103. Understand in the heart

A son and a daughter make up a good word, but is it really good?

Lao Kang's name is undoubtedly very powerful, Shenma Hongwanghong is full of floating clouds in the evening, it is clear in his heart, the pair of baby sons Lao Si and Xiao Fourteen are the root of people's entanglement, I really don't understand? Hmph!

The previous generation engaged in this little trick, and when it came to my baby, he actually came to this set, and this Lao Kang didn't say that he would change something fresh. Just these two namesβ€”I know, but if your stubborn son doesn't understand it, I really don't know.

My delicate daughter, please don't cry, look at your brother, how well-behaved, except for a while when he was born, I haven't heard him cry a single time, how man, you also learn more. Obviously, it is two babies born from one child, how can the difference be so big? Could this also be related to the bad prenatal education trapped in the den of thieves?

Xiao Hongwan, who was protected by his sister inside, only received my benign education in the house, and preserved his fine tradition of Amma, quiet and silent, but the red girl who was blocked outside like a female King Kong

What makes me strange is that there is one less woman in the mansion for no reason, but there is one more man, the bright moon has disappeared, and the chief physician Xiao Su is stationed in Baylor Mansion, this is ...... What's the situation?

I just seem to be being destroyed by the old doctors and drinking decoction every day, I depressedly miss that cute and hurting Xiao Su, so Yinzhen brought him here?

Everytime, Dr. Xiao Su ...... Oh no, the current Xiao Su Tongshoe is no longer the imperial doctor in the palace, but the only exclusive little doctor in Baylor Mansion. Every time, standing beside my bed, I watched and asked for a while, and then followed Yinzhen out of the door almost shoulder to shoulder, so weird.

However, these two men, who were equally young, equally tall, and equally good-looking, stood together...... It looks like I'm so struggling that I want to die.

Could it be ...... Under the pretext of recuperating my body, Yinzhen raised a little man in the house?

Oh, my God!

I think a little too much, but I swear by the cry that almost shook the roof, this pictureβ€”half of the cold to the ninety-nine and half of the smiling faces, is really, really harmonious and loving!

My infinite YY's ** plot, is it about to be staged in full swing?

For example, the glamorous and moving Mei Xiaojiu, who is suitable for men and women, is also very suitable for Xiao Su's children's shoes. As long as it's not my Yinzhen, anyone can do it, after all, I really can't accept that my man is bisexual.

And...... If a man who attacks like this really starts to break his sleeves, will he change from attacking to suffering? Will he be able to stand it?

"What are you thinking?"

"Yes. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

I reacted suddenly, who was the mouth of the question that caused me to speak my heart just now, and buried my face in infinite sorrow on the little body that Hongwan stretched out his hand to grasp, and only after a while did I raise my head to look at the slightly raised eyebrows of the voice owner, and muttered back: "I mean...... Enjoy (want) to receive. ”

"Crying like this, you still enjoy it. Yin Zhen frowned and took the red belt from my hand and hugged it in his arms, which was much more skilled than when he hugged Honghui before.

The most amazing thing is that Xiaohong was firmly held in her arms by her Amma, not crying or making trouble, grinning and giggling.

Honghui hurriedly climbed down from the side of the bed, tugging at his Ama robe and blinking his bright eyes, and calling coquettishly, "Amma, hug Honghui." ”

Yin Zhen had a sense of accomplishment, and patted a free hand on Honghui's small brain, watching me silently bend the corners of my mouth, so angry that I muttered quietly, "It seems that I really enjoy being able to hold other people's Fujin in my arms." ”

The smiling eyes turned into doubt, and the thin lips pursed lightly and repeated, "Someone else's...... Fujin?"

"That's right. I pointed to the little baby in his arms and nodded, "Hongwan, when you grow up, it must be someone else's blessing." ”

Yin Zhen's expression was speechless, looking at the smiling eyes in his arms as if he was sighing secretly. Honghui reluctantly pulled the clothes in his hand, changed his target and shouted, "Amma, hug Honghui's sister, Honghui also wants to hug Fujin." ”

What a confused name......

The girls standing on the side lowered their heads and smiled carefully, Yinzhen handed the red tie to Meiwei's hand expressionlessly, and signaled Xie Yu to take away Hongwan, who was sleeping next to me, before holding Honghui's little hand to release his clothes, squatting beside him and whispering: "Go to practice calligraphy, it's not too late for you to marry Fujin, someone else's Fujin ...... It's better not to hug it. As he spoke, he turned his eyes to me, and his dark eyes didn't know what he was meant.

I'm speechless, this kind of words actually came from the mouth of Sibeile, who has always been cautious in his words and deeds, or did he say it to his son, he was not afraid that Honghui would be taught badly by him?

Yinzhen stood up, pushed the dazed Honghui out of the door, and then returned to my bed and sat down silently.

I don't know when we started to have this change, he became immobile and didn't speak, just watched without blinking, even if he slept in the same bed every day, he quietly hugged me and did nothing.

Not so before the robbery, not in the carriage after a long absence, not even when I woke up from this bed. Why is this happening? Don't really change your sexual orientation, I was worried about bisexuality, but now it seems more dangerous......

Before I could think hard to find an answer, I heard him sigh in a low voice, "I'm going to go to Saiwai with Huang Amma, a month, I will definitely come back in a month, you are at home, wait for me to come back." ”

After saying that, he left, and he didn't even have time for me to react.

When I left, Yinzhen left a key, and I did as he said to open the small door that had been locked next to the study, which turned out to be an independent small garden. As the wooden door opened, the faint fragrance of flowers floating in the house really lingered on the nose, and the eyes were full of blooming roses, β–‘β–‘ intertwined people's eyes.

Near the courtyard wall, a flower stand has been erected, and this tenacious little flower has climbed up with the branches and leaves, and the dense green and rich floral fragrance adds a touch of wanton coolness to the hot summer.

really responded to the sentence: a courtyard full of roses.

Occasionally, on a whim, I would cook a small pot of rose porridge or add some mung beans and feed it to Honghui, and the boy would smile happily to me, but unfortunately, he didn't smile like him at all.

Hongwan can also laugh and cry more arrogantly, Hongwan doesn't cry or laugh, quite a father's style, but unfortunately, these two children don't look very much like Yinzhen, and they are more like me between their eyebrows.

When I was tired of standing, I sat on the chaise longue in the courtyard, closed my eyes and felt the small tone of the fragrance of the long-standing roses, and thought about the man who secretly planted the roses in the courtyard, and lived a comfortable life.

But when this summer was about to pass quietly, Yinzhen, who didn't wait for a month to return, appeared in front of me, and I first helped him welcome the fourth son in his life, the son of the Li family.

On the seventh day of the eighth month of the 39th year of Kangxi, on an equally quiet afternoon, while the roses were not gone, I was awakened by a rush of footsteps when I had just fallen asleep in the garden.

Lee is about to give birth.

I don't know what Lao Kang thinks, on such a critical day, Kou even took Yinzhen away, and I was a woman who had just given birth to a child, guarding a manless Baylor Mansion, guarding a little wife who was suffering for giving birth.

And the man who caused me to count my days thinking about it every day, let him break his word and get fat. It's been more than a month, and I can rush back even if I count the days, do you really don't want to be Amma?

I stood at the door of Lance's room and gritted my teeth in anger, knowing that I was also very tired, and anyone who stood here for an afternoon would be anxious, and he would have to endure the wails coming from time to time in the house, and how long would he have to stay.

Lan Si, don't cry, work hard, it's not the first time to give birth to a baby, why are you so hypocritical, even if you shout and scream to break your throat and break the sky, your fourth master can't hear it.

The door opened a crack, and the little cicada quickly flashed out crying and knelt in front of me, "Fujin, save my master, Mama...... Mama said...... Said she was going to die. ”

I relieved myself and hurriedly called out to the little man who was waiting outside the door with me, "Su Changqing, come in with me and have a look." ”

The familiar smell of blood filled every corner of the room, and the beautiful eyes on Lan Si's miserable white face looked at me blankly, and his hands were tied to the head of the bed with two white cloths, looking infinitely desolate.

"Fujin, there is no problem with Li Fangfujin's fetus, it should be that her body is too weak, persuade her, insist on giving birth. Su Changqing checked it, just took a piece of ginseng from the medicine box and stuffed it in Lan Si's mouth, then stood aside and looked out the window.

Just weak?

I exhaled a long breath and looked at Lan Si helplessly, wanting to tell her that now is really not the time to be hypocritical, not to mention that the object of her coquettish cheating is not there. But he could only hold back and lean into her ear, "Lan Si, you were wronged and gave birth to the child." ”

Lan Si said incoherently with a piece of ginseng, tears sliding down his cheeks, "Fujin, I'...... I don't want to give birth, really...... It's too painful. ”

Looking at the disappointment and even despair in her eyes, I was speechless.

I understand what she means, but what can I say? I want what she wants, and now it's not a question of whether to give it to her or not, but whether she believes it herself.

I sighed and crawled to the bed, untied the strip of cloth tied to her hand, grabbed her hand tightly and shouted at her fiercely: "At this time, it's too late to say anything, I can't help you not give birth! Who allows you not to give birth? Who gives you this power! As long as you are still a member of this Baylor Mansion, as long as you are still Yinzhen's side Fujin, you have to give birth to a child for him." Otherwise, both you and the child will die. ”

Lance's hand hung limply beside the bed, and he shook his head stubbornly and slowly, tears streaming down his face.

This woman...... I was so angry that I gritted my teeth, got close to her lifeless face, and stared at her helplessly, "Lan Si, you can't treat him like this, you have worked hard for ten months, can you bear it? You are his mother, since you are pregnant with him, you have to be responsible for him, if you don't love him and don't want to give birth to him, none of us can help you." I know that you feel uneasy and wronged, but think about Shushen, such a lovely daughter, you don't want her anymore? And Yinzhen, he is coming back soon, he will be back soon, don't you want to see him? How can you bear to let your child not go to this world to see him Amma. ”

"Don't say any more!" Lan Si slammed his backhand and squeezed my hand very hard, but his voice was a little muffled.

The midwife screamed urgently, "Okay, okay, Fang Fujin, continue to exert yourself, you use some more force, and you can be born with more force." ”

Lan Si and I were a little stunned, seeing that there was already some anger in her eyes, we hurriedly reached out to her mouth, took out the piece of ginseng and threw it aside, "Lan Si, do you blame me? I know that you have endured it in your heart for so many years, and I also know that you are not happy." But if you give up now, you will really lose, if you die, I will not be good to Shushen, she will be a child in this house in the future, everyone will bully her, do you want to give birth to a child, as long as you give birth to this child, I will be angry, jealous and crazy. ”

Lance clutched my hand, his nails digging into my palm, his eyes staring straight at me, almost bursting into flames. It's the first time I've seen such an angry look in those pretty eyes after knowing her for so long.

I looked at her with pain, and in a moment I heard her terrible cry, which echoed through the room for a long time, and was soon mixed with a loud cry.

I knelt weakly at the head of the bed, leaned my back against the bedpost and closed my eyes, Yinzhen, aren't you coming back?