255 Willingly

Wrapped in silver, the sky is clear, and the west wind is cold.

The autumn is shiny under the mountain, and the snow is high on the Xiyue Peak.

Looking at Qinchuan from afar, the township has a thousand knots.

Unless the soul dreams, the night is closed.

The dog barked at the firewood in the small courtyard, under the ancient locust tree, and choked with heartbreak.

Holding his sleeves and pulling his clothes with tears, he still remembers the moment of parting.

After a long time, there is no news, and the twilight is especially sad.

Leaning on the door, the evening crow broke the hut.

When Xue Yuxiu wore a knee-length beige down jacket and a pair of brown deerskin hiking boots that she bought on the street last night, and took the cable car from the bottom of the mountain to the east peak of Huashan Mountain, which is more than 2,000 meters above sea level and has the most beautiful scenery, she was in the snow of more than ten centimeters, looking at the fairyland-like mountain scenery under the clear sky, and temporarily forgot her identity, and also forgot the suffering of the past, and did not even feel the cold brought by the cold west wind on the top of the mountain.

"It's beautiful. ”

"Do you like it?"

"Hmm. It's the first time I've seen such a beautiful mountain view when I'm so big. ”

"Isn't there a mountain in your hometown?"

"There are only small protruding dirt bags, which are not really mountains strictly speaking. It's snowing, but it's nowhere near as beautiful. Today I finally grasped the true meaning of the poem 'Infinite scenery is on the dangerous peak'. ”

After finishing speaking, Xue Yuxiu, who had been immersed in the beautiful and shocking scenery in front of her, suddenly stared westward, trying her best to imagine the small courtyard of the mountain village that had haunted her dreams for many years - the earthen firewood, the two old locust trees in front of the door, and the little flower dog tethered under the locust tree. It's just that no matter how hard she tries, what she can imagine is still the scene when she parted that year.

Just as Xue Yuxiu was praying silently in her heart again for her parents who had not seen her for five years and did not know what kind of old she had grown due to the pain of losing her daughter, she felt that she had the straight gaze of the hero on her side. Only then did I wake up, I hadn't heard a hero's voice for a long time, and I couldn't help but turn my head to look.

Suddenly, he was taken aback by Youyinghao's staring at him, obviously with a different meaning, and his eyes were startled for a moment. Xue Yuxiu subconsciously said, "You...... What do you see?"

It was a very beautiful face, slightly red by the cold wind, not to mention, but now a pair of beautiful eyes are full of tears for some reason. There was a hint of a girl's natural shyness in the smile, which made the already crazy Youying even more overwhelmed.

"I ...... , Yuxiu...... You...... I....... ”

Regarding the word "Yuxiu" blurted out by a hero, hearing Xue Yuxiu's ears made her suddenly excited. Then he turned his face away, pretending to look far away to hide the panic in his heart. Half of this panic comes from the nature of girls when they encounter similar situations, and half of it is caused by the sudden performance of a heroic man who makes Xue Yuxiu suddenly return to reality.

No, it can't go on like this.

I have neither the right to accept the love of others, nor the right to hurt an innocent person.

Xue Yuxiu thought silently in her heart for a while, let her panicked heart just now fall silent, raised her hand to tidy up her hair that was blown by the mountain peak, turned around and said lightly to Youying: "Let's go, the top of the mountain is still a little cold." ”

"Yuxiu, I ....... ”

It's not that some heroes don't want to say the last half of the sentence, it's because Jia Wei's very stern repeated advice last night - you must not fall into it and can't extricate yourself.

But there are heroes who are really a little unable to extricate themselves now. Growing up so big, the years of youth and sprouting have been plagued by the strange cause of his father's death, and later he was dragged into the water by Zhao Bingming, so there has never been a girl who has really moved him. Today, facing Xue Yuxiu, a beautiful girl who had the same fate as himself, which was deliberately arranged by the Public Security Bureau, and which appeared suddenly for him, Youyinghao couldn't control his inner struggle at this time.

"Truly loving someone is not about having the other person, but about whether or not you can make the other person happy. ”

Although he has never really been in love, there are heroes who always remember such a sentence. Moreover, it was also he who decided to stick to the guidelines of his life in terms of personal feelings. Therefore, when he felt that Xue Yuxiu deliberately didn't want the relationship between the two to continue to develop, Youhao looked at her figure wearing a beige down jacket and passing by him, and couldn't help but say eagerly: "Yuxiu, wait, I have something to say." ”

Hiding not far away, Jia Wei, who always listened to the conversation between the two through headphones, heard Youyinghao's words, although he knew that something was going to happen, but he couldn't come forward to stop Youyinghao. Because in that case, the mission would definitely fail. If you let some heroes do what they want, Jia Wei thought to himself, as long as there are heroes who grasp the balance well, there may be a glimmer of opportunity.

In Jia Wei's opinion, even if a heroic man deliberately reminded the other party for the purpose of admiring Xue Yuxiu, it is impossible not to consider his personal future, especially the future situation of his mother at home. So, Jia Wei finally decided to take a gamble.

At this time, Xue Yuxiu, who was already four or five steps away from Youhao, involuntarily stopped when he heard this. Slowly turned around, and tried his best to ask Youying with an indifferent expression: "...... you What do you want to say?"

A heroic man took a few steps forward, stood one step in front of Xue Yuxiu, lowered his voice and said to Xue Yuxiu: "Actually...... I'm the same person as you. ”

"Same ...... Who?"

Xue Yuxiu couldn't have imagined that a hero would stop her in order to say such a brainless sentence.

Does the other person already know that he is living with HIV?

All Xue Yuxiu could think of was this. She would never have thought that there were heroes who were referring to the fact that they were all subject to foreign organizations and had the same ulterior "spy" identity.

Because in Xue Yuxiu's view, if Yinghao is also a "spy" who was rebelled by an overseas organization, it is impossible to expose his identity.

In addition, if Yinghao is a member of a foreign organization like himself, then his appearance by his side in the past few days is by no means a coincidence, but intentional.

But what was his purpose in deliberately approaching himself?

One is that there is a heroic man or the organization behind him who has known his identity for a long time, and the purpose of approaching him is to find out about the organization behind him.

It's almost impossible. Whether it's the CIA or 25AF, it's a well-known organization in the world, and it's not an organization that anyone or any country can afford to mess with. Besides, even if someone or organization is really interested in the CIA and 25AF, they will not look for a small person like her to listen to the information.

If it is to find out the details of the operation organized behind him in General City, around the stealth fighter coating technology, it is even more futile. Xue Yuxiu, who only knew about the existence of the upper line so far, but couldn't touch the trace of that person, was more anxious than anyone else to know the truth of the matter.

The second is that there are heroes who are instructed by the organization behind them to plot against themselves for their use.

Again, this is not likely to happen. Yang Yuting is a lesson from the past, and Xue Yuxiu is very clear about this. One of the reasons why Yang Yuting was abandoned was because he had contact with other organizations. Think about it, which organization in the General City would be stupid enough to repeat the mistakes of the past?

After a rapid analysis in her mind, Xue Yuxiu naturally came to a conclusion - the "same person" mentioned by Yinghao refers to the fact that they are infected with HIV, which means that both of them are AIDS patients. This made Xue Yuxiu look at Youying's eyes, and couldn't help but have a trace of sympathy and pity.

"Yuxiu, although we have only been in contact for four days, I find that I am completely unable to extricate myself. So, I don't want to hide it anymore. Youyinghao didn't know that after the failure of this self-redemption operation specially arranged for him by the Public Security Bureau, waiting for him and his family were worried about what the fate of his mother Deng Yuzhen would be, but Youyinghao, who was carried away by love, still said to Xue Yuxiu desperately: "Although we have different experiences, we have the same identity, so I don't want to watch you go on like this." I sincerely hope that your future will not be a boundless darkness, and that I will be willing to trade my future for the freedom and happiness of the rest of your life. ”

(End of chapter)