Xu is because of the long-term depression, Xu is guilty of Rong Liang in the ICU ward, Xu is after this huge change caused the secrets buried in the depths of his heart to brew and churn too much, so that he can no longer bear it, and urgently needs to find an outlet, Zhao Yanan unprecedentedly told her past with Rong Liang and Wen Yufei in front of Miao Qing.

"At that time, maybe because my brother was also a soldier, I had a special feeling for soldiers deep down. Therefore, after getting acquainted with Brother Liang, unconsciously, his burly figure, honest words and deeds always appeared in front of him from time to time. ”

Zhao Yanan raised his head slightly and looked at the window of the ICU ward across the corridor. Although she couldn't see the glory on the hospital bed, her eyes were always focused on that approximate position. It's not so much that she is talking to Miao Qing, but from her expression, it is more like saying it to Rong Liang, although Rong Liang can't hear anything at this time.

"Some things are always like this, they come quietly when you're not prepared for them, and they happen. When people are caught off guard, it is inevitable that they will be a little flustered, a little confused, a little apprehensive, and a little inexplicably happy.

Now that I think about it, that time must have been the happiest and most fulfilling time I had ever grown.

But it didn't take long for most of the officers and soldiers in the garrison, including my brother, to move out. Only a large, empty military camp guarded by dozens of people was left. My heart became empty and unforgiving. ”

Caught in the memories of the good past, Zhao Yanan, who is already weak and delicate, is undoubtedly beautiful and charming. In particular, the faint flush that flew up on the cheeks was even more touching against the slender eyes that were slightly red and swollen and full of tears.

"Although I received a letter from my brother soon after, there was not a single word about the location of their new camp. Even the envelope was left with only a numeric code. Moreover, in the letter, my brother repeatedly asked him not to reply to the letter, and even if he did, he would not receive it. So, in the three years since then, I have never received any information from Brother Liang.

Time passed quickly, and after more than three years, my brother and his family moved back to the camp near my house. I finally saw Brother Liang again, who had become taller, stronger, and more silent.

When my brother invited Brother Liang to his house as a guest, Wen Yufei came with him. Relatively speaking, Wen Yu has to be ...... How to say it, according to the current fashionable words, it is more handsome. Moreover, he is also more able to speak and please people than Brother Liang. Therefore, because of my brother and Brother Liang, I am not disgusted with Wen Yufei. ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Yanan, who still didn't look at Miao Qing beside him, still stared at Zhao Yanan, who couldn't see the bright ICU window on the hospital bed, stopped, seemed to sort out his thoughts, and said again after about ten seconds: "The change of events happened in the third year after they came back, and I was twenty-four years old that year.

Suddenly, one day my brother came back and said that Wen Yufei accidentally fell and injured himself during a training session, and he was seriously injured. When I heard the news, I immediately ran to the hospital to visit him. Indeed, he not only broke his thigh, but also broke two ribs, and according to the hospital doctor, he also had a moderate concussion. Therefore, he was hospitalized for more than 100 days. ”

Seeing that Zhao Yanan suddenly shed tears again, Miao Qing hurriedly handed her a stack of tissues, but since Zhao Yanan began to tell about her past experiences, Miao Qing never interjected again.

Silently took the tissue handed by Miao Qing, Zhao Yanan said softly: "Thank you." Because the tears in his eyes couldn't be wiped away at all, Zhao Yanan finally ignored it and continued: "Most of the soldiers are the same, all of them are far away from home, and there are really few lucky people like my brother. Therefore, during Wen Yu's non-hospitalization, I had to visit him almost every day, and from time to time I would help with some nursing work when the nurses were too busy.

I will never forget that night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Wen Yufei, who was already able to move freely, suddenly confessed to me that he had secretly liked me for a long time after eating the mooncakes I brought.

At first glance, I was not unprepared when I heard Wen Yufei's words, but I always only had Brother Liang in my heart. ”

At this time, Zhao Yanan's tears that he couldn't stop became even more unrestrained. With teary eyes staring at the window of the ICU ward, he raised his voice slightly: "It's just because I was soft-hearted for a while and didn't categorically reject Wen Yufei's thoughts that it led to what happened later, and it led to today's scene." Be...... I'm sorry Brother Liang, I hurt Brother Liang. ”

"Sister-in-law......." Miao Qing, who was moved by Zhao Yanan's story and emotions, couldn't find the right words to comfort her, her emaciated shoulders kept shaking, her voice was choked, and even Zhao Yanan, who was speechless.

After a long time, Zhao Yanan's mood calmed down a little before he said, "After that day, I didn't go the next day." The first is that there is something temporary at home, and the second is to imply that Wen Yu does not have him in my heart. When I woke up on the morning of August 17, although I felt a little heavy and knew that I had caught a cold because of the cool breeze blowing last night, I still took a few cold pills after breakfast and bought some fruit on the street to visit Wen Yufei in the hospital.

Because Wen Yufei was about to be discharged from the hospital, the purpose of my visit was to tell him that I would not come again in the future.

When I arrived at the hospital ward, Wen Yufei was very enthusiastic about pouring water for me and peeling apples for me. When he learned that I had a cold, he called the doctor to prescribe some medicine for me and watched me take a few tablets.

The more Wen Yufei is like this, the more ruthless I am to refuse him decisively. I helped him sort out his clothes and belongings, and felt a little groggy in his head, just as I was about to say goodbye and leave, the nurse suddenly came in and asked Wen Yufei to do a final review.

After Wen Yufei's repeated stays, and I wanted to know the results of his reexamination, I sat on the sofa in the ward and waited. I didn't want to, this sat down and fell asleep under the effect of cold medicine.

When I woke up again, I had already been carried to the hospital bed by Wen Yufei and stripped naked...... Just like that, I, a weak girl who was powerless, was possessed by Wen Yufei, who was born as a special soldier, in a hospital bed.

Afterwards, whether you cry or shout, everything is useless. Returning home in despair, tossing and turning, the most important thing I wanted to do was go to the army and report him. However, in the end, my brother stopped me.

I didn't need my brother to say that I already knew that Wen Yufei was born poor, and according to his words, he was looked down upon since he was a child. If I denounce him, he will not only be expelled from the army, but will also have to go to prison for at least ten years. This is also the key reason why I didn't yell when I was forcibly possessed by Wen Yufei in the ward. ”

(End of chapter)