always knew that she was very stubborn, and I also knew that she would be wronged to cry when she was hurt a little, but I didn't know that she had to suffer such a great sin in order to give birth to a child for me, and she could endure it for several hours without screaming.

I really don't want her to suffer this kind of crime anymore, Honghui is very good and my eldest son, it is enough to really have him, no matter what I have in the future, it will all be his, isn't that good?

In fact, I also have my own selfishness, when I was handed over to my adoptive mother by Huang Ama, I had no right to choose, even if I had the opportunity to return to Eniang later, I always didn't feel Eniang's closeness to the fourteenth brother, although she also cared for me, but it was always like a layer of something.

If so, I hope that Honghui can get her wholehearted love, and that he will grow up much happier than me. But she insisted on asking for it again, so what should Honghui do? Is it that with her love for children, she will hurt everyone, maybe she is different from Eniang? I can only hope so.

Honghui: This character is like her son, and she really only follows me on the outside. What is genetics? That's what she said at the time, how profound it was that she wouldn't tell me.

And I even suspected that Honghui was not my son, and I thought of Yinxiang. I saw Yinxiang and Fourteen, who came back with Honghui's crazy play, so disgusted that no one wanted to see each other again, so I had to ask them to take Honghui into the palace and hide in the room.

I didn't drink, I was sober, and when I saw that it wasn't the woman who owed me an explanation but Lan Si who pushed the door in, I knew what I was doing, but I just didn't want to control myself. It's just that I didn't expect her to come back to me again, I heard her talking to Gao Wuyong outside the room, and began to regret leaving Lance in the room, but when I heard her taunts, regret turned back to anger. The women in this house are all married by me, which woman does you want to carry her on your back? What if you come in, what if you see it, now I have to let her see if there is only one woman.

When I heard the door close softly, and when I looked back and saw that there was no one in the house, I didn't have any thoughts. Lance under me understood me, so he only got out of bed and withdrew, but I didn't know where to retreat alone.

She didn't want to come in this room again, I know, but I didn't want to do what she wanted. Obviously it was a birthday gift for me, but she actually gave it to the eighth couple, is this angry with me? Even if you lose your temper, you shouldn't be like this!

Doesn't she want our hand? Then the eight-year covenants we made under the maple tree, did she not happen at all? Even in the next life, she said that she was willing to wait for me to be 25 years old, and how much has just passed in this life, and she doesn't care about anything?

I knew she minded what happened to Lance in my room that night, and I admit that I did it on purpose, I just wanted to make love to her in this place, to remind her of what she didn't want to think, just as Honghui's thing tormented me. Fortunately, although I forcibly kissed her, she reacted to me, but she dared to bite me and pretended to faint and refused me.

She dared to do more and more, and she carried me into the palace for her son, Xu is my reaction was too big, Yinxiang actually wanted to talk to me, okay, the brothers have known each other for so many years, there is nothing that can not be said.

It's just that I realized how wrong I am, Yinxiang only said two things to me, Honghui is almost 3 years old, and he is almost 13 years old this year, and he is ready to marry a wife at the suggestion of my fourth brother. The second thing is Honghui and his secret, I have no reason to believe his answer, why is it called uncle?

I don't understand, if she feels sorry for Yinxiang and has no mother, I have never stopped her from caring about this younger brother as a sister-in-law, but she wants to be a brother with the prince?

I don't think anyone feels this more deeply than me, and the brother of Huang Ama has not seen how close he is to me, but he loves the eighth child more, and for those who have the opportunity to sit on the throne, how close can father, son, brother, uncle and nephew be?

It's just that how does Yinxiang know that I am bothered by this matter? Could it be that this younger brother I have cared about for many years has really grown up and really knows me so well? If he is willing to accept Honghui's uncle, then this brother is really different from others.

I asked Yinxiang to find Honghui, but I didn't dare to go to Eniang to see her, although the misunderstanding was solved, but what would she think of me? Turning around the palace, I actually went back to the small courtyard where I once lived, and I didn't go anywhere, just stood at the door of the study, and stood there all the time.

I remembered the first time she took the initiative to pull me back to the room from here, and from that day on, she began to treat me differently, she would take the trouble to prepare gifts for me, wish me a happy birthday when she was young, be willing to leave the palace to accompany me during the New Year, secretly hide the maple leaf with her hope and my name written on it into the purse she gave me, and then tell me that she recognized me; on the day I left the palace to go outside the palace, she would draw a fortune operator in exchange for a maple leaf with our names printed on it; when I didn't dare to have extravagant hopes, she offered to have a child with me; when she saw me return from injury, she would hold me and cry and laugh stupidly when she saw me return from injury…… These happy and happy pasts all happened in this small courtyard.

If I keep waiting here, will she come back to me, will she pull me back regardless of her past suspicions?

I won, and the bet will end up waiting for her, and she'll pull me home. It's just that when we stepped out of the hospital, I missed that night very much—the two hearts made a promise.

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The woman who didn't get an answer from me was very weird, completely different from before she entered the palace and was punished, and she looked like she was happy every day, and she was very happy. is either guarding the yard to recruit cats and dogs, or grabbing her son, and even Shushen is sometimes taken by her to play together, so she doesn't come to pester me anymore.

What does she mean?