[18] Resentment is a prison
Self-knowledge is still there. I have probably not been able to prove the truth in the scriptures, so I may not be able to understand what I can say, and I may not be able to do it.
When he was eating tea at the Zhizhen place before, he once talked about a Zen public case.
One day, Manjushri ordered the good wealth boy to "collect medicine", and the good wealth boy looked all over the earth and found that there was not a single grass or tree in the whole world that could not be used for medicine. Manjushri said, since this is the case, you should go and pick a medicine. The good wealth received the order, picked up a stalk of grass from the ground, and handed it to the Bodhisattva. Manjushri plucked the grass and taught to the crowd, saying, "This herb can not only kill people, but also save people." This public case belongs to the Zen Gate Machine, not from the scriptures, but when Zhizhen emphasizes that the "Endless Vow of the Method" comes first, and the public case is told later, this stem of "herbs" seems to me to be meaningful.
Lu Bing is more obsessed with dreams today than ever before, if he stubbornly folds the old "that branch of grass" is just a rubber pillar and drummer, and I just want to do it to myself, what good will it do to Lu Bing? Moreover, Han Yan has been working hard for 73 years just to earn the situation he has today, and when I think of this, I dare not think about what kind of consequences will be caused if I miss the opportunity.
I said to myself, "May I ask Shenni, is there a way to send Lu Bing out of the anther bar, and can I keep her safe?"
"There is a way. But to do this, you need to change your life for your life. ”
"Shenni is merciful, the disciple is willing to hear the secret of this method!"
"Lu Bing is still able to preserve the Yuan Shen to this day, because the golden vein she lives in is constantly absorbing vitality in the anther column. The original god lies in the golden vein, just like the fetus stays in the fetal palace, and the anther column is the heaven and earth parents who protect the original god. Now that Lu Bing's primordial spirit has assimilated with this golden vein, if the fetus runs away, the fetal uterus will inevitably wither, and the fetus will also lose its vitality. Therefore, if you want to teach Lu Bing's Yuan Shen to leave the anther column safely, you must change another Yuan Shen to voluntarily stay in this golden vein, and you can't leave for a while. On the one hand, this is to bring vitality to Lu Bing to enrich the original spirit, and on the other hand, it is also to support Lu Bing's vitality in the golden vein. Otherwise, the gods will spend zero, and although the replacement Yuan Shen will be damaged and cultivated, he will still be able to retreat with his whole body, and Lu Bing will be wiped out. ”
I can't help but secretly wonder in my heart: That's just exchanging the original god for a yuan god to maintain life, why is there such a "change of life" theory?
"Qinghui, what if Lu Bing comes out of the anther column and never comes back?"
I was stunned, but I didn't understand. "May I ask Shenni, as long as I guard in the golden vein, Bing'er doesn't have to die first?"
And so it is. ”
Hearing this, my heart suddenly felt a lot easier: apart from cultivation, there was nothing important to do in this body, and being confined to the flower was the same as retreat, so what was it. His mind turned to him, but an extremely stern voice sounded in his mind for some reason, shouting "Don't". It was about 300 years after entering the meditation, and the heart ape was free of the shackles, and it happened that there was a magic obstacle that had not been exhausted, and at this time, when he learned that most of them had to keep the precepts and practice, he was provoked to obstruct and obstruct himself. I just don't know why I want to be a man's voice.
I repeated the words of Miao Lianhua Shenni to Lu Bing, and promised her that I would act as the primordial god who guarded the golden vein for her, and if she could use it, she could also take my skin bag for circulation, but I would put a ban on the skin. "You take it to eat fast, drink tea, drink two sips of vegetarian wine, go to the market for a walk, and soak in ice water in Beiming, and it's all right—but it's colder, or it's not good, and you have to find a place to sleep for ten days and a half months. Remember that you must not eat meat and kill it, it will stink so much if it is stained with blood and meat......"
I was a little snake that grew up in the bamboo forest of Jueyun Cliff Xiangxun, I was older, and I have worked with this skin for a long time, so I naturally know that there are many unsatisfactory things to use, saying that it has been cultivated into a human form, after all, it is an acquired creation, and there may be some accidents in the hands of others. So I inevitably nagged a little, and vigorously told Lu Bing the precautions for using this skin, and as I spoke, I couldn't help but be surprised: I always thought that I didn't value this skin, and when it came to the end, it turned out that I still couldn't let it go...... Lu Bing was originally staring at me, but his eyes softened for a long time, and he lowered his eyebrows and said, "Sure enough, it's you." If there is still a fool in the world, who would rather suffer a big loss than deceive me, it is indeed only you. ”
She let out a long sigh and muttered rather self-harmfully, "Three hundred years, three hundred years...... You have used these three hundred years to refine the best magic weapon, and it is like child's play to reject my demon sword formation. Good, good ......."
Listening to her, you can see that she is still a little nonsense. I was about to repeat the rhetoric and explain it to her again, when I suddenly saw a light in her eyes and said, "No, you have been practicing retreat for 300 years—"
I nodded, raised my hand and wiped it into the air, and the clouds gathered a few feet away, revealing me and her a hundred years ago.
From this point of view, this retreat is very important. ”
"Hmm!"
"If you break through the barrier and are born, but I soar, you say that you come to the Xuanguang Cave, we won't be able to see you-"
"What's that? If you can soar, that's a great thing. At that time, the rest will be put aside, and the mind will be free from obstacles. ”
"It's better to make an appointment, I can't teach you to wait, there is no deadline, and a lot of work is delayed in vain......"
Three hundred years ago, Lu Bing's eyebrows were quiet, and her expression was bright when she spoke, how could she have expected that there would be so many calamities waiting for her in the future?
Lu Bing looked at the characters in the clouds, his eyes turned from bright to dark, and said with a wry smile: "In the end, it was I who delayed in vain." She stretched out her hands, looked down at her obscure body, and after a while, "haha, haha" laughed one after another, but her tone was indescribably sad.
"Why should I die, but who is it for? I'm wrong!"
Whenever she makes a sound, a "she" will appear within the ban, and every time the incarnation spits out a word, a "she" also emerges next to it. One said, "I was greedy at the beginning", the other said, "I didn't realize it, I thought wrongly", one shook his head and said, "I did it from my thoughts, and I thought it was wrong", one pointed at the front and said angrily, "I missaw you, you also misjudged me", and the other muttered and cried "Who can I blame, who can I blame......", and "she" became more and more, and the incarnation of Mr. was like a bubble from time to time, and turned into wisps of strange shadows entangled with each other. Rao is like this, after Lu Bing finished saying those nineteen words, the forbidden area was already crowded, crowded with countless "she". "They" each wanted to use their own voices to suppress the voices of others, but in the end, only strange screams came and went in this square inch of land, just like the moonlit night, the wind blew all the roars on the mountains and wilderness, and the ears were piercing and terrifying, but they could no longer distinguish the meaning of the chaotic sounds.
"Be careful, the golden vein has failed. The man's voice rang out in his ears again.
Sure enough, the pale red brilliance skyrocketed, and Lu Bing's incarnation and strange shadow fused one after another, instantly growing into an extremely heavy black qi, enveloping Lu Bing's primordial spirit and crashing into the prohibition. I wanted to use the Buddha beads to protect Lu Bingyuanshen, but my mind moved twice, but I couldn't get an echo, so I remembered that after reciting the Buddha number a few days ago, I left the Buddha beads in the Buddha shrine with silver scales. Thinking of this, I had an idea: the six-hour Sanskrit sound in the anther column is better than the number beads of my recitation of the Buddha, and I can rely on my own divine qi as a medium to ingest the Sanskrit sound of the anther column into Lu Bing's consciousness, isn't it straightforward?
However, the opportunity passed in a blink of an eye, and I had an idea here, but the prohibition over there was shattered, and it was sucked clean by the black gas. Immediately after, the black qi tumbled, bursting out one after another of blood red from the inside out. Out of nowhere, a gust of wind broke in, blowing bloody shadows, and the two touched each other, making fire on the ground. All of a sudden, the sea of fire surged, and the vision completely lost the sense of the size of the four directions, up and down, far and near. It was as if I had been thrown into a sealed urn, the walls of which were all made of stacks of dragons' bodies, thousands of scales flickering with the dragon's breath. The flames gnawed at the void, and in a few moments, cracks appeared between the scales of the fire, and the ghostly light flowed through the cracks—all that was left was a handful of ashes, and the fire burned to the end, leaving behind a black light of ignorance that devoured everything.
Seeing that the dark gaps were quietly intertwined behind Lu Bing, the warp and weft met, and they were encircled inch by inch...... I suddenly realized that this was "cocooning".
A long-lost sense of fear suddenly jumped up my throat. "Bing Ling'er, Bing Ling'er!" I was so angry that I almost shouted at the Yuan Shen: "You promised to return me a treasure!"
The people in Xuanguang Cave are thin, and since the scattered immortal Yu Zixiu and his wife escaped to the East China Sea with one soldier and one soldier, only Lu Bing is left. Before the retreat, I was afraid that on the day of Lu Bing's ascension, she would be invaded by external demons, so I left a "thing" for her. But what exactly is it? At this critical juncture, I really can't think of it at all! On the contrary, I clearly remember that Lu Bing told me about the human rules of "courtesy and exchange" and "reciprocating with peaches", and his intention was nothing more than urging me to pick a "treasure" in the Xuanguang Cave so that she could return it to me as a gift. I naturally knew that there were many treasures in Xuanguang Cave, so I said that I would ask her for it after thinking about it clearly-I did think so at the time, but there were so many treasures, and all of them were good, and it was really difficult to choose the most joyful and suitable one among the many treasures, and then I realized that it was not worth worrying about this for a long time, so I simply threw this matter away.
Lu Bing is a person, even if he owes someone a little, he must remember it clearly.
The black qi receded slightly, and Lu Bing Yuanshen leaned out of her upper body and stared at me with one eye and empty eyes—she was speechless.
"I'm going to avenge you! Give me all your hatred and hatred!"