Chapter 6 The Last Resort
She adhered to the principle of not resisting, drank it obediently, and was really much more comfortable.
"I'm sorry, that's all we have here. If it was a larger base, the food would be better, but unfortunately we were in the field, so we had to settle for it. Bai Hengyuan's voice is very good, cheerful and clear, at this time, it is soft and soft, and it has a different taste.
Gu Lian thought that I was reduced to a wilderness towards the capital, and she felt uncomfortable, so she lowered her head and sighed, pitiful. Bai Hengyuan smoothed her back and made her feel better, her voice was still gentle and beautiful, and her gentle sigh was like pouring out a love poem by Tagore: "Gu Lian, you have been working hard these days...... Is there any danger encountered? Is it okay to eat and clothe the cold? One of the little girl's family must be very scared...... Homesick?"
All of them were her grievances, but only the last three words, like a point, poked at her sore spot. She never understood how the protagonists of the novel, who had left behind their hopes of returning to the modern age, had parents and had never served, and felt like their hearts and lungs were torn just thinking about it...... And she's not dead, she's missing! It's been a hundred years old, and she just needs to be nostalgic, but missing is a pain that can never be healed, and she's afraid that her accident will ruin her parents! Compared to the tiredness, pain, tiredness and despair that her parents may have, what is all her worth? She bit her lip, and her eyes were hazy. obviously blames herself, but as long as she thinks of her parents suffering because of her, she hates herself so much.
Warm fingers brushed her cheeks, and she suddenly realized that she was crying.
"I'm homesick......
"Don't be sad, if you are sad, your parents will be more distressed. ”
"Come, Gu Lian, wipe your tears, look at your dirty face......"
The young man spoke softly and sweetly, and the more beautiful he spoke, the more tears flowed, the more fiercely she cried, and the more tactful he spoke.
Finally, seeing that her tears were raging and his fingers could not be completely erased, he lowered his head, and his already hot lips reflected her cold purple lips. Gu Lian's mind was confused, and she was about to take a closer look with tears in her eyes, but she heard the man use a voice as sweet as honey, as if coaxing a young daughter: "Good, close your eyes, don't cry anymore, huh?"
Her fragility was caught by her opponents, and her weak will had long been cut by the cunning man and she didn't know how to resist. She had temporarily withdrawn her atrium when she was crying, and the other party took advantage of the weakness to enter, how could she resist? Dizzy and being licked and kissed, gradually, her lips were also hot, and she habitually pursed her lips, and the other party's slender fingers immediately moved to the chin, playfully scratching slightly, her itchy lips, he probed in, or warm to let people put down the temperature of defense, licking gently.
The tears stopped unconsciously, and Gu Lian was dragged from dizziness to a deeper level of dizziness, but the sadness in her heart was like a never-ending ripple, expanding in circles.
A phrase appeared in her head: boiled frogs in warm water. In an instant, she was crushed by his increasingly domineering lips and tongue, and she whimpered, clinging weakly, like a handful of straw before sinking into the water.
Bai Hengyuan's eyes were clear, and a light smile flashed. The little girl is indeed sympathetic, but what is sympathy in the last days? He can give her tenderness, give her happiness, give her thoughtfulness, and be willing to spend time on your affection and my wishes, which is already the maximum preferential treatment that a weak woman in the last days can get.
He was willing to do it, but because she was different. Except for a few women with noble status or outstanding ability, women in the last days have always been raised in captivity in the base, numb and painful to accept the fate given by men, and they are not unwilling and cannot be unwilling. If at first he didn't believe in crossing, now he does. Precocious, youthful, reckless, ignorant, confused, angry, gentle, considerate, these are all feelings that they have used up in childhood, but for the first time they are embodied in a teenage girl. So alive.
He knew that Chen Zhi must have said something to her, because when she went out again, she lost a lot of aura and vitality. Those feelings are like consumables, the last days are a greedy beast, feeding on human nature, he doesn't care how best to save her life, what he wants to enjoy is a girl who splashes fresh water, while she is still ignorant and fresh, picking flowers as soon as possible is the right way.
Gu Lian was kissed in a daze, and gradually, her body was as soft as it had melted. The pajamas were wide, Bai Hengyuan's fingers were flexible and slender, and he was single-minded, easily unbuttoning all her buttons. Bai Hengyuan was not in a hurry, holding her cheeks with both hands, and waited until his palms were stained with the warm temperature, and then slowly pressed against her fair skin, gently rubbing upward.
Gu Lian noticed the abnormal movement, and subconsciously dodged back, but gave a gap, Bai Hengyuan flexibly rushed in like a snake, and held the softness. Gu Lian let out a faint scream, then bit her lip and regained her consciousness. Xu was his gentleness that gave her the courage to refuse, she grabbed his strange hand, and begged him in a panic: "Don't, Bai Hengyuan, please don't ......"
Her eyes were misty and watery, and the heat she had never experienced spread on her white skin, moist and delicate. Her name was so soft and so nice.
Bai Hengyuan smiled as gently as water, leaned over and bit her soft little ear, and said hoarsely: "Don't force me to be strong, you know, I don't hate you......"
One sentence made her freeze her body, feeling her slowly cooling blood, Bai Hengyuan smiled, hugged her and walked to his bed, the two fell together, he whispered to the desperate girl: "Come, I will make you forget the pain and hometown, little girl." ”
The men outside could naturally hear the movement in the room. Zheng Yihao looked at it a little dazedly, and suddenly his face turned red, and he rarely put down the bowl, bowing his head a little eager and a little envious and shy. Chen Zhi cultivated cross-legged and turned a deaf ear, as if he had expected it. Fan Ziling smiled, squeezed his eyes at Chen Zhi, and said, "That kid is really not authentic, obviously you saved people, but he robbed the first prize." ”
Although he said that he was envious, his expression was full of that kind of thing, there was a kind of mischievous banter and the indifference and calm calm of a thousand sails.
Wei Xuan was young, put on a smile that I didn't understand anything, looked left and right, tilted his head and thought about it, and continued to pick up rice.
When I woke up the next day, the sky was still dark, like a green dragon, and the dragon scales reflected a cold glow at the turn of the sun and the moon.
Gu Lian's whole body was sore, as if her bones had been torn apart. She barely sat up, the white quilt slid down her shoulders, revealing her snow-white and green body, her beauty and ambiguous traces coexisted, but she didn't realize it. Her face hurt a little, she touched it blankly, and the dry tears stuck to her face, and it hurt. She tried to get up, but once she didn't work, then twice. The single bed was cramped and closed, the curtains were hidden, and she got dressed, endured the pain, and stepped over the sleeping young man. On the opposite bed was another man breathing evenly.
She couldn't control her body, and the two shared the same bed, wondering if they would wake him up. Yes, go to his uncle's. Her face was pale and haggard, and she had endured the sour pain and the filth of her body, and her lips were as white as lilies.
She stumbled into the bathroom, the shower boiling warm water, and she stood on her feet, letting the hot water, which she didn't know anything about, wash away all the pain from her. After a long time, she reacted, and suddenly wiped her body frantically, over and over again, to crush all the touches, erase all traces, and give herself back to her original self.
She didn't know how long she had been washing.
When Bai Hengyuan came in and grabbed her hand, she was rubbed red all over, her skin was broken in some places, and she was touched by hot water, which made her tremble in pain.
Bai Hengyuan clenched her hand and looked down at the silent girl. After a while, he said lightly in a deep and unusual voice: "The water source is precious, you should stop in moderation." ”
After saying that, he let go of his hand and turned around and walked out of the bathroom. She stood there for a long time, and finally raised her hand and turned off the water little by little. It's too late to do anything now, the consequence of not resisting desperately last night is like this, she should use modern thinking to enlighten herself, physical chastity is not so important, and having a life is the right way.
But why does she still feel embarrassed and sad?
She looked at the naked girl's slender body in the mirror, her fingers brushing her slippery skin, hard collarbones, and fragile throat little by little.
The thought of her lying under a strange man because of the fear for her life made her feel sick. However, her resentment and sorrow did not even have a subject. Should she blame Bai Hengyuan? Or Chen Zhi? But this is the rule of this society, and her biggest misfortune is not crossing, but her lack of strength. She was not threatened by them, but by unknown dangers.
She thought she would have more backbone, but she couldn't push Bai Hengyuan away in the end. He left her room to resist throughout. It's her! it's her! it's her! it's her!
Tears flowed down one after another, and she thought she had dried up crying last night, but it turned out that tears could be like this without end.