Chapter 148: The Painful Past
There was silence in the air, and Lin Xiaoxiao said with red eyes: "We have been together for twenty years, how much have we experienced, I, no, believe, you, can, forget, forget" said word by word. Deng Yu was a little touched www.biquge.info pen, it was indeed impossible for him to forget, it was his youth, and there was a bit of sincerity in his tone: "When I left, I was sad and sad, and even in the third or fourth time you left, I have been waiting for you." As long as you make a phone call, I can not blame the past, and I can drop everything and go abroad to accompany you. However, when you left, you didn't say hello, and when you got abroad, you didn't make a phone call, I was against you going abroad, I wanted to get married and start a family as soon as possible, but I was not as unreasonable and selfish as you thought. Time is a good thing, it can make people forget a lot of things, and it can also change many things. No one will wait for you in the same place, you are late, I like someone else, whether you accept it or not, it is reality. ”
After listening to Deng Yu's words, Lin Xiaoxiao was silent, her body tensed, and she asked in a trilling voice, "Where is she better than me?" You want to start a family, but she doesn't even want to make it public, you want to find a woman who is not ambitious, what is she doing now? You want to get married and have children, but she is at the peak of her career, do you think she will? Deng Yu smiled bitterly, he hadn't thought about this, reason told him that Wu Jiaer was not his ideal wife, but his heart told him that Wu Jiaer was his most suitable lover. Yes, lover, I don't know when, he will find that his eyes will follow her, he will be concerned about some of Wu Jiaer's small problems, he will miss Wu Jiaer, who he has not seen for a long time, he will see Wu Jiaer's favorite food on the road, and unconsciously stop the car to buy it.
He grew up with Lin Xiaoxiao, and he can't tell whether there is more love or more family affection, but Wu Jiaer He can say with certainty that he likes Wu Jiaer. As for the word love, he didn't dare to mention it again, the burden of love was too heavy, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to say it. Deng Yu was silent for a long time, and his voice was a little ethereal: "She will accompany me to old age" So I can ignore these, a lonely person has been lonely for too long, and the requirements have become lower? Lin Xiaoxiao was also stunned, when did she say this to Deng Yu, but now...
"She's not your lover, I'll prove it to you" Lin Xiaoxiao finished speaking, ignoring Deng Yu's reaction, and walked away in high heels. She has been in a relationship with Deng Yu for so many years, she can't give up easily, what is Wu Jiaer, and she deserves to fight with her? The moment she turned around, tears slipped from her eyes, she didn't distrust Deng Yu, but, just at that time, she couldn't give up her ideals to marry and teach children, let alone let Deng Yu give up her future to accompany her abroad, she didn't call because she didn't want to, but because she was afraid that she couldn't stay up and miss him.
She overestimated Deng Yu's feelings for her, she thought that Deng Yu would wait for her to return to China after completing her studies, and she and Deng Yu would be the same as before. However, it doesn't matter now, Deng Yu is just angry, he will definitely come back to his side, definitely. No one loves Deng Yu more than her, no one is more suitable for Deng Yu than her, she is Deng Yu's future wife, no one can deny it.
A week later, Wu Jiaer, who was in the major shows, finally returned to China, and the moment he set foot on the country, Wu Jiaer's heart was happy. Walking out of the airport under the support of fans, Deng Yu personally picked up the airport and got into the car, Wu Jiaer took the initiative to give him a hot kiss. Pulling Deng Yu in the car to talk about foreign customs, what he saw and heard, Deng Yu smiled gently, he had experienced all of this, but he still wanted to hear Wu Jiaer say. Her vitality infected Deng Yu, grabbed Deng Yu's hand and asked, "Have you taken good care of the little girl?" "Little good is the name that Wu Jiaer gave to the blue cat, and it was sent back to China a long time ago and handed over to Deng Yu to take care of.
"Yes, that cat is very naughty, and it took me a lot of effort to get it to get used to the ring..."Deng Yu said an interesting story about the blue cat, and the car stopped at a traffic light. Wu Jiaer was attracted by a huge poster outside the car window, looking at the smiling bright woman on the poster, Wu Jiaer thought that he would not hate. But the moment he saw her, even if it was a photo, Wu Jiaer was still angry in his heart, Deng Yu saw that her face was wrong, and asked, "What's wrong?" Wu Jiaer shook his head and turned his head to look out of the window, the air pressure was much lower, and Deng Yu also felt her change and looked out the window. Except for the stopped vehicles and pedestrians, there was no problem, and I made another round. His eyes moved to the big poster, and he only felt a little familiar, and secretly wrote down the name on the poster.
When she arrived at the company, Wu Jiaer's mood calmed down a lot, Xiao Su did not follow, she was responsible for sending the luggage home. Deng Yu was called away as soon as he entered the company, Wu Jiaer and Zheng Xing arrived at the office, "What's wrong with you?" As soon as he entered the door, Zheng Xing asked. When he got out of the car, he saw that Wu Jiaer was unhappy, thinking that he had quarreled with Deng Yu, so he didn't ask much. "Can you help me find out what's going on with that Zhang Xi?" Wu Jiaer sat on the sofa with a cold face, she has always been gentle and cheerful, she rarely kept a straight face, Zheng Xing's heart tightened, and she immediately went to check.
Wu Jiaer, who was sitting on the sofa, was not calm in his heart, and the past events surfaced in his mind one by one. Zhang Xi... Zhang Xi, her ex-boyfriend's current girlfriend, her former best friend, is someone who makes her heart ache when she thinks about it now. When she fell inexplicably from the stage that year, she tore her ligaments, and soon found out that Zhang Xi had done her hands and feet for her shoes. She asked Zhang Xi resentfully why she did this, what Zhang Xi said at the time, oh, she said this: "You are too dazzling, the center of the stage will always be yours, and I also want to have a chance, so I can't think about it for a while..." In the end, Wu Jiaer relented, but also broke off the relationship with her, and when she saw her again a few years later, it was she who appeared in front of her with her ex-boyfriend Chen Ming's arm and showing off her might.
Later, Chen Ming, who grew up with her and accompanied her through the difficulties, disappeared from her life and disappeared from her life, and Wu Jiaer went crazy to find it. The last thing I saw was the bed photo sent by Zhang Xi, Wu Jiaer fell into depression and washed his face with tears every day. Losing her beloved and not being able to dance her favorite dance was a blow that she couldn't bear at a young age, and she wanted to commit suicide several times. If it had been for the comfort and care of Wu's father and Wu's mother, she would probably have been dead a long time ago, and later through psychological treatment, she slowly recovered. But there was also an unhealable wound in her heart, she thought that her childhood sweetheart was the strongest love, but she thought that Chen Ming's departure had taught her a big lesson.
The current Wu Jiaer is the Wu Jiaer who has grown up, and the price of growth is loss, pain, and defense. After losing her loved ones and dreams, she began to guard against the pain. On the defense of society and people, she set up a line of defense in her heart, a line of defense that no one can touch.
The door was pushed open, Wu Jiaer didn't look at anyone, he hung his eyelids and nested in the sofa, and someone walked to the sofa. looked at the sad Wu Jiaer, sighed, sat on the sofa, and hugged Wu Jiaer into his arms. Wu Jiaer smelled the familiar smell of tobacco, and did not struggle, quietly leaning on his arms. Deng Yu felt a dampness in his chest, but Wu Jiaer didn't make a sound, Deng Yu was distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort him.