Sure enough, it didn't take long for Su Jinfeng to come.

The rain was falling again, and Su Jinfeng took off his coat and shook as soon as he entered the door. He seems to be very fond of wearing suits recently, and Su Qingwan remembers that he didn't like this kind of clothes before.

Thinking of this, she lowered her head and smiled, before...... That's a far term. Now, he's more of a stranger to her most of the time.

The surroundings became more and more silent, Su Jinfeng picked up a towel and wiped his wet hair, his expression was as unpredictable as ever.

The two were speechless for a while.

Su Qingwan put the needle and thread into the embroidery bag and planned to put it away. Su Jinfeng saw her movements and couldn't help asking, "I see that you have been embroidering for the past few days, and you finally finished embroidering today?" ”

Su Qingwan shook her head slightly.

Su Jinfeng's gaze immediately turned to the embroidered cloth in her hand, and his eyes suddenly softened, "I remember that you liked to embroider gadgets when you were a child......" He kept looking at her, talking about the past, his expression was full of tenderness, "You have always been ingenious and careful, at that time, grandpa Tai still praised you in private, saying that among the girls of the Su family, the four girls of the third family are the most penetrating." ”

Su Qingwan listened quietly, and her expression slowly relaxed.

Su Jinfeng carefully observed her expression, and took two steps forward after a moment of consideration, "Wanwan, we haven't talked well for a long time." ”

He came to see her whenever he had time these days, but she was always cold, taking care of her own business, not wanting to talk to him or talk to him more......

Su Qingwan stood up and looked up at him calmly, "What does President Su want to tell me?" ”

Su Jinfeng's expression stiffened for a moment, and the hand holding the towel was slowly clenched, but he still had a smile on his face, "President Su...... What are you doing with me like this? Seeing that Su Qingwan didn't answer, Su Jinfeng took a few steps forward, "Wanwan, you don't have to do this to me." ”

Su Qingwan turned to face out the window, still silent.

Su Jinfeng laughed suddenly, he stared at her back, his eyes flickered, "I know that with your character, it has always been difficult to turn around when you decide a good thing." But I didn't expect that you could be so ruthless to me......"

"I'm tired." Su Qingwan closed her eyes, and had no intention of continuing to talk to him.

After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, but unexpectedly, after only taking two steps, Su Jinfeng grabbed her wrist, and he stared at her fiercely, "Do you still have any hope for Gu Shaoting?" You obviously already know who the sixth aunt of the Gu family is......"

Su Qingwan's face turned pale, and her eyebrows furrowed slightly, "I didn't." ”

Su Jinfeng didn't believe it, "You resist my approach so much, you dare to say ......" Su Qingwan interrupted him, his tone resolute, "I left him, and I have nothing to do with you." ”

Su Jinfeng's eyes changed, and he pulled Su Qingwan's hand harder. Su Qingwan frowned painfully, and subconsciously shook it a few times before shaking off his hand, "You let go!" ”

Su Jinfeng knew that he was out of shape, but he still couldn't suppress his anger. He stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders firmly, his expression angry, and there was a hint of sadness in his voice, "You ask yourself, have you ever been fair to me?" You've never thought about it for me...... Never even cared and never tried to understand me! ”

Su Qingwan covered her wrists, her face pale. She gave up the struggle and gasped softly, feeling a slight stagnation in her chest.

Yes, she admits that she was scared by him.

Although she already knew that he was no longer the second brother before, he had always been gentle and polite in front of her. She had never lost her mind like she did today, and she was so strange that she just wanted to stay away from ......

Silence returned to the room, and there was only silence between them.

Su Jinfeng looked at Su Qingwan, who was close at hand, and knew that he was probably completely wrong this time. She was closer to him than ever, but the way she looked at him was full of wariness and fear.

Su Jinfeng was a little depressed, he slowly let go of her shoulders and took a step back. He calmed down for a while before he spoke, "...... Wanwan, I don't want to hurt you. ”

His voice was low.

It was still raining outside the window, and the light in the room was not good, and most of Su Jinfeng's body was covered in shadows, and he couldn't see his expression clearly. He continued, his voice a little hoarse, "When you were fourteen, I didn't have the ability to take you away...... When you had an accident, I couldn't even get out of the gate of the Su family. ”

Su Qingwan was slightly stunned, and couldn't help but turn her head to look at him.

"Wanwan, maybe you think I've changed...... But that's because I understand that if I am not strong enough, I will never be able to protect the people I love. Su Jinfeng raised his head and met Su Qingwan's gaze, he didn't flinch at all, "I just don't want to be that cowardly and incompetent self anymore...... Am I wrong? ”

He asked her calmly, is it wrong?

She would never have imagined that there would be such a day between them.

Su Qingwan closed her eyes gently, and when she opened them again, there was no wave in her eyes, and she said calmly, "Yes, you were wrong, you were wrong from the beginning." ”

Su Qingwan looked at him, and a wry smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Because the person you love the most is always yourself." ”

It doesn't matter when she was fourteen, it doesn't matter when she has an accident, or even all the other things that followed. It's not that he's completely powerless, but in his heart, she's not the first after all.

She didn't blame him, because she knew that he had his responsibilities and his helplessness.

But just like what he said to her.

Fair? There is no right or wrong in feelings, so how can there be so-called fairness.

"Have you ever looked my mind squarely?" Su Qingwan said and slowly straightened up and looked at him seriously, "Second brother, I don't love you." ”

Hearing this, his eyes suddenly shook slightly, "It's not that you don't love, it's that you have failed me!" ”

Su Qingwan's heart was suffocated, and the bitterness came immediately.

Disappoint?

Between them, how to talk about the word disappointment.

It's just where the love goes, and the meaning stops. It's just an unpredictable thing in the world, an ordinary but regrettable miss.

Not to mention...... How can a man's mind be calculated?

Since that time in Beiping, she has known that her gentle, humble, and empathetic second brother will only exist in memories in the future.

“…… There's no way I'm going to give up on you. Su Jinfeng took one last look at her, turned around and walked to the door. Before leaving, he stood by the door for a moment, then looked back at her and said hopefully, "We will definitely go back to the old ones, I am willing to wait." ”

The door closed.

Su Qingwan breathed a sigh of relief, and let most of her body lean against the cold window, this meeting made her feel extremely tired.

Su Jinfeng's last sentence made her heart extremely heavy.

Go back to the way before?

Su Qingwan frowned and smiled bitterly.

It's too late, second brother.

[The author has something to say]

In fact, I have always wanted to say something for Su Jinfeng, but I am afraid that saying it will limit your thoughts.

Everyone in this world is a unique individual, they have their own things that they regard as life, and they have all been deceived and moved by themselves.

There is no right or wrong in some things, and different positions naturally have different approaches. In the same way, no one owes anyone anything to the matter of feelings, only love and dislove.