in the ward.

Gu Lian slowly peeled the apple.

The person lying on the bed squinted his eyes and watched the apple juice in her hand splash fresh and delicious, and did not speak for a long time.

Gu Lian threw the skin into the trash, held the apple and nibbled on it.

"I thought it was for me. The man frowned slightly, and his tone was soft and calm, like a poisonous snake that inhabits the cool and damp underground.

"I heard that you overused your ability, and when you were discovered, you fell to the ground alone, and it took half an hour for anyone to remember you?" Gu Lian clicked and bit the apple, ignoring his questioning.

The viper was slightly angry, and then turned to a strange smile: "It seems that you want to care about his death." Should I say you're soft-hearted, or are you stupid? I didn't expect you to be so stupid......" The poisonous tongue continued to work, but his voice gradually lowered, and he was silent for a while, muttering softly, "If you weren't so stupid, he wouldn't die." ”

Gu Lian shook slightly, pinched the apple's fingers and pulled into the flesh, squirting out fresh juice. She lowered her head and wiped her fingers clean with a handkerchief one by one, before she raised her head, and said in a dumb voice with red eyes: "It's because of me." ”

It's not a question sentence, and Zhong Da doesn't bother to pay attention to her.

Gu Lian's throat ached, and the scenes in the cafeteria that she had thought were Gu Yisheng's jokes flashed in front of her eyes.

- However, Gu Yisheng seemed to be addicted to playing, and happily muttered to himself: "Let me think about it......" When Gu Lian turned his back to him and walked out against the wall, he suddenly let out a loud sound, his eyes lit up, and he said happily, "Why don't you do this...... Aren't you going to make trouble at the birthday party of the daughter-in-law? If I'm more useful than Yan Yuzhen, can I prove it?"

――“…… What to prove?" Gu Lian felt a headache...... She really can't keep up with the perverted mind, hey.

- "Prove that I need to be needed." Gu Yisheng said with a serious face, then changed his face in a second, and shouted into the air with a smile, "Hey, you heard it, and then my vow didn't ............ it?" And I was gone. ”

"What is it for...... Gu Lian asked in a low voice.

She just didn't understand.

What exactly did she do wrong would make him choose to disappear in this extreme way.

-- Not even a chance to save her or make amends.

……

The thin and slightly feminine man turned his head and smiled, his eyes were as gentle as water, slightly blurred - that was the smile that belonged to Gu Yisheng.

He said softly, "I don't want to." ”

……

"That's so decisive, bastard......" her lips trembled slightly.

At least...... It would be nice for her to speak softly to him...... One sentence is enough, one sentence is enough.

In the past few days, she has recalled everything about her and Gu Yisheng over and over again, and what happened that day has been forced by her to recall countless times. Whenever she was tired and wanted to fall asleep immediately, she stimulated herself and couldn't allow herself to fall asleep like that.

She asked Wei Xuan, but he didn't give it. So she asked Yan Yuzhen for it.

He didn't say anything, just handed her the medicine, and looked at her in silence, Xu because of the thinner and thinner, his eyes were sharper than any time she had ever seen, and there was a deep darkness in them that she had never seen before.

It wasn't until Gu Yisheng disappeared that she understood that he was the real him now.

One of the most complete of him, one of the missing him.

Zhong Da laughed, his fingers lightly tapped his knee, and he muttered for a while before he said lightly: "Yan Yuzhen, that idiot, always thought that I forced out Gu Yisheng." ”

Gu Lian raised her head suddenly, but Zhong Da closed her eyes.

***

That's a story that doesn't make much sense.

Before they were called the "Three Monsters of the Expedition", Zhong Da had already paid attention to the ripper Yuzhen and Liu Qianbian, but when he first attacked Liu Qianbian, he was shocked to realize that these two people were living in the same body.

Yan Yuzhen, who is stubborn and withdrawn and never pays attention to others.

Gu Yisheng, who is ever-changing, can quickly win the favor of others every time.

Yan Yuzhen unconsciously mixed his longing for warmth, fear of loneliness, submission to reality, and extreme loneliness, and became the wayward Gu Yisheng.

And it wasn't until Zhong Da controlled Gu Yisheng that Yan Yuzhen realized that there was another soul in his body.

But he stubbornly thought that this was a foreign object produced by Zhong Da's persecution and ability pulling, and even if he realized Gu Yisheng's existence, he was still extremely disgusted and had rejected him.

So Gu Yisheng lost his only foothold in such an accident.

Gu Yisheng and Doctor Gu, this name is just him silently shouting for help to Dr. Yan.

Ever-changing, ever-changing, who knows what kind of soul is afraid of darkness and lonely lying here?

Obviously he is so good at pleasing or controlling others, but Gu Yisheng always can't grasp his own existence, he is a fragment of his soul floating in the air, who is he? Where does he come from? Where will he go? Who knows him? Who will find him? Gu Yisheng's soul always unintentionally screams desperately at the empty place, but no one hears it.

-- He cried out in the midst of a noisy crowd, and the crowd did not respond, neither approved nor opposed, as if he were in a boundless wasteland, and there was nothing to be aware of, what a sorrow it was, and what a loneliness it was.

-- This loneliness grew up day by day, like a poisonous snake entangled his soul.

So, when the girl effortlessly picked him up from the crowd and the insignificance, and unceremoniously sneered at him and argued with reason, she did not know how his blood boiled.

He is not the ever-changing Liu Qianchang, who is busy playing different roles on the same stage, he is not the face and vassal behind Yan Yuzhen, he can never see the shadow of the light, he has a real name, he has his own thoughts, he is such an existence that can be discerned.

Ah, how good, there is such a person, knowing my existence, Gu Yisheng is so happy.

In the next few days, Gu Yisheng approached her uncontrollably, made trouble for her, looked at her worried, and also took action to stop a lot of troubles for her, because he didn't want to see her disappear.

Gradually, however, this joy is gradually eroded by another powerlessness.

She always protects Yan Yuzhen, towards Yan Yuzhen, and her eyes are so vigilant and vigilant that she looks at him that makes people feel cold.

Her eyes were full of life, she only knew to look forward, and the fragments that made him ecstatic were nothing more than her occasional glance back, an occasional visit.

She was constantly planning and advancing, and he could see her strong and mature in the future, but he had already taken shape, and from the moment he was born, there was no longer the possibility of change.

It's too painful.

Seeing the only "special" who could recognize him go farther and farther, looking at others, looking at the future, looking into the distance, so busy that he forgot to turn back, he was just a small memory of her distant youth, and even one day, she would forget him as a person, and he didn't even have the right to stop it......

Life just saw the light and fell into endless darkness.

Rather than live in fear or chasing others for the rest of his life, it is better to gamble with his presence. He wanted to prove his existence, and he never knew how important it was to satisfy his restlessness, longing to confirm him.

So, there was that game.

He just wanted to hear her admit it herself, to see her make a choice for him, and when her bright eyes full of fear, remorse, and hesitation appeared in front of him again, he could feel his heart beat exactly.

He didn't want to procrastinate for the rest of his life, obsessed with the question of what existence didn't exist and didn't look like him at all.

It's better to bloom in an instant, like a brilliant summer flower, as short as a shock, just to burn this moment.

Dying in such a vow, for Gu Yisheng, it is like falling into a sweet dream, which is the supreme happiness.

She decided, hesitated, struggled for someone like him who was bastard and headstrong, and then stood in front of her.

Enough, enough, there is nothing happier than this, just let time freeze in this happiest moment, don't let time corrode, don't let the world corrode, just this moment, don't let anyone get involved......

The moment the oath was shattered and the soul was annihilated, he thought that the last moment he left her should be beautiful.

***

I'm desperate to see me for you,

I will be extinguished and never come back.

I'm here......

I'm here......

It's a world that can't stay long,

Let me stop in your arms,

In this way, the soul ceased to mourn.

***

Zhong Da didn't say much. He has never been a good person, and providing this sentence has been benevolent and righteous.

Just say goodbye to that idiot, he is so afraid of loneliness and stupid, he must hope that there will be someone in the end, for him to keep tossing and turning.

He was originally a pervert who was more happy when he saw the closer people were troubled.

There's nothing to be sad about, but it's really annoying that the guy has found the only way to escape when he should be 100% obedient to his orders......

Zhongda seemed to be asleep, and his long, steady breathing could be heard in the room.

Gu Lian looked into the distance, stunned.

If his wish was to plunge her into suspicion, confusion, and remorse, so that she could not forget him in this cage, then he had indeed won.

What a bastard.

Tears fell silently down her face, and she couldn't cry, but she didn't know what she was crying for, but suddenly felt very sad and sad. (To be continued.) )