203. People go to things and things remain (II)
If he can exchange his career for Zhao Min, he would rather not have a career. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoIn his heart, Zhao Min is all he has, the whole of life, and without her, his world would be dark.
But what he didn't expect was that he didn't say goodbye that time, which meant that he missed the union with her from then on, although she gave him all of hers, but this is only a **** combination, not a combination of feelings.
He longed for emotional unity.
In his opinion, only when emotions are united is a perfect life.
A physical union is not the same as a spiritual union. Although Feng Zilong has now laid the foundation for things, he feels that there is always something missing in his life,—— what is missing? The reason why he and Zhao Min can come together now, in a certain sense, is just the desire of desire, not the drive of love.
Desire is temporary.
Only love is eternal.
But what Feng Zilong didn't expect was that he was now full of possessiveness towards Zhao Min, and the innocent thoughts and feelings of relying on each other in the past were gone.
Life is a one-way road, and when you look back, you can't see the way you came.
The man standing on the road had already turned into clouds of smoke and drifted away with the wind. The faint shadow remaining on the road is still fading, only the sky is still the sky, and the earth is still the same place.
People and things are still the same, which is the biggest loss.
In fact, it is not only love that is lost, but also love that is fermenting in the heart.
Love is still the same, people are emaciated, the curtain is swept by the west wind, drunk after dusk.
Feng Zilong didn't expect that he would miss the beautiful life with Zhao Min, and Zhao Min didn't expect that he would rekindle the love fire with Feng Zilong, burning the love and love between the two into lust and burning into an immortal memory.
"I wanted to give you a baby, but since I missed you, I don't have that kind of thought. Zhao Min said the truth, she used to dream of giving Feng Zilong a lot of children, just like ordinary couples, after a day's work, take those children to go for a walk at dusk, play with the children in the bright moonlight, and buy toys that the children like on the Internet, but since he said goodbye, she dispelled this idea, "Life is a one-way street, I just want to accompany you like *** now, and I don't want to think about anything else." Maybe, we really shouldn't miss that wonderful time, missing the time is equivalent to missing life, everything, will be watching the past,—— I don't want you to forget me, but I really hope that you find another woman and let her give you a baby. In this life, I will accompany you, but I will not give you a baby, please understand. ”
"I know what you think in your heart, and I won't blame you anyway, because it's all my fault. Feng Zilong smiled calmly and said, "Because of my choice at that time, because I forgot about you at that time, because I didn't consider the consequences at that time, all these responsibilities should be borne by me, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
Zhao Min saw him smiling reluctantly, but she didn't break it, there are some things, there is no need to break it. But she knew that Feng Zilong was telling the truth, after so many years, his edges and corners have been smoothed out a lot by the sharp blades of life, he is no longer the young boy in the past, he has a new understanding of life.
Twisted melons are not sweet. He understands that. Since he missed that time, it means that he can't be combined with Zhao Min in this life, he can only silently watch her come to his arms one day and spend a beautiful night with him, and the rest of the time can only be spent in thoughts.
Yes, I can only spend my life in the Ministry of Thoughts.
Feng Zilong smiled bitterly again, but he didn't continue.
Some words, just let it rot in your heart.
"Actually, you don't have to blame yourself, because all this is not your fault alone, and my fault is also mine, if I insisted on it, you would definitely return to me, and it would not be that I gave my body to other men, so that you didn't get a complete me, this is the most unforgiving place in my life. ”
"It's all over, what are you doing with it!" Feng Zilong's frowning brows relaxed, and the whole person looked much more energetic, "Actually, it's not easy for you to get to where you are today, no matter what happened in the past, I think we should cherish the present, as long as I can still be with you, I will be content." ”