Since the unhappy conversation with Cang Xuan, Jiu Yue has been bored for a few days and lived the life of a leisurely young master and wife of the Huaxia clan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Feeding the fish, hunting the birds, looking up at the clouds in the sky, and finally she couldn't hold back and asked people to find her a lot of bamboo and wooden bows, so that she felt less bored.

Because Jiu Yue has been working as a handyman maid in the Spirit Binding Clan over the years, serving people during the day and doing rough work, she is quietly practicing the art of bow and crossbow at night, and she can't sleep for a few hours every day, and she has never had such a quiet day as now, Jiu Yue feels a little uncomfortable.

Could it be that she is not suitable for a life without serving others? This is too servile, right? Jiu Yue resolutely denied this possibility, she definitely didn't want her short life to be enslaved by others, and she hated being manipulated the most, Jiu Yue felt that she was just idle at most.

From the beginning of marrying the blood clan instead of Liuyan, she was either on the road of running, or trekking through mountains and rivers, tired of running along the way, and then ...... after returning to the Spirit Binding Clan Jiuyue didn't want to think about that memory, and every time she remembered the humiliation she had suffered in a nightmare, Jiuyue was so desperate that she wanted to destroy the entire Spirit Binding Clan.

If it weren't for the fact that her right arm inexplicably regrew later, which eased her hatred a little, she would definitely be planning how to make the Spirit Binding Clan completely disappear in this other world.

As the saying goes, a good scar forgets the pain, Jiuyue's regrown right arm is like this good scar, it seems that she should be able to slowly let go of the hatred in her heart for the Spirit Binding Clan, but in fact, only Jiuyue herself knows that the real scar has penetrated into the depths of her heart, carved in her bones, and flowed in her blood.

She never forgot for a moment the shame she had suffered, that she was as weak as an ant.

It's just that Jiuyue knows that the consequences of being blinded by hatred will be pulled into the abyss of no return, just like a treacherous woman, destroying others and devouring herself, leaving only a lonely soul hovering in endless darkness, imprisoned forever.

Whether it is the Thousand Days Hundred Pavilions, Mrs. Rouran, or the entire Soul Binding Dynasty, they are not worthy of letting her go to Huangquan with them, although they should die, and the Spirit Binding Clan should also be destroyed, but now is not the best time, and she has not thought of a more appropriate way.

Her heart is not so big, she has no way not to hate, the only thing she can do is to try to preserve her sanity, waiting for the day when she really has this ability and strength, after all, impulsiveness will only accelerate her demise, and she may not even touch the little finger of the enemy, and she was bitten to death by the vicious dog he guarded the door.

So before that, she has to be patient, and she has to let herself live well.

In fact, on the first day she came to this other world, she already had this sober understanding, and the most important thing she could not live up to in this life was Long Po, so she valued her life with her life.

Although she herself often forgets this, the main reason why she forgets is because she really can't imagine that her fate is so much, and she has to endure the test of life and death at every turn.

If suffering makes people grow, growth is always a good thing, right? But why doesn't anyone aspire to this kind of good thing? Maybe it's because no one wants to grow up and open their eyes to this cruel world.

Now that she has opened her eyes, she has lost the courage to continue to deceive herself, growing up comes at a price, and insomnia is also a price.

What's funny is that she thinks she is hiding it well, but even Cang Xuan can see that she is no longer the same self she used to be.

Speaking of Cangxuan, the man had never come to her in the past few days, and it didn't matter if she didn't, she was worried about how to deal with this strange relationship between them.

This man is her nominal husband, but she doesn't want her husband at all, this man she can't control, she can't use it, it makes her feel very dangerous, it's not easy to talk, it's useless to her.

And maybe because Jiu Yue's determination to leave was too clear, Cang Xuan shamelessly hid the red lotus, and he didn't see anyone for a few days, and he didn't know where he had been put there?

Jiuyue began to be annoyed that she was so reckless in front of him, she should know more about this man's temperament and then consider whether to tell him directly, now it's okay, this man directly dragged the red lotus in her hands, where did she dare to escape?

I just asked the girl in this courtyard, when I mentioned the red lotus, I didn't know, I didn't know, I was respectful to her, like enshrined a porcelain statue, Jiuyue knew that she couldn't ask anything, and she didn't bother to speak.

Was he going to keep her like a canary? to tease and play with her in his spare time? He didn't even think about it, because if she was in a hurry, she would often forget that her life was more important.

The red lotus has not come in the past few days, and there is a girl called Daisy in the new Tsing Yi who looks very clever and lively, but there is a little bit of the shadow of the red lotus, but the person is relatively thin, with a pointed chin, fifteen or sixteen years old, and the appearance is average, which makes people feel that the wind can blow her down.

Jiuyue felt a little relieved, in this boring day, there was someone who could talk to her.

As for the red lotus, Jiu Yue is not very worried, there should be nothing wrong, but it seems that if she wants to leave here, she has to find a way to try to make Cangxuan more vigilant.

Jiuyue walked around the yard worriedly, but saw Daisy walking towards her with a smile on her face, and her carefree appearance made Jiuyue feel a little dazed.

"Yue'er, I asked you to help you inquire about Lian'er, this girl's life is good, you don't have to worry, she is now the young master's personal maidservant, so she is not in Weiyang Hall these days, and when the young master comes back after this while, she will also come back." ”

"Personal maid?" "What kind of personal maid should be so close? And why do you have to look for Red Lotus, this man is obviously not at ease.

"Yes, the young lord has been busy recently, the emperor has not yet shown signs of waking up, and I don't know when he will be able to wake up, everyone is rumoring, saying that the young lord will take over the throne of the Fire Emperor in a few days. ”

Daisy seems to have one thing in common with Red Lotus, well-informed, and the most important thing is that this girl tells her everything, unlike others who use her as a porcelain statue, and only listens to Cangxuan, and keeps a very polite distance from her.

"I've overheard something, do you want to hear it?" Daisy's words were obviously not interrogative.