135. The Autumn of the Year
Some men are naturally good at sweet talk, which makes women happy and miserable. There is also a possibility that they seem to be indifferent and unsmiling, which often makes women feel unvalued, but they absolutely say the same, and their words are not just said casually for you to listen to, but can make women feel at ease to believe.
Fortunately in misfortune, Yinzhen belongs to the latter.
Except for going to the court in the morning, as long as the time comes, he will appear in front of me immediately, which makes me, a patient, feel very relieved. Whether the medicine is bitter or not, whether the medicinal porridge is unpalatable or not, all turned into floating clouds, and I was willing to swallow it in one go. Because whenever I do that, his brow doesn't wrinkle and his face gets better.
When the two sisters and brothers heard that I was sick, they came over every day to ask for warmth. Hongwan is very well-behaved, and after speaking, he turned around and left, leaving space for me and him Amma, a good boy with a very good eye. But the red ...... Grinding people, sometimes grinding me is not annoying, Yinzhen can't help but hold her under her armpit and send her out of the room like a briefcase. I think he has a tendency to be violent, but fortunately Hong Wan doesn't care, his little face is a little congested and red when he hangs in the air, and he giggles without a heart, and he is very happy.
The four little women in the house still come to say hello every day, and I wonder why Yinzhen didn't directly avoid their trouble, and I also took it lightly. It seemed to me that it was not humiliating enough for them to stand outside the door and say a few seemingly respectful words, and if I had been left alone, I would have gone on strike a long time ago.
Under Yinzhen's strict watch, I took the decoction on time every day, and within a few days, my body was obviously much better. But I can't pat my chest vividly and say, "Hey, it's better now, my chest doesn't hurt anymore, my breath is smooth, I can walk five miles in one breath, and I can't even scold for an hour that is not the same and I don't have ventilation", so I can only move around in a small area in my yard.
When will this sad day be the head?
I think Honghui, counting the days is almost his ninth birthday, I want to prepare a gift for him, but now...... couldn't help but mention it to Yinzhen, but only got a brief reply: "Got it." ”
I don't understand what he means by knowing, he will prepare gifts, will someone send them to Honghui, but I can't do anything, I can only trust him, and I must believe in him.
This trust lasted until March 26, when Honghui was nine years old. Not by my side, in the far warm south, places that are hard for me to touch again.
Get up on the wrong side of the bed.
I sat beside the guzheng and plucked around, listening to the broken sound of the tune and out of tune, and I felt a kind of BT pleasure. Yin Zhen saw that he put down the book in his hand, walked over and sat beside me, no longer bluffing me like before, but teaching very seriously. He looked very strict, as if something unhappy happened, so I learned carefully and didn't dare to make any more noise.
He didn't ask me what I had learned, he just taught me in my own way, and I thought what he said was like treating me as a primary school child in the Guzheng introductory class, and he took the trouble to start with the basics. I cooperated seamlessly, and I couldn't wait to find a notebook to record everything he said, to show that I had a good attitude towards learning.
The two of us talked one by one and listened to almost the entire afternoon of leisure, Hongwan was stunned at the door and listened for a long time when he entered the house, before he jumped in with a smile, lying on Yinzhen and humming, "Ama, these Eniang have already met, and Bang'er has told Eniang." ”
Yin Zhen's face was still serious, but his gaze turned from me to his daughter who was still laughing and begging for beating, "What about the words you learned today?
Hongwan's little hand instantly covered his mouth, shrunk his neck, turned around and ran out of the room quickly, slammed the door shut, and never came back.
Looking at the man in front of me with the corners of his mouth pursed, I looked at the guzheng in front of me again, and a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in my mind, and all the incomprehension instantly melted through, and I took his hand and praised softly, "You still teach well, the explanation is not so clear, and Bang'er is even more troublesome, causing me to learn for a long time is a half-tone." From now on, I will learn from you. ”
The corners of Yinzhen's lips twitched slightly, and he pulled me to stand up and walked into the courtyard, looking at the fading sunset and sighing.
I looked at his unhappy look, so I had to drag a long note and chant poetry indiscriminately, "Xiang Evening is uncomfortable, go out and look at the sky." The sunset is infinitely good, and it is still not nearly dusk. ”
Yin Zhen shook his head and glanced at me, held my palm tightly, and pulled me out. Before I got out of the courtyard gate, I turned back into the house, calling Meiyu to help me change my clothes and comb my hair.
Is this going out of the house?
I haven't stepped out of the courtyard gate for more than half a month, so I don't need to change so much, I can go around the house to get used to it first. And today...... I'm not in a good mood and I don't want to go out for a walk.
I saw Yinzhen, dressed in white, standing in front of me, but wearing a black cloak. Such a classic combination of black and white is not suitable for everyone, and ordinary people will not only have no good effect when wearing it, but will highlight their own shortcomings. For him, it is perfect, and he looks more and more slender and handsome.
When he reached out to me, a familiar red hint appeared on his waist, and I stared straight at it, my hand already in his palm.
It was almost early summer, and the sun was still slightly cool when it set, and I leaned against his chest and rode on my back at night, my black cloak covering me, and I could only smell the faint sandalwood from his body.
I forgot when, after seeing the poems he wrote, he was already signed with the four words of Yuanming layman, and he regarded himself as a Zen master. He explained simply: round and into the gods, the time of the gentleman is also, bright and pervasive, the wisdom of the master. How did I react at the time? I seemed to nod and smile. Actually, I've seen this phrase in modern sources, but I don't know when he started using this name. And why and when is the name of his other dust-breaking layman used?
This man loves to read Buddhist scriptures and like to visit Buddhism, and sandalwood has been burning in the study for many years, and he already has a smell that cannot be erased, which is very suitable for him.
Lifting the black cover, I saw a winding mountain road, which was actually in the direction of the setting sun. When I looked up, I saw that he was looking down at me, and asked carefully, "Are you tired?"
I shook my head and leaned back on his chest, looking at the fainter and fainter red in the distance, and when Yinzhen pulled the cloak together, I was sighing that no matter how beautiful the sunset was, it would always fall, and then the earth would be dyed completely black, just like me now. I don't know where he's going, so follow quietly, anyway, the two of us are together, it's enough.
I kept running at night, and I was about to fall asleep when I leaned on Yinzhen, and when I heard his voice calling me, I subconsciously sat up straight and answered. Hearing his chuckling, I rubbed my eyes and looked at the surrounding landscape, it was pitch black, only the sky was full of stars twinkling, and the moon was half bending.
The night sky in the mountains is beautiful and quiet, and there is a freshness in the air that is missing in the house.
Yin Zhen pulled the reins and jumped off the horse, and carried me down with his cloak beside him, I didn't know what he was going to do in the dark light, and followed silently. Hearing his soft and considerate voice under the silent starry sky, "There is wind on the mountain, if you fall asleep, you are afraid that you will catch a cold, let's walk." ”
"Good. I stretched out my arms around his waist and followed him step by step, not far behind us at night.
We seemed to be walking in the direction of the lower part of the mountain, all the way downhill, I leaned on him and looked up at the starry sky, the moon shone brighter, I could see the rows of trees beside me, and occasionally there was a sound or two of insects and birds, breaking the silence and adding a little summer breath.
I took a deep breath, felt the fragrance of the grass and trees, and looked up at Yinzhen, "It would be nice if I came with a zither, and I would sing to you." ”
Yin Zhen raised his eyebrows slightly and looked down at me, under the moonlight, his profound facial features were shrouded in a faint layer of silver-white, and the shadow of the tree shook slightly, adding a little gloom. I looked down at my white embroidered shoes and couldn't help but laugh, ignoring his reaction and humming a song quietly.
The song was like this, like what I thought, maybe he couldn't fully understand, but I relaxed. The moon is so romantic, you look very good in the moonlight, I like the moon and a half, there is love and righteousness with you, and there is heaven.
The palm of my hand around my waist tightened slightly, and I looked up at the side of his face, following his gaze to look up at what I thought was a romantic night sky.
The women in the house, as I know, eventually become more and more, and life becomes more lively. What I didn't know was that Yinzhen and I had more time to stay together and stroll under such beautiful moonlight.
Turning a corner, Yinzhen pulled me into a small path, very narrow, with a dense canopy that blocked almost all light. I clung to him, his hands gripping the cloak on my shoulders and face, but I could still hear the sizzling of branches scraping against his cloak.
Walking through the long narrow forest, I finally saw a small mountain courtyard, which seemed to be built in a mountain col. A little light in the middle of the room made me believe that what I was seeing was not unreal.
Walking to the gate of the courtyard, there were already people guarding there respectfully beating a thousand, and he couldn't see his face clearly, only hearing his low and shrill voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing anyone, he was cautious, "The slave asks for peace to the fourth master, and the fourth master is auspicious." ”
"Get up. Yin Zhen pulled me into the courtyard, and suddenly stopped in front of the door of the lighted room, and asked softly about the unhappiness behind him, "Su Peisheng, has anyone been here today?"
"Back to the fourth master, the thirteenth master came at noon and left before sunset. ”
I know Su Peisheng's name, as famous as Gao Wuyong! I haven't heard of him for more than ten years, and he is actually hiding here. Could it be that the two brothers are hiding some little secrets?
I stared at his unclear face in a daze, unable to make out his expression, but I could feel that his grip on me had relaxed.
Yinzhen nodded, looked down at me, and whispered, "Close your eyes." ”
It's a secret...... I couldn't help but laugh and looked up at him and closed my eyes. I heard him push open the door in front of him and walk slowly in his footsteps, and the warm glow of candle wax could still be felt in his closed eyes.
The palm of the hand is held, and the warm silk is transmitted through the palm of the hand into the blood. I'm not sure if the existence I feel is real, it's too magical and too idealistic for me to convince myself to believe it. Maybe in such a night, you will paralyze yourself and hallucinate.
I shook my head slightly, and a string of cold quickly slid down my cheeks, but I didn't dare let go of it.
"E-niang. ”