If you do, then you should believe that I am here watching you every day, I miss you, I think of our son, you have to be happy and happy every day.

Just a few lines of words, but it gave Xia Yanxin a new hope, is this from Long Yutian? In an instant, a wave of fanatical joy rose in her heart.

No, she doesn't believe in heaven, she doesn't believe that there is a soul after death, she can receive flowers from him, she can receive text messages from him, it can only mean one thing, that is, he is still alive.

But if you think about it, it's not right, if he is really alive, why didn't he come to see her?

From the excitement just now to slowly calming down, there is another layer of doubt in her heart, yes, what is the reason why he didn't come to see her?

After much consideration, she decided to tell Sù Monica about the matter and ask him to help her find out the source of the text message......

Shen Xiaoman held his face with both hands and rubbed his face vigorously, this was a very difficult decision...... Although the babies have not yet been born, but after all, they have been in her belly for a few months, and they have already been connected by blood, and the mother-daughter relationship is deep, and she fantasizes about the little appearance of the babies every day, they are the crystallization of her love with Lei Zijia, the continuation of their bloodline, and their hopes and future reads;.

From the first abortion a few years ago to the current pregnancy again, how many disappointments, how many tribulations, how many misunderstandings and ups and downs she and Lei Zijia have experienced, from the moment she conceived this child, she decided to give them all her love.

It's a pity that fate once again played a cruel joke on her, whether to end their lives now, or let them come to this world to endure the torment of illness, both of these choices are very painful for Shen Xiaoman.

"Cousin, if I beat them again, Zijia and I will never have any more children in our lives, I don't want to do this. Shen Xiaoman desperately wanted to find an excuse to keep the baby, but the separation was in front of her, and she couldn't do it.

"Xiaoman, I know you're in pain. But after the onset of the disease, the torture is even more painful, do you really want to watch your children suffer like that?" Jiang Xiuyan persuaded again.

Shen Xiaoman raised his head, glanced at Jiang Xiuyan painfully, lowered his head again, grabbed the skirt tightly with both hands, and kept rubbing it.

"Mr. Jiang, the number over there has already been lined up for you, please take the patient over for surgery! We will be off work in half an hour." "A nurse came in with a notebook.

"Okay, we'll come over right away!" Jiang Xiuyan stood up and helped Shen Xiaoman walk towards the operating room.

Shen Xiaoman's heart was still a mess, at this time, she completely lost her ability to judge, she didn't know whether to stay or knock out...... It wasn't until she lay down on the hospital bed to prepare for the operation that she suddenly remembered the first child she had killed, and the pain and shadow were still there, and she sat up suddenly.

"Don't, cousin, I don't want to do it, I won't beat them......"

Jiang Xiuyan's face was a little cold, "Xiaoman, don't be stupid; Since you are here, you will have the operation done, which is good for the child and for you." ”

"No, no, I don't want to do it, this is my flesh and blood with Zijia, I can't beat them. ”

"But have you ever thought about what they will do if they get cancer?"

"I don't know, but at least before I make a decision, I'm going to discuss it, he's the baby's father, and he has the right to decide. ”

"Xiaoman, why are you still so stupid, no one in the Lei family has a good thing, have you forgotten how your mother died?"

Seeing Jiang Xiuyan's face become hideous, Shen Xiaoman was also dumbfounded.

"Cousin, why did you still mention the events of the year, didn't I explain it to you? Mom's death was done by my father, and it has nothing to do with the Lei family. ”

"If it weren't for Mai Youran seducing your father Ouyang Wenbin, how could your father do such a thing. Xiaoman, have you really forgotten that kind of hatred?" Jiang Xiuyan's voice was fierce, this appearance made Shen Xiaoman feel extremely strange, completely different from the usual Sven friendly him.

"Cousin, now Lei Zijia is my husband and the father of the babies, don't speak ill of the Lei family anymore, I don't want to have an abortion operation, I want to come down. ”

Shen Xiaoman struggled to get down on the bed, but the two doctors around her held her down, and then looked at Jiang Xiuyan with inquiring eyes, "Do you want to continue the operation?"

"Yes, you must, do it!" Jiang Xiuyan's face was gloomy and his expression was gloomy.

"No, I don't want to, I won't do it!" Shen Xiaoman screamed, because he had a big belly and was inconvenient to move, there was no way to break free from the doctor's hands.

At this time, the door of the operating room was suddenly kicked open, and Lei Zijia rushed in......

"Wife ......"

Lei Zijia rushed in anxiously and hugged Shen Xiaoman tightly, and the two doctors wanted to be blocked, but the bodyguards who rushed in twisted out one left and one right......

"Husband!" Shen Xiaoman choked and hugged Lei Zijia tightly.

"Wife, why are you doing this? What are you trying to do to kill our child? Didn't you say that you only came back for a few days, why did you come to have an abortion?" Lei Zijia asked puzzledly, if it wasn't for the fact that he had been secretly staring at Shen Xiaoman, it would have caused irreparable and terrible consequences now.

"Husband, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I didn't mean to kill the baby, I just didn't want them to suffer in the future!" Shen Xiaoman said bitterly.

"Wife, what do you mean by that?"

Shen Xiaoman looked around and glanced at Jiang Xiuyan again, "Husband, I want to go home, I don't want to stay here!"

Lei Zijia seemed to see some clues, and looked at Jiang Xiuyan fiercely, "Did you do something to Xiaoman?"

Jiang Xiuyan sneered, "Yes, I persuaded her to kill the child." This child is kept, and the pain will only be her own. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Zijia, don't say it, let's go!"

Shen Xiaoman didn't want Lei Zijia to argue with Jiang Xiuyan, although Jiang Xiuyan's actions just now were a little too radical, but he was still her cousin after all, and she didn't want the grievances between Jiang and Lei to get deeper and deeper, so she stopped Lei Zijia at this time.

Lei Zijia glared at Jiang Xiuyan, turned around and helped Shen Xiaoman out of the door, behind him, Jiang Xiuyan said unwillingly, "Xiaoman, you have to remember your cousin's words, one day in the future, you will regret giving birth to these two children......"

Shen Xiaoman's body trembled slightly, and a chilling coolness surged up in his heart...... Fortunately, Lei Zijia was by the side to support her, so she didn't fall down.

Lei Zijia drove the car and took her to the direction of the airport, Shen Xiaoman was silent, looking at the scenery outside the car window for a flash.

After thinking about it for a long time, she slowly spoke, "Husband, I'm sorry, I made you worry today, it's all caused by my willfulness and ignorance." ”

Lei Zijia slowly slowed down the car, then stopped on a quiet side of the road, turned to look at her, "As long as you and the babies are okay, it's fine, it's just, I hope, no matter what happens to you, can you tell me first?" ”

Shen Xiaoman slowly raised his head and looked at Lei Zijia guiltily, "It's all my fault, I haven't dared to sue sù, for fear that you will dislike me in the future and stop being with me." ”

Lei Zijia clenched her little hand, "Wife, what are you thinking! Since we are both husband and wife, how can I dislike you!"

Shen Xiaoman's face was slightly red, "That's the case, the Jiang family has a female genetic disease that has been passed down from generation to generation, I think you should know what it is." My grandmother and several of my aunts died of this disease, and almost all of them were spared, although it is said that there is a genetic chance of this disease. But in the Jiang family, this probability is 100 percent. ”

After Lei Zijia listened, his face was still calm, "Silly girl, there is such a thing as a genetic disease, which is not necessarily obtainable." ”

"I know, but this probability is 100% in our Jiang family, like a terrible curse......

Lei Zijia smiled slightly, stretched out his hand and took her into his arms, "Silly girl, I didn't expect you to bear so much psychological pressure alone." In fact, you should have sued your husband earlier, and your husband is responsible for solving all kinds of problems for you. In fact, some genetic diseases can be prevented, such as some patients who are prone to stomach cancer, or families with a genetic history of stomach cancer, so patients can be prevented in advance, get rid of some bad habits that are prone to disease, and do regular physical examinations, which can avoid the occurrence of lesions. ”

"However, that kind of situation is relatively rare! Genes are almost impossible to change, and there is no way to ...... them."

"Silly girl, don't forget, your husband specializes in genetics, and there will definitely be a way. Finding a husband who is a doctor has to have some effect, isn't it? Besides, don't you have no children? You don't have any disease, and the children will definitely have no problems. Lei Zijia said encouragingly.

"But I really didn't have confidence, I was scared. Shen Xiaoman was still hesitant.

"It's okay, I heard my mother say, she went to visit your father some time ago, about the problem of traditional Chinese medicine, they have discussed, especially about the prevention and treatment of cancer, your father invented the method of treatment with traditional Chinese medicine, the effect is quite good, don't believe you go back and ask my mother, don't say that you are not sick, even if you have, there is a chance to be cured." Trust your husband, there will be no mistake. Lei Zijia said confidently.

Under Lei Zijia's persuasion, Shen Xiaoman's nervousness slowly relaxed, yes, she herself is also a medical student, and she also knows that this is an opportunity, it can't be 100%, as long as she doesn't get it, the chance of the two daughters getting sick is very, very small...... Well, since God has given her two children, she should cherish them, and no matter what, she will bring them into this world to take a look and go through them......