Chapter 169: The Instigator
When people live, they must always do something meaningful, this is a sentence that Li Lei likes very much.
He also tries to hope that he can do this, and although his life is warm and calm now, Li Lei feels that he still needs to do better and do more.
"I'm really sorry about Zhu Jun's matter. ”
The first sentence of the voice was to apologize to Li Lei.
Since the last car accident, the two of them haven't spoken to each other for a long time, and it seems that the voice seems to have disappeared in Li Lei's world.
Li Lei himself is also accustomed to this kind of life, and occasionally recalls it as if in a dream.
If it weren't for the real people and things around him, he even wondered if he had experienced a fantasy journey of Alice in Wonderland, and he was the Alice.
But this sentence of the voice made Li Lei realize that he was really in reality.
"There is no need to apologize because it doesn't mean anything. Li Lei said calmly.
If at first he was full of anger and wanted to confront the voice and ask him why he didn't tell himself the news in advance, he has calmed down by now.
Zhu Jun's matter can only prove one point, that is, voice is not omnipotent, and there are powerless things.
This point is actually very important to Li Lei, because Li Lei knows that for a certain period of time, he was 100% superstitious about voices, thinking that voices are omnipotent and can predict everything in advance.
But the truth is that the voice is also powerful and there is no grasp of the moment.
As if he heard Li Lei's indifference, his voice paused, and he said slowly: "I can't know in advance about some of the accidents that happened to you. ”
Li Lei frowned: "What do you mean by this?"
This means that the future has changed, and the past has changed. ”
As if he had mustered up enough courage, his voice said slowly: "You should be clear by now that I am different from the place you are in, and the changes that have occurred in your place will also have an impact on me. ”
"Do you mean that if Zhu Jun and I weren't classmates, maybe he wouldn't have died?" Li Lei said in a stunned voice as a thunderbolt suddenly exploded in his head.
After saying this, he looked around and found that no one noticed him, so he walked out of the teaching building quickly, and asked in a deep voice again: "You make it clear, what is going on?"
The voice was silent for a long time, as if he knew that time was pressing, and then said with a wry smile: "I can only tell you that I don't know what is happening to you in the last twenty-four hours. ”
As he spoke, he hesitated for a moment before continuing: "And when we first started talking, I knew everything around you, and then it became a month, then half a month, and now it's twenty-four hours. ”
Li Lei was dumbfounded, standing there dumbfounded, he didn't even know when the voice hung up the phone.
He heard the words of the voice just now clearly, and he was still a little confused at first, and he didn't understand what the voice was talking about, but after thinking about it carefully, Li Lei came to a terrifying conclusion.
That is, the influence of the future where the sound is located is not only influenced by itself, but also by the present in which it is located.
In other words, if the past changes, the future will change, and when the future changes, the past will also change.
This is a proposition that seems a bit awkward, but it is surprisingly realistic.
Heavy-minded people are sometimes prone to get into the nitty-gritty, because they always like to overcomplicate things and take the blame on themselves.
Now Li Lei is in such a situation, for a moment, he even felt that Zhu Jun's death was because of himself.
"What's wrong?"
Seeing that Li Lei hadn't entered the classroom for a long time, Tang Xin found it, and saw Li Lei standing there in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
Turning his head to see Tang Xin, Li Lei barely squeezed out a smile, but in Tang Xin's eyes, that smile was more ugly than crying.
"What the hell is going on?" Tang Xin was taken aback by Li Lei's expression and hurriedly asked.
Shaking his head, Li Lei whispered: "I think of Zhu Jun again, if it weren't for me, maybe he wouldn't have died." ”
Tang Xin was stunned, and then thought that Li Lei was saying that if it weren't for the fact that he was with Li Lei, Zhu Jun might not have greeted Yu Shuang and himself that day, and the three of them might not have encountered the car accident.
Sighing, Tang Xin said softly: "I know, you have always felt guilty, and so am I, I am very grateful to Zhu Jun, but after all, everything has happened, and what we can do is to take care of his parents and family." Fate, who can say clearly. He made what he thought was the right choice, and I think he also wanted you to live well and not carry too many things. ”
Li Lei was silent, he couldn't tell Tang Xin that if he didn't have him, maybe Zhu Jun might not have died.
Even, the protagonist of this car accident may be replaced.
Seeing this, Tang Xin gently hugged Li Lei and whispered: "I know you think a lot, but people always have to look forward, no matter what happens, just face it." Besides, you're not alone, and what about me, and Chen Kai, right?"
I have to say that Tang Xin is very good at comforting others, no matter how depressed Li Lei's mood is, it is much better now.
Tang Xin's words he still listened to after all, just like she said, people have to look forward after all, even if they will be affected by themselves in the future, and then their lives will be affected even more.
So what?
There are bad places, and naturally there are good places, how can it be smooth sailing in this life?
Although Li Lei is still a little entangled in his heart, he has already made up his mind that he must make the people around him happier, so that he can be worthy of his heart.
"Thank you. ”
Li Lei looked at Tang Xin and said seriously.
Facing Li Lei's gaze, Tang Xin felt for no reason that he seemed to have decided something.
But no matter what, seeing that her boyfriend finally recovered his spirits, Tang Xin was naturally happy, and glared at Li Lei: "Do you want to go in?" ”
She had just come to the classroom after a meeting, but she heard from Chen Kai and others that Li Lei was gone, and she temporarily found an excuse to sneak out.
For Tang Xin, a good student who never misses classes and is a good student in the eyes of the professor, this is the first time.
Li Lei laughed, grabbed Tang Xin's hand, and said softly: "Otherwise, let's skip class, right?"
Tang Xin was stunned: "What did you say?"
She really didn't expect that Li Lei would actually skip class by herself, is this guy crazy?
Li Lei smiled: "It's not interesting to go back anyway, just skip class." ”
Tang Xin glanced at Li Lei, but didn't say anything, let him take his hand, walked onto the pedestrian bridge, and stayed away from the teaching building.
When everyone is young, there will be one or two or more rebellions, perhaps for the sake of the soul in his heart that longs for freedom. Maybe it's for the smiling faces of the people around you.
But no matter what, it's good to be happy.
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What's the biggest difference between a guy with a girlfriend and a single dog?
It's very simple, that is, when eating, boyfriend and girlfriend can sit together, you and I can envy others, while the single dog can only sit there, eat a big meal, and then watch others show affection.
Of course, as for the greasy smell when you look at me and I look at you when the couple eats, whether it will make some single dogs around you crazy, it can only depend on everyone's psychological tolerance.
And Zhou Dongfeng and Zhao Jiwei are undoubtedly people with particularly strong psychological endurance.
The reason is very simple, because ordinary people can't bear the three couples around them to show their affection there.
The morning class was over, although Li Lei and Tang Xin skipped class, but fortunately the professor did not name them, the two of them escaped, walked around outside, and received a call from Chen Kai, asking them to eat in the small canteen in the fourth school district at noon, when the two people came, Chen Kai and others had already arrived, everyone sat together, three couples, plus Zhou Dongfeng and Zhao Jiwei, two bachelors, the scene was simply too spicy.
"I said, you two, are you really together?" With Luo Xin's question, Zhou Dongfeng and Zhao Jiwei's faces quickly turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.
With a snort, Yu Shuang and Tang Xin couldn't hold back and laughed together.
At this time, Zhou Dongfeng's eyes looked at Li Lei: "It's all your fault!
He is not stupid, think about it carefully, he and Zhao Jiwei drank too much last night, Chen Kai and Li Yang did not go back to the dormitory to sleep, only Li Lei was awake in the dormitory alone, that is to say, it was a photo taken by Li Lei's guy.
Hearing his words, Li Lei looked innocent: "I took the photo, I admit it." But I have to explain, first of all, I didn't pose for you, when I got to the dormitory, the two of you were already hugging each other, and then in the middle of the night, ahem, I don't want to talk about it anymore, because there are girls. Second, I sent the photos to Chen Kai and Li Yang, just to let them take a look, by the way, to help you hold grievances, these people patronize themselves to go out hi, and they don't say that they will introduce you to an object or anything, who would have thought that Li Yang was so shameless, and sent it directly to the forum. ”
After saying this, Li Lei wiped his mouth and looked at Tang Xin on the side: "Are you full?"
Tang Xin was stunned for a moment, but still nodded: "I'm full, what's wrong?"
"It's nothing, let's go to the library. Li Lei blinked his eyes and said softly to Tang Xin.
After saying this, the two people stood up and left.
And behind them, the irascible Zhou Dongfeng and Zhao Jiwei had already surrounded Li Yang, who had a ridiculous expression on his face.
"You're so bad!" Tang Xin listened to the noise behind him and glared at Li Lei.
Li Lei smiled and grabbed her hand, but didn't say anything.