I finally managed to catch a cold, and finally, I couldn't smell anything.

I say this because of the momentary thoughts that flashed by me but didn't catch it in time.

On that busy and chaotic afternoon earlier, men, daughters, and sons appeared in a staggered manner, with a squirrel that might have died a tragic death, and I had no time to think about my own business. After turning around in the snow of a huge Yongwang Mansion for most of the time, I caught a cold, and I realized that at that time, I seemed to have probably really given up on myself, if the fragrance that had seeped into his bones and blood was destined to be irremoval, I could only change myself to adapt to him, and I couldn't let him be reborn.

Should I say that God will help me, and God will do what I want?

I know that I have always been very Q, but I didn't expect that there would be times when I was so favored and loved by God. In short, regardless of whether it is escapism or breaking the can, my sister has already succeeded without becoming a person. At this time, Yinzhen is close at hand, but it is like being far away at the end of the world. Because I closed my eyes, I could no longer rely on smell to tell whether he was there or not.

In a word, my great and noble sentiments, for love, if the mountain does not come to me, I will go to the mountain.

Lying on the bed helplessly, listening to Doctor Su's instructions, my thoughts drifted to the person standing by the door.

There were many people between us, sons, daughters-in-law, daughters, maids, and doctors, all gathered around my bedside, but he was the only one, standing in the curtain, not leaving, not approaching. I don't know if he stood behind everyone and couldn't see me clearly, and if he noticed that I was looking at him.

Imperial Physician Su left, Yinzhen followed him out of the room, I tried to sit up straight and tried to see him in the courtyard through the window, but there was only a black shadow, swaying in the wind.

The ears were chirping, and the children's words and words were ringing, and finally, they were all gone, and even the medicine was sent to the bedside, and he did not come back.

I got out of bed with my shoes on, and just lifted the corner of the door curtain, and the cold wind poured in. Grasping the placket of the neckline, he saw that under the candlelight dancing wildly, Yinzhen stood not far away, stepping into the threshold with one foot and his hand still on the door.

"Take the medicine, go back to the house, lie down, go to bed early. ”

After enduring the cold wind that kept blowing in, and trying to look at him, I heard him say this.

Not coming in, going to go, where to go?

He stood for so long, just to say that?

Now that I'm done, you can go, and you don't have to spend it here with me. Why don't you leave, and when are you going to stand?

In this sick and weak time, he never let me go alone, but now he always stands by the door and maintains a posture of advancing and retreating, so that I can't say anything when I want to invite him in, but I am afraid that he will turn around and leave as soon as he makes a sound.

The whole body was so sore that it seemed like the bones were about to be broken, he leaned against the wall, and after thinking about it, he still felt that it was inappropriate to say anything, he tightened his clothes and no longer tangled, retracted his gaze and said casually: "You go and get busy, don't be sick with me." ”

"No. ”

The wind rustled on the doors and windows, and the jade pendant on his waist jingled softly as the hem of his clothes fluttered.

It is often said that when you lose your sight, your ears become sensitive, and it is no less useful when your sense of smell fails, and I can almost hear the subtle movement of his fingers pinching the door frame in the wind.

Walking up to the door of the house and standing less than an arm's length in front of him, the silk under the jade pendant kept floating and dancing in the wind, like my tangled and bored and didn't know where to fall.

Covering his mouth and holding back his cough, he looked up and wanted to speak, but he saw his frowning brows, took a step back and slowly moved back, his voice was still hoarse, "I'm going to sleep, if you don't come in, go back quickly, cold, don't be frostbitten like me...... When you go, remember to cover the door for me. ”

Yin Zhen's eyes were hard to distinguish under the confrontation between the black and candlelight behind him, and the door panel was already squeaking under his hands without moving, and he didn't know whether to push it wide open or want to retreat and close.

I quickly flashed into the curtain, leaning against the wall and listening hard, but there was not the slightest movement except the wind.

After waiting for a long time, with the soft sound of the door, finally no wind blew in, and it was as quiet as if I was the only one in this world, in a nobody's corner. I squinted at the window, looking for the dark shadow, but there was nothing.

The curtain of the door lifted softly beside me, with a hint of coolness, and I jumped off the wall in fright, and before I could exhale, my elbow was already in place.

Seeing the face in front of him, he stroked his chest and exhaled, and after relaxing, he kept coughing, intermittently resenting, "You...... How...... What are you doing in here, why don't you walk without making a sound?"

Yin Zhen's hand patted my back, I don't know if he used his strength to pull me closer, or I unconsciously approached his chest, when I raised my eyes, I saw him lowering his head and staring at me intently, his cold forehead against me, his voice was very soft, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

"I ...... You don't care. I'm afraid you won't be able to close the door, so I'll wait here for a while. After speaking, he pushed his chest and turned around to leave, and his waist tightened before he wanted to break free, and the strength had disappeared.

Yinzhen's hand was still on my back, caressing me from top to bottom, and led me to the side of the bed to sit side by side. Seeing the medicine bowl next to the bed, he frowned invisibly, held it up and brought it to my lips, and waited persistently despite my squinting eyes until all the medicine was drunk, and then took me to sit on the head of the bed and unhurriedly expose the lie, "No, you are waiting for me." ”

I thought he was as entangled as me, but I didn't expect that he would be cured in just half a day, but he was more confident than before. Man, the strangest creature in the world.

Secretly rolled his eyes in his heart, pushed him to sit up straight, raised his head slightly and tried to regain his lost momentum, but his voice was not strong, muttering as if he had been wronged, "Yes, I'm waiting for you." ”

Yin Zhen stretched his body relaxedly, his arms around his chest leaned more and more casually, and his eyes looking at me were no longer dark and staring, but narrowed as if watching his prey struggle.

I tried to hit him, kicked him in the waist but couldn't muster my strength, and almost got myself lying on my back. When he was held up, he quickly slapped his hand away, tilted his head and stopped looking at him, gritted his teeth and said viciously: "Wait for you, wait to see when you leave, help me close the door, who knew that you actually came in to scare me." ”

"It's better not to smell it, otherwise you can't stand this sour smell yourself. Yin Zhen leaned over and sniffed at my face, put his hand on the bed beside me, and slowly approached. I had to lay down on his shoulders, but he stopped above me, his breath blowing hot on my face, and a fine line curled at the corner of his eye, as if he was laughing.

I listened and watched hard, discerning, in disbelief.

He just looked at me quietly, his eye lines gradually disappearing, and he returned to his usual serious appearance, his elbows on my ear, and his fingertips brushed the hair on my forehead, slid down the ends of the hair behind my ears, and stopped there to rub it gently.

I like how he looks at me, and I like the intimate posture now, but the embarrassment of being debunked makes me feel embarrassed, and the way I breathe with my mouth open makes me feel awkward, and I try to close it but I feel dizzy. I turned my head and saw the candle still burning on the table, sparkling and dying, on a par with me.

The tip of Yinzhen's nose rubbed against my face, which looked cool and comfortable under my hot body temperature, I snorted and wanted to push him away, but I couldn't help but clench the fabric under my palm, so that we could get closer to each other.

His face lingered between my slightly open neckline and neck, the tip of his nose slid across my collarbone, and the coolness carried the hot breath he exhaled, and the beard that swept me numb and the low voice made my heart beat wildly, "Bang'er is right, you are sweet, and there is a little taste of roses, I planted roses for you." I don't feel when I'm used to it, but as soon as you get close to me, you know it's you, just like you know it's me. We're all too familiar with our own tastes to feel anything. ”

The candlelight jumped violently, and in an instant it became faint and extinguished. Only the outside is still burning, and through the window paper, a soft light shines. The room was immediately dark, warm, and ambiguous, and even though I couldn't smell anything.

Yinzhen's palm was on my waist, reaching into my underwear and caressing it, enveloping me as he whispered softer and softer.

I tried to listen, but my head grew heavier and heavier, and I couldn't hear anything except his cool fingers and the hot breath spitting on my neck.

When I woke up in the morning, I was alone, lying neatly on the bed, but I couldn't find any traces of the previous night, and I couldn't even remember those low whispers. If it weren't for the fact that I was still suffering from a fever and a distinct red bruise on my chest, I would have wondered if I was having a dream.