Shen Ping wants to live. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

He does not deny that he is a very selfish person. He is reluctant to feel alive, reluctant to be able to breathe fresh air, bathe in the sun, reluctant to be accompanied by a beautiful wife, and enjoy the feeling of glory and wealth when he becomes famous.

But he once had the idea of wanting to bury his brothers.

He is a traitor, a ...... Killed the traitor who once fought alongside his brother. No one knows what it's like to see a brother who drank wine and ate meat with him yesterday and threatened to make military merits and go home to glorify his ancestors. And, it was because of his betrayal.

Every time he thought about it, Shen Ping felt as if the blood in his body was frozen, and his whole body couldn't stop trembling, hiding deep fear and panic, and only one sentence echoed in his mind-

I killed them...... I killed them......

Even at that time, he was still looking forward to, perhaps, perhaps, death was his best destination. Perhaps, maybe when you die, you won't be tormented by guilt and anxiety every day......

But when he was actually brought up to this magnificent hall, and really knelt in front of the king whom he had sworn allegiance to the death, his heart could not stop worrying......

Is he really going to die? Is it really like this to end his life? What about his wife, what about his children, what about his family?

Shen Ping didn't want to think about it, but his brain had to go against him, desperately thinking about such a problem.

He really, really, really didn't want to die.

So when the king said that he had a chance to live, the hope in his heart, the strong desire in his heart, almost overwhelmed his reason.

He's going crazy!

That feeling of waiting for death, that feeling of betraying his brother, betraying his homeland, and betraying his motherland no longer tormented him all the time, and every day was so tormenting.

But he still didn't want to die, really, really wanted to live...... Running on the grass, breathing in the fresh air and bathing in the warm sun......

Almost instantly, Shen Ping wanted to agree.

In the end, how do you stop such crazy thoughts?

Oh, and finally her smile......

It is as beautiful as the first sight, as if the eternal battlefield, the blood-red remnant sun, the bewitching sunset, and the opposite, behind the city wall, warm, peaceful, harmonious, and peaceful......

There was a sound of joy from the small sailboat, and the leaves of the sycamore fell to the surface of the river, drifting with the current. She just stood quietly, like an eternal and timeless picture, but at that moment, she looked back and smiled.

For a moment, it was as if everything had become her background.

His, the book......

He almost forgot that he was an enemy who wanted to attack them and destroy their current peace, he almost forgot who he was and what he came here for, he almost forgot that behind him was the bloody battlefield, behind him, there were countless souls of his comrades roaring, and behind him, there were countless expectations......

Just one glance, it feels like you've fallen for life.

Of course, no matter how he said it, he was also a person in the dark who His Majesty had carefully cultivated, and it was impossible for him to delay his mission because of such love at first sight, so he still left.

What happened after that?

Every time I think of such a dramatic development, how beautiful, so beautiful that Shen Ping couldn't help laughing, and then what followed was a thick sadness.

He has always, never been willing to imagine the relationship between them so dark, and has never been willing to tell himself that there is a calculation between them......

yes, a calculation...... a calculation to destroy his homeland......

But even so, he is also unwilling to shatter his illusions, unwilling, unwilling to build his chances of survival on this beauty......

At the moment when his head fell heavily, Shen Ping's heart was numb, he could hear his own voice, but it felt so strange.

"Thank you for the grace of His Majesty the Night Emperor, Your Majesty's order villain will never give up!" ......

He always felt that he didn't have the courage to die, but when the following words came out word by word, what came out of his heart was heartfelt happiness and relief.

Enough is enough.

That's it, that's the end.

Maybe it's not bad, at least, he doesn't have to continue to deceive himself, he doesn't have to worry about seeing the filth under the pure beauty one day, and he doesn't have to be tormented by guilt and pain every day.

He didn't want to think about it anymore, his mind went blank, just quietly, quietly waiting for death.

Until......

"Get up. ”

He once thought it was a hallucination, and he couldn't believe that His Majesty was willing to forgive him and spare his life after committing such a heinous mistake.

Walking out of the cold palace, Shen Ping raised his hand, blocking the slightly dazzling sunlight, and his body and mind were filled with a slight satisfaction.

He didn't expect that after making such a mistake, he would have the opportunity to bathe in the sun, move freely, and breathe fresh air.

Everything seems to be so beautiful.

A tear suddenly slipped silently from the corner of Shen Ping's eyes.

There is always a fine line between life and death.

Walking between life and death, it seems that everything has undergone earth-shaking changes.

So be it.

Forget the past and start over.

He still has a long, long life ahead of him......

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"Your Majesty, did you just let him go?! You know, he committed a crime against the whole country! Did you really just let him go?!!!

Even Wang Gan, a pure-minded person, felt that he couldn't tolerate the night breeze and "take it lightly", not only forgave Shen Ping's family, but also let Shen Ping go!

Although Shen Ping's persistence in the end was really touching, it did not mean that he could forgive the mistakes he had committed! Even if he wanted to repent, he had already embarked on that path! Moreover, he had caused them to sacrifice so much and kill so many brothers!

Wang Gan's eyes were red, and he could barely control his emotions.

Night Wind's eyes swelled with deep helplessness, and finally he could only sigh softly.

Before he could speak, another voice was heard firmly and forcefully.

"Shen Ping, he can't die. ”

Fang Qian'an stood up, his cold gaze swept over everyone present, and he said coldly, his voice firm and powerful.

(PS: Ah...... The author feels the deep malice from the great universe...... The author really can't hold on anymore, and I guess I can't type well these days, and the author is really too tormented...... Today's 2000 is already reluctant, if there is something owed in the past few days, it will be slowly made up when the author returns to normal, so you don't have to worry about whether the author owes it or not...... (To be continued.) )