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I'm just silently young, every step is like walking in the dark, I don't know what's ahead of me, there's nothing around me, I can't hear anything, even if I hear, I can't hear it, I can't let these things affect me, I want to completely abandon all these things and everything, no longer let her have any thoughts about herself, in short, these things will make me make a more perfect, more considerate, perfect change, in the future there will be some problems for me that cannot be completely solved。
But I think it's a very good test now, I know that if the star is not honed, people are very vulnerable, only after training, people will be stronger, I know that I will have such and such shortcomings, before becoming a magician, I must get rid of these magic and these shortcomings.
Otherwise, it will definitely cause all kinds of bad influences on me in the future, and I don't want to be affected by this, so as a magician, I have to be strong, I have to be seamless and invulnerable.
Otherwise, I will be defeated by the enemy in the end, and becoming a magician is not my ultimate goal, my goal is to kill the enemy, avenge my parents, avenge my relatives, and seek justice for those poor villagers.
So, when I decided to take this road, I knew that the road ahead must be rugged and difficult, the road will be very difficult, and I may even encounter some unimaginable difficulties, and I will even lose my life, but for me, I can persevere, I can put these things completely in my heart, and I will never let it have any results that I don't want to know, but even if it does, I know that I can get through, I can completely solve these things, but only if I have a strong heart, then now I am training him, I am honing himI want him to go forward bravely, and I must not let it have any such problems, no one knows what the future will look like, but I know that I will make my path better, no matter how I will do it in the future, no matter what the future will be.
But in a word, all this must be done well, all can be solved, then the way to solve these things is also very simple, and no one will ever make a more specific, detailed instruction manual for these things, I just hope that these things can give me a perfect, better ending, no one knows what kind of things will be in the future, in short, I will do these things completely and thoroughly, and so on in the future I also hope to find a better solution from this matter, from a more perfect place, get a more perfect, more impeccable reason, the road is definitely not easy to walk, It's definitely not easy to do, but these things, I will try to make him a thing of the past, I will find a way to get rid of all these things, the future things will definitely be done in the future, I will not have any impact on her because of this matter, nor will I have any bad interference in the future because of these things, in the future, I will do my own things better, I have this confidence I have this determination, I will not let myself be so muddy, do nothing, I don't want to live so dull in my life, I want to live a meaningful life, although not the kind of bad things。
But get down to business. I still want to do something normal, at least keep me alive, and feel like I've never been there in vain.
So, as I walked here, my beliefs suddenly fluctuated.
Because I don't know why there are a lot of messy things in my head, these things can be said to be distracting thoughts, I want to expel them, I can't get out if I don't integrate, I know that I have problems again, this is also some twists and turns and some difficulties that must be passed on the road to growth, I also know that these things are definitely not as simple as I imagined, I hope to dispose of all these things, even if someone helps me to solve this thing in the future.
But what should I do? No one knows, no one knows, maybe I can imagine what kind of unimaginable consequences these things will have on me, and I don't know if they will bring me some unimaginable tribulation in the future, but I still feel these things.
I don't know why, I don't think these things should be put on me, I just go the way I should go, do what I have to do, so why do the problems that shouldn't happen? That's why these things happen?
But I still think that there should be a better solution to these things, everything is still for you after all, the one that can solve these problems, the perfect problem, the perfect solution, what it will look like in the future no one knows, what it will look like in the future no one knows, what he wants to do is also a wrong decision after all, now, I can only bury them completely in my heart, let me continue to travel lightly, abandon everything, let everything return to normal, return to the ordinary, I believe that in the end I will get a better explanation, after all, I will not let me because of this matter againI also know that the road may be more difficult to walk, and there may be some setbacks, and I know that this is an inevitable problem, and there will be many, many people, many things.
Because in this matter, I will fly away with you and wander the world, but I don't want such things to happen all the time, I just hope that these things can bring me a calm, serene, and stable life, and things in the future are not necessarily wrong.
After all, a lot of things, many people, are in an unimaginable thing in it, I don't want to explain too much because of this matter, say too many things, I just hope that things can develop in a good direction, not in this way, even if it doesn't work, don't go on in such a speechless development, in my mind, it's like more and more chaotic thoughts, I know I may not be able to persevere.
Sure enough, it started to rain, and the light in front of me began to fade.
In the end, it was gone, and I knew that I had failed again, because I still couldn't overcome my own distractions, as if it was impossible to say.
Because of my determination, and disappear immediately, he is like a stubborn disease, sticking to my body, like a piece of psoriasis, you can't easily get rid of it, so how can you let him leave you completely, let her completely disappear from you, this is not a difficult problem to solve, this kind of problem may bring you in the future, you can't imagine, can't understand some things, or the end.
But anyway, if you choose this path, then you will go on. And waiting for you, you don't know what kind of thing it is, this kind of confused exploration I have discussed many times, always in the depths of my heart to continue to ask 10 million times, thousands of times.
But no one could give me an answer, no one gave me an answer, and even if someone did give me an answer, I couldn't believe it.
Because you know who the other person is, why is he conceived by the series, and is the explanation he gives you really correct? No one knows, all of this is actually unknown, no one knows what everything will look like in the future, no one has the ability to predict the future, if there is really the ability to predict the future, then this person is a god, I have never had too many thoughts about such things, I also feel that I am an ordinary person, and I never want to have any other, bad and messy thoughts because of this matter.
However, people always can't control their thoughts, and before you know it, these things will come out of the depths of your mind, and you can't suppress them if you want to, and you will feel very strange, why did this thing appear on me? Why does it bring such and such bad results, you can imagine that you always have an inexplicable attitude towards these things.
But in the end, you still can't give a better and more perfect explanation for him.
Then, you will still fall to the altar or lose some of the things you want to find in the dark, let you enter an irreparable state of confusion, these things will only make you feel like all this is a farce, these things, as if you can never break through the fog, never solve the dark world, I know that such words may make people feel unbelievable and incomprehensible, but these are the real thoughts in my heart, when I walk in the dark, these things are like weeds after the spring rain, disturbing and messing out。
And then the thoughts that haunted me were wrapped around my body, making it impossible to move forward, making me feel like my whole body had become very heavy, and my head was dizzy and stiff, as if I had been poured lead, which was a really bad feeling.
But I also know that I can't get rid of them, I can only bear them silently, and this kind of thing will become more and more serious, they seem to be increasing the weight, I can't breathe, I can't lift my head, I can't move my feet, in short, it's like I can't get out of this fog, I can't get out of this circle, it's a very terrible experience, it's also a feeling that gives people a very powerless, I don't know if others also feel this way.
But this feeling really makes me very painful, and it also makes me feel very annoyed and irritable, and I hope that there will be a better and perfect solution to solve the things in the future.
But right now, I don't know what to do, there are many, many ways to go.
But.
In the end, will he really be as easy as I thought, I think I can solve all those things completely, I don't know this situation, maybe in the future someone will not tell me, what kind of feeling these things will give you, and no one will tell me, what can you get from these things? But I think I can still give myself a satisfactory answer after all, and I will eventually come out of this darkness and embrace the light.
The second dictionary practiced by the magician is still quite difficult for me, I thought I could do this, but now it seems that I am still a little less talented, which does not mean that I have no talent, it can only be said that I may have encountered some problems and encountered some trouble, I have not found the trick, as long as I find the trick, I can solve this side.
It's not that complicated, and I think it's pretty simple.
I've always had a better idea for something like this, and the 2nd trial might be hard.
However, I should have the confidence and determination to spend it, and in the future, I may be able to take this incident as a memory, what kind of life I spent in the Mage Tower, what kind of inspiration I met such thoughts, what kind of inspiration was given to me, I am actually very happy in my heart, I know that with this happy decision, I will definitely live better, I will live a better life in the future, my road will be wider, the life of a mage will make me more fulfilling, and I will also become an excellent mage, since all this is inseparable from my mage teacher, and Shirley's help, with their help, I can become better, Why should it be time to prove yourself now, you can't rely on others, rely on others, these real abilities are not my own, the ancient kingdom will not bring me any gains, and I have nothing to grow, so for such a situation, I have always had a better idea is to completely extract the knowledge I want from these things, absorb what I want, and gain different harvests, so about the second point I am still repeating and trying, I think I will succeed myself, I will not give in, I will not let myself fall into a bad situation because of such things, I thinkCompared to many people, I must be able to put these things into a better condition, so that it can achieve a perfect situation, a perfect experience, and some people will say that if you do this, will it really work? I can't say that it will definitely have an effect.
But I'll make sure I'm really putting my heart into what I do.
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