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On the afternoon of September 11, 2022, the eaves of the dormitory building of Tianguo College.

Normally, staying in such a high place will make people feel scared, I am used to staying in a high place, I can't tell what it feels like, looking down from a high place, people and things become very small, and I don't feel very tall at this time, in the whole world, everyone is so small, but this perspective gives people a special feeling. Being high, close to the sky, quietly looking at the sky can calm the mind, lying lazily and doing nothing is probably similar to fishing.

And in the high places, there is a kind of loneliness, which is more chilly than the kind that "the high places are unbearable and cold", although it can touch the poetic wind, it is also a piercing wind, and besides, the high places, it seems that it is easy to end everything......

Thinking about it like this, I get upset, that kind of hesitation and hesitation, I feel very powerless, the more I don't think about it at this time, the more I have to think about it, human beings are such strange animals. Sighing, too, is my habit, and with a long sigh I return to the state of not thinking about anything.

At this time, I heard footsteps on the eaves and knew that someone was coming, but there should be no danger in the academy, so I still lay there and didn't want to get up. The imaginary bear child is like Nobita, who does everything on his own, and then asks Doraemon's help, and some bear children are just our illusions, just like Lu Mingfei of "Dragon Clan", watching the dragon clan raging in the distance from a skyscraper, and preparing to slay the dragon desperately is also **silk?hehe, but I should be similar to the former, but I don't have my own Doraemon.

(The source of the idea seems to be a physical book of "Dragon Family", or it is a review in a certain magazine, I can't remember clearly.)

"Found you. ”

Listen to the voice, instructor Kiri.

Heavy Hitomi: "Something?"

Kiri: "You already know what Relight is?"

Heavy Hitomi: "I feel a little bit, it should be the mercury in it that I am very repulsed." ”

Kiri: "So give me your share?"

Heavy Hitomi: "I don't need it anyway, you're looking forward to it......, aren't you?"

Kiri: "But as far as I know, you've awakened the arcane. ”

Heavy Hitomi: "I don't know, maybe it's a miracle that I'm still alive." ”

Although she was lying down, she didn't want to get up, but her tone didn't seem so normal, and when she looked at her slightly, she suddenly felt very dangerous, and now she was in that state of being ready to go to war at any time. What did I do wrong? What is my own arcane art, or whether it exists or not, or even how long I will live, I may be able to compete with her? The multiple gravity under the royal power is fatal to me, not to mention that this is the roof of the building, and if I accidentally fall down, I will fall to my death, it is too dangerous.

Heavy Hitomi: "Why?"

Kiri: "Why?"

Heavy pupil: "......"

I can't know what she's thinking, and I don't think anyone can guess what I'm thinking, so there's only silence in the scene, and I'm not the sociable type. Under the blue sky, Tongyi's long hair fluttered in the wind, and some messily floated on her face, but it became a beautiful decoration; my eyesight seemed to have deteriorated again, and I was not used to wearing glasses, and now I could only see her vaguely, beautiful school uniform, beautiful background, how dazzling it was under the sky; she obviously didn't know how to be a king, even if she had the arcane power of kingship, there was no possibility of convincing people with force, even if I was indeed weaker than her now; Queen?

I don't know what to think at this time, the logic is always so jumpy, anyway, I'm decadent, and the situation at this time is not good.

Tongyi: "Royalty!"

Sure enough, did you still use the arcane? This world doesn't have so much fairness, but in the face of the doublerelight's Kiri, I feel very helpless, I don't even have the arcane! Yes, I didn't take the relight at all. Maybe it was a wrong decision to get up, and it might be better to lie down and be more comfortable with the royal power, the moment he launched the royal power, the voice Sohu was in his ears, how clear and cruel, it seemed to be the judgment of the king, so high up and out of reach, and now she is only like this.

The surrounding tiles are trembling, and I am not the only one who has become heavier within the scope of the royal power. This building will not collapse because of the sudden weight increase, and it will also hurt this building, I guess it should not be the king's power, otherwise I would not have survived to this time, and soon after she was relieved of the king's power, probably because she didn't want to talk to me and left directly. Well, her appearance was of little use except to interrupt my train of thought, and when she left, I lay on the eaves and looked at the sky, the setting sun was a falling flame, and the sky slowly darkened, but the afterglow of the setting sun still dyed the whole sky golden.

This situation seems very familiar, when was it......

It was the evening of Chinese New Year's Eve, in my hometown where I was not accustomed to the water and soil, I was preparing a fire for dinner, but lighting a fire is a very serious matter, not that it will not burn a fire, but sometimes it is not good, and it is not good to light a fire. On that occasion, the branches of the dead tree had not yet dried completely, so I laboriously broke the branches with my knees and put them in the stove with the hay, but the fire did not come as expected, and a lot of time was wasted.

Even if the palm of my hand was scarred by firewood, there was no complaint, but she should have trusted me the most, but she, my current one, is ...... I don't know what I'm still alive for. However, from that time, the naïve dream was shattered, and until then, I believed in perfection. Yes, faith, however, I can't do it after all, I can't be so strong, I can't be so good, what I can't do I can't do, as it has always been...... It's impossible, I'm not at that point.

However, I still believe that there is always someone who can reach that kind of situation, and there will be one, so even if you sacrifice yourself, you must provide a modest contribution to that person. Even if, in my mind, sacrifice itself is an imperfection, it is like another faith, a betrayal of perfection, and I know that I am a sinner......

All along, I tried my best to let myself forget about it, but I couldn't, it came to my mind every time, and the serious blood color became a little more, and for the bloody pupils, I seemed to remember something and it seemed that there was nothing, it was my sacrifice, it was the most pious blood...... The head is good for headaches, even if there are headaches all the time, it is rare to have such a severe headache. Perhaps, it was the grief in my heart that made me powerless to resist the pain.

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(In the manuscript section, Hitomi has remembered everything by this point, but not yet, but it is certain that Hitomi does have blood-colored pupils in some situation.) The description of this chapter is still relatively realistic, because it has a realistic model - strictly speaking, the character of the double pupil was originally based on me, but later the change of faith and the fact that I felt that the character image of this semi-villain was not suitable for me, so I decisively gave up on this role.

This chapter has already explained that the extra relight of Kiriyi comes from the double pupil, and the double pupil mentioned in the previous chapter can also be explained to a certain extent because of the lack of confidence in himself because of the lack of arcane, in addition, Kiriyi's role has begun to increase here. Although their battle did not break out......

The habit of staying in a high place, the habit of looking at the sky, these are my two habits, and the article mentions that Chinese New Year's Eve does exist, although I can't remember exactly that year, I really gave up the belief in perfection at that time and chose the sacrificial principle of the blood clan - in this world, there are always some people who are destined to sacrifice, then, sacrifice yourself when necessary, you have to do something, in essence, sacrifice for protection. In the future, I feel that the belief of the blood clan may easily hurt the people around me, and go against the original intention of guarding and worship the soul instead......

So, my pen name is the Soul Clan, and the concept of the Soul Clan is really something that I confirmed later and is still improving. This concept will also be mentioned in the middle and later stages of this novel, but there is only a theory of the soul race in this novel, and the real soul race will only appear on the side of "Taixuan Shuo". As for the feelings in the novel, I don't know if my naïve self was right at that time, but once something happens, it will be reversed.

Looking back now, my life is a history of faith, and I used to think about writing a diary, so that when I got old, I still knew what I had done back then, but unfortunately I wrote a daily diary as little as one sentence, so I often broke off. Now, I don't continue, all I can say is that when I get old, the memories are filled with the devotion of faith......

The big crocodile over there will no longer appear, and the academy is too pitiful to raise this animal. ）

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