Zi Jiuxi didn't want to know this, so what could she do if she knew the process?

Will he give him back to her?

No!

No way!

So......

So......

What's the point?

It doesn't matter!

So......

Time flies, time flies, she has always been laissez-faire and has always refused to communicate.

Whether it's the delicacies they found, or the rare fairy dew they sent, even her favorite peach blossom wine, she doesn't touch it.

Unbeknownst to everyone, she had a secret mind.

Or everybody knows about it, but they don't say it.

She...... I don't want to live anymore.

And yet—

The reason why gods are gods is that they never need mundane grains, but the power of faith is their food and the source of their strength.

As the savior of the three thousand worlds, as the god of faith in the three realms and six worlds, the power of faith that has never weakened for thousands of years is enough for her to ......

Immortal, immortal.

By the time Zi Jiuxi realized this, he didn't know how long it had been.

Closing off all her senses, she finally realized that something was wrong, and this perception realized that she had become terrifyingly strong, the kind of strength that was armed to the hair. There is power in every part of the body.

Zi Jiuxi panicked.

Yes, she panicked.

This was clearly not the outcome she wanted......

What she wants......

So, on this night, which no one expected, she left the palace where she had lived for 10,000 years and began her wandering life.

She had only one goal, to end her life, which no longer meant anything.

Card Rub –

Zi Jiuxi looked at the divine soldier who was broken again, looked at her wrist that was still as bright as ever, and calmly put it down.

Cut wrists: Failed Nth attempt.

Cost: Destroy the Nth Divine Weapon.

Or—

After repeated poison doses to no avail.

Zi Jiuxi's eyebrows did not move, and the three thousand of the most poisonous herbs that took three months to gather were refined and fused, the elixir was baked, the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, and all the living beings in a fragrant valley immediately withered and withered.

Zi Jiuxi even couldn't wait to take the poison.

Her brows that had not moved for ten thousand years condensed slightly, and she couldn't help but reach out and attach her abdomen slightly, stretching and shrinking, her intestines were very ...... Uncomfortable.

Yes, she finally seemed to feel uncomfortable.

It was too long, and Zi Jiuxi forgot what it was like.

She thought that the discomfort she was now was probably enough.

She thought, this time it might be done!

Correct......

She was still too happy too early, but after a cup of tea, her lips, slightly blue from the poison, returned to normal, and her body returned to normal.

Poisoning: Failed Nth attempt.

Price: Countless precious poisonous weeds in the Six Realms are extinct.

And—

Cliff jumping.

The name of the cliff is broken.

It was the highest cliff she had found in the Six Realms, and beneath it was a jungle of sharp rocks.

Boom......

She danced without hesitation.

However......

"Ahem. ”

Zi Jiuxi waved the dust raised by the cracking of the rocks, and frowned in disgust.

It's dirty.

She patted the dust off her body.

Still, it didn't die.

Again, no harm was done.

And again—

She came to the modern age.

Lying quietly on the railroad tracks, Zi Jiuxi thought, now, she should always be able to make her wish come true!

Listening to the approaching sound of the train, she seemed to hear the most beautiful sound in the world, the call of death.

Let the train run over you.

It's numb, itchy.