181.My Son II.
Children are the same, no matter how energetic they are, they have to stop to eat and sleep.
Just like Honghui back then, the two boys lay side by side on my bed and slept sweetly.
Poor me was so exhausted by their tossing that I could only cling to the wall, almost turning into a mural. Meifu looked at me silently and smiled, the fan in her hand kept shaking, all cheaper than two dead boys, and it couldn't blow on me at all, and it was hot.
It's only April, and the midday sun is almost unbearable. It's still winter, it's beautiful to sleep with my son, unlike now, the bed is very big, but it's far away, for fear of sticking together.
Pushed the little head of Honghui that was stuck in my arms in my sleep, although I also want to hold it, but it is always strange in my heart, the more I hold him, the more I want Honghui, and I always feel that I can never get back that feeling.
I think Yinzhen has to blame for this, a good son has changed from one to two, and now he is still sleeping in my bed, it's strange to feel it.
Hongli's careful thinking I understand, obviously they are all Gege's sons, and they come to me every day to say goodbye, but Hongli can hear me tell stories, it is indeed a little good to say, no wonder he will be sour. But that sentence, despite my efforts to make myself less obviously eccentric, I still couldn't share the feelings I gave to Hongday. And in the final analysis, I'm the Fourth Master Party, but I've never been a little Fourth Master Party, if that's the case, I guess I can have some different feelings for him, but unfortunately, I'm really not.
The sun is obscured by long shadows, bringing a cool breath.
Yin Zhen stood in front of the bed and looked at us with a frown, and then took the hat in his hand and quietly exited the door with a smile.
The two boys who were still asleep were carried out of bed by Yinzhen one by one, and I hurriedly got out of bed and chased in front of me. Hongli rubbed his eyes and raised his little head, and the child's voice was hoarse and unusually soft, and called Amma. Hongyang grabbed the placket of his Amma's chest and rubbed it twice, looking confused, and didn't hold on for a few seconds and closed his eyes and directly attached to the five-clawed dragon to continue sleeping.
raised his chin slightly to signal the child to put the child back on the bed, stretched out his hand to catch Hongday, Hongli's little hand hung in the air, his dark eyes darkened and leaned back on Yinzhen's shoulder, staring straight at Hongday, who was sleeping peacefully.
Yin Zhen looked at me and sighed lightly, his hands tightened, and he was about to walk around me and walk out, when Hongli's little hand was raised, and he quickly scratched two light pink marks on Hongtian's face.
Hongday's eyes snorted before he could open them, and blood slowly seeped out of the small opening, which was even more weird and terrifying when the sun flickered red. I listened to him choked up and called "Eniang", and I sighed in my heart, and I took a step in horror, and I saw another bright tear stain on the wound.
Yin Zhen looked left and right at the two sons hanging on his body, frowned and reprimanded, "Don't cry." ”
Hongli pursed his lips and was still staring at his brother's face, Hongli sniffed and wanted to reach out to me, but retracted back and grabbed Yinzhen's shirt and rubbed his tears, trying to open his eyes wide and look at the dragon claws under his palm, full of grievances.
Yinzhen's face was not good, he pursed the corners of his mouth like the two small faces on his chest, and when he looked at me, his eyes seemed to be jumping, which looked a little dangerous. Although I never saw him hit a child in my memory, now, I am a little afraid.
Hesitating, I endured the distress and hugged Hongli over, leaning on my shoulder, and obviously saw the bad boy grinning at the corners of his mouth, looking at Hongday's eyes flashing and smiling.
Hongday's mouth was deflated, and his little hands were tightly gripping Yinzhen's clothes, I felt that his wounds and the corners of his mouth were shaking, and my heart was throbbing as if I had been scratched by Hongli.
Tui Yinzhen walked out and urged softly, "Don't scare him, such a young child will naturally cry when he hurts, who knows what you say, go and ask Meiyu to give him some medicine, don't leave a scar." ”
Yinzhen didn't reply to me, hugged his son and left, and didn't look back.
Sighing and looking at Hongli, the kid wrapped his arms around my neck and smiled with his little face, very heartless and heartless.
"What are you laughing at? Scratching your brother's face, you really have the ability. ”
Hongli smiled shamelessly, showing a small tiger tooth on his lips, leaning on my shoulder and changing the topic milkily, "Eniang, tell a story, pick a pulley." ”
"Phew, you're embarrassed to listen to the story if you scratch someone, why are you so shameless. ”
"Talk about it......" Hongli dragged a long voice and shook his body to play tricks, and he was very red-beaten, completely ignoring the other party's reaction, blindly self-absorbed, "E-niang will tell Hongli once, don't play with Hongday." When Hongli grew up, he also went to war with Uncle Fourteen. ”
It's been more than two months since the war, and this kid still remembers. Qianlong fought the war and drove the expedition in person, yes? I have no impression. I only know that Kangxi once had, and he also took away the eighteen-year-old Yinzhen, which made me worry and caused him to return injured.
It must have been a long time ago, and I still vividly remember his heroic posture when he set off, and the red figure standing on the palace road in front of the courtyard gate after returning victoriously, standing straight and looking at me.
"E-niang?"
Shaking his head and laughing, he put him on the side of the bed, but his neck was so tightly wrapped that he couldn't break free. Lying down helplessly, he pretended to stare viciously, "It's still early for you to grow up, I don't know what you want to do then, maybe I'll have forgotten what I said today." ”
"I won't forget, I will grow up to be like Amma, like Uncle Thirteen and Uncle Fourteen. ”
I'd love to say that you're really like you, Amma, and like your grandfather, but not like those two uncles, because there's never been one brother who can wear a dragon robe.
Hongli looked at me seriously, his little head leaning over my shoulder and looking up, as if waiting for my response. Looking at him, he thought of Hongday, who was afraid to cry with blood on his face, patted his back and looked at the curtain above his head, bright red like blood.
Sighing and whispering, "Grow slowly, the days will go on." When you do grow up, you may want to go back to when you were a child. ”
"Eniang, are you angry? I won't fight Hongday in the future, don't be angry, I promise. I want to hear the story, you tell me, okay?" The placket was gently pulled, and there was a faint grievance in Hongli's voice, as well as obvious expectations, which made me feel a little sad when I heard it. My mind is full of Honghui's well-behaved appearance when he was in my arms and wanted to listen to bedtime stories.
He closed his eyes and exhaled a long breath, rubbed the soft hair on the back of his head, and sighed in a low voice, "It's true to follow the master every day to study your homework hard, and one day you will be able to use it." ”
Hongli sat up from my arms abruptly, and I looked at his tense little face in fright, and it was a little difficult to get used to it.
"Hongli must study hard, E-niang wait and see, I must learn better than Hongday. If I learn it well, can I tell me a story?"
I suddenly felt that the kid in front of me was really like Yinzhen, just this cautious love and hatred and the stubborn fight that bit Qingshan and didn't let go, one of the other sons is counted as one, no one can match.
got up from the bed and sat cross-legged like him, looked at the dark eyes and replied seriously: "Okay, if you really learn well, I will tell you a story, but you really have to learn well." ”
"Don't worry, Hongli can do what he says, and you won't regret it then. ”
"Don't worry, I can do what I say, and you won't be bad at learning then. ”
Hongli cheered, raised his little finger and stretched out his little finger in front of me, and his voice was quite serious, "Pull the hook." ”
Who did this kid learn from, I didn't teach him this.
"You won't?" Hongli picked the tail of his eyes and actually had some contempt, pulled my little finger and hooked it on his finger, and explained with a smile, "What the second sister said, pull the hook for the rest of your life, and you are not allowed to regret it." ”
I was stunned at first, but I couldn't help but be happy when I thought about it, tilted my head to follow his appearance and picked my eyes and asked, "Don't you like her, I don't think she treats you very well, why are the two of them hooked." ”
Hongli's little face was red all the way to his ears, and he lowered his head as if muttering to himself, "I can't say this...... and the second sister hooked, Eniang asked, and she couldn't say it. ”
The secret? Two children still have secrets, and they take it so seriously.
smiled and patted his smooth cerebellum and nodded: "Okay, then I won't ask, manly man, you have to do what you say, and no one can say it." ”
Hongli nodded vigorously, hooked my little finger and shook it gently, chanting words. The red little face with a serious expression is cute.
pinched his red and tender little face, leaned in and asked with a smile, "Why do you want to hear stories so much, you really want to fight with your fourteenth uncle? How do you feel like you want to grow up tomorrow, is it possible that you are in a hurry to grow up and want to marry a daughter-in-law?"
"Not really!"
"I don't want to listen to stories, I don't want to fight with your fourteenth uncle......" I nodded and smiled pretendedly, "I understand, it's true that I want to marry a daughter-in-law." Wait a few more years, and then ask Ama to find you a good girl, don't worry. ”
It's so interesting to tease this kid, obviously anxious to die, but still pretending to be very calm, straightening his back face but not hiding, let me pinch my cheeks and open my eyes, clench my little fist and bite my cheeks, the more I look at it, the more I want to tease him.
As if to prove something, Hongli suddenly got up from the bed and broke free from my clutches, and his voice was raised by a few decibels, "Isn't it......"
When he watched him and Hongwang arguing, his brain turned fast and his mouth was like a machine gun, but now he became a little mute, and he opened his mouth without making a sound, and his little face turned red.
"Isn't it yet?" I looked at him and shook my head, sighed with my cheeks in my cheeks, and then continued: "Boy, you just open your mouth and don't make a sound, how do I know what you want, even if you want to help, I don't know where to start." You always say no, do you mean that these are not in a hurry? But you seem to be in a hurry. ”
Hongli sighed, straightened his waist, which was already standing straight, raised his chin slightly, looked at me with the corners of his eyes, his little face was tense, and he learned him a full time behind his back with his hands behind his back, "Eight years, when I am thirteen years old, I will be able to marry a daughter-in-law." ”
Poof, I lay on the bed laughing, barely breathless.
It's been eight years, and sometimes there are people who laugh to death. This kid only turned five years old on his birthday this year, and he can add and subtract, knowing that five plus eight equals thirteen, talent. The most important thing is that he pretends to be so cool when he says this kind of thing, I really don't know if he is honest and dares to say what he thinks in his heart, or that he is too young to think a lot, and he doesn't know what it means to be subtle.
"E-niang. Hongli's fingers lightly clubbed my head, and his voice was a little timid and cautious.
I looked up and saw him crouching beside me, his little hands hesitantly stretching over my head, finally grabbing my hair and grinning at me.
This look is very cute, a little silly well-behaved and flattering, I was a little stunned when I saw it.
I took his hand and let go of my hair, sat up straight and smiled, before I could speak, the boy was leaning on me, and the look of total dependence made me a little unsure of how to respond.
There is still a faint milky fragrance on his body, which belongs to the taste of children, just like Honghui back then.
Raising his hand for a long time, he landed on his head, gently stroked the soft braided back that had not yet grown into soft muscles, and persuaded softly: "Eight years is a long time, but when you really reach the age of thirteen, you will feel very fast." Time is always so magical, you can't hurry, you can't stop, you don't speed up because you want to grow up, and you don't stand still because you want to be young forever. Listen to my advice, as for the meal, you have to eat it in one bite, and the days must be passed day by day, and the schoolwork is also learned in this day and day. Growing up is not a trick, no one can become what they want in an instant, and you can't become like you Ama all of a sudden. ”
Hongli raised his head to look at me, his eyes were a little misty, and gradually nodded brightly, and his words were very soft, "Hongli knows." ”
I smiled against his forehead, looked at the dark pupils and chuckled, "It's good to really know, not just talk." Remember, don't rush anything, and don't hurt people lightly. Urgently, it can't help you, it will only harm others and yourself. You must know that Huang Zhong followed Liu Bei in his sixties, Tokugawa Ieyasu fought the world in his seventies, Jiang Ziya was the prime minister in his eighties, She Taijun was in command at the age of 100, Sun Wukong was 500 years old in the West to learn from the scriptures, and Bai Suzhen was more than 1,000 years old and went down the mountain to talk about love. Boy, you're only five years old, and you say, what's so anxious about you? You're going to have a long life. ”
Hongli smiled and narrowed his eyes, hugged my neck and whispered: "What Eniang said, Hongli wrote it down, and he won't beat the sixth brother in the future." It's just that these people that Eniang said, Hongli doesn't know. ”
The kid was cunning again, his voice became smaller and quieter the more he spoke, and the more he talked, the more aggrieved he became, and even the laughter disappeared from the corner of his eyes.
"I'll tell you about it later. ”
Hongli happily responded, Yinzhen's voice resounded in the room, clear and a little stern, "Hongli, go to the study." ”
Hongli leaned on me and froze suddenly, I could feel his fear, the hand on his back patted gently, and the kid had quickly helped me to the side of the bed and got off the ground, and walked towards Yinzhen who was standing at the door.
The little figure disappeared at the door, I walked over to look at Yinzhen in confusion, the dark shadow outside the window flickered, and I saw Hongli jumping up and grinning at me, still that heartless look, but it was a little different.