Chapter 230: Stubbornness returns to the Kirin
His pause made Li Shiran's heart tremble again.
"Even if I cultivate to a high level, what's the use, the people I want to save can't be saved, the people I want to kill can't be killed, I once thought that it was the head and elder I relied on warmly, and my father, when Xian Xian was about to die, they completely ignored my feelings and pulled me away, this is what they called, want me to live well?"
"This ......," Li Shiran was speechless.
"If this is the case, then why are there so many ordinary people in the world, they have not cultivated, but they still live well, go out early and return late every day, go home with hot meals and hot dishes to eat, sit and wait for the sunrise and sunset with their beloved, go to the fields to do farm work together, day after day, but still live well, why, I can't choose to live so well?"
Li Shiran fell silent, and in the face of Xiao Yuan's questioning, he actually ...... I can't answer a word......
Xiao Yuan turned around and left, Li Shiran wanted to stop him, but he didn't know what to say to him when he stopped him, he hadn't seen him for a long time, he found that Xiao Yuan seemed to be much more mature, this kind of maturity was not more stable than his previous one, but a, calm from the inside out, and, indifference, the words he said, Li Shiran himself had never thought about it.
Living, and living well, there is no difference at all in his eyes, from the moment he loses everything, he is like a walking corpse, living under everyone's care and comfort, he also thought that such a life is simply worse than death, but until he met Lin Shu, the person who lost everything like him.
When he saw her paintings, he felt a kind of warmth for the first time, looking at Lin Shu's side face, he couldn't help but feel a trace of distress in his heart, feeling sorry for the sadness in her eyes, feeling sorry for the distress in her eyes, that was the first time he really wanted to protect a person, and wanted to do his best to protect this world, just so that she could live in this world well and live the life she wanted......
"Senior brother!" he called out to stop him, Xiao Yuan paused when he heard this, "Anything else?"
"What you just said touched me very much, I can't answer your question, but I also have my own thoughts and want to talk to you. Li Shiran turned to face his back and said, Xiao Yuan slowly turned around, looked at him and asked, "What is it?"
"When people live, they can indeed choose their own way to live well, but since we have become disciples of the Qilin Sect, we should take on everything we are responsible for, senior brother, we are not ordinary people, we can't live the life that ordinary people want to live, our existence is to protect the safety of the world and let them live the life they want. ”
Li Shiran slowly lowered his head, "This is what I think in my heart." ”
Xiao Yuan was stunned for a long time when he heard this, and Li Shiran plucked up the courage to walk to his side again and said: " Senior brother, I know that you feel guilty about Xian Xian's father, and I also know that you have always been obsessed with Xian Xian's death, and I know that you have been regretting it, regretting that you didn't see Xian Xian's feelings for you earlier, and let her silently pay for you behind you, until she gave her own life, but it is precisely because of this that you have to cheer up more, only by working hard to cherish the people around you, protect your slender father and mother, and let them live safely, this is the greatest compensation for Xian Xian. ”
Xiao Yuan's eyes twitched, and he suddenly looked at Li Shiran, for some reason, he actually felt that what he said was very reasonable...... "These words are really your heart's words?" He frowned slightly, as if he had a trace of doubt, with Li Shiran, whom he knew before, he would never say such a thing.
"Yes. Li Shiran nodded, "What Senior Brother Fang Cai said touched me, and let me know that everyone in this world has the meaning of living for everyone, Senior Brother, I don't know what you think now, at least I am still a disciple of the Qilin Sect, as long as I am still in the door for a day, the safety of all the people in this Ling Illusion Continent will be guarded by me." ”
Xiao Yuan smiled lightly when he heard this, and when he heard what he said, a comforting smile suddenly rose at the corner of his mouth, "Relieved, I have been away for so long, and you seem to have grown up a lot." ”
Li Shiran lowered his eyes, his eyes were heavy and serious, "It's this world, it's not peaceful anymore." ”
"It's because there is already a loophole in the seal of the Void Space. Xiao Yuan understated, causing Li Shiran to raise his head suddenly, "How did Senior Brother know?"
"When I came to Beiban before, I accidentally saw that near Mengze Mountain, there were people from the Demon Realm. ”
"Yes, Master said that the Nine Generations of Demon Emperors are very likely to have appeared, so Master asked me to find your whereabouts, and wanted me to go to the Demon Realm with you to find the Demon Saint Venerable and the Guardian Demon Spirit of the Demon Realm, and find out what they wanted to do. ”
"You mean, Jiu Lizhu, it's very likely that he has returned to the Demon Realm, right?" As soon as Xiao Yuan heard the words of the Nine Generations Demon Emperor, his brows instantly twisted together, and Li Shiran nodded, "Well, so Master asked us to go to the Demon Realm to verify." ”
"When are you leaving?" Xiao Yuan asked out loud, Li Shiran just wanted to answer, but he noticed something wrong, "Senior brother...... You?" he was a little surprised, "You mean, you're willing to go to the Demon Realm with me?"
Xiao Yuan nodded, and said with a slight smile: "You said it, as a disciple of the Qilin Sect, you should take on the responsibility of protecting the common people in the world, Xian Xian is dead, but before she died, she gave me all her cultivation, no matter how you say it, I can't deny it, I am still a disciple of the Qilin Sect, and my father is my first relative." ”
"Great!" Li Shiran smiled happily, "Senior brother, it's really great that you can think like this! Then I'll go and tell Master this now, and then we'll set off to the Demon Realm together!"
Xiao Yuan nodded, "Okay." ”
Later, Xiao Yuan's return to the Qilin Gate soon spread again, when he returned to the Qilin Gate to accept the order of the master, almost all the disciples of the Qilin Gate stood in the square to welcome his return, Xiao Yuan walked in the crowd, hearing everyone's greetings and concern for him, he suddenly felt a trace of warmth, since leaving the Qilin Gate, he lived in the guilt and regret of the slender every day, and when he saw the father and mother of the slender man, this feeling was even stronger, making him feel almost suffocated, but-
In the Qilin Gate, he didn't feel like this at all.
It seems that no matter where he goes, Qilinmen is still his home after all, and all the people here are his relatives after all, Li Shiran is right, after losing it, he must cherish the people around him more, protect them, and don't let them suffer any more harm, so that the spirit of the slender in the sky should also be happy.
He thought so cheerfully,
originally thought that after asking the head for instructions, he would be able to go down the mountain, but who would have thought that Wang Yize was fighting with someone at the bottom of the mountain, was seriously injured, and was dying, but the villagers at the foot of the mountain found and saved him in time and brought him to Qilinmen.
Xiao Yuan went to send the villager down the mountain, and kept thanking him, over there Li Shiran came to Wang Yize's bed, came to visit him, the guy was dirty, his hair was also a mess, blood stains and mud mixed with his clothes, he was injured and bleeding all over his body, and at the moment when Li Shiran stepped into his door, he was still sitting on the bed, hanging his head, panting, his cheeks were blocked by the hair that fell out, and he looked very depressed.
"How did you get like this?" Li Shiran walked up to him and asked, Wang Yize glanced up at him, and then smiled indifferently, "It's just that I accidentally got into a fight with someone, it's not a big deal." ”
"When I went back to the Qilin Gate, I cast spells and looked for you everywhere, where did you go, why can't I find you?"
"I cast a spell to spread an invisible barrier, and of course you can't find it. ”
"Then why are you doing this?"
"I just want to be alone. Wang Yize raised his eyes and met Li Shiran's eyes with questioning and dissatisfaction, and smiled softly: "Don't be so serious, okay, it's weird and scary." ”
Seeing Wang Yize's grin as usual, Li Shiran couldn't help but sigh in his heart, he slowly sat on the edge of his bed, looking at the scars on his body because of the beating, he frowned slightly, "You are also a disciple of the Qilin Sect, you were beaten, why didn't you fight back?"
"Those people are ordinary people, powerless, it is precisely because I am a disciple of the Qilin Sect that I can't hurt them, if I make a move, will they still be alive?" Wang Yize said as a matter of course.
Li Shiran glanced at him angrily, and then stopped mentioning this matter, but said in a vague manner: "Then are you better now?"
"These injuries are trivial, I'll just sleep for a day or two. ”
"I don't mean physical, I mean mental. ”
"What can I do in my heart?" Wang Yize subconsciously shifted his gaze, pretending to look at his wounds, Li Shiran looked at his flustered appearance, and couldn't help but squint his eyes, "That white girl, can't you find it?"
Before the words fell, Wang Yize's eyes trembled, a moment of distraction flashed in his eyes, and then he said casually, "Well, after the illusion is lifted, she will leave." ”
"Then are you going to find her?" Li Shiran asked quickly, and sure enough, Wang Yize was really silent, he lowered his eyes shyly and weakly, and still refused to admit it, "No, I'm just, I'm not in a good mood, so I went out for a walk alone." ”
Li was helpless, he didn't want to admit it, and he didn't force him anymore, so he changed the topic and said, "Senior brother is back, do you know?"
"Really?" Wang Yize didn't believe it.