62. This rite is there
I've racked my brains, I can't think of it, but it's just to marry a little wife, why is it so difficult? What kind of gift should I prepare?
In fact, I am very entangled in this happy event, my own brother married a daughter-in-law for the first time in his life, let's say happy, I can't talk about it, because I know that there is a figure in Yinxiang's heart that can't be put down, even if it is impossible to meet again in this era, it will only make him remember it deeper and firmer, so he may not be willing to marry Shuying. But if you can't talk about worry, after all, if Yinxiang really lets go of everything and meets the woman he likes again, he can still marry home as a prince.
The crux of the problem is that the woman who is about to enter the door now, I can't figure out Yinxiang's attitude, tangled.
If it is a happy relationship, I will be so happy that I want to send everything over, as long as he is happy, but the marriage in front of me is clearly a product of matchmaking under feudal rule. If Yinxiang just accepted it with no feeling, I would be able to give any gift I wanted, at least it wouldn't make him uncomfortable. But if he is unhappy in his own heart but has to obey, I still help Yinzhen give gifts, isn't that intentionally blocking him!
Alas......
Marry it, although they are only 13 years old, but Yinzhen is right, we were already married at that time, and now we are doing well. In this precocious feudal society, girls are more open to feelings than boys, and the appearance of looking at Shuying is obviously about Yinxiang, maybe it is good to have such a girl by his side, don't be so lonely anymore, I'm just afraid that the precociousness of Shuying can't reach Yinxiang's ripe mind.
As for Yinxiang, if the past can be easily let go, hide it in the bottom of your heart, the youthful and fruitless love affair was sealed as a memory, no matter how beautiful the girl was, she could be ruthless and let go, and she would live again in this era.
Shadow ...... Oh my God, I said who this girl looks like, why didn't I react at the time, I had to think of someone's ex-girlfriend to remember that familiar face. The eyebrows and eyes are really similar, in this case, will Yinxiang like Shuying? Maybe he can really live well in the future.
"Sighing and laughing again, what do you think?"
Yinzhen, who was leaning on the couch and flipping through the book, actually noticed me, leaned over and asked carefully, "Do you say that Yinxiang likes sparse shadows?"
Yin Zhen pulled me to lie beside him, frowned and responded, "How do I know, I'm not him." ”
"You meet every day, and you have to go to Eniang to say hello together, you will always see Shuying, can't you see what is going on between them?"
"It's not that I'm going to marry, I'm always staring at the woman who hasn't passed through Yinxiang, what it looks like. Yinzhen knocked the book in his hand on my forehead, "Are you worried?"
Seeing that he looked at me suspiciously, he hurriedly shook his head and whispered, "That's it...... I'm afraid that Yinxiang won't like her, how uncomfortable it is for these two people. ”
"It's just the first door, and I don't even have an identity, just a number of people who are waiting. After Yinzhen finished speaking, he saw me raise his eyebrows and look at him, so he smiled and added: "Don't worry, maybe you will see it at a glance." ”
Alas, it's useless to talk to him about this, it's better for me to think about it myself. It's just that this guy is really getting better and better, and he knows that what he says will give me ideas. I'm afraid I'll think of his first-in-class woman entangled? It's a pity that I've adjusted my mentality so well now that I'm too lazy to talk to him about these annoying things to make myself unhappy. I smiled hypocritically and grabbed his braids, shaking the ends of my hair and swiping them across his face, "Do you want to say love at first sight?
I regretted it before the words came out, if he had said yes, I would have choked myself to death, after all, the Ulanala clan he saw for the first time was definitely not me now. If that's the case, then what am I? robbed the main master's body and took her man? gained a relationship and a good status for nothing? then what became of my dedication to him......
Alas, my mentality needs to be adjusted again.
"Why do you always sigh?" Yin Zhen held my hand holding his braid, looked at me very strictly, and seemed to think for a long time before hearing his response, "No, we met long before the marriage of Huang Amma, and I didn't have much impression at that time, and then because I was going to marry you, it was impossible to see you, and it was the night of the wedding when we met again." ”
It seems that what he said is not fake, so can it be understood that this man likes me, and has nothing to do with the original Nala half-dime? Even if I deceive myself, the answer is this, I believe it!
"I thought you'd be upset if you said that. Yinzhen looked at me puzzled, "Why is it beautiful?"
I clubbed his heart to hide my smugness, "No, I'm just thinking about whether what you said is true or false." ”
Yin Zhen glared at me, and then snorted in a low voice: "As long as I tell you, it is naturally all true, what are you lying about." You...... What?"
"I, what am I? Don't gasp when you speak, what do you say?"
"It's nothing, you rejected me for so long, and you certainly weren't. ”
I was stunned for a moment before I realized that this guy was asking me this question in turn, with an awkward look on his little nose and small eyes, but this looks quite like a child who hasn't been given candy to eat.
I loosened my braid and grabbed his fingers, "I've never believed in love at first sight, and I've never experienced what you said at first sight." It's hard to talk about feelings, and I can't tell when or for what reason I liked it, and I don't know. If you ask me what I say to you, I can't tell, if ......" I stared into his eyes and whispered, half-jokingly, "if I say three hundred years from now, would you believe me?"
Yin Zhen's eyes widened and narrowed again, pulled my hand behind him, pressed his palm on my back, and whispered: "You are afraid that I will lie, but you made up a story to deceive me, don't you don't swear and don't promise, and now what do you say for three hundred years, what do you mean? What do you want me to believe?"
I want to sue him, I didn't tell him, I really liked him as early as three hundred years later, and I want to tell him that feelings have nothing to do with many things, and they can be regardless of time and space, regardless of age, wealth, status, but these words can't be said. Watching him scrutinize me, as if trying to extract some answer from my eyes, I knew that I could never say such things again.
The arm wrapped around him tightened, tilted his head to his lips and sighed softly: "You just need to believe in one thing, whether it is love at first sight or love for a long time, I am in love with you, sticking to you by your side, relying on you, accompanying you, guarding you, as long as I am here." ”
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Shuying was sent into Yinxiang's small courtyard as scheduled, without blowing, without a sedan chair, and without even a decent seat. I thought that those princes would give gifts, but it turned out that only Yinzhen and Fourteen took it seriously.
Thinking about the many unnamed women in the prince's room, they are nothing in the eyes of the royal family, really just like Yinzhen said that they just added a person to serve.
Although I am still a little worried about Yinxiang's attitude towards this matter, but the matter is a foregone conclusion, and it is useless to think about it more, after all, with his current status, it is normal to have a few more women, and he is a man, so this kind of thing is not a loss. So instead I began to feel that Shuying was not worth it, and felt more sad for a woman of this status, and at the same time I was glad that I was lucky that I was able to become Yinzhen's concubine on that wedding night, how many blessings did I have to cultivate in my previous life to get this kind of luck.
I stood at the gate of Yinxiang's courtyard and watched for a long time before I took Yinzhen's hand and turned to leave, "Do you say that our small courtyard is still empty?"
Yin Zhen replied casually: "No one will live in the first place, otherwise where would you live tonight." ”
"I thought...... You didn't tell me, and you didn't tell me last time. ”
"You didn't ask. ”
If his natural answer had been left on the back of my first meeting with him, I would have thought that the real Fourth Master's words were concise, powerful, and cool, but at this moment I really wanted to knock him on the head.
Do you have to ask me about everything? What kind of logic is this? Every time I say the word love to him, I never get a single response, is it because I haven't asked?
I wanted to know what the answer was, and I wanted to, but I didn't want to try it.
I walked all the way back to the room where I had lived, and after washing up, I lay on my back on the bed, looking at the top of the bed with my eyes open.
"Are you tired?" Yinzhen's hand gently covered my lower abdomen, lying sideways and looking at me, seeing that I shook my head, he asked again, "What did you send Yinxiang?"
"Silver. ”
"It's true. ”
"I really can't think of anything to give, and it's better to buy what they like than to give something they don't like. ”
I looked at the sky from the other room, and he looked at me, and there was nothing else to say in the silent night.
"Yue'er. ”
I looked at someone next to me who was making a sound, I had only heard him call it once on my birthday, and why? Was it my birthday or was it because I was pregnant with another baby? I didn't know or thought about it, and he didn't call it again. Why today?
He never called me by name when he talked to me on weekdays, but I knew he was talking to me anyway, and it had been a habit for eight years. Now it's been called twice in a row in a few days, which must be a nickname.
His palm gently covered my eyes, blocking my vision, and I waited for a long time before a voice came from my ears, "It's okay, just scream, I know you're there." ”
I couldn't help laughing, "Where can I run in this palace?" ”
"It's the same everywhere. ”
I pulled down the hand covering my eyes and looked at him carefully, time has made this man mature, he knows how to control his own feelings, and it is not easy for me to guess what he thinks in his heart, and when I was angry, I would say a lot of things to accuse me, but now I rarely hear it, and it is more about action.
My hand caressed his more angular face, and when I touched the Adam's apple around his neck, I remembered that the strange male duck voice of the past, which had now turned into a low, quiet voice, which made people feel far away and could not be touched when it was cold, but when it was softly spoken, it felt particularly warm and beautiful.
Time is really magical, 300 years can be crossed, this short eight years let me remember one by one in my heart how I can't let go, "Back then I always wanted to go out of this palace, wanted to have our own house, but now that I really moved out, I found that the best and happiest memories are left here, you say it's because we grew up, or changed." ”
"You think too much, I haven't changed, and you are not allowed to change. ”
I smiled and leaned into his arms and closed my eyes, "It's true that it hasn't changed, the domineering has always been." ”