Chapter 6: [Damn it, a fatal choice] (14)
Jiang Kai saw that Hong Jiwen didn't say much, so he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one, lit it... In fact, Hong Jiwen can't smell the smell of smoke, she doesn't like the smoke in her studio, but she is a guest when she comes, and Hong Jiwen doesn't want to refute Jiang Kai's face, although he is just a small staff member in the organization, but after all, he is in the same system as himself, and when the time comes, it will be passed out, not to mention that he is not close to people or anything, but it is not worth it. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info look at the sofa is really very comfortable, Jiang Kai is half-lying and smoking, put away the smile on his face, and put it on, it is a sad face~ "Deputy Director Hong, you say, I am in our organization, am I too badly mixed?" Not to mention the popularity, it seems that I really don't like the leader, and your father especially doesn't like me. ”
Before Jiang Kai finished speaking, the cigarette had already burned out, and he couldn't find the ashtray left and right, so he could only look at Hong Jiwen as if asking for help. "Throw it in the bathroom, think about it, should we hypnotize today, or, like last time, I'll talk to you?" Jiang Kai obediently got up and walked towards the bathroom, and did not forget to drink the hot milk in his hand and bring the empty cup into the bathroom together! Jiang Kai, who returned to the lazy sofa, was already a lot more relaxed than just now, sitting back in his place lazily, but he still looked at Hong Jiwen sitting opposite him a little shyly, strange to say, Jiang Kai felt a sense of security and trust every time he saw this Hong Jiwen, and I don't know if it was Hong Jiwen's career or something else, in short, Jiang Kai was very dependent on this feeling!
"Let's chat, I've slept better recently, but I still have a headache" Jiang Kai was half-lying, looking a little nervous and cramped, Hong Jiwen picked up the mobile phone in her hand and pressed a button, suddenly, only heard the sound of banging, and the room suddenly darkened, Jiang Kai turned his head and saw that the curtain of the sliding door of the balcony behind him was slowly closing, it seems that Hong Jiwen's mobile phone is equipped with software similar to the electronic housekeeper system of this studio. It wasn't until the curtains were all closed that Jiang Kai turned around, and saw Hong Jiwen holding her mobile phone behind her, and a table lamp with a good sense of design was turned on, refracting a warm light, making the whole room suddenly not so cold and dim, which is exactly what Jiang Kai wants! "Thank you" Jiang Kai lay comfortably on the lazy sofa and smiled warmly at Hong Jiwen.
Hong Jiwen's understanding of Jiang Kai is actually not very deep, but because when she was in the unit before, Jiang Kai helped Hong Jiwen do a lot of things as an "intern" who was transferred to BJ to learn and exchange for a newcomer. It was also after contact that Hong Jiwen learned that Jiang Kai is from Wuxi, a native of corn and water town, and may have been a little dark and distorted in his heart due to the broken family relationship when he was a child, and it is not easy to trust others, and he also lives a more self-oriented life, introverted and unwilling to be close to others, and not very gregarious. Such a role, in the physique that needs to fight for connections, is indeed not popular, but because Jiang Kai once stood up when Hong Jiwen needed to find someone to take the shift, and also saw righteousness and courage a few times when Hong Jiwen needed to pull Zhuang Ding to move things, so his impression of Jiang Kai was not bad.
After going back and forth, after the two got acquainted, Hong Jiwen also had the right to treat Jiang Kai as her little brother, taught him a lot of things, warned him, and made him suffer a lot less, so Jiang Kai also trusted Hong Jiwen and told her a lot of her own things, including that she actually has some mental illnesses (such as mild persecution paranoia and lack of closed personality) Of course, in Hong Jiwen's physique, internal employees will not be allowed to have mental illness, not to mention the existence of institutions like mental health service centers, In order to help those with mental illness in the society regain their health and establish a sound personality, as the trust of the physique, Jiang Kai was naturally assigned to the front-line department, mainly responsible for one-on-one psychological counseling with mental patients, and always pay attention to their symptoms, status, living conditions, etc., so if the organization knows, Jiang Kai's heart actually has some hidden diseases, which must have a great impact on his career.
But Hong Jiwen obviously didn't plan to demolish Jiang Kai, otherwise, she wouldn't have let Jiang Kai secretly come to her studio for treatment, and to the outside world, she never revealed Jiang Kai's true identity, of course, except for Hao Liang, because Hao Liang was taking care of the customer's information roster. "Have you slept better lately than before? You just said that you don't feel motivated to work? You can be transferred back to Wuxi in 1 month, although you are still an employee outside the establishment, and you can't enjoy formal benefits, but even if you are outside the establishment, many people are squeezing their scalps and want to come in, do you know, how do you look at you, this is going to give up?" Hong Jiwen and Jiang Kai have always been outspoken in communication, and they don't like to detour and hide it.
"No, Deputy Director Hong, you can't understand what happened to us junior clerks, not to mention it, let's take a patient I handled recently, you know? He actually has voyeurism, I have been with him every day recently, either I saw him hiding at the door of the women's toilet, or I saw him hanging around the underwear counter in the mall, and I went to his house to make an unannounced visit, more than 10 square meters of the house, there are yellow dishes everywhere, and I was invited to watch it with him! Can you understand what I'm feeling inside? I really feel that if I continue like this, I will become unhealthy, often dealing with such people, I feel that my heart is still not strong enough, many things are really unacceptable, and I am powerless to change, you say, if we persist like this, do we really hope to change those people in society who need our help?" Jiang Kai complained, the more he talked, the more energetic he became, obviously forgetting that Hong Jiwen was still the deputy director of the BJ headquarters of the Psychological Counseling Center, what else could he do if he complained about his work in front of the leader?
"Jiang Kai, I understand what you said, in fact, when I first stepped into this industry, I also had a long period of confusion, and I would often ask myself the same question, is there a result? Does it make sense? Why hold on? What should we do about it? Wait, wait, wait," Hong Jiwen simply closed the medical examination book in her hand, and said earnestly, "I think everyone's experience is inevitable but definitely not certain, it is all in your own hands, I think you should think about it clearly, what you want." In this case, the patients you are with now, go to the other people's places first, and I will give you a week's vacation, and when the holiday returns, you can tell me what you think."