Chapter 32: Kicking the Ball
In the living room, Luo Lanxing and Mu Yanling sat not far away or close. There are two cups of water on the coffee table www.biquge.info pen ~ fun ~ pavilion. After the housekeeper brought Mu Yanling in, he left. Therefore, there were only two people in the living room at this time, Mu Yanling and Luo Lanxing.
"Come over today, what do you want to talk to me about?" Luo Lanxing looked at Mu Yanling and said first. She sat there with no expression on her face. Therefore, Mu Yanling didn't know what kind of mood she was in.
The reason why Luo Lanxing spoke first was because she could see that if she didn't speak first, Mu Yanling didn't know how long she would have to sit there and be silent before she spoke.
"I ......" Mu Yanling looked at Luo Lanxing, the expression on her face was full of guilt. She felt guilty about Luo Lanxing. She didn't want to hurt her. But she still hurt her yesterday. "I'm sorry ......"
"You're wasting your time if you're just here for those three words. Sister Yanling, I'm sorry, these three words don't mean anything to me. "The guilt of hurting doesn't help. She said she was sorry, but the damage had already been done. The damage doesn't go away because of those three words. However, she didn't take this matter to heart, everyone has their own choice, and it is because everyone's choice is different, so there will be different results.
"Little Xing'er, I'...... I really didn't mean to. I really don't want to hurt you. "Mu Yanling really doesn't want to hurt Luo Lanxing. However, this day came inevitably.
"Sister Yanling, don't talk about this. If you come to something, just say it. Luo Lanxing wanted to get straight to the point, and he didn't want to say such useless polite words again.
She had actually guessed that Mu Yanling came over today just to tell her about sealing Mobai. She also told Feng Mobai about this matter yesterday. However, this matter has not been resolved. Not only did it not solve it, but it also suffered a loss! It will take some time for this matter to be resolved.
Mu Yanling was very embarrassed when she heard Luo Lanxing say it straight to the point. However, I feel that this matter still needs to be talked about. It's just that before she could speak, she heard Luo Lanxing look at her and ask, "Do you love him?"
Luo Lanxing did not say who he was. But Mu Yanling knew very well that the person she was talking about was Feng Mobai.
Yesterday, Feng Mobai also asked her this question. She just missed the best opportunity to speak, so she could only remain silent on the issue.
Luo Lanxing's gaze hadn't moved from her since he asked the question. She just wants to know if these two people are in love. Or, she wanted to know how much Mu Yanling had feelings for Feng Mobai.
She saw hesitation, embarrassment, and finally sadness in Mu Yanling's face. Although she wanted to hide that sadness, she still didn't hide it all. And this sadness came from the heart in Luo Lanxing's eyes. It's just that she doesn't know why there is such an emotion on her face. What the hell is going on with two people who love each other? What is going on with them now? Why would you want to involve her as an outsider?
"This matter has nothing to do with me. However, it is too late to say anything. I have taken the place and position that belonged to you, and although I would like to give it back to you, I can't make the decision in this matter, as if I were engaged to him. Luo Lanxing didn't hear Mu Yanling's answer, and after waiting for a long time, she didn't answer. So, I had to speak again. "This matter is not something that can be solved in a moment. Since you and Feng Mobai are in love, then, the two of you had better communicate well. As for me, there will always be a day when I leave. Moreover, he and I don't have any affection for you. Don't worry, I won't rob him from you. "Two people who have no feelings, even if they grab it, what use can they have? What's more, she Luo Lanxing doesn't want a person who doesn't even have herself in her heart. I won't live with such a person for the rest of my life.
Mu Yanling looked at Luo Lanxing with a shocked face, she really didn't expect that she would say such a thing. After hearing what she said, her heart became even heavier. Luo Lanxing has always been a very simple girl in her eyes. Whether it was before or now, it is all about saying whatever you have. To like is to like, and not to like is not to like. However, now she seems to have a little more entanglement. This was not done before.
If it was the previous Luo Lanxing, then she would definitely believe it. However, now Luo Lanxing, she doesn't know whether she should believe her or not. It is easy for two people who get along day and night to develop feelings. Luo Lanxing and Feng Mobai now live under the same roof. Yesterday, when Luo Lanxing said that he wanted to dissolve the marriage contract, Feng Mobai did not agree. What's more, no one can say anything about feelings. If it is clear, she and Feng Mobai will not be what they are now.
For Mu Yanling, it is actually very difficult to get back together. In the past two years, she has been avoiding sealing Mobai. Opened a small restaurant in that remote place. However, the reason why Luo Lanxing was able to find that place was not an accident, but an inevitable result. It's just that Luo Lanxing doesn't feel like this. I just thought I had stumbled upon this little restaurant. And it's a place to your liking. So, gradually, I got acquainted with her.
The reason why Mu Yanling found Luo Lanxing was, of course, because of her family background. At that time, when she first came into contact with this cute girl, she really thought it would be good to be friends. If, at that time, she knew that Luo Lanxing would have this relationship with Feng Mobai. Well, she probably wouldn't have made such a decision. Then she and Luo Lanxing can probably only be said to be strangers now. But what I didn't expect was that after Luo Lanxing disappeared and came back, Ye Qian's news headline was that she and Feng Mobai were engaged. The engagement ceremony was very grand, and Ye Qian knew it to everyone.
In a situation like this, she didn't want to see it. However, it happened and nothing came in time. She had to move on.
"Don't you like sealing Mobai?" asked Mu Yanling.
Feng Mobai is so good, does she really dislike him? Is there such a possibility? And can she do what she said to herself?
No matter what Mu Yanling thought, she felt that this was a very dangerous promise. Sometimes, even if the reason wants to keep the promise, it will eventually be defeated by the emotion. What about Luo Lanxing? What will happen to her? Can she really use her reason to defeat her sensibility as she said? This, she didn't dare to say that Luo Lanxing would definitely be able to do it. The existence of this possibility is undoubtedly always a threat to Mu Yanling.
She had been waiting for Luo Lanxing's answer, and at the same time observing her expression. Words can be spoken, but sometimes, expressions can't be hidden. Therefore, when she observed Luo Lanxing's expression, she was very serious. I can't even care about her current appearance.
Luo Lanxing looked at Mu Yanling, and for a few seconds, her eyes moved away from her. I don't know if I'm looking at something, or if I'm letting go. In short, the emotions in her eyes are a little unclear.
"Some people, even if they are tied together, still can't have feelings for each other. Me and him are such people. I don't know how long it took, Luo Lanxing gave the answer. She wasn't telling the truth, but she wanted both of them to be. After all, one's own wishful thinking is nothing more than a burden to others. Now I am the burden of sealing ink. Someday, though, this baggage will not exist.
Even taking care of her when she is sick is just a "task". This is something that is not something that I want to do at all, and no one will be happy to do it. From today, though, he'll have a lot easier. Because there are a lot more people in this family.
Mu Yanling sensitively captured an emotion called "sadness" from Luo Lanxing's tone. A hint of loss flashed across her face. Even if that expression flashed, Mu Yanling, who had been looking at her, still saw it. This is a red flag for her. In other words, the trust level of Luo Lanxing has plummeted, and now it has fallen to the brink of collapse.
The hands on her lap couldn't help but grasp her pants, and with a slight force, the blood vessels on the back of her hands were exposed, revealing her nervousness. Mu Yanling didn't know why, she had such a sense of nervousness after seeing such a Luo Lanxing. She always felt that even if she and Feng Mobai really loved each other, one day, they would go against each other because of the appearance of Luo Lanxing in their world.
Mu Yanling has always been forbearing. Luo Lanxing's calm tone without any ups and downs swept through her heart like a breeze. But it made her heart pound. It's not heartbeat, but panic and restlessness.
"Luo Lanxing, how long will it take for you to leave Feng Mobai's side?" Although he hesitated, in the end Mu Yanling still asked this sentence.
These words are quite cruel to Luo Lanxing. Because the person who asked this sentence once made her feel so warm.
How long will it take for her to leave Feng Mobai's side? This answer is not even known to herself. And how could she give her an answer?
So, she could only tell her truthfully: "I don't know." ”
These four words sound irresponsible. But it's also true. Yesterday, when she was talking to Feng Mobai about this matter, he had already said that the initiative in this matter was in his hands in Feng Mobai. And she, Luo Lanxing, is passive. Even if she says she wants to leave now. It's also impossible.
Obviously, when Mu Yanling heard Luo Lanxing's answer, the tension was magnified exponentially. This answer made her more and more uneasy.
"Xiao Xing'er, you are denying what you just said. Although Mu Yanling didn't want this either. However, before she could react, the words had already been spoken. When she wanted to take it back, it was too late. She looked at Luo Lanxing nervously, her face full of guilt, and then she said again: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that." However, she added it now, more like on purpose. On the contrary, it can be offensive.
However, Luo Lanxing seems to feel that it doesn't matter. She looked as if she had guessed Mu Yanling's reaction. However, she still inevitably felt sad.
The relationship between people is too fragile. No, it should be said, her relationships are too fragile, that's why something like this happened. The big sister who originally cared about her is now doing this to her. She's completely on guard against her right now. Because he was afraid that she would stay by Feng Mobai's side and snatch her place. But why? Why didn't she just tell her when we met that day?
Although, she was eager to know the answer. But she didn't ask. Because she felt that the answer would only make her more sad.
Luo Lanxing didn't say anything. Leaning forward, he reached out and picked up the cup on the table, took a sip, and put it in his hand without putting it back.
Mu Yanling's stiff state could be felt even if she was sitting not far away or close. So, she said, "This matter is not my business alone. So, I alone said it doesn't count. Why don't we find a time for the three of us to sit together and talk about it?" Well, no, it's probably just herself who is embarrassed. Because, she is an outsider, and the two of them really love each other.
Luo Lanxing couldn't help but sigh deeply in his heart, feeling that he was too sad for himself. How did you become cannon fodder as soon as you came back. And now, it's about to be blown away. It probably doesn't get any saddder than that.
Mu Yanling didn't have Luo Lanxing's calmness, "I'm afraid this is a little bad." She waved her hand and refused politely, which was completely opposite to Luo Lanxing's appearance.
"If you refuse, then my answer will not change. How long will it take for me to leave Feng Mobai's side, I don't know. Or, you can ask Feng Mobai. "It's right to kick the ball to her. In short, if the two of them solve this matter together, it will be much better than her and him. At least, there won't be a waste of time like yesterday.
Although Luo Lanxing doesn't care what she does, there are still those words to herself. However, she is not the kind girl who is very kind. Wei Ze said that she was simply a little demon with an angel mask. If that's the case, then why should she pay for it? And why should she be burdened with the guilt that shouldn't have been made for her in the first place? Isn't this supposed to be the feeling of the two of them?
Because Mu Yanling had a good relationship with Luo Lanxing before, she still knew some about Luo Lanxing. What's more, every time Wei Zeshu went to her, all he said was Luo Lanxing's affairs. Therefore, Luo Lanxing at this time does not make her feel so strange. Instead, there is a sense of familiarity. It seems that the previous Luo Lanxing is back.