Chapter 65: The Evil Heart of the Incompetent King
(The evil heart of the incompetent king, which was originally another ancient travel text that I planned to write, was gg before I started writing, and throwing it here as a plot story is also considered waste.) The evil heart of the incompetent king, tells the story of a modern dick boy who travels to ancient times, although he is completely bad at interpersonal relations or anything, but he still mixes well with modern logic and knowledge, and his loyal best friend also became the emperor at the time. However, he still did not adapt to officialdom after all, and his former best friend was destined to be a lonely person...... )
My name is so ordinary, so ordinary that I have forgotten it, and it is not so important, because here, no one knows me. Yes, here, it's not my original world, or it's not the era I originally existed, I traveled through and realized the time that countless otaku dreamed of. However, this crossing was not as good as I imagined, because I was still only a mortal......
In this world, there is no vindictiveness, no magic, just a group of ordinary people. And I, the only lucky thing is to meet her, because she didn't sleep on the streets, didn't die in this unfamiliar place. She is the princess of this ancient country, even if she is not a very favored princess, it is not something that ordinary people like me can easily see, and that time, perhaps it was already destined in the dark, I met her.
She is a lovely girl, in that feudal era, there is a very simple life, in my opinion may be boring, and for her who is not favored, maybe this blandness is the best. Save me only because of her kindness, and I, in return, make her happy - I come from modern times, of course, there are many ways to make her happy, even if I was still a single dog at that time. Like a play, in the eyes of others, it may be a little white face, I know my humility, and I don't dare to climb high, just simple gratitude, and at that time, I had no emotional experience, of course, I didn't know that she had fallen in love with me......
His elder brother is also an unfavored prince, but even if he is not favored, others will not tolerate him. I can't let him die in order to repay her, although I say this as a dick, it seems that no one will believe me, but I do, with modern wisdom, save him several times. In the process, I learned that he was a man of great affection, and that he had become close friends with him, and that he was also a wise man, and that perhaps one day he would be able to reach the position above ten thousand men in the struggle of this court.
I, who was nameless, became known as their brother and sister, but this was not what I wanted, and the more people who knew me, the more dangerous my situation became. At last, he had made up his mind, and asked me if I would like to be his strength, to stick a knife in the side of my friend, to repay him, and to protect her, of course I would, and even if she had sensed the danger, she had no great intellect, but she had also discovered my danger, and for this reason she would rather me leave the land of right and wrong, and I, how could I let go of it all?
In the battle of light and darkness, she fell before us, and finally she fell into my arms and confessed to me that I had never responded to her feelings, and now, it was too late. My sky seemed to darken all of a sudden, and for the first time I felt that something important was missing from my life, and I couldn't get it back, and I didn't know if that feeling was love for her, but no matter what, it was too late, and it was over before it began. I was hysterical, and then utterly insane, he had to be the supreme one, and those who had hurt her, had to be buried for him!
I fought for him, conquered the city for him, and with modern wisdom, of course, I was unstoppable, and he finally reached that impossible position. He said, "I am willing to share the world equally with me, and I will be crowned as king, and I will be called "Qi Tian"; however, she is no longer there, and I will help him ascend to the throne of God, and the damned people are already dead, so what do I have to be nostalgic for now? The Manchu Dynasty civil and military regarded me as a jackal, and the people of the world regarded me as a tiger and leopard, and only that woman regarded me as a hero, his hero, and also "her" knight and prince, even if I failed to protect "her". Although I can't forget "her", she can be described as the woman I fell in love with at first sight......
Heaven seems to be joking with me, and my brothers are in love with the same woman. He, my brother, or my king, he made me a colt, the colt of the deceased "her", I am ashamed of "her", of course, I cannot and will not refuse, but this also means...... She became the queen, but he failed to protect her, and in the chaotic harem, the fragrance disappeared. At the right time, the minister was shocked by my high performance, and he was actually hesitating? At that time, I knew that he didn't need me anymore.
I mutilated myself and abolished martial arts to show that I had no intention of competing with him.
"Please return to my hometown ...... the emperor"
For the first time, he was no longer regarded as a brother, but, my emperor, who called himself, also changed to "under him".
Where is my hometown? He knows that I don't belong here, and my hometown doesn't exist here.
"Can you come back and help me?"
"My emperor, already, can't go back......"
He was the emperor, the emperor on the high, and he was, my brother, "her" brother, and I understood what he did: a man to his beloved woman, and an emperor to his courtiers...... But that doesn't mean I can forgive him, and of course, as an emperor, he doesn't need my forgiveness at all. I got a city, a city that was remote and backward, neither rich nor strategic, and the only good thing was that I was free here, and he would no longer care about me, nor would he want to see me or hear my name again. And here, it's impossible for me to make a comeback......
That's just his opinion, if I want to make a comeback, this city, that's enough. I don't have any talent to help the world, but with modern knowledge, I still make this city develop rapidly, far from being comparable to other cities, even the imperial capital. There are banks, factories, schools, ...... Well, I bring this city closer to the world of memory, and I just want to spend the rest of my short life here. Just when I was thinking so, twenty years later, another girl appeared, disrupting my plans, and that day she appeared in front of me, wearing a charming miniskirt, saying witty words, and all kinds of cuteness, although this city is moving closer to the world of memory, these things are not without in the city. It's just that the reality of what she shows gives me the illusion that she is also a time-traveler......
She just inquired a lot about me, those deeds that have long been diluted by the years, I'm afraid my high-ranking brother has forgotten it, right? But I still can't respond to her, I have the wealth and power that the world yearns for, but I don't have time, how can I be worthy of her in the cardamom years? What's more, in my heart, there are already other people living there, she is a lovely girl, that's all. I don't know what she did after that......
Isn't the imperial capital peaceful again? Traitors are in charge, enemies are in the city, my wise and martial brother, you are already old. I once again led my subordinates to rescue, the training and equipment are not at the same level, only a few hundred people broke the enemy's 100,000 army, the world was shocked, I did not usurp the throne, he is still my king. What I didn't expect was that my ending came so quickly, among the ministers, the strong man danced the sword, which was intended for me, and my heart was slightly cold. He is not there, maybe he does not dare to be there, although he does not support it, but he also acquiesces; he is a king, but he is no longer my king, and it is my best choice to leave like this.
I saw that girl, when I was negligent, came along, and even if you were willing to die for me, I couldn't do what you wanted. However, my body was ...... 20 years ago The soldiers are not with me, although I am all over the world, I will inevitably die in the end, but I am unwilling to affect her.
"Woman, would you like to be the princess of this king?"
"I'm willing to ......"
I looked up to the sky with hatred, closed my eyes to the sky, and whispered: You shouldn't hurt her, you shouldn't hurt them...... In the twenty years I spent in that small town, I learned that if he had the heart to save "her", "she" would not have died, but in that case, his hope of becoming emperor would be a little slim, and I understood him, but just like twenty years ago, it does not mean that I can forgive him.
I am tired, but I should not fall down yet, not to seek the next life, but to go to hell, never to be reborn, but to bury him, to bury this country, to bury this life......
(I was going to write a "if the author is a girl".,It turned out to be a dark department when I wrote.,It's so tired.,It's not that I can't upload it.,It's just that it involves other content in the design of my novel.。 Considering the update status of the plot.,I can't send it out for the time being.,If you have time, I'll still consider the update of it...... )