215. Goodbye My Love X.VI - Outside the dream
Twelve years......
Twelve years that are too long and too familiar, twelve years that are as indispensable as family.
Compared with 25 years of two hearts, it is not worth mentioning at all!
The anger surging in Yinzhen's heart did not ease at all, and what he thought along the way was completely uncontrollable, and he could not return to his original calm and self-control.
Even though she was in her arms, even when she was far away from the overflowing bar, he could not see anything clearly, only the freeze-frame image that pierced his eyes with a crimson - she leaned back on his shoulder, his face buried in her hair......
He didn't know what they were saying, he couldn't hear it, and even the hugging figures began to sway. He stood in the corner and didn't want to look but couldn't take his eyes off, and in a trance it seemed that he saw the school gate ten years ago again, and the little one turned around and followed the same young Jiang Yucheng in, ignoring him or looking at him, and disappeared.
Forcibly suppressing the anger that was about to get out of control and burning more and more, Yin Zhen pushed open the courtyard door suddenly, and before he could take a step, Zhan Xiaoyi, who was circled in front of him, had already broken his confinement and tried to turn around and step towards the threshold.
His arms were quickly retracted, and the soles of her shoes slipped on the threshold and almost fell out, but he pulled back to the front and lifted her up directly, flashing into the courtyard door.
Zhan Xiaoyi's heart was also suppressed, from the initial fear to swallowing her anger and then the anger that later awakened, she endured all the way, but still didn't dare to provoke this terrible man who looked like he was going to eat her alive at any time.
At this moment, he has arrived at home and reached her territory, and he still dares to put on this appearance of wanting to control her, why!
Men can bear it, ladies can't bear it!
Hearing the muffled sound of the courtyard door closing, he couldn't help but smile and pushed his shoulders hard, and when he couldn't break free, he was so anxious that he bit his chest violently regardless of it. She bit as hard as she could, even her closed teeth were shaking, and she couldn't care about the pain in her five fingers, which were quickly tightened around her waist, and she bit tighter and tighter the breath.
Yin Zhen took a breath, her chest tensed instantly, and the hand holding her waist closed and loosened, but she never let go, nor did she hide. The wound that had just stopped bleeding flowed blood again from the force, and the entanglement stained the back of her small dress, and a small patch of bright red leaked from his palm in the strong contrast of black and white.
Halfway through the courtyard gate, he saw the shining headlights at the entrance of the alley, just like what he saw when he set off. He couldn't see anything under the intense white light, but he seemed to see the license plate hanging on the red sports car, with her name and birthday plate.
A figure walked towards the small courtyard in the light, walking very slowly, but the shadow of the backlight became clearer and clearer.
There was another muffled sound, and Yinzhen shook the other courtyard door and locked it, no longer looking.
The white shirt was soft and obedient to his tight chest, and it rubbed against her cold and stiff lips with an unusual heat.
The fishy smell diffused between her lips and teeth, and the blood kept sucking through her shirt and sucking into the smile, and the taste of the wine in her mouth mixed with her mouth, making her frown and endure the nausea and relief.
His hand pressed against the back of her head, his fingertips running through the neatly combed hair to the stiffness under her ear, feeling her pulse. He pressed her head back to her chest, and she bit again, and he wouldn't let her go any longer.
Her nails were digging at his waist, and her sharp teeth were biting everywhere, whining with a whining sound, like her cat when she was scared, hunched over and whispering in horror.
The pain in his chest made him straighten his back, and he held her tightly, not retreating, and letting her vent. The palm of the hand on her waist gently moved behind her back, and the anger and cold under her eyes gradually warmed up.
The man who was pressed against his chest began to shake his head and struggle, unable to shake off the feet in high heels that seemed to be glued to his back, and the tips of the shoes kept kicking his calves that refused to retreat.
His hand ran down her smooth back to her waist, straight through the diagonal half of the small bandeau wrapped around her skirt, ironing hotly against her waist and abdomen, tightening his arms sharply, lifting her against the closed courtyard door, facing him at the same height as himself. Ignoring her and ignoring her struggles, he bent down and reached directly into his dangling calf with his other hand, holding her foot with his shoes.
In the dark, his thumbs rubbed against her ankles repeatedly, causing her to struggle even more fiercely, his hands propped on his back and thrashed and tore at the white shirt that could be seen clearly.
With a soft snap, a small white clasp snapped and fell, and stopped at his feet with a few spins.
Yin Zhen's tight cheeks suddenly pressed against her thighs under the hem of her skirt, and the hot air blew between her breaths made her stop her movements and stiffen against the door, pushing his back that was so hard that she didn't have the slightest softness and kept moving her legs, unable to retreat, and almost fell down diagonally, and was easily straightened by him.
"You...... Go away and let go ...... Open my ......"
As if she hadn't heard of it, Yin Zhen focused on the thin soft straps around her ankles.
Her struggle and writhing were like adding fuel to the fire, until he bit the outer thigh, which made her gasp without pain or itching, and then completely quieted down.
Awkwardly dropping off one shoe and tossing it at his feet, barely groping, his hand quickly reached out to the other and grabbed her slender ankle directly, his fingertips flicked twice as the shoe slipped to the ground with a crisp click.
His middle finger rubbed the small protrusion on her ankle, swirling along the curve of the inner calf to the place where it had bitten just now, and gently rubbed it, slowly moving up against the hem of her skirt. Gently stroked her arms and turned them to her round, slender shoulders, and stretched them to the back of her neck to support her, and helped her little face to the side with her eyes closed.
"Look at me. β
The courtyard was pitch black, and the street lamps outside the courtyard projected a faint light from afar, and the strong and dazzling white light outside the crack in the door made the stars and moon even dimmer.
There was a smear of blood hanging from the corners of her pursed lips, her eyes suddenly widened and stared at the face that was almost close to the tip of her nose, and her little face was tense, becoming like a cat that had been teased to the point of frieping, and her whole body did not relax at all.
Yinzhen's breath blew on her closed lips with a strong smell of wine, and her dark eyes looked straight into her eyes. The palm of the hand on her waist is always close to the skin, clearly feeling her stiffness, not withdrawing, but the five fingers are separated and firmly clenched, leaving no gaps and gently rubbing.
Zhan's smiling face was red behind his ears and neck, and he couldn't break free of his control, so he had to look away, his waist arched back and shrank towards the door panel behind him, and the half-exposed coolness of his chest was close to the heat between his necklines.
She pulled off two buttons of his white shirt and dragged it behind his back, and his neckline hung wide open over his shoulders, almost revealing his entire chest. Her softness stood on his chest, and it was too late to back off, and he pressed back against the door panel tightly.
She couldn't help but grunt at the sudden impact, and the palms of his shoulders had slid over his shoulders and hung behind his back. Zhan smiled and twisted his neck to stop his cheeks and lay on his bare shoulder socket, grabbing his shirt and trying to stabilize himself, but wrapped around his neck as if he were throwing himself into his arms.
Her ears were pressed against the muscles on the side of his neck, and she froze as she heard his veins beat clearly, and she froze as she heard his obvious swallowing deep in his throat.
"You ......"
"You ......"
Two voices rang out at the same time, pausing at the same time.
Yin Zhen tightened the arm around her waist, and the fingers behind her head were inserted into her hair, and the already scattered bun broke free from the hairband under the plucking of his fingertips. The silky hair spun down the back of her shoulders and fell to his shoulders, and a few strands of black slid into the white neckline at the back of his neck before Smiling.
Zhan Xiaoyi originally wanted to say that he would give her back her freedom, but Wei Qi's lips touched his smooth and warm shoulders, and his heart was so tight that he couldn't think of anything for a moment, and he couldn't say half a word.
Yin Zhen, who was just about to speak, suddenly became unhurried, her fingertips gently rubbed her pillow bone, and she was as quiet as if she had changed someone.
She tugged at his shirt and moved back awkwardly, but in vain, her forehead resting on his shoulder, as far away as she could from the temperature that had made her panic. Her voice became weak and trembling obviously, ashamed, annoyed and familiar fear, "Let me go, you said that I came back, what else do you want?"
"Shhhh Yinzhen's voice was extremely soft like a comfort, and a breath slowly blew through the hair scattered in her ears and into her ears, in exchange for her more intense trembling, and her body was weak and soft on him and kept shaking.
His lips were pressed to her ear, and his thick eyelashes blinked slightly, revealing the crystal eyes embedded in them to look at the courtyard door, as if he could see through the darkness to the outside of a door.
The two thin lips opened and closed and blew the filaments and landed on her soft earlobes, and slowly grinded and said clearly: "Have you grown up as a minor? Old enough to make an appointment with a man, and you can make your own decisions to fulfill the baby kiss that your mother and brother did not set for you back then, you accept him and are ready to marry him?"
It was as if he was whispering softly to his lover, and the ambiguous aura drifted around with his low and hoarse voice, but it made the person who heard it feel an unbearable questioning and blame.
There was silence inside and outside the courtyard gate, and there was no sound of breathing.
Jiang Yucheng, who was standing outside the door and fighting in his heart, didn't expect that he couldn't step through this door, and he didn't even have the courage to knock.
He understood that it was his own actions that provoked the man who had endured all night to take her home without regard for a single qiΔ, and he knew that she was being held in his arms...... He couldn't force it like he did, but he couldn't let her go.
Zhan Xiaoyi was stunned for a long time by his question, and subconsciously shook his head the moment he nodded hard, trying to ignore the strong touch brought by his soft lips when he swept her earlobes hotly, gritted his teeth and told himself to calm down, took a deep breath and raised his head violently, "Yes, I accept it, I have a boyfriend now." So please raise your noble hand, if you let Yucheng know......"
"No!" Yin Zhen suddenly interrupted her words, her pupils constricted and emitted a deep light, her bloodshot eyes seemed to burn out a fire to devour her, staring at her pretending to be calm eyes, her voice became deeper and darker, word by word, "Don't call him by name, don't mention him, don't think about him." Ask again and think clearly. You've accepted him, you're going to marry him?"
Don't...... So many are not allowed, and let her answer......
Zhan smiled and was speechless, but he was frightened by his terrifying appearance, and he had no time to think about it, closed his eyes to cover his panic, and wanted to repeat what he had just said, his lips moved, and the palm on his waist suddenly closed his five fingers to press her unspoken words, and he gasped.
"Look at me, sue me, don't lie to me. β
He was so cold that there was no temperature, and he spit hot on Zhan Xiaoyi's face, which provoked her to be smart, and she forcibly endured the suffocation in her waist and abdomen, and suddenly opened her eyes to meet his anger, and the words were clear without the slightest hesitation, "Yes, I accept it, I want to marry him." Are you satisfied? let it go!"
The two men inside and outside the courtyard gate lowered their eyes almost at the same time, hiding the pain that could no longer be hidden.
She's lying!
ββYin Zhen and Jiang Yucheng's hearts jumped out of this sentence at the same time.
A half-believing and angry man, trying to tell himself that this was a false resolute disbelief, but his heart suddenly tightened, and the pain was so unbearable that he could barely stand. In those twenty-five years, she only had things she didn't want to say, but she never lied to him.
A person who knows that it is a lie but has bittersweet in his heart, hoping that what she said is true, but he clearly knows that this is no longer possible, and it has never been.
Jiang Yucheng is not afraid that she will push herself out to be a shield, as long as she needs him, he will never give up, no matter what he is asked to do. But at this moment, he couldn't think of what the man had done to her, to let her, who never lie, lie to him like this.
Perhaps, he knew it in his heart, but he didn't want to face it.
Jiang Yucheng tried to get close to the courtyard gate, but he couldn't get out of the stone lock under his feet, and leaned weakly against the brick wall behind him.
Hearing a slight sound, Yinzhen's closed eyes instantly opened and swept sharply towards the corner behind the courtyard door.
Sensing his reaction, Zhan smiled and looked back at his line of sight, nothing could be seen in the darkness except the faint white light between the cracks in the door, but his blank eyes were wide open.
"Yu ......"
Zhan smiled hoarsely, his cheeks had been pinched in Yinzhen's palm, and he saw his half-squinted eyes flashing fiercely in front of him.
She had never seen him with such a look, as if his hand could strangle her in an instant if he went down a few more points, and there was nothing but hatred in his eyes. She closed her eyes almost in despair and leaned her head against the door, only to feel that this time she really couldn't escape.
The knock on the door sounded clearly, accompanied by Jiang Yucheng's eager whisper that was no longer gentle and light-hearted, "Mr. Ai, I am ......"
This is the first time since Jiang Yucheng met that he has not called him uncle, nor is he the teacher he loves when the students greet him, an absolute honorific title. There are no jokes or strong provocations, all the feelings are pressed to the bottom of my heart, and some are just forbearant flattery, obvious alienation.
At this time, Jiang Yucheng only hoped that he could open the door so that she would no longer be afraid. He knew she was afraid, never before. His heart hurts, and it hurts more than her.
Yin Zhen, who was already furious when he heard the knock on the door, didn't give him a chance to finish at all, staring at the little face under his palm that had rekindled hope and interrupted coldly, "Get out." β
A low reprimand, as simple as if it had never been opened, dissipated without a trace in the sultry night wind.
It's just that at that moment, it showed an unchallengeable majestic momentum, and stunned the two people who had hope inside and outside the hospital.