Chapter 95: Irresponsible
Gu Lian was stunned for a moment, her expression turned pale, and she asked, "Why?" β
"Although a soul master can control the souls of others, it is not without risks. The oath is a fragment of the soul, and if that person has sworn to the supernatural, not only will the soul master not be able to control him, but he will also suffer from the repercussions of the oath, and the size of the repercussions depends on the capacity of the person's own soul and the weight of the oath. β
Yan Yuzhen said lightly.
"And what the soul master can control is not so much the number of people, but the soul capacity, the soul capacity of the ability will be tempered more and more by the ability, dozens or even hundreds of times that of ordinary people, so the more people the soul master can control, the smaller the number of people he can master."
Gu Lian was stunned. Let's just say, a profession as a soul master is so rebellious, if there is no little restraint, it will be too much. However, this method will not have much effect, because the number of supernatural people is scarce, and the number of soul masters is even rarer, and no one will be idle and have nothing to do, just to hide from a soul master who God knows where, and give their souls.
So, this is the reason why Zhong Da will not attack her, and is it also the reason why Zhong Da can't wipe out the entire high-level of the base......
Gu Lian didn't expect that one day she would also feel relieved because of that damn oath in Chen Zhi's palm.
"There's nothing to ask, I'll just read the book." Yan Yuzhen glanced at her with quiet dark eyes and said indifferently.
This reaction...... Gu Lian held down the action that he wanted to bring headphones, looked at him, and said seriously: "Doctor Yan, are you in a bad mood?" Seeing that he didn't speak, Gu Lian thought about it and explained. I couldn't go to you yesterday because I ran into Wei Xuan on the road, and I couldn't push the car into the fire pit by cutting Li Dong and them. β
Originally, Gu Lian thought that this explanation would come out. Yan Yuzhen could be relieved, but he was just silent, pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, was quiet for a few breaths, and his hand stubbornly raised up, wanting to break free of her hand.
Gu Lian's black line.
Feed. Dr. Yan, this kind of silent and awkward way when you don't exist is really naΓ―ve!
She was a little angry. Not communicating is simply the most annoying behavior, and it will make her feel that he is completely whenever she is a friend, she uses her two hands to break his hands down hard. While exerting his strength, he said with difficulty: "Yan-doctor-life!" If you don't tell me...... Why are you angry...... I'll just ...... I ......, "Gu Lian was already physically exhausted. What's more, a little girl, even if she wrestles with two hands and a man's wrists, she can't move, she is panting at this time, her mind is blank, and she sees the thin and slender hand in her hand moving up little by little, she is in a hurry, and before she has time to think about it, she blurts out in annoyance: "I will ignore you!" β
The scene was silent.
Yan Yuzhen's body froze and stopped moving, and the originally rhythmic hitting action next to him paused abruptly. The huge training is in, and the echo is faintly echoed. The sight came out of nowhere, and the embarrassment was overwhelming.
Gu Lian's face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, and soon, even the white earlobes were as red as pigeon's blood, as if the real silence was like a giant hammer, Gu Lian was so embarrassed that she almost wanted to find a hole to drill into.
Ahh......hh
Too - too - too ...... Embarrassed!!!
"I'll ignore you...... What kind of nonsense is this? Now even elementary school students don't need such childish threats, do they? Which tendon did she say that this kind of non-standard seems to be the scum line in a third-rate TV series? It's over, it's over, it's over, she really doesn't have the face to see Jiangdong's father again......
The hand unconsciously let go of Yan Yuzhen, Gu Lian was stupidly crying by herself, and she was about to raise her hand to cover her face to express her grief, Yan Yuzhen, who had been in a petrified state, suddenly came to life, and her cold and thin hand pressed her hand in turn, and said, "I'm sorry......"
Gu Lian was stunned, his indifferent expression was shattered, with a little panic, the hand holding her tightly was very stiff, he pursed his lips, and said softly: "Don't ignore me......"
Yan Yuzhen lowered her eyelids, and her dark eyelashes trembled slightly.
Others think this is childish because they have had many friends, experienced many quarrels and reconciliations, and have accumulated enough experience to deal with their relationships.
But Yan Yuzhen didn't.
When he was a child, he didn't have such a naughty partner, because of a momentary battle of will, and he said "I won't pay attention to you anymore", and when he grew up, no one smiled and talked about the childish past when he was a child.
Gu Lian is the first and only person in his life who led him with a warm hand, smiled, angry, disciplined and relied on him, this was the first time in his life that he received the phrase "I ignore you". He didn't know that it was just boring children's words, so he was panicked, he was serious, he was anxious, for fear that a gamble would push her away, and he was alone.
Yan Yuzhen's hand became harder and harder.
He didn't mean to ignore her and make her angry, he was just upset, he just wanted her to coax him.
If I had known that this would have happened...... He won't do it again.
He will learn to restrain his insecurity.
Gu Lian blinked.
Although she didn't know the reason, her lonely expression made her lose her anger, but she vaguely felt that she was angry and forgave Yan Yuzhen surprisingly often.
She didn't feel embarrassed anymore when she met his serious eyes, and the white-skinned little girl had a straight face, and patted him on the shoulder seriously to show comfort: "So you have to tell me what's wrong with you." β
Yan Yuzhen was silent for a while, unable to speak, licked his lips, and said dryly: "I...... You...... I ......" He was in a mess, and he didn't know where to start. After a long time, he said again, "Me and Gu Yisheng...... I didn't mean to lie to you. β
Gu Lian guessed that it must be Gu Yisheng's matter, and immediately listened carefully.
"I don't want to admit that there is another personality in my body, I want him to die, but I can't help it. I hate the feeling of powerlessness, so ...... Didn't tell you. β
"When you look at me, I want you to just look at me. Although I am not only me, but Yan Yuzhen is indeed only one. β
"I don't like it...... You and Gu Yisheng are very close. I'm glad you can tell me, but I'm not glad you can tell him...... I know it's unreasonable, but it's what I mean. β
His low voice was like the flowing water of a mountain stream, grinding coolly over the boulders blocking the way, faintly sluggish.
Everyone in the world is afraid of pain.
It is not easy to pour out the words of your heart, as if you were spreading your true self unguardedly in front of others.
"I also don't like the person who took the picture, I don't like Bai Hengyuan, and I don't like Wei Xuan. I don't like you to be near these people. When you went to find Jiang Ran yesterday, you would rather take the two people you just met than take me with you, although I know that you are trying to avoid suspicion, I still don't like it. β
Gu Lian wanted to speak several times, but Yan Yuzhen's words were urgent and fast, not as slow and flat as usual, as if she wanted to say all the insecurity in her heart while she still had the courage, and it seemed that she just didn't want to hear what she didn't want to hear. He looked at Gu Lian with all his might, not allowing himself to take his eyes off, and in the end, the pale-faced Doctor Yan actually showed a strange and fragile expression, like a jade porcelain that would shatter when knocked on, and just one word could make him disappear.
"Gu Lian, I'...... Very scared. He said in a low voice.
"I didn't know it was such a terrible thing before."
"But now I'm scared. What should I do if you don't even admit my existence......"
Gu Lian has always felt that Yan Yu is really like a child, always uneasy, always lonely, and always saying very childish things.
But she didn't know that when he was not naΓ―ve, she would also be very distressed.
Although Yan Yuzhen has always said that he hates Gu Yisheng, she feels that they are like a pair of twins, understanding each other, rejecting each other, and fearing each other.
One body, two souls.
When a wave hits, one's existence will disappear like a bubble, and it will disappear again, and no one will remember it.
One is a doctor with a quirky and unlikable personality, the other is a myriad of spies whose true identity no one knows, who will remember, who will remember, who will miss even a little?
It's a scary feeling like driftwood.
It's not scary to be alone, just shrink into your own world and don't see anything. But once you see the world so vast, see people coming and going so lively, only you wander alone outside the crowd, and the loneliness of extinction will make people desperate.
That's why I want to grab something desperately.
He wanted her to stay in his world for him.
Gu Lian looked at her wrist that was firmly grasped, with a little sadness on her expression. She irresponsibly opened Yan Yuzhen's world, but she never thought of always holding up this world that was too vast for him all the time. She could swear by it, but she knew that there would be a day when she would leave, and that day would come soon.
Say nice things now and then turn away?
I've never seen such a wayward person.
Left and right are wrong, Gu Lian closed her eyes and spit on her own rashness.
Yan Yuzhen should have made a change, but the person who prompted him to make a change ...... It shouldn't be her.
She's just a passerby in this world, and she'll leave this base soon, and in the not-too-distant future, she'll leave this ridiculous plane.
Yan Yuzhen stared at her for a long time, and the silence pressed him for a long time, and every second of silence made him feel pain. The girl's cheeks in front of him retreated from blood, and her expression changed from surprise, to haste, to expressionlessness, he knew that she had made a decision, but he still refused to give up, and held her tightly, as if grasping the last salvation. (To be continued.) )