"I can promise you that no matter what the future holds, I will not be the one who gives up first. ”

There was restraint and forbearance in Zhang Shinian's eyes, but it was more serious, maybe he was shocked by the strong emotions in his eyes, Chen Anxiu had only one thought in his heart at this time, it's over, it's over, Zhang Shinian is really ready to fight him to the end this time.

For a long time, Zhang Shinian has left the impression on people, how to say it, that is, he feels that everything seems to be under his control, so there is a kind of calm and leisurely when he does anything, as if there is nothing in this world that makes him particularly embarrassed, a man does Zhang Shinian's job is really hateful, Chen Anxiu sometimes thinks with bad intentions, it would be good to give him an iron plate to kick one day, it is best to kick it, and his ankle will be broken.

But one day when I found out that I had become that iron plate, it was a different feeling, "Hey, I said boss, don't you make the atmosphere so tense, okay? It's like someone declaring war." ”

"So what about your answer?" Zhang Shinian's tone was stubborn, and the arm clasped around Chen Anxiu's waist tightened, not distracting him from his answer.

"Such a deep question......" Chen Anxiu's eyes wandered left and right, but they didn't fall on Zhang Shinian's face. It's not that he doesn't want to answer, but he doesn't know how to answer.

Zhang Shiqing snorted, "Since it is so deep, let's discuss it first." The faces came closer and closer until the tips of their noses met.

Behind Chen Anxiu was the table, there was no way to retreat, he tilted his head back, trying to distance a little between the two, "Hey, do you have such a discussion problem?" In this case, should you give a punch first, or a kick first, when he was still struggling with this kind of problem that is not ordinary boring, the mobile phone in his coat pocket rang.

"Ah, my phone. Finally found an excuse to push the person away, and fled with some uncoordinated hands and feet, "Wangwang?

"It's nothing, I just want to ask you if you're bored in the store alone? Do you want me to bring a deck over to pass the time with you?"

"No need, there's a TV in the store, I'm ready to take a nap after watching it for a while, the snow is so heavy, don't come out." After Chen Anxiu finished speaking, there was no sound on the phone, he picked up the phone and looked at it, there was a signal, and the phone was not disconnected, "Wangwang, Wangwang, can you hear me?" He shook it and muttered, "Is the phone broken?" I just bought it last year, it shouldn't be so miserable, right?"

"Do you want to use mine?" Zhang Shinian took out his mobile phone and gave it to him.

Chen Anxiu hurriedly reached out to cover his mouth, so that Wangwang would be miserable when he heard it.

"Brother?"

"Wangwang, what happened just now?"

"Maybe the signal is not good on my side. If you don't have anything to do, I'll hang up and close the door when I go to bed. ”

"Oh, okay, if the company isn't busy, I'll stay at home for two more days. ”

"Well, then I'll hang up, brother. ”

Hanging up the phone, Chen Anxiu stood at the door, it was really quiet this time, obviously he heard children running on the street just now, and there were all kinds of messy footprints in the snow, he thought about it and decided to pull down the rolling shutter door outside. It was too dark in the house just now, and with the rolling shutter door open, there was still some snow light to enter, and the sky would get darker and darker, and it would be almost impossible to open the door.

Through the fence, there was a light leaking out of the south-facing window, Chen Tianyu was standing under the tree, he lit a cigarette, didn't take two puffs, and pinched it again, and his brother refused to go over by himself, which means that he was willing to be with that man, right? So what are they doing now? Maybe talking, maybe kissing, as for going to bed, it shouldn't be possible? With his personality, he should be afraid of having another child.

Yes, he knows the Dao, he knows everything, he knows that Chen Anxiu is not his eldest brother, he knows that the Dao is born by that person.

Speaking of which it was many years ago, at that time Ton Ton was less than a year old, the eldest brother was eighteen years old and had a child out of wedlock, Ton Ton was born after the household registration has not been able to go on, Ji Lu planned to give birth to the door every three or five days to find, and Ji Lu planned to give birth to the same frequent door-to-door couple in their early thirties, both of them wore glasses, looked like Si Swenwen, at first glance is the kind of person who has read a lot of books, and has a good temper, when he first came, he brought a work permit, a health certificate and a lot of various certificates and gifts, they have only one purpose, they have been married for many years without children, they want to adopt Ton Ton。 They have been here many times, but the parents still refused, in fact, it was not their family who came to the door to adopt tons at that time, but the couple had the most sincere attitude, and the conditions were good in all aspects, and the parents were shaken for a while.

The day he learned the truth, he got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, it was hot in the summer, the window of his parents' room was open, and he heard his parents talking, mentioning the eldest brother, mentioning tons.

Dad spoke first, "This little Zhang is a good person, both of them are doctors, or work in the Institute of Oceanography, where are learned people, if you follow someone, you should not be wronged, it's better than now, if you can't go to the hukou, you won't be able to go to school in the future, the same as a small black household, there are tons and tons, and it will not be easy to marry a daughter-in-law in the future." ”

Mom's voice was a little low, "I understand what you said, but Ton Ton is a child born to Zhuang Zhuang who has been pregnant for more than nine months, if we give it away, what will Zhuang Zhuang think in the future, and Ton Ton This child, you have been holding it for more than half a year, are you willing to do it?"

When he heard this, he seemed to be completely confused, he couldn't figure out how his eldest brother could have a child as a boy? Then he heard his mother say, "I always think of Changning these days, and sometimes I think about it, if Changning knew that Dao Zhuang Zhuang was the child he gave birth to back then, would it not be like now, and he would not come back from abroad all the year round." always felt that the whole family joined forces to force Changning away. Zhuang Zhuang is young now, he doesn't know how to be a father, and when he understands that day, we will give away tons and tons again, and Zhuang Zhuang will definitely have to complain about us. I don't want to be strong and be like Changning. ”

"What you said is reasonable, forget it, forget it, let's not send it anymore, call Xiao Zhang tomorrow and make it clear, say what you want to say, I really want to send it, I am really reluctant to send this child, he is better than Qingqing when he was a child, we have raised three, and I am afraid that I will not take a ton of tons, I will go and heat the milk again, and it is estimated that I should wake up later. ”

When he heard this, he was so frightened that he hurriedly quietly returned to the house. The elder brother who had been shouting for fifteen years, his favorite brother, suddenly knew that he was not biological that day, and he had given birth to a child, which was not an ordinary shock to him.

But this incident alone is not enough to change anything, after all, it is more than ten years of feelings are not fake, what really changed his heart is what happened after he went to secondary school, the study of secondary school is not a little easier than that of junior high school, there are more people in love, there are male and female students in pairs everywhere on campus, and there are all kinds of action movies in the computer in the dormitory. But at that time, he suddenly understood a problem, he never thought that it could be a woman who made his brother pregnant, that is to say, a man once did the same thing to his brother.

That night he had a dream in which he was kissing a man's face repeatedly, and he couldn't see the person's face clearly, but when the man shouted for look, he woke up in fright.

He didn't know what kind of affection it was, was it a lover's liking? It didn't seem to be, he didn't want to do that kind of thing to his brother, but he couldn't help but want to get close to him, and every time he got closer, he always remembered that inexplicable dream, and this contradictory feeling tormented him and went crazy.

After standing in the snow for a long time, his legs and feet were a little numb, Chen Tianyu stomped the snow on his cotton shoes and turned to leave. He will get married in the future, and so will his brother, but the object of marriage will not be a man, he hates any same-sex behavior, and he does not want his brother to be bullied by a man.

*

I don't know if Lu Dao Wangwang knows what Lu Dao said, just now I always felt that his tone was strange. ”

"You didn't do anything, but you were weak-hearted. Zhang Shinian went to the car and brought him the computer.

"I hope I'm thinking too much, I boiled chestnuts in the pot, and I can eat them later, now you and I will see the Taobao store first, what should be sold, what style to make." ”

Zhang Shinian sat beside him, "You have so many things in the mountains, are you afraid that there will be nothing to sell?"

"Also, tea, mountain goods, native eggs, homemade cured meat, do you say that anyone buys wild vegetables in the mountains?"

"There must be, the taste of wild vegetables is not comparable to that grown in greenhouses, but I am afraid that wild vegetables need to be processed later, otherwise the shelf life is too short. ”

"You're right, I didn't expect that. ”

"The packaging side should also be unified, which is conducive to future development. ”

"Well, I seem to have heard Wangwang mention that his friend Wen Kai's family makes packing boxes. I'll make sure with Wangwang again. ”

The two of them have a discussion, sometimes stop and argue, the chestnuts in the pot are ripe, and the sweet taste of the hook fills the room, Chen Anxiu scooped the ripe chestnuts in a sea bowl and put them on the side, a little cooler, the two continued while peeling them, the two of them discussed it is indeed much better than fighting alone, even Chen Anxiu admitted that on many issues, Zhang Shinian looked farther than him, and the advice he gave was also pertinent. This was exactly what he needed.

The snow continued to fall until the evening, and there was no sign of stopping, the north wind blew the branches outside the window, and the snow on the road outside had a thick layer of snow, and it creaked when stepped on, most of the shops in the town were closed, only some small supermarkets and retail stores were still open, and in this snowstorm, the street lamps that were far away were also a kind of drowsy and not bright. Chen Anxiu took Zhang Shinian to Jiang San's grandfather's small restaurant to get food.

"These, these, let's take them all, these have leaves, they won't be fresh if they are left overnight, and they will be filled with fresher ones another day. ”

The two of them each carried a big bag and walked back, Chen An pulled up his collar and jumped faster than a rabbit in the snow, and when he turned around, he saw that Zhang Shinian hadn't followed, so he ran back to pull him, "I said Mr. Zhang, you should hurry up." It's cold outside. ”

Zhang Shinian was helpless, he really hadn't tried to run hand in hand in the snow with someone, since he met Chen Anxiu, there are always countless new life experiences waiting for him.

Lin Meizi was also blocked in the mountains by this snow when she was off duty, but tomorrow is Sunday, she is not very worried, her aunt's small supermarket does not sell vegetables, she came out to buy some meat and vegetables, and was ready to go home to make dinner, when she heard Chen Anxiu's voice when she was paying, she hurried out, and the two figures were still far away.

"The snow on the ground is so deep, I will carry you on your back when you come up, but when you see people, you hurry down quickly, it's embarrassing to be seen carrying a girl on your back." ”

How long ago was that, Lin Meizi rubbed her hands and sighed, although he was careless, he has always been a very considerate person, and sometimes he can't help but think of the past, after all, it was her green and beautiful years, and now there is only this little memory left. But she heard it right, An Xiu was calling Mr. Zhang, was it the man she had seen by An Xiu's side before? Mr. Zhang, Zhang's lawyer, did it have anything to do with it? How could An Xiu be with this person?

When Chen Anxiu was stir-frying, Zhang Shinian helped serve the dishes and tasted the taste, "Your skills are getting better and better, you can go to open a restaurant." ”

"Don't say it, I've really opened a restaurant for a month, and the business is still okay, otherwise Grandpa Jiang San would want to leave his restaurant to me now." It's just that we still have this shop at home, and the mountains and forests have to be busy, plus this restaurant, it's really a bit difficult. ”

Zhang Shinian wanted to say that he should not do it at all, he was so tired and he couldn't make much money, but he understood that if he said it, Chen Anxiu would definitely be unwilling, so he thought about it and said, "If you can't do more, hire a few people to help." ”

"It's not about opening a company, and you don't need money to hire so many people?"

"Then you might as well open one, and I'll invest in you. "With Anxiu's temper and temperament, it is actually more suitable for starting your own business.

Chen Anxiu gave him the braised fish that had just come out of the pot, "It's easy for you to say, but I have no experience in opening a company." Even if you have more money, you don't throw it in water. He also thought about it, but even if he had the funds, he had to start a company from his own actual conditions to be more sure, "How about I start a farmhouse first?" You see we now have orchards, restaurants, and the scenery in the mountains is so good, and many people in the city drive here on weekends to play, and there are no serious farmhouses on the mountains. The more he thought about it, the more he thought it was a good idea, "When the time comes, we can go to our orchard on the mountain to pick fruits, and sell local chickens and mountain eggs." ”

"Farmhouse?" Zhang Shinian is not familiar with this area, but he thinks that if he starts as a business, it may be a good choice.

After the two finished eating, they discussed for a while, the night was late, the temperature was getting lower and lower, and when the two were about to go to bed, Chen Anxiu pointed to the inside of the bed and said, "You sleep inside, I sleep outside." ”

As for where to sleep, Zhang Shinian has no opinion, but he always feels that things will not be so simple, sure enough, as soon as he lay down and warmed up the quilt, someone began to lie down, "Mr. Zhang, I remember one thing, I don't sleep honestly, sleeping outside will fall to the ground, why don't we change?"

Zhang Shinian raised his eyebrows very elegantly.

After doing too many things like this, Chen Anxiu no longer had a little shame, and continued to play scoundrel without blushing or panting, "Mr. Zhang, it's so cold, you won't want me to sleep on the ground, right?"

Zhang Shinian shook his head secretly, happily lifted the quilt on the outside and went in, Chen Anxiu snorted, grabbed the warm quilt of others, and sighed, "It's so warm." Mr. Zhang, you are such a good person. "The key is to be intellectually interesting.

However, when he woke up in the crook of someone's arm in the morning, when facing the intertwined limbs of the two, Chen Anxiu didn't have such a relaxed mentality, he remembered that he didn't have a hobby of other people's quilts, how could he sleep under the same quilt with Zhang Shinian.

He quietly shifted his position, trying to create evidence that he had never slept here, sadly, what was the thing that was getting harder and harder against his waist, the same man, he was not a fool, he had not moved half of his shoulders and was buckled, and as soon as he looked up, he looked up at the sober and hot eyes of the previous chapter.

"Hey, Mr. Zhang, I understand your mood at the moment, man, it's understandable to be excited in the morning, this problem is not difficult, you can solve it by taking a cold shower. Suddenly remembering that there were no bathing facilities in the store, only two faucets, "or it doesn't blow a cold wind...... Chen Anxiu patted him on the shoulder and suggested sincerely.

The person he likes tossed in his arms for most of the night, and finally held back, this person woke up and wanted to send him out of the cold wind to blow the cold wind?

Zhang Shinian didn't make a sound, and simply turned over neatly and pressed up.

Chen Anxiu wasn't very afraid of him, and still had the heart to joke, "Mr. Zhang, I apologize, okay?"

"Okay, but I refuse to accept it. Chen Anxiu still wanted to bargain, but Zhang Shinian pinched his chin and gagged him.

Chen Anxiu naturally won't be obedient, the two of them come and go, and they quickly fought for several rounds, but Zhang Shinian didn't come to fight with him, he knew the weakness of the little guy, and he basically didn't have any sexual experience, only if he was comfortable first, he would be well-behaved. 、

The weakness of the lower body fell into the hands of the enemy unguardedly, Chen Anxiu's eyes widened, and his tone softened a lot, "Mr. Zhang, we have something to discuss, that is the happiness of the rest of my life." ”

Zhang Shinian's low laughter fell on his ears, "The happiness of the rest of your life is mine." ”

It's so shameless, Chen Anxiu raised his legs, and his first reaction was to kick this person down, "Why didn't I see it before, I thought I was thick-skinned enough, compared to you, it's just pediatrics." ”

"Well said. ”

Chen Anxiu laughed angrily at him, pressed his neck and said, "Mr. Zhang, you still maintain an elegant and noble image, which is more flattering." ”

"That's your delusion. ”

"You are really hateful...... instinctively wanted to refuse, but the hand that poked in along the edge of his pants was too cunning, and he hated this feeling of being mastered, Chen Anxiu's body trembled slightly, it was undeniable that it was really comfortable.

The smile in Zhang Shinian's eyes deepened, and An Xiu's resistance weakened significantly, although his eyes still stared at him stubbornly and refused to give up.

"Isn't it very comfortable, Anxiu?" Zhang Shinian's deliberately lowered voice was full of demagogy, he kissed the slender neck of the person under him, all the way down, and the result of repeated kissing was that Chen Anxiu's collarbone soon left an obvious mark, the buttons of the pajamas were picked one by one, the firm and beautiful chest was exposed, and the hot skin was stuck together without any barriers.

Damn comfortable, "That's pretty much it...... Ah......" The sudden acceleration of his lower body caught him off guard, and a little on his chest was repeatedly rubbed by Zhang Shinian's fingertips, and he felt a little swollen.

It was freezing outside, and it was still snowing heavily, but Chen Anxiu's body was getting hotter and hotter under Zhang Shinian's skillful caressing, and there were some signs of getting out of control.

"Don't bear it, Anxiu, it's normal to enjoy this kind of thing. ”

"Normal...... En......" Chen Anxiu's retort was not finished, but he was interrupted by Zhang Shinian's next vigorous kneading action, his waist was weak, and the blood in his whole body flowed down to the bottom of the body. He gasped and struggled, but still reached the climax in the hands of this man.

After the release, Chen Anxiu was so soft that he was on the bed, his eyes were momentarily confused, the fragility of the always bright and unscrupulous person occasionally revealed, there was an irresistible temptation, Zhang Shinian kissed him with some fascination, pried open his lips and teeth, and fiercely sought the next round of needs, "An Xiu, help me." ”

Chen Anxiu wanted to shake off Zhang Shinian and hold his hand, "This ...... I'm not going to ......" he really hasn't done anything like that.

"Then don't move, leave it to me......"

From time to time, the stiffness that rubbed on the inner thighs was scorching and ferocious, which once made Chen Anxiu have the urge to jump up and run away.

Zhang Shinian seemed to have discovered his attempt, clasping his leg with one hand and pressing it on his waist, but the movement of the other hand did not stop.

Chen Anxiu felt that he must be crazy, so he wouldn't sleep early in the morning and handjob with a man in bed, and he gritted his teeth and climbed Zhang Shinian's shoulder and asked, "It's really crazy, what kind of relationship do we have?"

"Couples. Zhang Shinian gave him a very positive answer.

"Your Couple ......"

The scuffle began again, the quilt fell, followed by the messy clothes of the two men, the movement on the wooden bed became louder and louder, and the temperature in the room was rising.

At this time, the roller shutter door facing the street was slammed, "Daddy, Daddy." ”

It's tons, Chen Anxiu clamped Zhang Shinian's legs and turned over hard, the form twisted abruptly, he locked Zhang Shinian's movements with one hand, and pulled his half-faded pajama pants with the other hand, panting and said, "That's it, hurry up and get dressed, it's tons and tons coming." "With such a heavy snowfall, it is impossible for the family to rest assured that tons of people come alone, and he must be followed by people. If it was his mother or Tianyu, he would be dead.

"Big brother, are you awake?"

It's dangerous, "It's my sister." Chen Anxiu jumped off the bed and kicked off the only remaining pajama pants, he had seen almost everything just now, what was the point of dodging now, he simply changed his clothes in front of Zhang Shinian.

Looking back at Zhang Shinian lying on the pillow and smiling, Chen Anxiu said nervously, "You are still laughing, hurry up." If you find out, I'll kill you first. He threw over the clothes that belonged to Zhang Shinian that had been placed on the chair.

"I'll go out and drag people down, and I'll leave it to you here. "This messy scene makes people see that there is something wrong with it, but it is so cold, I can't wait outside with my son and sister.

As soon as Chen Anxiu opened the door, he rushed in like a little snowman wearing a white down jacket wrapped all over his body and only showing his eyes, "Dad." ”

Chen Tianqing in the back was wearing brown flat-soled boots and a red horn-buttoned down jacket, wrapped up and down tightly.

Chen Anxiu hugged Ton Ton and asked his sister, "Qingqing, why did you come here so early?" At first, he thought that He Zhang Shinian was messing around too much, so he delayed the time, and came out to look at the wall clock on the wall, it was not even seven o'clock now, which was very early in winter, especially at home like theirs, where no one went to school and work.

"I fell asleep at eight o'clock last night, and I couldn't sleep this morning, my mother got up to cook, and Ton Ton and I got up with me. Chen Tianqing entered the house, untied the scarf, and put down the leftover fried goods for the New Year, "There are fried chicken, fried meat, and fried shrimp in it, and my mother said that you can eat it if it is hot." ”

Tons of tons lying on Chen Anxiu's shoulder, suddenly sensed something, like a cat with a fried tail, poked out his little paws.

"Big brother, do you have a guest here?"