198. Married into the Sifu IV.-Nian Fanwai

Perhaps, when she comes back, she will change.

I don't know if she will come back today, and I don't know if she still remembers this agreement, an agreement that will make him return to the capital without hesitation to ask Kangxi for his nod. I only know that I have to guard him, whether she comes back or not, I will accompany him and will not leave him alone.

When he returned home, he changed out of his tired body from the wind and rain, picked up his bright green dress, picked up the young girl who was still asleep, and rushed to the place where he went. I always knew where he was going.

As long as I can know about him, I know.

Stand in the pavilion by the lake and wait silently. Finally, when I saw someone coming out of the woods, I was ...... It's really her!

Even though I hadn't seen him for four years, I still recognized him at a moment's notice, just as I did when I saw him again.

hugged the daughter in his arms tightly, and through the increasingly dense rain curtain, he could see clearly the woman who had worried him for four years.

In the past four years, she has not changed much, she has not seen any age, and she even looks like she is doing better than when she left the house, except that she is as thin as me. And I, who have only been married to him for more than a year, actually feel that I have been hurt from heart to body, and I have become another person, a woman with an old heart.

It turns out that whether he cares or not, whether he has you in his heart or not, will really affect that woman's qiē.

Walking beside her and holding an umbrella carefully, it turned out to be ...... It's not Yinzhen!

She's back, and she's brought other men here.

Yinzhen, isn't it ironic? You came here with a heart and soul to see such a woman? Is it worth it?

Hugged her daughter tightly and walked towards the lake and stopped in front of her. My daughter, who had been asleep, woke up and looked at me with eyes that looked very much like me with a smile, as if she had no quarrel with the world and did not know the sorrow of the world. It's just that her mother, but she has to fight for it today, not for anything else, but for more than a year of grievances, there should also be an explanation.

Before I could speak, I knew what she was thinking, even if she quickly returned to normal, with only a slight expression or movement. As women, we are equally sensitive, and for the same man, there are many things that need not be said, and we know it in our hearts.

I smell of him on my body.

Since the second day of marrying him, I have lived on this scent of sandalwood, all my clothes, all the clothes I wear. Whether he comes or doesn't come to my room, it's like he's always there, by my side.

I knew she didn't want to pay attention to me, so I wanted to say more to her. It's just that if you don't talk about it at this time, I'm afraid that there will be no more chances. Behind her, I saw the man walking slowly out of the woods, and I could no longer feel the anxious longing he had when he abandoned me from the city gates, only the loneliness of his body, and even from such a distance I could clearly feel his anger.

I'm afraid that this woman, like you, won't be able to hear me say these two words.

It's just a name, it's really noble, it represents the supreme position of power, but in my heart, he's just a man, the man I love. In her mind, it should be, maybe that's the only thing we have in common.

No matter what I say, she is smiling, and she still cares about my daughter's body, does she really not care? Four years, can she really let go of a man? So the man who spoils her, if she can let go, I really can't fight her. At least, I can't put it down.

The woman who had left me turned and walked back, very slowly, clenched into her white palm and holding a black handkerchief. I don't know what was inside, so I carefully placed it on my daughter, who was already asleep in my arms.

I knew she was looking at him, for a long time, and she was staggering even when she turned away, wondering if he saw it when he was so far away.

It turns out that it's all fake, she will hurt and be sad, and no matter how well she disguises, she is just an ordinary woman, just like me.

The man who followed her always protected her, and his cautious appearance looked very similar to Yinzhen, but it was different. He looked at her very clearly, not the look that a man should have when he looked at the woman he loved, absolutely not. Even if he helped her tidy up her clothes and hats and carried her on the horse, it was by no means like Yinzhen.

If so, what is he angry about? Or is he not able to tell?

I suddenly wanted to laugh, it turned out that a smart man like him also had such a confused time. Just because you're in it.

A series of short whistles suddenly sounded behind him, echoing in the mountains and forests for a long time. What was he going to do? Turning around, he saw that the night had come to him quickly, and before he could stop he had turned over and galloped out in the direction they had left. It was quicker and faster than the rain that fell on me.

The daughter in my arms seemed to feel her Amma passing by quickly, leaving without stopping, and suddenly opened her eyes to look at me, struggling to cry quietly. Looking at the daughter in my arms, I thought there would be no more tears, but they fell on her face, like she shed.

patted her daughter softly and coaxed, trembling hands lifted the black handkerchief, and the faintly exposed corner was already clear to me, it turned out to be a rose-shaped golden hairpin and ...... A wishful thinking!

It was full of roses, like the red embroidered on the corners, and more like the gardens he planted with his own hands in the garden of the house, and we were never allowed to set foot in the garden.

Surprised! These two things should have been given to her by Yinzhen, and now they are given to me...... What does she mean? I really don't want it, even this man is not ready to ask for it anymore?

Yinzhen, she is gone, just now you stood there and watched and did not move, now to chase, is it meaningful? She is gone, I don't want you anymore, you still can't let go......

There was a long hiss beside me, mixed with the sound of rain, which frightened me into hugging my daughter. When I looked up, he turned back and leaned over and stretched out his hand to me.

Pick me up and my daughter? He figured it out and let go like her?

His hand froze in the rain, and he had come to retrieve what belonged to her, and all he had in his eyes was the little black satin bag from our shared daughter, like the one on his. Take it in your hand, turn around and go.

He lowered his head and stopped looking, shook his head and smiled bitterly. This man is so infatuated, does she know? Maybe she just expected him to be like this, so she decided to leave?

If that's the case, then I really can't fight her.

Two golden-red grains rolled down at his feet, squatted down and picked them up, and they were actually two rings, one large and one small of the same style, the best rubies. Look closely at the circle engraved a word, the same word - "Zhen", but different from what you see in daily life, the left part is like a "month" word. The name that belongs to her is actually embedded with his.

Looking at the rings lying quietly in the palm of his hand, he looked in the direction of his galloping horse. Perhaps, she didn't pretend to lead him away, but really wanted to let go.

Clenched the ring in his hand and sore his palm. Do you want to give it to him? If it is given to him, will he be like her, and let it go?

When she returned to the house in the rain, her daughter turned out to be hot. The rain became heavier and heavier, crackling and knocking on the doors and windows and almost blackened the entire capital, and before night, it was so dark that it could not find a trace of light.

The man who had left me had returned, and he had taken my daughter to Lee.

The daughter is also his, sick, ignored, and has to be given to other women. This is the daughter I finally begged for, how can I be!

It was the first time I had stopped him in the door, and I didn't back down, I looked up. It's just that he looked at the red-hot little face of his daughter in his arms, and there was hatred in his eyes. This is also the first time I have seen this kind of affection in his eyes, and it is actually against the daughter I have worked so hard to give birth to for him.

He hated her, wasn't that his daughter?

If it weren't for that, I almost forgot, who said that his daughter couldn't keep his heart. The red man who looks very much like her, where there are any rules in this mansion, but he is almost spoiled by him. And my daughter, who hasn't chosen her name for two months, is afraid that if he doesn't ask the doctor to come again, his life will be suspended.

Yinzhen, how can your heart be so ruthless. Infatuation is like you, and ruthlessness is also you.

After a silent confrontation, he finally looked at me, his bloodshot eyes colder than the rain outside.

The ring in the palm of his hand, whether to give it to him or not.

Standing in the door and watching silently, he had come to me, and for the first time he lowered his head in my ear, and spoke so softly that it was almost hidden in the pouring rain, and I could still hear it clearly, and my heart was pounding violently.

"Who allowed you to go there? What did you say to her? The words on the tree were crossed out by you, didn't you! Don't think that if you are the sister of Lianggong, the master will not dare to punish you, this kind of thing...... That's enough to make you die a few times. ”

With his back against the door, his legs instantly lost his strength. Death, for a woman who left him, the person who wants to die is me. Why? Why not her? It wasn't me who abandoned him!

Why didn't she go a little further and not come back!

He threw my daughter into his arms, grabbed my arm and threw me aside, and the door slammed open, and the wind crackled against the wall, shaking as if it would fall down at any moment. I shook my body and hugged my daughter and fell to the ground, watching the rain keep drifting in, and soon, wet his whole body. The ring in my hand tightened and tightened, and the smooth and delicate gemstone ring surface wet my palm.

The man who stepped out of the door stopped, standing in the rain and not looking back. It's just that back, it's no longer the familiar look in my dreams, only cold, cold to the bones. I woke up from my dream and fell to pieces.

"If you can't find her, none of you will want to live in this house again. You remember, she is good, you are good, if she is not good, none of you will be good. ”

His voice, like being stirred up by rain, trembled. The fists clenched at his legs were clenched tightly, but they were no longer the anger I thought they were, and I knew he was terrified. It turned out that he would also be afraid, afraid that he would not be able to find her, and that she would not be good.

Thinking about his words, I was not afraid. I just feel that he should add another sentence, if she dies, I'm afraid, we have to bury her.

When he was gone, I lowered my head and stopped looking, burying myself in my daughter and laughing. If you are as confident as him, there will be times like this. I don't have to think about it to know, how can I not find it, how can I not find the woman that Prince Yong is looking for. It's just that where is he going to chase her? He really doesn't want the women and children in this house? Even if he can let go, doesn't he want the identity of this prince? Even the world he wants, he doesn't want it?

Second brother, you have seen the wrong person, followed the wrong person! What the emperor's order, what will ascend to the throne, all fake, fake. In his heart, nothing was more important than this woman. I'm afraid that one day, if she dies, he will follow her to die without blinking.

For a month, he was gone without a trace, and I watched over my seriously ill daughter, almost forgetting why he left. Unexpectedly, he returned.

As when I left, my eyes were still red and I was tired, but I was staring at me deadly. Just for one thing, for their rings, come to me to find them.

If you hadn't done that to me when you left that day, I might have handed it over to you a long time ago. Today, death will not give!

He actually believed me, thinking that the ring had been lost by the lake, and he was crazy to take people to find it. I know that he can't find it, even if he overturns the lake out, he can't find it!

His face was smiling, but his heart hurt. Why, it's just a man, I just can't let go.

At a hurried glance, I saw that the pearl ring he always wore on his finger was still glowing. This one also belongs to them, a couple.

Yinzhen, love Xinjueluo-Yinzhen, I hate you!

You love each other as much as you promise, you love each other as much as you like, it's just a ring, so what? At least you can stay together. What about me? Nothing but a seriously ill daughter.

If my daughter doesn't get better, let the rings bury her! she's there, the rings are there, and if she's not there, you won't want to see them again.

Don't!