Chapter 106: The Fish and the Bear's Paw
The death of the rain cicada again made Jiuyue very discouraged, and she had no direction for a while, so she said goodbye to Yueju and went back to her room. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
And Yueju didn't plan to continue to stay in his room, saying that he definitely didn't want to face a corpse, and his son would go out to blow the cold wind, just saying that he wanted to sober up.
Jiuyue is especially worried, although the body of the cicada will disappear automatically as soon as it passes, but it is still early in this fashion and ion, what if the second brother who is not long-hearted accidentally goes to change a charcoal basin or something in Yuetang's room, and suddenly finds that the girl sleeping in the room is a dead person?
The death of this phantom is not a pleasant thing, and if this dead phantom is scared to death by the way...... Isn't it good? Jiuyue's eyelids couldn't help but start jumping wildly......
And then it suddenly happened, if you die, you will die, anyway, you can come back to life tomorrow, and after you come back to life, you won't remember that you were scared to death...... It can be regarded as a slight possibility of a different life for the person he keeps repeating......
Although this possibility, it is estimated that no one will really want to ...... However, how can a person who is completely ignorant of the life he repeats on a daily basis perceive what is a possibility?
Even if it is a terrible possibility.
Is there anyone in this world who expects a terrible possibility? How could there be, there are no people in this world.
Jiu Yue remembered that when she was in the Spirit Binding Clan, Red Lotus loved to listen to the stories of monsters and evil spirits since she was a child, not that Red Lotus had been looking forward to meeting monsters and evil spirits since she was a child, but through monsters and evil spirits, she longed for unknown and exciting things, maybe this unknown is a little dangerous, but Red Lotus is unwilling to be ordinary, unwilling to be ordinary, and is destined not to take the ordinary road, and the extraordinary road is mostly a road that few people have walked or has never walked at all, and that kind of road is naturally full of danger.
Some people want to live in peace, some people long for ups and downs, some people think that plainness is true, and some people feel that only when their hearts beat wildly can they be sure that they are really alive.
However, people who know their desires and have the courage to face their desires are lucky, while most people are longing for a life while taking the path of deviating from that life.
The fish and the bear's paw both wanted to have both, but the bear stretched out his palm very decisively, slapped it to the ground, and then ate the fish.
And Jiuyue is the person who was photographed on the ground in this way.
Because there is no father and no mother since childhood, Jiuyue has always longed for warm care and love, although the favor of Long Po made up for the missing piece of Jiuyue's heart for the need for home when he was a child, but it did not make up for the blank confusion of Jiuyue's love for licking calves, therefore, Jiuyue can understand the importance of father and mother better than children of the same age.
Jiuyue may be able to understand the importance of her father and mother when she can't understand what her father is.
If Long Po and Jiuyue lived in a deserted place, maybe it would be different, she didn't know that there was a creature called Daddy and Niang in this world, how could she wonder why she didn't have this creature? Doubts make people suffer, pain makes people think, think clearly and desire.
Longing is hopeful, that is the candle flame that guides the way, longing is unattainable, it is the fire of the heart that burns flesh and blood, longing is neither hopeful nor obtainable, it is the dark fire that melts into the bone marrow, and the skeleton corroded by the dark fire is the most fragile.
Therefore, since the fragile Jiuyue has been sensible, her greatest desire is to be able to live in the green bamboo forest with Long Po all the time.
And this desire has long been drowned in the fire of Shizhu Village.
After losing Long Po, Jiuyue's greatest desire is to be able to cherish her life, which Long Po did her best to protect, so she has been working hard to live well.
Unlike Red Lotus, what Jiuyue has longed for since she was a child is a peaceful and stable life, she doesn't want to be dangerous, and she doesn't like heartbeats, Jiuyue is afraid of everything that she can't control.
Because not being able to control oneself means that one will be controlled by others, and if one is controlled by others, one's own life will no longer be controlled by oneself, but will be held in the hands of others.
Therefore, Jiu Yue has been working hard not to be manipulated by others, but she was forced by Mrs. Rouran to eat the eyeballs of a puppet worm, and she didn't know if that evil thing had already given birth to a bunch of small puppet worms in her body.
For the sake of being a handyman maidservant, Jiuyue has always longed to live a peaceful and carefree life, and in every quiet night for seven years, practicing bows and arrows is just to be able to eat in the future, Jiuyue understands that if you want to be idle, you must first be idle enough, but she is always for leisure.
However, now that he is trapped in this ghost place, he can't be idle for a moment, if he is idle here, the first thing Jiuyue will lose is the red lotus.
Jiuyue is the kind of person who, although he understands the life he desires, still takes another path that deviates from that life.
She longs for life, but she is always close to death, she longs for freedom, but she is bound all the time, she longs for stability, but so many people die because of her, she longs for peace, but she has no choice but to be calm, it is so difficult.
The life is still a mystery, listening to the book still sounds like a demon god, the thoughts are still confused, and the chaos is chaotic.
The ghost door closed and wandered a few times, but it wandered open the heart door that had been locked, but this heart door opened quite strangely, and the man who had been thinking about it suddenly felt that he didn't love much, and he had always felt that the danger reminded him to stay away from the man at all times, and he stayed away from the skin-to-skin blind date.
Jiu Yue couldn't doubt that it could be the man in front of her who was sleeping in front of her, and when the door of her heart opened, she pulled out the person in her heart and forcibly stuffed herself in, she didn't even have a chance to refuse.
Otherwise, why is she no longer thinking about the white-clothed young man who has been obsessed with her heart for many years, why is she now thinking about everything about this man?
His words, his smile, his gentleness, his toughness came to mind.
It must be that his heart has been completely invaded by him, so he will not tolerate others at all.
Jiu Yue looked at Cang Xuan's quiet sleeping face and was stunned for a while, and her fingers couldn't help but slowly caress Cang Xuan's face, which was much better than herself, and then laughed softly.
It's okay, love is love, it's useless to think so much, I believe in you, don't lie to me. (To be continued.) )