【1543】Bai Jing's Departure (2)

"Slowly, people are old and yellow, youth is no more, at that time, it is the most vulnerable time for women, I know that you will be good to me, and then, you will be good to me for the rest of your life" Bai Jing grabbed the clouded leopard "No matter what my mind is, marrying you will not be wrong, and, for a while, I still want to marry you so much, I am a woman like me, you can be so undisgusted with me, I am the ancestor who burned high incense, you know, Xiaoyun"

The clouded leopard took the cigarette out of the side, "Alright, you can go on." He hugged Bai Jing, "You don't know how much I love you." ”

"But love is love, and love doesn't have to be together, right" Bai Jing looked at Wang Lung with a smile He doesn't know how much I love him, but he doesn't think about trying to push me to his own brother, but in the end, I'm just a woman, in his eyes, brotherly feelings are much more important than women, you know in your own heart who my heart is, but don't you just refuse to let me go, you are a good man, if you don't let go of me, I will be happy with you, and it is impossible to be with others. ”

Bai Jing sat up straight from the clouded leopard's arms, she lowered her head, "Brother Long, I liked you from the first time I saw you, I was just a girl in a hair salon at the beginning, and I relied on selling my body to get money." ”

"Okay, Bai Jing, don't say it, it didn't matter before" The clouded leopard hugged Bai Jing again from the side.

"No, I'm going to say. Bai Jing pushed away the clouded leopard and looked at Wang Lung. I think, even if my profession is humble, and then looked down upon, but I am also a girl, I am also a person, I also have my own favorite people, these years, I have watched you from the Black Tiger KTV, to the later Fenglong Entertainment City, and then to BS City, met the clouded leopard, and later followed Cheng Hua, from Cheng Hua's bits and pieces, and then returned to L City, re-established Fulong and now, I think you have been growing again, and I think you are becoming more and more manly, and then, I think, I am more and more dispensable for you。 ”

Bai Jing smiled and opened his mouth" I used to think about getting married like this, and I lived like this for the rest of my life, but I felt that I couldn't deceive myself, I didn't feel that heartbeat when I saw you, and I didn't want to deceive all the men who have been by my side, and let go of all the men who love me, you needed me when you were original, and you were very fragile at that time, I felt that I Bai Jing could help you a lot, so, whenever you need help and want to get an idea, I am the first to stand by your side and support you, it was, it is, it is, and it will be in the future, you were my benefactor before, the person I love the most, and now you are my friend, my brother, and in the future, you are my most beautiful haode memory, when I am now, I find that I don't even have the opportunity to stand up and support you unconditionally, because I can't help you anymore. ”

Bai Jing smiled at Wang Lung" I want to get out of here, Brother Long, you are all people with big scenes, you are all ambitious people, I knew from the beginning that you have been constantly moving forward and climbing up, but I Bai Jing has always stood in place, I am an ordinary girl from an ordinary family, I now feel that you are a little strange, a little unattainable, these do not belong to me, nor do I want, I watched you appear from Yun Gege, just put me on the side, and then be good to Yun Gege, and be obedient to her, I don't know what happened between you, but I know that the two of you broke up, Yun Gege, that girl, is not the kind of willful little girl, She is very rational in doing things, since she has left you, she has really left you, she will not leave easily, you know it in your own heart, and then, Yun Gege has been gone for so long, you haven't looked at me a few times, I have always been dispensable in your life."

Bai Jing turned his head to look at the clouded leopard, "Are you angry when I say this? I don't mean anything else." ”

The clouded leopard shook his head, and hugged Bai Jing in his arms again, "It's okay, I know everything, just say whatever you want." ”

"Xiexie you, you have always understood me so well" Bai Jing smiled "I have been holding back these words for a long time, Brother Long, these days I have always hoped that I will no longer miss you, no longer miss you, and want to let myself devote myself to the arms of the clouded leopard, I want to be fair to him, but there is really no way to force emotional things, I can't do it." ”

"You are no longer the little gangster who goes in and out of the rivers and lakes, you are now the big boss of Fulong, you don't need the support of my character anymore, what you need is the joining of people like Mei Zhikang in the Red Army, I can't help you anything, and then, I can't get your love, I don't like this feeling, I don't want to delay the clouded leopard all the time, I don't want to affect the harmony of your brothers because of myself, Brother Long, I understand what you mean, it's like when I was about to enter your room just now, you went out of the room directly by yourself, and asked me to come here, you know how sad I am, I don't want to do anything, I just want to chat with you and talk about my heart, But zuihou your behavior is right, you pulled me here because your mind is on your brother, you are afraid that your brother will be misunderstood because of a woman, and the clouded leopard is the same, he promised me to be in the room by himself, and he didn't come out, but now he is also out, holding a piece of clothing in his hand, the reason is that he is afraid that I will be cold. ”

Bai Jing smiled again, and rarely picked up a cigarette, "Actually, you all have the same idea, but you don't know how sad it will make me do this." ”

"I'm sorry, Brother Long, please forgive me for asking this time, I want to leave, I don't want to continue to be caught in this circle. ”

"I'm sorry, clouded leopard, please forgive me for being a humble woman, I don't deserve your love, you are a good man, a good man who is rare in a hundred years, and I am not blessed to be blessed. ”

Bai Jing stood up at this time, "I originally thought that I would leave directly, but I felt that I couldn't do it myself, and there were some things that I should say it would be better to talk about." ”

"I'm sorry, clouded leopard, I owe you a wedding, I hope I can adjust myself, I can't marry you like this, that's not fair to you, if I appear in front of you again, you are still willing to marry me, that's my blessing, I will give you a completely 100% Bai Jing, only for yourself, Bai Jing who can't live without you, if you can't wait, then you can find another girl, this shijie, there are so many good girls, if you don't want to marry me at that time, that's my life, no one can blame me, I don't know if I can have that day, so, you don't need to wait for me." , don't need to waste your own youth because of me, clouded leopard, xiexie you are good to me, your love for me, you are the only man who has made me feel love in my life, you are really good. After speaking, Bai Jing kissed the clouded leopard's forehead.