Coming out of the Star Art Pavilion, Lin Beier took Zhu Ziqing to a restaurant to open a private room and ordered a few dishes casually. It seems that she is hungry too.

Finally not a teahouse, Zhu Ziqing's tears were dripping. Traveling back to the present, every time I discuss something with someone, it's either a teahouse or a café. He thought that he had done something angry about these two drinks in his previous life, so that he would have to pay it back in this life.

"Tell me, find me something." After sitting down, Zhu Ziqing asked.

"I can't look for you if I'm fine?" Lin Beier said angrily.

"Yes, you can." Zhu Ziqing said helplessly, but he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. She regained the straightforwardness she had when she first saw her, indicating that she was about to come out of the shadows. This is what Zhu Ziqing is most happy to see.

The emotional injury is difficult to settle, she has completely changed in the past six months, and everyone is worried about her. Everyone tried to help her out, but she kept refusing.

I don't know why I suddenly changed my mind about releasing an album, but it's always a good thing.

"I came to you to talk to you." Lin Bao'er suddenly became a little sad: "From the realization to the present, it seems that we have never sat together and communicated. ”

Zhu Ziqing was silent. He has always treated her as a sister-in-law, as a light bulb, and as a heartless little girl. just didn't treat her as a friend to talk to. Naturally, it is impossible to communicate well.

And her attitude towards him has always been very bad, picking her nose and eyes. Even if he wanted to sit down and talk, she wouldn't.

"Let's have a good talk today, how about it?" Lin Beier adjusted her state and said.

"Well, I happen to have something to say to you."

"I'll say it first, your words are definitely not what I like to hear, I'm afraid I don't want to say it after you finish speaking."

"Good. You said. ”

Lin Bei'er was silent for a while, as if thinking about where to start: "She must have told you the story of the two of us, right?" ”

"Yes." Zhu Ziqing knew what Lin Beier said, 'Who is she.

That's when she talks about it from her perspective. Now I'm going to tell you the story again from my perspective. ”

Lin Kaishan was already in his early teens when he was adopted by Tao Huguo. The persecution of his parents to death was devastating, making him more sensitive, more vulnerable, and more insecure.

Tao Huguo also understands this, so he loves him very much. Tao Anping was not happy. He regarded Lin Kaishan as a bad boy who came to rob him of his father's love and mother's love. Started to find fault constantly.

Lin Kaishan inherited his father's temper, and he was very stubborn and stubborn. Tao Anping bullied him, so he fought back. The two have been fighting like this for a lifetime.

When Lin Baoer and Lin Beier were born, the two had a dispute over the issue of their children's education.

"So my grandfather and grandfather separated me from her, and each of them took one with them, and trained them according to their own education methods to see who was right in the end." Lin Beier's tone was obviously dissatisfied, and anyone would be dissatisfied.

It is said that one person takes one, but in fact, the two families live only a few steps away, and the two have grown up together since childhood.

"When I was a child, it was fine, but when we were three or four years old, we all understood something, and the difference appeared. Grandpa behaved better with her. My grandfather behaved better to me. ”

The way for children to distinguish closeness is very simple, whoever is good to them, they will kiss with whomever they want, and they will listen to whomever they say.

"At that time, I thought my grandfather was the best person in the world, and I listened to everything he said. Then the two of them started to use our fighting method, and if you teach her to write one word, I will teach her two. You teach her to count five, and I'll teach ten......"

The two children have no concept of right and wrong, and they don't know why they want to compare themselves to each other. I just know that my grandfather (grandfather) will be happy to do this.

In their little minds. To make grandpa (grandfather) happy, getting their praise is the most important and happiest thing.

There are also fears that this will lead to a discord between the two sisters. Grandma and grandmother, in particular, strongly disagreed. The two old men were also alert to this. They just have a habit of fighting and fighting, but they don't want to make a mess of the child.

But the two children are very good in all aspects through competition. It also makes them feel that appropriate competition can stimulate children's enthusiasm. As long as you pay attention to the thoughts of the two children, and adjust them in time if there are signs of something wrong.

As a result, there have been no accidents for several years, and the two children are smarter than other children of the same age. Everyone also thought that this competition was a success, and the two old men couldn't be more proud.

This kind of 'success' has also made everyone let their guard down. Then something happened.

"They think they're successful. Very proud. Lin Bei'er said sarcastically:

But what they don't know is that certain ideas are deeply embedded in the hearts of the two children. After a few years, it doesn't matter why you want to compare, you just know that you must be better than each other. ”

Finally, one day the conflict broke out. Although the two old men said that one person was in charge of the other. In fact, they are all their own granddaughters, and the palms and backs of their hands are full of meat, which is what they share with each other. For each one is the same pro. Buying things is always double. But there are always surprises.

"One day I saw her playing with a new toy that I didn't have. So she ran over and asked her, and she said that her grandfather gave it to her. At that time, I was angry, did someone buy it for her? At the same time, I was a little hesitant whether my grandfather didn't like me anymore. I ran to look for my grandfather, but I couldn't find it. Lin Beier said excitedly.

Speaking of this toy, it was not intentional by Lin Kaishan. He went out for a walk, saw the toy at a roadside stall, thought it was good, and bought it. But there is only one of this style left, and there is no way to buy double copies.

Before the incident, no one knew that the contradictions between the two little girls had accumulated so deeply. He thinks that buying a toy allows two people to play together.

As a result, this self-belief is wrong. The more she thought about it, the more unbalanced she became, and she ran behind her and pushed her down, breaking the toy.

"When I saw her...... Boa sat on the ground and looked at me stupidly. Her forehead was shattered, and her face was bleeding all over her face. I was so scared that I hid in a flower bush in the community and didn't dare to come out. After so many years, Lin Beier's face is still full of remorse and guilt when she talks about this incident, which shows how much this incident has stimulated her.

This is also the first time she has called the name Bao'er since Zhu Ziqing met her. In the past, it was 'she' instead. Greeting Lin Baoer is all with 'hey'.

"Do you know how scared I was at the time? Will Bao'er die if she sheds so much blood. I pushed her down and threw the toy, would they hit me, would they not want me. ”

Zhu Ziqing couldn't help but have a picture in front of him. A helpless little girl shivered in the grass.

I'm afraid no one would have thought that the person who was most hurt in this incident was not Lin Bao'er who broke her head, but Lin Bei'er who did bad things.

In fact, Lin Baoer's injury was not as serious as Lin Beier said. She just broke a little bit of skin, and she didn't shed a few drops of blood at all.

Lin Beier said that her face was full of blood and she was frightened, and she fantasized about it. And looking at the way it is now, this shadow has been with her until now.

No wonder she feels bad every time she sees blood. I thought it was the cause of the fainting blood, but now I finally found the reason.

This girl's straightforwardness is actually carrying such a big psychological shadow behind her. Zhu Ziqing felt pity in his heart. For the first time, I regarded her as Lin Beier, not Lin Baoer's sister.

"Actually, I don't blame you for this, it's a mistake made by adults. You don't have to blame yourself. ”

"I know, but some things don't mean you know what you didn't do." Lin Beier said with a sad smile.

"Ugh." Zhu Ziqing sighed for a long time, he understood this truth too well.

The next thing Zhu Ziqing heard Lin Baoer say. Not long after Belle ran out, the nanny found out about the situation and was shocked. Grandma and grandmother were immediately informed.

Boa's head was bleeding and the toy shattered on the ground, but Belle was gone. And Bao'er may have been frightened, no matter how she asked. Just don't say a word. The whole family is crazy. What's going on? Is it a human trafficker? Or a political enemy? Even Tao Huguo flew back in person.

Fortunately, the monitoring equipment at that time was not as advanced as it is now. But as a family home for senior cadres, key places have been installed.

Through surveillance, everyone found that Lin Beier entered a flower bush on the side of the road and never came out.

Lin Boxu was not yet thirty years old at the time, and he saw an arrow step rushing over here. I found a little girl huddled in a ball among the flowers.

The moment she saw her father, all her fears and grievances exploded, and it was dark when she hugged Lin Boxu and cried. As for what happened. There was no need to ask, she choked up and said it all.

After listening to Limbell's words. Everyone was silent. Lin Boxu and Tao Hong were distressed, holding a child and blaming themselves. Lin Kaishan and Tao Anping were even more repentant.

Tao Hu pointed angrily at the two of them, and the nose that scolded them was not a nose, and the eyes were not eyes.

It's already happened, and it's too late to blame yourself and regret it, so hurry up and make amends. So I began to instill the idea of sisterhood, but unfortunately some things have been ingrained and it is too difficult to change.

"They started teaching me that Bao'er is a sister and that you have to respect her. We are sisters, humble and loving. But they don't know that these words are in my ears that they are all helping Bao'er, they think I am not as good as her, they don't love me anymore. So I targeted her even harder. ”

Zhu Ziqing sighed again in his heart, this is the same word, and the meaning is different in the ears of different people.

Lin Baoer also rejects this kind of indoctrination a little. But with a more gentle personality, she still accepted it, gradually reducing her competition with Belle, and sometimes letting her. As I get older and understand things better, I am more reluctant to compete with her.

Her humility was naturally praised by her family. And this kind of praise is tantamount to a denial of her in the eyes of Lin Beier.

"She is just pretending to be pitiful and winning everyone's favor. I'm going to expose her......"

Lin Baoer is not a fuel-efficient lamp, and sometimes she will fight back when she is annoyed. In Lin Beier's opinion, he couldn't help but show his fox tail. As long as she's working harder, she can be demolished.

Her actions did not attract criticism, because it seemed to everyone that the situation was entirely caused by the acquiescence of the two old men and the whole family. They are the ones who are really responsible.

Every time I think about it, all the scolding turns into guilt. is even more doting on Lin Baoer and the two.

This situation continued until the two of them were in high school, and Lin Boxu's work was adjusted to the central region.

Tao Hong was reluctant to have two children, and Lin Baoer put the principal of their school in prison at that time, so she needed to avoid the limelight. I'm going to take both of them with me.

As a result, Lin Baoer agreed. Lin Beier refused, not only refused, but also had to go to the US imperialists to see.

Despite her family's opposition, she insisted on doing so and eventually had to agree.

This is the first time the two sisters have been separated. And it was this separation that led the two to very different paths in life. (To be continued.) )