Chapter 141: The World is Impermanent
How can Daddy see me suffering? Instantly angry, he propped up his seriously ill body, and suddenly got up from the bed and crashed into the old man, but when the father knocked the old man to the ground, the father never got up. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
When Master Qian saw this scene, the expression on his face changed slightly, as if he was a little afraid that he would really make trouble, and scolded and scolded in his mouth, saying that if it weren't for a god who had counted the eight characters between him and me, as long as he married me, I would definitely be able to give him a son, and he would not be able to look down on me as an unchaste and unclean little slut.
The more Master Qian said, the more obscene his words became, he said that I don't need to pretend to be strong to him, I was seen naked by Li Heng, everyone in Wancheng already knows about it, a woman like me, he is willing to marry me, that is my ancestor Jide.
Master Qian also said that Daddy seems to have lived for a short time, let Daddy think carefully about my way out after he dies, it is nothing more than to be a rough girl, a slave and a maid, and live in filthy work for the rest of his life.
Because I was restrained by Master Qian's house slaves, I couldn't throw a second scoop at Master Qian's front door, I could only watch Master Qian take out a piece of paper, I don't know what kind of contract was written, half threatening and half forcefully forcing me to sign it with my father.
Daddy was illiterate, so they grabbed Daddy's hand and forcibly pressed Daddy's handprint.
I don't know what Mr. Qian signed with my father, I only know that no matter what it is, once the contract is concluded, I have no right to break the contract, and for me, it is no different from selling my body.
For concubines, men can dispose of concubines at will, or beat and scold, or expel them, or even kill the concubine, they will not get a very heavy punishment, and I, if I dare to smash the face of the money lord with a water scoop, regardless of whether it is injured or not, report to the lord of the yamen, I will serve for a year or a year and a half in prison.
After Mr. Qian left, my father's illness became worse day by day, and my father could not even say a complete sentence, and I could not speak, so my home was always quiet.
The doctors couldn't do anything, saying that they could only watch the creation, listen to the destiny of heaven, and then leave.
I'm a little numb to the doctors' words, I don't believe them anymore, they see everyone to let people see the creation, listen to the destiny of heaven, there is nothing new at all, I believe that my father will get better.
I have Su Mo's flesh and blood in my belly, so naturally I must not be a concubine for Master Qian, but I can't let myself be imprisoned and beaten by the board, my father is seriously ill and bedridden, and I need to take care of him, and I can't be stimulated anymore, I am so worried that I have to go to Su Mo to find a way.
But when I arrived outside the Su family's compound, I found that the outside of the Su family's courtyard was guarded by house slaves everywhere, and the Su family was depressed in the past, where could there be so many house slaves? Now the Su family is not what it used to be, and I can no longer easily enter it.
I couldn't go to Su Mo secretly, and the house slaves refused to let me see Su Mo, so I had to break in, of course, I couldn't shout, I could only do this, I wanted to make some big movements.
But the movement I made only attracted Su Mo's mother, who saw me and asked me with a frown, if I didn't think I had enough money? While saying that I was insatiable, she called the maid and threw a bag of silver coins at me, and the money bag smashed on my left cheek, and then landed at my feet.
What else did Su Mo's mother say, I don't remember it clearly, the only thing I remember clearly is that Su Mo's mother told me that Su Mo will marry the Zhu family tomorrow, let me die and stop pestering her son.
Naturally, I won't believe Su Mo's mother's words, I don't believe it, Su Mo asked me to wait for him, Su Mo won't lie to me, even if, even if Su Mo can't be with me in the end, he should give me an explanation in person.
Although I didn't believe Su Mo's mother's words, I was really panicked, my heart was like a fire, I couldn't take care of a lot, even if it wasn't for myself, for the sake of the flesh and blood in my womb, I had to see Su Mo in person.
If I am forced to go by the old man Qian, the child in my womb will only die.
At this time, Su Mo didn't know that I had his flesh and bones, so I wrote everything in the silk silk and put it into the plain sachet that I made for Su Mo when I was a child, and I embroidered it messily, and I couldn't see what it was embroidered at all.
I first returned home and took away the money box given to me by Su Mo's mother, and then turned back to the outside of the Su family's compound, and secretly took the money box to a house slave, so that the house slave was going to hand over the sachet to Su Mo.
I admit that in order to treat my father, I have touched some of the money in the box, and my dignity is not as important as my father's life, I don't care.
The house slave took my money and patted his chest and promised to help me get things done, but I could only choose to believe that I had no choice but to wait.
I waited for many days, I didn't wait for Su Mo's people, and there was no news brought to me by Su Motuo's people, nothing, I went to find the house slave again, but I couldn't find the house slave again, I don't know if the house slave took the money I gave him, got rid of his slave status, and left Wancheng, I don't know, I don't know if the sachet was sent to Su Mo's hands.
I was anxious, but I had to go home, but when I got home again, my father couldn't hold on any longer.
Daddy must have walked in pain, the futon on the bed was kicked to the ground by Daddy, Daddy's limbs were twisted in a very strange position, his eyes were slightly widened, and his mouth was open as if he was about to say something.
I was stunned for a long time, for a long time, and I still couldn't let myself relax, I didn't expect that I was just going out of the door, and I was separated from my father forever, and when my father left, I couldn't be by his side, and I couldn't hear the last words he said to me.
I think that at the last moment of my father's life, I was most worried, the most uncontrollable, and the person I wanted to see the most, was only me, but I didn't have time to be by his side, just because I was looking for a man's shelter at that time, and I let him leave this world alone when my father needed me the most.
Daddy left with regret and worry, so he walked so painfully, he couldn't even close his eyes, it was all my fault, it was my fault.
I walked to my father's side, slowly reached out and closed my father's eyes, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't shed a single tear, I wanted to shout, but I couldn't make any sound, my heart was only sad, sour, stunned, powerless.
My father has worried about me all his life, he has worked hard all his life to support his family, he has not lived a good life, he has not enjoyed a day of happiness, and now, even death is not in peace, this is all my fault.
After my father passed away, I used the leftover, the last bag of silver that Su Mo gave me, the bag of silver that smashed on my face, to bury my father.
On the day of my father's burial, I knelt in front of my father's grave with strong spirits, and in the white paper that was sprinkled in the sky and cut into copper coins, I heard the lively suona sound, and I looked along the lively sound and saw a long line of relatives. (To be continued.) )