The more Ayi thought about it, the more sad she became, and the louder she cried. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Niangniang has been suffering all her life, and this looks like she is about to come to the end, but her body is broken again, how good is this.

"Mother, you must take care of your body. Ayi raised her head, looked at the extremely haggard master, and said with a smile. "Niangniang, you see how good it is now, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has a future, His Majesty loves you again, and he comes to see you every day. How can you bear to throw away such a good day?"

Since His Royal Highness the Crown Prince set out to conquer Hami, His Majesty has not forgotten to come to their Chengqian Palace every day, sit with Niangniang, and have a meal, which can be said to be the envy of everyone in the harem. The husband and wife are in love, and the son is promising, why can't the mother think about it, and don't know how to take care of her body?

Ayi couldn't figure out what the master was thinking.

"Ayi," Seeing that Ayi mentioned Emperor Zhu Jianshen, a hint of mockery quickly flashed in Concubine Ji's eyes. She looked down at the personal maid who was kneeling on the ground, still crying, and sighed softly, "Do you really think that Your Majesty comes to see me every day to really favor me?"

She is no longer the Li girl Li Tangmei who first left the palace more than 10 years ago! In a man's eyes, whether it is true or false, how can he not see it?

"Niangniang, isn't it?" Ayi was a little puzzled. When His Majesty came every day, Niangniang was obviously smiling very happily, and after His Majesty left, Niangniang was obviously very unhappy.

In this way, isn't it because of His Majesty's favor? Ayi, who has never had the love of a man and a woman, has never been able to understand what her master is thinking in her heart? Could it be that as the emperor's concubine, her master does not like this kind of favor?

Suddenly, when Ayi thought of this, she couldn't help but open her eyes and looked at her master sitting on the side in a daze.

"Ayi, you don't understand. Concubine Ji Shu sighed and shook her head lightly. "Your Majesty, although he came to see the palace every day, but ......" In the deep palace, Concubine Ji Shu, who had been cautious all her life, still swallowed the words on her lips.

The partition wall has ears, and at this special time, she can't say anything or do anything for the sake of her son.

Concubine Ji Shufei looked up in the direction of the imperial study, and a hint of mockery quickly flashed in her eyes.

That's right, for more than a month, Your Majesty has indeed seen yourself every day, but is it because Your Majesty has himself in his heart? No, of course not. Concubine Ji Shufei shook her head. She understands that the reason why Emperor Zhu Jianshen looks at herself every day is just because her son, Zhu Youzhang, the crown prince of the dynasty, went to Hami to fight for him, who was a father!

He looks at himself every day, but he just wants to tell the people of the world that he, the emperor, is also an emperor with affection and righteousness! However, is this kind of affection and righteousness what he wants?

No, it's not. Concubine Ji shook her head again. The affection and righteousness I want were lost by Wan Guifei's board more than ten years ago. At that time, I held a sincere heart and humbly prayed for the man's favor. But what about that man? He is the emperor, the son of heaven, and the husband of countless women in this harem!

And herself, hum, Concubine Ji Shu sneered. He was just one of the many women in the emperor's harem, and he was also the most insignificant and humble one! At that time, the emperor was probably the only one in his heart, Wan Guifei, right?

However, since he loved Concubine Wan so much, why did he come to provoke himself? He provoked himself, but he trampled on his true heart, and indifferently watched Concubine Wan order the rod to beat him. Such a man, such a son of heaven, has he ever thought about how cruel he is to other women when he is in love with Wan Guifei!

Recalling the past, Concubine Ji Shufei closed her eyes in pain.

Now, one of my hearts has long been unwavering, as quiet as stagnant water. But what about him, as the emperor, as the son of heaven, and as the father of his own son, at this time he put on a look of affection and righteousness! Who did he show when he made such a move?

It's just a good show of father's love and filial piety and husband and wife in front of the world!

Concubine Ji Shu couldn't get used to such a good show, but for the sake of her son, she still had to endure the nausea, and accompanied the man with a smile, in front of everyone in the harem, in front of the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty, and in front of all the people in the world, perform this play well!

This is her sorrow, the sorrow of being a harem woman!

Concubine Ji Shu sighed, got up and stood up, and also reached out to help Ayilai on the side.

"Ayi, get up. She reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of Ayi's eyes, smiled, and said gently. "Actually, it's good that this palace is like this. If this palace goes like this, perhaps, the soul of this palace can return to the 100,000 mountains of our Li clan. ”

Although she has lived in this Forbidden City for most of her life, in the final analysis, the 100,000 mountains of the Nali people are her home!

It's just that this cage is much bigger and more gorgeous than the cage next to it.

"Mother, don't say that. The tears that Ayi had managed to stop with great difficulty came up again. "You'll be fine, you'll be fine. Didn't Imperial Doctor Zhou say it, as long as you pay attention to some maintenance yourself, and there are many good things in the palace, Niangniang, you will definitely be able to go to the day when your children and grandchildren are around your knees, Niangniang, you will definitely be able to live a long life. ”

"Ayi," Concubine Ji Shufei smiled, but turned her head to look in the direction of her hometown, "Ayi, do you remember what our hometown looks like? And in this Forbidden City, the palace has long been enough. It's a pity, I'm afraid we won't be able to go back, right?"

Hometown, perhaps, in this life, you will never be able to go back, right?

Concubine Ji sighed silently. If you can go back to your hometown and take a look, even if you can only take a look, your heart can be liberated.

Daddy, Auntie, and the little brothers who accompany you all over the mountain, have you ever forgotten my Li Tangmei?

Concubine Ji Shufei closed her eyes and completely covered the moistness in the corners of her eyes.

"Mother, don't think like that. Ayi shook her head desperately, endured her sadness, and persuaded bitterly, "Niangniang, we can still go back, we can go back." In the future, wait for His Royal Highness the Crown Prince...... , as the most noble woman in the whole world, you can naturally go back to your hometown and save your relatives. ”

In the future? Then how long will you have to wait? Concubine Ji Shu sighed and shook her head.

I have almost boiled until the oil runs out, can I wait for that day?