Hongshi's Fujin looks good, thirteen or fourteen years old is very quiet, when looking at people, the shallow pear nest on the lips seems to melt the smile into the glutinous sweetness, like the snow-white pear blossoms that bloom at the beginning of the courtyard are delicate and tender with a trace of warmth. Xu is a lady should look like this, which is different from the royal habitual Gege.

Lan Si had a lot more smiles on his face than in previous years, like all the smiles he had quietly saved over the years, and he saw that the once beautiful eyes were full of water, but he was cautious when he took the tea handed by his daughter-in-law with a handkerchief.

The elders all sealed red envelopes, Mo Han also gave a hosta, Hongli and Hongday seemed to have suddenly grown up and sat in the chair, still unable to hide the curiosity in their eyes, the smile on their lips, Yuan kept scanning his sister-in-law who had just entered the door with his eyes open, and was glanced at by Yinzhen and sat up straight with two small faces. Yongjin and Yongfan ran over and hugged their legs respectively, and the four children, who were divided into two generations, laughed again.

At such a formal tea ceremony, several adults were all silent, and the atmosphere made a few children laugh lively.

I smiled and praised my new daughter-in-law for giving birth well, and sent a jade son Guanyin, and Hongli leaned over and whispered to ask which one was good. I told him that your new sister-in-law who has just started has a nest on her face, and he frowned and complained quietly after seeing it a few times, "There is no one in our house except the second sister-in-law, but they are all bad? ”

Helplessly looked at him, the kid actually entangled people, and asked where the little nest came from, Yinzhen looked at him and snorted again, and then stood honestly next to him and was pulled by Yongjin but refused to return to his position, standing stubbornly as if he was fighting with someone. I leaned close to his ear to explain the legend of dimples, and when I saw his ignorant appearance, I pointed my finger on my chest and laughed in a low voice, "The one who has a mole on his chest is too." ”

In this way, I remembered that I also had a mole on my body, very small but extremely red, as if I was pointing a needle on my heart, just married Yinzhen in the two years when he always liked to point his fingertips on it and said that he was not allowed to hide, it was still last winter, but he forgot to be ashamed when he was older.

Perhaps, I really came with memories, just like I once had on me, the same place and size red like a drop of blood.

The hand on my shoulder suddenly frightened me, and I couldn't stop the sound of laughter in my ear, "That son also has it, but there is no dimple, but there is a mole." Show it to Eniang another day, whether you can show it or not. ”

I looked at the childish face that was always smiling in front of me, shook it a few times, held it with my hand and looked again, but I wanted to laugh but stopped.

Nian'er, who struggled to step on the ground from Mama's body, was a joyful red, and the fluffy white edges of the collar and cuffs lined a small face with puffs. Standing in the hall and looking around, after a while, Mohan finally ran to him with his mouth open, pushed Hongli on his legs, stretched out his arms to reach the hem of my clothes.

I bent over to pick up a figure and stood up from the chair next to me, took two steps over and carried the child to my chest, and stretched out his hand to pull me to my feet.

Yin Zhen looked at the corner of her lips in her arms, and first heard the little girl's sweet call Marfa hugged her neck, I pulled her red skirt curled up under her arm embroidered with a snow-white kitten, and her hands tightened and she coughed on the top of her head, "Go to dinner." ”

was led out by him, and everyone sitting in the chair stood up one after another and followed not far behind him, and Hongli also led Yongjin to follow behind.

I watched Nian'er purse her lips and smile and exhale a little breath on Yinzhen's neck, and her little hand followed closely, "Rub it for Marfa, and it won't hurt when you whirl." As he spoke, he tightened his neckline again, and smiled so much that he shrunk his neck and leaned on his shoulders to look at the two brothers who were dragging the Hongli brothers running over.

I hid my smile and listened to the conversation behind me that was quiet but uninhibited.

"Do you know why the little girl is favored? Because you brothers don't know this. ”

"Fifth Uncle Meeting?"

"Can you do such a thing? ”

"What is that going to do?

"I know that the fifth and sixth uncles study every day, and if they don't study well, they will be punished. ”

Two immature and similar children's voices almost make me unable to tell who is speaking, Xu has both, more than anyone knows.

Looking back, Hongli was actually laughing, and Hongday, who was walking aside, also looked heartless, one knocked on a silent warning, and the four of them immediately smiled and walked upright.

When I turned around and saw Yinzhen who also retracted his gaze, I realized that it was him, and I mistakenly thought that I had a good way of governing my family, and even these naughty mischievous people knew that they were afraid of me.

Nian'er blinked her eyes and smiled so much that she didn't care about herself, reached out and touched the top of my head and made a tinkling sound, and was swept by Yinzhen and leaned back on her shoulder to look at him aggrievedly, and my heart was softened with a Mafa call.

The side face that can be seen is a little lowered, a smile line at the end of the eye is clearly visible, and the two pairs of eyes are silently laughing at each other, so ambiguous that they don't look like grandchildren.

It's like this again, and I haven't seen each other for a long time, and there are more people and fewer people.

Hongwan went around to the front to ask Yinzhen what he meant, he looked at the little man sitting on his lap and finally picked it up and handed it over. The little girl was immediately tired of her Amma's ear, and she didn't know what she was talking about, she could only hear a delicate smile, Hongwan shook her head and sat back in her position. Nian'er, who was nestled in Hongwan's arms, saw Mo Han looking at her, and threw a secret to Eniang and avoided her gaze.

I've heard this before, but the flattery and cleverness of this thought is too much like Hongwan, and it's just over two years old to be weird, no wonder Yinzhen likes it. But when she was born, Hongwan was no longer in the house, and she had never seen it so similar?

There is little talk at a meal, there is wine and laughter, but it is relaxed.

I went back to the room and sat in front of the mirror, my hand had not touched the hairpin, the hairpin had been taken off and put in the palm of my hand, I saw his serious appearance from the mirror, and he no longer moved to disassemble the bun.

"Tired? His chin rested lightly on my shoulder, and his loose hair was pressed against me, and his face was a little faint in the mirror near me, and his eyebrows and eyes were a little less smiling, unreal.

Looking back and looking again, it's better, at least it's clear, not like it's ethereal through something.

Raising his hand to untie the buckle around his neck, he bent over and stopped there to look at me, and suddenly touched the fingers on his face and his hair to the back of his head, and his forehead was a little cold.

"You can also rest, I got up early in the morning and went out and came back and didn't see idle, coaxed the small and the big, and I didn't know that we were the master. ”

"Little coaxing, your heart...... I don't see it. ”

"I'm happy, I'm proud, I'm relieved, and I'm finally done with something. With so many things to do, how can you still have something on your mind, even if you have, you can't hide it. ”

"You couldn't hide it before, and even if you didn't say it, I knew it, but now it's not. His eyes were like talking, staring straight at me and asking for a response.

pushed him to stand up, except for the outer coat and robe, pulled to the side of the bed, and wanted to call Meiyu to deliver water, but was pulled back, and had no choice but to give up. "Sleep, I'm tired for you thinking so much. I don't have anything to do with it, so I just say that you don't like a master and put up a score, and I hate it to death. ”

Put down the tent, climb into bed, lie inside, pat the pillow, and close your eyes.

The quilt on his body was a little cold, so he leaned on him and put his hand into his underwear to keep it warm.

His hands had taken off his underwear and hugged me in a few strokes, and the palms of his hands behind my back were also warm, and so was his breathing.

"Is it still cold?"

I shook my head and buried my face in my chest, I couldn't see the darkness of the day, and my heartbeat was more real. "You like Nian'er very much. ”

He rubbed against the top of my head, and the quilt moved, "Like you." ”

I thought it was like a red pull, but I forgot about myself.

When I looked up, I found that he was also buried in the quilt like me, and I couldn't help laughing, "Nian'er...... Is that the name just that? Growing up?"

The breath on his lips became more and more obvious, a little wine, "Eternal Thoughts." ”

I repeated with him and nodded my head in satisfaction, my nose itching and I didn't know where to rub against him, and my face was hot and covered by my palms. Feel his lips moving, close, "Trust me, I know what I'm doing." ”

"You know, I know. I believe in you, and you believe in me. ”

The hand behind my back pressed the back of my heart, I leaned against him and closed my eyes, and the voice seemed to penetrate into my body from that hand, "I don't know how to be good about the way you look, and what I clearly understand in my heart seems to be wrong." If you lose your temper with me like you used to, or ignore me, or even kick me out...... I know you're unhappy, but I don't know what to do. ”

What should I do? How do you want me to sue you...... If it is right, do it.

His laughter was cut short by him, and I couldn't make a sound, and I struggled to lift my head away from my chest and gasp, and I was held and pressed to my shoulders.

"Yinzhen, I know that I have changed a lot, and I also know that you can feel it, it's just ...... This is not bad for me, and it may be more suitable to stay with you. I know that you are good to me, I know that you are afraid that I will be uncomfortable, and I can feel all your distress, but I am not unhappy. ”

I couldn't hear his response, and my breathing in my ears seemed to be broken, and it was so wet that I didn't dare to say more.

A hoarse voice came out of my neck, and I answered cautiously but there was no more.

I admit that I will feel awkward in my heart, because I am a woman and he is my man, I will be jealous and resentful, and there will be a moment when I am so evil that I want to ruin it. I hate her for being able to have children for him even if I don't want to, I hate her brother for causing me to lose the child I had so hard to get, and I am so hurt that I am afraid that I will never be able to have children again, and even if I am healthy, I may not be able to regenerate.

You're young, you're pretty, you're old, you're dead. The red face and dry bones are gone, and even the Qing Dynasty has not been forever - I really cursed in my heart.

I knew it was self-deception, but when I thought about it, I felt happier in my heart. I knew she would die before me, I knew that one day they would all disappear, and I would be happy in three hundred years...... Just wait for one day to come suddenly without warning, and I will be brought back here by time to live it all over again.

Sometimes I think about it, but I am afraid, I am afraid that the magical door of time and space will not be found again, and I am afraid that I will not be able to reach him in a certain place where time and space intersect on that day. Where should I find him at that time, and where should I find his love...... This kind of love that is stolen in the cracks of time, I am afraid that it will come once in a lifetime, and if I miss it, I will never come again.

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Kangxi will be more than half of his 60 years, Yinzhen has always been busy, and it is rare to see him because he is rarely in Beijing, except for the shortest month when he came back in February, he either walked with his brothers or went on patrol with Kangxi, and he has long since disappeared from his leisure time. Sometimes I ask him if he is tired, and he just looks at me and just smiles, and the marks in the corners of his eyes are deeper, and even when he is not smiling, he can still see it vaguely.

Honghui's marriage has been preparing and constantly delaying, and he is not in a hurry in response to what he said, because I can't get married here alone, at least with the presence of Amma, who has waited too long.

The house is lively, and those children who are always laughing inexplicably will be happy no matter what they see, simply happy. Big and small can be seen everywhere, like tails that have been put on a long vacation, following me like a shadow. I watched them lose their minds at times and didn't know what to do.

Sometimes Nian'er would hold me with her little hand, raise her little head and ask where Marfa went, I hugged her and explained in a way she might understand, I don't know if she understood, and she didn't speak for a long time before sighing like an adult, "Nian'er thinks about Marfa, why hasn't she come back." I shook her and smiled, burying my face in her limpy little body and rubbing it back and forth.

It feels so good to have someone to help me say it, this granddaughter is very sweet.