Chapter 261: It's better not to see each other than to see each other
For a while, Zhang Wan only felt that her face was red and her ears were hot, and even her heartbeat seemed to speed up a little. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
This kind of feeling, in the shyness, seems to have a trace of awkwardness, awkwardness, but with a little bit of course, such a complex feeling, but I have never experienced it before.
What's wrong with herself? Is she running away? But as a great monk, is it necessary for her to escape in front of a mortal? Although, that mortal is her husband, and she thinks that it is one of the keys to surviving the love tribulation and attaining the Great Dao.
Zhu Youzhu saw that his wife had avoided his sight again, and he couldn't help but sigh silently in his heart.
Wan'er, you understand it, I don't think you understand it at all.
It's just that in the face of such a wife, even if he has a thousand words in his heart, he can't tell it!
There is no way, in the face of his wife's such a pure and shy appearance, Zhu Youzhu felt that even if he slightly revealed a trace of meaning, he seemed a little frivolous and Meng Lang. But Wan'er is his own wife, how can he be frivolous with Meng Lang to his wife? What's more, he has received a very strict orthodox education since he was a child, how can Meng Lang get up? Therefore, when facing his wife, Zhu Youzhu endured it with difficulty and pain most of the time.
Because he didn't want his wife to think that he was a prodigal son, and he didn't want his wife Zhang Wan to misunderstand that he was slighting her and not loving and respecting her enough.
This feeling, after learning the true identity of his wife, is now getting stronger and stronger. In fact, deep in his heart, Zhu Youzhu has always felt that he is not worthy of his wife, so he must be careful to maintain this respect from the bottom of his heart.
Zhang Wan is unparalleled in intelligence, and she has already faintly noticed this distraction hidden in her husband's heart. It's just that although she has lived for tens of thousands of years, she has been practicing and has never experienced such a love affair. Therefore, although Zhang Wan was aware of her husband's abnormality, she didn't know how to change the status quo of the two of them at this time.
In desperation, Zhang Wan had no choice but to make herself more natural and active. For example, in the face of her husband's occasional intimate behavior, Zhang Wan did not refuse, but endured it generously, and even sometimes, she would take the initiative to approach her husband.
She feels that her husband Zhu Youjiao, like herself, is a smart person. Then, there are some things, even if you don't say it, your husband should be understandable. What's more, she has never experienced those things between men and women, and she really doesn't know how to talk to her husband.
I have to say that two young people who also have no emotional experience guess each other's thoughts like this, which is also a rare affair. It's a pity that in this incident, the prince Zhu Youzhang, who is a man, has to work a lot harder.
Seeing that her husband Zhu Youzhu had not spoken, Zhang Wan's heart tightened, but she took the initiative to reach out and hold her husband's hand, and said with a light smile, "Your Highness, after I send you on the expedition tomorrow, I will send my mother back to the Li clan." At this time, it is still early, you can go and accompany your mother again, okay?"
This matter was discussed by the husband and wife.
When Zhu Youzhu recovered Hami, he agreed with his wife Zhang Wan that when he led the troops to the Turpan Han Kingdom, his wife would secretly escort Concubine Ji Shu back to the Li people. In this way, the mother and son can also take advantage of the few days of the army to get together.
After all, once Concubine Ji Shu returns to the Li clan, it is difficult for their mother and concubine to see each other again. The suffering of this life is already suffering in life and death. And the pain of life and parting is still above death.
Now, the army is about to set out, even if Zhu Youzhu and Ji Shufei's mother and son are reluctant to give up, they also know that their mother and son have to be separated for a while.
Zhu Youzhu didn't dare to see Concubine Ji Shu today, because he was a little scared in his heart. He was afraid that after seeing his mother, he would make her sad, and her mother would change her decision and continue to stay by his side. But Wan'er once said that if the mother concubine continues to stay in the capital, I am afraid that her life will not last long. For the sake of his mother, even if Zhu Youzhu is reluctant to give up, he must send his mother back to the hometown of the Li people.
As for Concubine Ji Shu, this lady has been holding back the sourness in her heart today, and has never mentioned this matter in front of her daughter-in-law Zhang Wan, and she is also thinking about her son. She knew that her son was about to go on the battlefield, and on this battlefield, the sword had no eyes, which was very dangerous. But what about the son, if he goes to the battlefield and is distracted by himself. For the sake of her son's safety, she could only hold back the tears in her heart and stay in the camp strong and indifferent.
How could Zhang Wan, who was sandwiched between their mother, son and son, not understand the thoughts of her mother-in-law and husband? Their mother and son, for the sake of each other, forcibly endured their own thoughts. Although Zhang Wan can't comprehend such feelings herself, when she sees Zhu Youzhu and Concubine Ji Shufei, she knows that today is the last chance for their mother and son to meet.
Zhang Wan didn't want her husband to have any doubts, so after thinking about it a few times, she still opened her mouth at this time. She knew that the mother and son were very similar in a certain way, that is, the persistence and stubbornness in her heart.
Concubine Ji Shu, who is stubborn as a mother, and Zhu Youjiao, who is a son, how can she not be stubborn? At this time, it is better for you, an outsider, to match their mother and son with their son.
Therefore, after Zhang Wan carefully considered it for a few minutes, she opened her mouth to bring up this matter. "Your Highness, you go to see the concubine, okay?"
Are you going to see your mother? Zhu Youzhu was naturally moved. It's just that he doesn't know what he will say after seeing his mother? If he says he is reluctant, will his mother stay for him? But if his mother can't help but stay, then what should he do? Can he bear to see his mother die because of this?
Naturally, that can't. But if she doesn't say anything reluctant, will the mother concubine feel that her son is indifferent and ruthless? The mother concubine has been away from home for many years, and later there was a betrayal by her father, and that heart is already full of holes, if her son is not considerate, then how sad the mother concubine's heart should be.
Zhu Youzhu thought about it, but shook his head.
It's better not to see each other than to see each other. At this time, I still don't want to embarrass my mother anymore. Over the years, the mother concubine has sacrificed a lot for her son.
This time, don't embarrass your mother.