The alarm clock at seven o'clock rang on time, Chen Anxiu stretched out his hand from the quilt, touched the bedside table twice and pressed the phone off, dreamed all night, back and forth was a matter of the year, and slept for less than five hours, Chen Anxiu half sat up and rubbed his temples, and his headache was about to explode. It was still very dark in the room at this time, and through the window without the curtains, I could see the gloomy sky outside, which was quite similar to that day.

The day after the incident, he was also woken up by a phone call, the call was from his mother, asking him why he hadn't come home yet, he rarely stayed outside except at a relative's house since he was a child, and occasionally for it, he would definitely rush home early the next day or make a phone call to explain, this time he didn't go back at noon, and his mother was worried.

He promised his mother to go back immediately, and after hanging up the phone, he found that there was a text message on his phone, which was sent by Ji Junheng, to the effect that his grandfather was suddenly sick and hospitalized, and he was on his way back to Beijing, and said that he would bring him a gift after the year.

After Chen Anxiu woke up, he knew that he was not just a spring dream last night, who woke up from a spring dream, his whole body would be like being trampled by a group of elephants three times in turn, the pain and soreness were about to fall apart, those bruises and purple traces he could perhaps comfort himself, that is, the beauty was a little more enthusiastic, what about the dull pain behind him, the warm and sticky liquid that flowed out of it when his body moved.

It was very cloudy that day, the sun was not seen at noon, the sea breeze blew the windows, and he was the only one left in the dimly lit room, Chen Anxiu hugged his head and buried it in his knees, he was too young, and the girl had never kissed one, when he encountered this kind of thing, he panicked first, and he didn't know what to do next, in the night, in fact, he had already found something abnormal, the body that pressed on him did not have the softness of a girl at all, the person applied something cold behind him, he thought about resisting, but his hands and feet were soft and couldn't lift a little strength, until a hot hard object pierced his body and began to twitch, the tearing pain, and he knew that he was finished. It hurt at first, and then there was a kind of happiness that he had never experienced before, and he couldn't remember how it ended after the end.

Chen Anxiu didn't know how he got dressed, closed the door, how he took the bus home, when he got home, it was almost dinner time, his mother was stewing potato ribs in the kitchen, and the fresh fragrance could be smelled from afar, as soon as he saw him, he asked: "Zhuangzhuang, why is your face so ugly?" He didn't dare to tell the truth, so he deduced that he drank too much wine with his classmates last night, and his head was dizzy until now, and he was counted down by his mother, but he quickly made a glass of honey water for him.

The third year of high school is the most boring year Chen Anxiu has ever had, in the afternoon of the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Ji Junheng gave him a call, the attitude and voice are no different from the past, he complained on the phone that Beijing is dry and cold, there is no green island warm and wet, he is in the hospital with his grandfather, he is so calm, but let Chen Anxiu not know how to talk about that night, and he has a feeling that he can't speak, the person that night does not seem to be Ji Junheng, at the beginning he thought he was dreaming, so he was particularly open, and he also hugged the person, took the initiative to raise his chest and legs and said, you kiss here, you touch hereAt that time, he seemed to hear a man's low, magnetic laughter, and say something so enthusiastic little guy. So the mature voice should not be Ji Junheng, but that is Ji Junheng's home, if it is not him, who else can it be?

After a moment of hesitation, Chen Anxiu missed the best time to speak, this kind of thing that can't be announced is not interesting to pursue after a long time, two men go to bed, and they don't get pregnant like girls, plus both of them were drunk that night, it seems that there is no question of who suffers. The new semester started in February, Ji Junheng did not come back as scheduled, and Chen Anxiu had already known that he was going to study in the United States. Around May, Chen Anxiu received a call from him saying that he was going to the United States, and it was at that time that Chen Anxiu began to feel that his body was abnormal, often nauseous and nauseous, and he had little strength in his body, and he often felt sleepy.

Chen's father and Chen's mother also changed their ways to supplement his nutrition, everyone experienced a layer of skin in the third year of high school, Chen An corrected the opposite, his face was rounded, his little belly came out, the original school uniform pants were empty, and he had to put on his belt, but later because he was too fat to wear it, Chen's mother also deliberately took it to the ready-to-wear shop to make it a few inches bigger.

After the college entrance examination in June, a few good classmates made an appointment to go to Jiangsu and Zhejiang to play a circle, Chen Anxiu was lazy and did not follow to join in the fun, stayed at home and slept every day, and the results came out at the end of July. The family was so worried about this, and Chen's mother was so worried that she couldn't sleep night after night.

But that's all it takes, the next thing is tantamount to dropping a bombshell in this house, the family can only put the university affairs aside for the time being, the cause of the matter is this, that morning Chen's mother made breakfast, came over to call him to eat, the weather in Ludao City in August is still very hot, Chen Anxiu only wore a pair of boxers and didn't cover anything, belly outward, lying on the bed on his side and sleeping, Chen's mother muttered in her heart at the time, Zhuang Zhuang is not much fat in other places, why is the belly so big, inadvertently so glanced, Chen's mother found that her son's belly moved, as if there was a living thing moving in it, she was startled, Thinking that she was dazzled, she walked to the side of the bed and wanted to confirm that she put her hand on her son's belly, there were really little hands and feet moving in it, how could she not know what it meant if she had given birth to two children.

Chen Anxiu was woken up by his mother in his sleep, their family is a typical loving father and strict mother, the three of them have never moved a finger from childhood to adulthood, and it is their mother who makes mistakes and cleans up people. But Chen Anxiu had never seen his mother so angry, his eyes were red, his lips were trembling, his fingers were clutching the headboard, and even if he tried to suppress it, his whole body was trembling.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Before Chen Anxiu could react to what was going on, his mother rushed to the back of the door in two steps, grabbed a broom, and hit him in the leg, shedding tears while beating, "I let you not study well, I let you not study well, let you study hard outside, you actually ran to fool around with boys......"

"Mom, what are you talking about?" Chen Anxiu is not a master who is obediently beaten, he jumps left and dodge, what happened that night, except for him and Ji Junheng, there is no third party who knows the way, not to mention that more than half a year has passed, how can his mother find out?

"It's all like this, you still don't admit it, and you dare to hide it from me, do you want to wait for the child to be born before telling me?"

Chen's father and Tian Qingyu were cleaning up breakfast in the hall, and when they heard the movement, they hurriedly ran over, and when they saw the situation, they didn't understand what was going on.

"Early in the morning, what are you doing, won't you tell him if Zhuang Zhuang does something wrong? He's so old and sensible, why do you still say that you will fight?" Chen's father pulled someone to take down the broom, and Tianqing and Tianyu took the opportunity to cover their brother and run out.

When Chen Anxiu ran to the yard, he heard his mother crying: "I'll talk to him well, will he talk to me well, you don't know what he did." This kid me off. ”

Later, I don't know how my father and mother talked about it, my mother went back to my grandmother's house in the morning, and my father accompanied Chen Anxiu to wait at home, and he was not allowed to go anywhere, and my mother came back in the afternoon and took him to a hospital called Ningshi, which is very famous in Ludao City, and many people have heard of it, but it is estimated that there are not many people who have been there, and the reason is that the fees are too expensive, and ordinary people cannot afford to consume it, and it is a veritable aristocratic hospital.

Mom didn't know what to say at the registration desk, and after a while, a person who looked like a head nurse came and personally led them through a corridor full of wisteria flowers to an elevator on the left-hand side.

The next is a variety of examinations, and the results were announced by a young doctor who looks quite gentle: the baby is thirty-four weeks old, all standards are normal, and he also congratulated Chen Anxiu on being a father in one month.

Chen Anxiu blinked, the whole person was stunned, after reacting, he had the urge to hit someone, he restrained himself, pulled up his mother and left, "Mom, let's go home, what kind of broken hospital is this, men and women can't tell the difference." ”

Seeing his reaction, the doctor was also quite surprised, and asked Chen's mother, "Does he not know anything?"

Chen's mother didn't say much about the topic, "He's just an ordinary boy." ”

The doctor handed the examination report to Chen's mother, "I understand, but since it's like this, I can only give birth to the child, if there is any discomfort, just come to me, we will arrange the birth in advance at that time." ”

After that, things were like a dream, in early September he really gave birth to a six-pound boy in Ningshi Hospital, a week before he was born, his second cousin of his uncle's family had just given birth to a girl, and the second cousin was very happy, saying that he was lucky to get a thousand gold, and his nickname was Jin Jin. So when the family asked Chen Anxiu the name of the child, he joked that the second cousin is a thousand gold (catties), and my son is a ton of tons, so he is called tons of tons. Chen's father said that he was messing around, but he still called it by this name.

The child has to be raised when it is born, and the news can't be hidden, but fortunately, the people in the village didn't think much about it, and they all agreed that it was Chen Anxiu's boyfriend and girlfriend outside, and he accidentally enlarged the belly of the girl, although he was a boy, but his reputation was not good, but it was better than saying that he was born by himself. There are also people close to the door to comfort Chen's father and say, Zhuang Zhuang, this child grows so well, how many little girls will rush to marry in the future, and you are still worried that he will not be able to get a daughter-in-law. When this kind of thing happens, girls are the ones who suffer more. That means clearly, your family is strong, and it can be regarded as earning.

Dad Chen knocked out his teeth and swallowed the blood, and on the surface he had to laugh and say, yes, yes. The process of the matter Chen Anxiu explained vaguely, but Chen's mother was careful, according to the thinking before and after the day, the other father of this child was definitely the one named Ji Junheng.

The child's affairs have come to an end, and the matter of going to school is back on the agenda, after all, Chen Anxiu is only eighteen years old, what can he do if he doesn't go to school. Chen's father proposed to go back to class for a year, and he always had a kind of unrealistic and unreasonable blind pride in his eldest son, "Zhuang Zhuang will review for another year, and next year he may be able to take the exam at Tsinghua University or Peking University." ”

During that time, Chen Anxiu's fourth uncle, Chen Jianyou, came home from Guangzhou to visit relatives, he worked in the Guangzhou Military Region, he later put forward an idea, send Zhuang Zhuang to join the army, it is relatively easy to take the military academy examination in the army, Zhuang Zhuang has good physical fitness, and has a good cultural foundation, so it should not be a problem to be admitted, and the work assigned after graduating from the military academy is no worse than that of college students from key colleges and universities. That's how he went back then.

Every boy has had a dream of becoming a soldier, Chen Anxiu is no exception, and he really doesn't want to go back to review for a year, he is very much in favor of the fourth uncle's suggestion, and it depends on his parents' opinions. The fourth brother is doing well now, Father Chen sees it in his eyes, Zhilu said that the road he said is feasible, he thinks more far-reaching, send Zhuang Zhuang to be a soldier, the army is strictly managed, that Ji Junheng wants to entangle Zhuang Zhuang anymore, it is impossible, they are young now, they have been separated for two years, the relationship will be broken, and he is still waiting for Zhuang Zhuang to marry his daughter-in-law.

She listened to Chen's father's words and thought about it for many days, although she was strong and used to it, but in the end she was a mother, soft-hearted, always afraid that her son would go to the army to suffer, and secretly cried several times, saying that their family was not very rich, but other children in the village had things, and their family had never been short of children, and she was unwilling to let the child suffer, but she understood that she could not ignore the child's future, and finally compromised and agreed.

Chen Anxiu left home in December, when it was less than 100 days, and the eighteen-year-old Chen Anxiu did not have the consciousness of being a father at all, he was more yearning for the upcoming army, and the only reluctance was left to his parents and younger siblings at home, and he almost ignored it. This kind of thing is the most inexplicable, at home, tons and tons are almost all brought by grandparents, but he likes Chen Anxiu the most, if Chen Anxiu is willing to hug him, he will be extremely happy, his big watery eyes are bright, waving his little arms, and saying something to his father that only he understands, he is also willing to sleep with his father, he always sleeps quickly and peacefully in his father's arms.

On the day Chen Anxiu left, the weather was very cold, and there was fine snow in the sky of Green Island City since the early hours of the morning, Chen's mother was afraid of freezing tons, so she hugged her in the house and didn't go out to see her off, but Chen Anxiu got on the car at the door, as if she heard tons crying in the house, and then Tianqing sent him a letter, saying that the day he left, tons of tons cried for a day, and no one could coax him, and then he was scared, unwilling to eat milk and unwilling to move, so it took two or three months to get better, at that time Chen Anxiu suddenly felt sour in his heart.

I can't visit my relatives for two years before I was a soldier, and I came back occasionally in the next five years, and I would call him dad obediently in front of people, but that's just it, he was closer to Tianyu's uncle than him.

"Why are you awake, it's still early, you sleep for another half an hour, Dad is going to cook, what do you want to eat?"

Tons shook their heads and whispered, "My throat is dry, and I don't want to eat anything." ”

"Then Daddy will go and pour you a glass of water. Chen Anxiu got up and folded the quilt for Tonton, the heating in Ludao City had already stopped in March, and it was still a little cold in the morning.

The three thermos bottles at home are all empty, Chen Anxiu temporarily went to the neighbor's house to ask for a glass of water, where lived a retired old couple, got up very early every day, when Chen Anxiu knocked on the door, they were having breakfast, let him pour a large glass of water at the door, and stuffed Chen Anxiu with two home-steamed mixed noodles before leaving.

"I can't sleep, let's get up after drinking water, uncle doesn't have anything here, dad goes to the morning market to buy something and will come back soon, make your favorite spinach omelette this morning, the kind with a lot of ham. ”

Tons of tons sat in the quilt, hugged the water cup and nodded.

Chen Anxiu smiled, Ton Ton is a delicate and beautiful little guy, the eyebrows and eye wheels are very clear, the tail of the eyes is slightly raised, and he doesn't look very similar to him, I can't say where, but there is really a shadow of Ji Junheng, is it really father and son?