170. Goodbye Zhenxin II.
In the darkness, before I could see clearly, the man strode into the door, unconcerned about the muzzle of the โกโก gun in my hand against his chest.
"Don't ......," I had just called out the menace, and he had quickly closed the door, and his palms almost covered my entire face, and the words that followed turned into indiscernible whines, overflowing cold fingers.
My cheeks were pinched and I turned around, and my back had hit the person in dizziness, and the back of my head was pressed against the buckle on his chest, and my half-wet and scattered hair was wrapped around it during the struggle, making my scalp tingle.
"Yinzhen. The suppressed male voice was my familiar low and dull voice, and the pinna and cheeks were lightly touched by the thin lips of his clammy nose, which made me stiffen and dare not move again. The gun in his hand fell to his feet, and the sound of his backhand dropping the deadbolt sounded at the same time.
He found it.
The cuffs on my face were already soaking wet, and the cold was seeping into my skin and into my body.
In addition to the smell of wine in his palm, there was also a very light sandalwood fragrance mixed in my sense of smell. Why didn't I hear about it just now? If I had known it was him, I would never have opened the door rashly.
In such darkness, even if I couldn't see anything, I could clearly feel his tightness by fitting his body, and the fingertips that still covered my face trembled slightly, but I couldn't hear his breathing.
How angry he must have been after I fled from him like that. At this time, he was found, but I was afraid that it would be difficult to get out again.
A series of footsteps came from far and near in the aisle outside, light and fast, and in a few moments stopped in front of my door. Xingjiu's soft inquiry rang outside the door behind us, "Smile?"
The palm of the hand that was around my waist tightened so hard that I could barely breathe, and I couldn't help but bend down slightly, he was already leaning against my back and leaning down next to my face as if looking at me, still refusing to relax a bit.
Turning his head and lips sideways, the corners of his cold cheeks swept over his cold cheeks, and the inky black pupils flashed in front of my eyes, embedded in the bloodshot white, and there seemed to be two fires burning inside.
Outside the door, Xingjiu's low call sounded again, obviously more urgent than the previous one, accompanied by the sound of a knock.
Yinzhen, let me reply to him, just one sentence. I'm afraid of you at this time, but I also know that I can't escape, so there's no need to let him get involved. Just let me reply, and he will leave with peace of mind.
His eyes flashed, and he held me back to the door, the palm that was blocking my face began to relax, the cold fingertips slid down my earlobe, the thumb against my throat and slowly down, reaching into the collar and sweeping my collarbone. His face was getting clearer as he approached, his thin lips under his beard pursed slightly, barely visible to his upper lip, and his eyes still staring straight at me.
I couldn't say anything when my words were stuck in my throat, so I could only look at him in front of me and be stunned.
Silence, no longer hear the sound of Xingjiu, only the sound of rain. It wasn't until the cacophony of metal grinding came through the crack in the door that I quickly turned my head and replied, "It's okay...... I...... Slept. โ
How could he do that?
I turned my head and glared angrily, but he didn't look at me at all, his cold lips and tingling beard stuck to the side of his neck, sucking and biting gently.
How did he become like this? In the past, he had the most important rules, and he would never do such an ambiguous thing. Today, if Honghui marries Fujin and has a child, we are all grandparents, and he doesn't care about anything?
I was anxious and ashamed, but I was even more angry with myself. Four years later, I still miss him as I did when we were separated, still adapting and longing for his touch. No matter what you say in your heart that you should leave, your body is still honest and responsive.
Holding his breath and pressing down the โกโก that almost overflowed, he leaned helplessly on his shoulder, trying to concentrate on listening to the movement outside the door.
I didn't reply for a long time, but I quickly put away the knife, and the footsteps went farther and farther. There was silence again, save for the sound of his breathing burying in my neck.
Pushing the fingers he held in front of my chest, they were pressed under the palm of his hand against my heart, and I could clearly feel the heart beating violently because of him under the softness, and the changes that he could not ignore behind me.
The palm of my hand gradually moved down and tightened around my waist, and I barely stepped on his upper on tiptoe, a hot and moist breath blowing in my ears, and a hint of suppressed sigh like distress was mixed in the hoarseness, almost sweeping away my remaining will, "Thin." โ
No, it can't be!
I've decided to leave, and I don't want to be stuck in this kind of entanglement of wanting to see but not seeing, and being sad when I see it. Why did he still come to tease me? Why did he refuse to let me go! There are so many women and children in his house, and I don't have to do it. And I, on the other hand, am smiling, I can have my own life, and I can afford to support myself, and I don't need a man!
The struggle seemed to provoke him to be stronger, wanting more. I was lying on the wall next to the door, his hands holding him in his hands and fixing them above his head, his legs and feet tightly sandwiched between his legs, unable to reach the ground and hanging between his hard body and the cold wall, unable to move.
The thin lips that kept sucking on the back of my neck moved down the open neckline to my shoulders, licking and kissing, and a series of itchy and moist marks.
"Yinzhen ......" The palm of the hand on my waist slid into the hem of my clothes, and the cold fingertips pressed against the skin all the way down, caressing my lower abdomen in a tremble. I couldn't help crying, I didn't have time to care about the โกโก gasps in my voice, and I whimpered and begged, "Don't ...... Please, don't ...... like that."
The body behind me seemed to freeze, and in an instant all movements stopped, and the palm that was clutching my wrist gradually relaxed.
He was still motionless behind me, I slid down from him against the wall, grabbed the door frame and got out, staggered to the center of the room a meter away from him, gathered the placket on my chest, fastened the buckle with trembling fingers, wiped the tears from my face and straightened my loose hair, before I turned around and clenched my fists hard, trying to make myself look less wolf.
I vaguely saw him leaning against the wall, looking at me silently with his arms folded, as if nothing had happened just now.
The rain was still pouring out loud outside, and the lightning occasionally shone into the room, allowing me to see clearly that his eyes were getting colder and colder, and soon darkened again.
This entanglement made me realize that maybe I was really thin, but he was stronger, no longer as thin as before, and he looked taller, which reflected my inadequacy.
"The unknown prince came to visit late at night, and the hospitality was so inconsiderate...... I tried to break the silence, and he suddenly lowered his arms as if to come over, so frightened that I subconsciously took a step back. Seeing that he was still standing there unmoved, he forced himself to calm down and lowered his head and said: "The inn is simple and it is a rainy night, forgive the inconvenience of the people, if there is nothing to do, please go back." โ
I felt that he was pacing slowly, the hem of his robe rustled with his steps, and the tips of his shoes faintly appeared in front of my lowered eyes and stopped steadily, his voice was still low and hoarse, "You can live, I can't stay still, what's the reason?"
I didn't expect him to react like this, but I won't talk about the profound, and the plain meaning is that I don't want to give you food, and I don't understand?
"Why don't you see me when you come back? If you want to hide from me, what are you going to do when you come back?"
The psychological construction that was originally done was done, but after hearing this, I still felt aggrieved and unbearable, my nails were picked on my legs, and my eyes were sour, and I still squatted on the ground and replied softly: "The people's daughter is just passing by here, and she can't get out of the city in the rainstorm, and she will leave tomorrow morning when the sky is fine, and she will never let the prince make it difficult for you in front of the emperor." As for what the prince said, the folk girl never thought about who she wanted to see or hide, I was afraid that it would be...... The prince misunderstood. โ
"Misunderstanding?" Yinzhen's low tail note was slightly raised, landing above my head, his palm pressed against the back of my neck through the wet and cool hair, his face was almost on my raised face, and the tip of his nose touched lightly, "You treat me as Lao Jiu, so easy to fool." Is it you, how can I not know, let alone four years, even ten or twenty years, even if it is forty years, I can recognize you. โ
Forty years...... We don't have so many years to live. It's just that he said Lao Jiu, what does he know? He knows that I have come back a long time ago, and why didn't he come to me, but at this time, he blamed me for not taking the initiative to see him. I haven't seen this man for a few years, not only domineering, but also more and more unreasonable, and he is actually embarrassed to come to me for advice.
If you Prince Yong likes to set fires, you can put them at will, but the lamp I want to light with a smile is also a must.
It's been more than 20 years, don't you know that I don't eat soft or hard? Under such coercion, I'm afraid that it will be difficult for both of you and me to start and finish well.
I turned my head away and stopped looking at him, because his palm was still tightly gripping my neck, and I said in a helpless voice: "It seems that the folk girl and the prince can't tell me clearly, so I won't talk about it." The prince should go back, it rains so nightly, and the wife and children in the house are still waiting for you. โ
"That's why you're like this, aren't you?" Yin Zhen's voice suddenly became soft, and a sigh that seemed to be more helpless than mine vaguely echoed in my ears, and when I spoke again, it had become a deep temptation, "There is indeed a child in the house, do you want to see it?"
Raising his head suddenly, I saw his inky black pupils quickly flash a subtle smile, but he whispered very softly to my lips, "Want to meet?"
The man in front of me was like a demon, and he viciously took a most tempting apple and asked me to obey, but I had no strength to resist at all. He knew what I wanted in my heart, and he hit it with one blow.
The rain was still falling heavily, crackling all over the capital, and also on the top of my head, running down his hair and down his face, mixing tears and seeping into the placket of his chest.
I knew I had no way back, so I let him carry him into the carriage and go to see the son I had been thinking about for four years.
Yin Zhen sat by the car door and stopped looking at me, just handed me a bowl of ginger soup to drink, then stretched out his legs and closed his eyes to recuperate, and the thumb of his right hand was always on the small pearl on the ring finger of his left hand, and he never moved a bit.
The carriage galloped along the rainy night road, and the bumps made my head dizzy.
Before I lost consciousness, my mind was full of the boy who had left me less than two months ago, and now he was almost four years old. I tried hard to imagine but couldn't figure out the outline of his features, and it was impossible for him to remember me.