Chapter 163: Determined Heart
Since knowing her life history, Jiuyue's mood, which had always been quite depressed, suddenly became much calmer. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Although, when she fell asleep every night, she would still see the Nine Emperors who were cold...... Of course, there is also that, as long as her mind is confused and weak, she will take the opportunity to occupy her body, and she is full of demonic aura of 'Jiuyue'.
In the past, she was always nervous and scared, and every time she woke up, her close-fitting clothes were already soaked in cold sweat, and anxiety and fear filled her heart all the time.
Now, she has gradually learned to sleep in dreams, and whatever she sees and hears, she turns a blind eye and hears nothing, and she thinks she is blind and deaf, and she is a fool.
The Nine Emperors were already silent, and Jiuyue's cold refrigeration had a very good effect, so the Nine Emperors rarely talked to Jiuyue again, and when they appeared in her dreams later, most of them were closing their eyes and recuperating, and they didn't even bother to raise their eyes to look at her again.
The other 'Jiuyue' is not so empathetic, and there is always a sentence to talk to her from time to time, telling Jiuyue how dark and unbearable this other world is, and has been committed to making Jiuyue's already gloomy mood even more gloomy.
She had worried that her soul would be devoured by the Nine Emperors, but she didn't want the Nine Emperors to be just memories of her soul in her previous life...... She had no reason to be afraid of a memory of her, and besides, how could she harm herself?
Jiu Yue thought that the reason why the aura she felt from the Nine Emperors before made her so scared was presumably, it must be an extremely unbearable memory, and since the past was unbearable, she didn't want to remember it at all.
Moreover, the Nine Emperors are still a man, this alone, Jiu Yue really can't convince herself to understand the past of the Nine Emperors, if the memories that have been extracted from the soul are really fused with the body, if she finds that she really should be a man, how should she accept her woman's body?
That feeling, Jiu Yue felt extremely strange just thinking about it.
Past lives, past lives, past events.
It's still the sentence about the realm of Biluo, forget about the past.
What you don't remember is better to forget completely, and the bloody aura of the Nine Emperors, the memories left behind, shouldn't be much better.
Now, she only knows that she is Jiuyue, even if she accepts her identity as a demon god, it does not mean that she has to accept the memory of the demon god, that person, except for the power carried in her body, has no relationship with her.
It's just that the demon god is inseparable from her after all, Jiuyue is not sure, since she can't resist his power, can she really resist the so-called memories of her past life?
Of course, compared to the Nine Emperors in the dream realm, Jiuyue was more worried about that, not so much becoming a little more peaceful, but more like recuperating her energy, waiting for the right time to seize her body, and planning to slowly imprison her in the dark soul cage, completely replacing her existence.
The thick malice of 'her' was so obvious on her face that no matter how bright and moving her smile was, she could never hide it.
What makes Jiuyue feel more headache than the Nine Emperors is that the Nine Emperors are the memories of the demon gods, and when the gods and minds are united, it should be the Nine Emperors who disappear, and 'she' is more likely to covet Jiuyue's body as an existence to replace Jiuyue, and when 'she' completely invades Jiuyue's body, the one who disappears must be Jiuyue.
The two of them, one had used her body to summon the Shadow to kill indiscriminately when she was unconscious, and the other had used her body to kill people while she was asleep...... Climb onto the man's bed..... It's not a fuel-efficient lamp, and next time I don't know what messy things will be done with her body, which makes Jiuyue very worried.
If this continues, the situation of three confusion using the body will definitely happen, and Jiuyue must come up with a proper way to solve this situation before the situation gets worse, before she can still be more stable.
Regardless of the existence of the Nine Emperors for the time being, the existence of 'her' is a cancer planted by Mrs. Rou Ran on Jiu Yue, which must be controlled by Mrs. Rou Ran, that vicious woman is the one who made Jiu Yue suffer a lot of humiliation.
One day, she will pull down from the high throne the woman who was going to skin people at every turn, sew her mouth and nose, and make her almost crippled, and also experience the fear and powerlessness of being weak.
Someday.
However, even if Jiuyue's mind is very determined, there is nothing she can do at the moment, and the only thing she can do at this time is to reduce her sleep time as much as possible.
However, no matter what, she has already made up her mind to control her own destiny, whether it is a monster, a demon god, or anything, she will live well.
That kind of thing is just the eyeballs of a puppet insect, the red lotus is still cold, and those who should pay for it are still alive and well, how can she lose to such a thing?
She couldn't.
Therefore, she can only be qualified to compete with all this if she becomes stronger.
However, all the changes were painful, so painful that Jiu Yue couldn't help but start to suspect that no matter how hard the ant Rao tried, he could only become a stronger ant.
Jiuyue originally thought that she already had great power in her body, and as long as she learned to control it, she would be able to quickly become powerful.
However, now she can't say that she controls and controls this power, even the most basic thing is to collect and release the black fog freely.
Xu was the night she injured the ghost Huai Night, and released too much dark energy, and in the days that followed, no matter how she tossed, there was only a faint and scattered black mist in front of her, and she couldn't even condense it into shape, let alone practice control.
It backfired, Jiu Yue couldn't release the power of darkness, so he had to start with the most basic enhancement of physical fitness and tempering his will.
However, what made Jiuyue feel a little more comforting was that Ghost Huaiye told Jiuyue that even if she could release the black mist normally and strengthen her physique, it was something she had to do.
Because, because the power of the Nine Emperors is too strong, if Jiuyue's body is still not tough enough, then before Jiuyue uses this power as her own weapon, her body will be corrupted and destroyed by this too powerful power.
Jiu Yue remembered that in the past, every time she accidentally used the power of darkness, her body would become very weak, and that was probably what Ghost Huai Ye said, a manifestation of her body's inability to withstand strong power.
And tempering the will, it is said that it is just an exercise to improve the spiritual strength, Jiuyue originally had no objections, but the ghost Huai Ye asked her to hone the method of will, but she really wanted to kick him off the hospital bed. (To be continued.) )