Chapter 128: Despair
Su Qingwan was startled and immediately looked back at him.
The coolness of late autumn slowly seeped into his skin through his clothes, and he stood just a few steps away from her, looking at her with great calm.
She suddenly understood everything.
I understood why he had returned, why he had been so abnormal today, and why he had such complicated eyes when he looked at her......
It turned out that he knew it from the beginning.
Gu Shaoting watched her expression return from shock to calm, and finally the whole person froze in place.
He walked very slowly, step by step to her.
Her face was still pale, and she didn't know whether she was frightened or frightened.
Gu Shaoting raised his hand to caress her cheek, which seemed to be colder than Fang Cai. He gently wrapped his arms around her shoulders and hugged her deeply, his voice was hoarse, "Qingwan, let's get married." ”
He didn't want to ask her why she was leaving.
Ever since Yun Xi told him that she had sent the news to the sixth aunt, he had been sending people to follow the sixth aunt. The followers reported that in the past few days, the sixth aunt had sold some bank shares and scattered businesses on hand, and also bought a train ticket to Peking today.
He guessed her intentions.
He hurried back, afraid that she would just leave.
Now that he thinks about it, he still feels a little afraid, and he can't help but hug Su Qingwan tighter, "Qinghuan, don't you want to leave me......"
Su Qingwan leaned into his arms, feeling a deep sense of powerlessness.
She didn't want to hurt him, but things still came to this point of helplessness. The relationship between her and the sixth aunt has always been a pain between them that can never be erased, and now that there is no child, this pain is even deeper.
She was really tired, so tired that she didn't even dare to ask for this love.
The pain that has been pressing on my heart these days is slowly emerging little by little at this moment, and it is clearer than ever. Su Qingwan closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her voice was already a little pleading, "You let me go......"
When Gu Shaoting heard this, his heart shrank slightly. He tightened his arms and hugged her, his voice trembling, "Let you go...... How can I let you go...... How do you want me to let you go!"
All her resistance to him these days was less painful than this sentence made him so heartbroken.
Su Qingwan closed her eyes, a little tears overflowed on her slightly trembling eyelashes, and her voice was so low and suppressed, "I don't have any children anymore, I don't have anything left......"
Her desperate tone made his heart start to throb, "The child will have it in the future......"
Su Qingwan suddenly frowned and pushed him away hard, but he was caught off guard and pushed away by her.
Gu Shaoting stretched out his arms, especially wanting to take a step forward. She stared at him closely, her face full of tears, her eyes were painful and sad, "But I have nothing!"
Her words made Gu Shaoting's outstretched arms suddenly pause, and the legs that wanted to step forward froze in place. He looked at her eyes at this moment, and he felt that he could no longer get close to her.
He had never seen such a sad look in her eyes, and even at the moment when she learned that she had lost her child, she was only extremely sad, and she had never had such intense emotions.
Gu Shaoting only realized at this moment that she was real...... Wanted to leave him.
This realization made his heartbeat stagnate for a moment, and for a moment, the pain that pressed on the bottom of his heart immediately surged again, more turbulent than every time before, and the pain made his heart subconsciously tighten slightly. Gu Shaoting looked at her, his eyes were full of pain, "Qingwan ......"
Su Qingwan cried until she was a little weak, she reached out to hold the door frame, sobbing gently, her eyelashes stained with tears kept trembling, and her expression was so fragile that it was unbearable.
Gu Shaoting clenched his hands and walked towards her.
She looked up at him, and there was immediately a hint of wariness in her eyes.
Gu Shaoting walked up to her, raised his hand to gently wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and coaxed softly, "Don't cry...... Whatever you want, I promise you. ”
Su Qingwan looked at him slightly stunned, his fingers still stayed on her face after wiping his tears, and his eyes were attached but very firm, "But Qingwan...... There's no way I'm going to let you leave me again. ”
She frowned slightly, finally a little desperate.
After Gu Shaoting finished speaking, he gently rubbed her face with his fingers.
She turned her head away from his touch, and closed her eyes slightly, as if she was too tired to say a word.
Gu Shaoting withdrew his hand and shouted outside with a calm face, "Mother Zhang." ”
After a while, Zhang's mother came over, and she hurriedly lowered her head when she saw the scene in front of her. Gu Shaoting commanded lightly, "Take care of Madame." Zhang's mother nodded immediately, "Yes." ”
After he finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Su Qingjuan, and said softly, "You have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow." ”
Su Qingwan finally couldn't support it when he heard the sound of him going downstairs, and his body slowly slid down the door.
Mama Zhang was so frightened that she hurriedly came up to support her, "Madam...... Madam!" Seeing Su Qingwan's pale face, Mama Zhang couldn't help but sigh, "Madam, why is this so difficult......
Su Qingwan's face was expressionless, and he raised his eyes and looked into the distance in a daze.
On the desk by the window there was still her new flower from yesterday, and the late autumn sun was cold, but in one day, the flower had lost its color. Su Qingwan leaned against the door, quietly looking at the bouquet of flowers, and suddenly felt a desolation in her heart.
The autumn wind is gradually rising, and the world is bleak.
Gu Shaoting was about to return to Shanghai late, and as soon as he entered the study, he found that Zhou Yong was also there. Gu Shaoting walked behind the desk and sat down, his face full of exhaustion, "How's the investigation?"
Zhou Yong handed over the documents in his hand, "This is the capital difference of the Jing'an Chamber of Commerce in the past two years. ”
Gu Shaoting stretched out his hand to take it, and Zhou Yong said again, "The second master guessed well, there is indeed a problem with the funds of the Jing'an Chamber of Commerce." ”
Gu Shaoting casually flipped through two pages and threw the document on the table, his eyes were slightly cold, "Su Jinfeng is still too anxious...... The Li family's big family business was actually lost by him. ”
Zhou Yong hesitated, "The Li family will not know about the flow of these large sums of money......"
Gu Shaoting leaned back and closed his eyes, raised his hand and kneaded the corners of his sore eyes, "So I said that Su Jinfeng was too anxious, and he was in a hurry to find a backer for himself, and now it is difficult to ride a tiger...... The appetite of foreigners is not something that a small Li family can satisfy. ”
Now that there are wars in various places, the number of foreign troops is increasing day by day, and no matter how much money is spent on military food and grass, no matter how great his ability Su Jinfeng is, he can't fill this bottomless pit.
Zhou Yong thought for a moment, "Then should we wait any longer?" Judging from this situation, it is only a matter of time before the Li family goes bankrupt. It would be nice if they could solve it without them doing it.
"Don't wait. Gu Shaoting opened his eyes, his eyes were cold, he reached out and pushed the document on the table out, "Give this document to the Department of Political Science and Law." ”
colluding with foreign businessmen, disrupting the market, and getting involved in military ...... Which of these is enough for him Su Jinfeng.
Zhou Yong picked up the document and nodded, "Yes." ”
Gu Shaoting slowly closed his eyes again, waved his hand slightly, and Zhou Yi withdrew knowingly to close the door.
The surroundings became quiet, Gu Shaoting's eyes were closed, but there was no trace of sleep.
Everything seems to have settled, but his mood is so heavy.